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gamomcemloba `nakaduli“ 1988w.

mTargmneli neli amaSukeli


ana frankis dRiuri


12 ivnisi, 1942 — 1 agvisto, 1944
germanulidan Targmna, winasityvaoba da SeniSvnebi daurTo neli amaSukelma
winasityvaoba
am wignze mSralad da Cveulebrivi miudgomlobiT laparaki SeuZlebelia, radgan metad uCveuloa misi damweris bedi. oTxkedelSua gamoketili 13 wlis gogona ori wlis manZilze gulwrfelad aqsovda dRiurSi sakuTar gancdebs, fiqrebs, imedebs, wuxils, SiSs, xan emociis gamomwvev, xanac Rimilis momgvrel STabeWdilebebs. Cveulebrivi bavSvuri uSualobiT dawyebuli dRiuri, erTsa da imave adamianebTan yoveldRiuri urTierTobiT da yofiTi wvrilmanebiT SezRudul, mZime, saxifaTo garemoSi, gogonas uaxloesi megobari da mesaidumle gaxda. ararsebul megobars anam kiwi daarqva da misgan eloda nugeSsa da Semweobas. Tu sikvdils ver gaeqceoda, anas undoda, misi dRiuri masTan erTad daRupuliyo, magram moxda ise, rom ana daiRupa, dRiuri ki gadarCa.

gadarCa mxolod dRiuri, kacobriobis istoriaSi erT-erTi usaSinlesi drois mamxilebeli dokumenti. germanelma faSistebma totaluri saxelmwifos Seqmnisa da msoflioSi gabatonebis ideas msxverplad moutanes yvelaferi adamianuri. faSistebi gegmianad, meTodurad spobdnen ara marto xalxs, aramed kacobriobis zneobriv monapovarsac. es iyo dro, roca evropaSi milionobiT udanaSaulo adamianis sisxli iRvreboda da sakoncentracio banakebSi krematoriumebi bolavda. swored am TavaSvebuli rbevis, Zaladobisa da masobrivi mkvlelobis msxverpli gaxda patara ana.

anas mama, oto franki, daibada germaniaSi, mainis frankfurtSi; universitetis damTavrebis Semdeg komerciul saqmianobas mihyo xeli. monawileobda pirvel msoflio omSi. 1933 wels, rogorc ki germaniaSi faSisturi reJimi damyarda, oto frankma ojaxi holandiaSi gadaiyvana da faSistebis risxvas ganerida. amsterdamSi, prinsengraxtze, saxli daiqirava da firma gaxsna. axlad dawyebuli cxovreba TiTqos mSvidad, normalurad mimdinareobda, magram germanelebma holandia daipyres da kvlav daiwyo ebraelTa sastiki devna. anas mamam germanelebis xelSi Cavardnas damalva arCia; 1942 wlis zafxulSi, holandieli TanamSromlebis daxmarebiT, firmis Senobis ukana nawili saTanadod moawyo da, roca mis ufros qaliSvils, margos, gestapodan uwyeba mouvida, col-Svili winaswar momzadebul `TavSesafarSi~ gadaxizna. amave TavSesafarSi gadmovida kidev erTi ojaxi, van daani coliTa da vaJiSviliT. bolos maT `ojaxs~ merve wevri, kbilis eqimi duseli Seemata. amgvarad rva adamiani iatakqveS aRmoCnda da TavSesafris mkacr reJims daemorCila.

patara ana xalisianad, ndobiT, udardelad Sescqeroda cxovrebas; celqobda, keklucobda, alerssa da yuradRebas moiTxovda. uecrad bedma gare samyaros moswyvita, oTx kedelSi gamoketa, dRis sinaTle da haeri moanatra. amieridan is mxolod qurdulad, fardis WuWrutanidan uyurebda cxovrebis ulazaTo dinebas, xolo TavSesafarSi Zalauneburad erTad Seyrili adamianebis ubadrukobas, angariSianobas da kinklaobas xedavda. am sulis SemxuTav garemoSi TiTqos unda damWknariyo, daClungebuliyo jer kidev moumwifebeli goneba da grZnoba, magram moxda piriqiT; swored aq gaiSala, naadrevad momwifda da gamomJRavnda anas niWi.

dauokebelma cnobismoyvareobam, STabeWdilebaTa Rrma gancdam, rTulma, winaaRmdegobebiT savse bunebam, sakuTari Tavisadmi da gare samyarosadmi kritikulma damokidebulebam gauRrmava anas aRqmis unari, xedvas SeaCvia da ufaqizesi grZnobis gadmocema aswavla.

ana Zalze saxifaTo da daZabul momentebSic ki amCnevs cxovrebis sasacilo movlenebs. misi ironia erTsa da imave dros javSanicaa da adamianuri sisustisa da yofiTi wvrilmanebisadmi Semwynarebloba da siyvarulic.

damoukidebeli, kritikuli xedvis unari dRiTi dRe Rrmavdeba da miukerZoeblobisa da simarTlisaken swrafvas verc axlo naTesauri damokidebuleba axSobs da verc pirveli siyvaruli. ane gacilebiT mets amCnevs da ukeTesadac, vidre TavSesafris danarCeni mkvidrni, ufro realurad uyurebs cxovrebas, met uSualobas iCens adamianebTan urTierTobaSi da cdilobs gaerkves sakuTar grZnobebSi, amaRldes, daZlios SiSi, gaTavisufldes eWvebisa da meryeobisagan, ipovos mtkice sayrdeni, Rirseulad Seegebos damcirebasa da sikvdils. magram rac ufro izrdeba gonebrivad, miT ufro rTuldeba cxovreba. ana grZnobs sakuTar gaorebas, Sinagan winaaRmdegobas gare samyarosTan da bolos im daskvnamde midis, rom maTi morigeba an sasurveli mimarTulebiT warmarTva mis Zal-Rones aRemateba. misTvis bevri ram aris amqveynad bneliT moculi da gaugebari, magram erTi ram yovelTvis cxadia: adamiani Sromismoyvare, keTili da faqizi unda iyos.

axla zedmeti da Znelicaa imaze laparaki, Tu ra gziT ganviTardeboda anas niWi da ras SesZenda literaturas, magram ase naTlad gamokveTili mxatvruli alRo, msjelobis unari, mignebebi da saTqmelis mokled, ZiriTad StrixebSi gadmocemis niWi mis asakSi bevr did mweralsac ar hqonia. SeiZleba amas dromac Seuwyo xeli. ebraelTa sastikma devnam, darbevam, wamebam, mTeli eris mospobis saSiSroebam, omiT gamowveulma siduxWirem, adamianTa dakninebam da binZuri, veluri instinqtebis zeimma igi Zalauneburad miiyvana im aucileblobamde, rom TviTon garkveuliyo movlenaTa viTarebaSi, gaeazrebina yvelaferi, rac mis irgvliv da qveyanaze xdeboda. ori wlis ganmavlobaSi anaam bevri ram Seigno, gadaafasa, uaryo da miiRo, magram bavSvuri sibrZniT ganWvretili cxovrebisa da adamianobisaTvis arasodes ar uRalatnia. igi gulxeldakrefili rodi eloda sikvdils; mecadineobda, Sromobda, werda, gulaxdilad esaubreboda ucnob megobars da am adamianuri iaraRiT ebrZoda araadamianur Zaladobas, romelic miuxedavad sikvdilisa, mainc ukuagdo da daamarcxa.

ori weliwadi elodnen ltolvilebi sikvdils an Tavisuflebas da bolos Tavisuflebas isev sikvdilma daaswro.

1944 wlis 4 agvistos gestapom TavSesafari aRmoaCina da yvelani daapatimra. faSistebis risxva Tavs daatyda agreTve ebraelebis mfarvel holandielebsac. oto frankis TanamSromlebis da megobrebis eli vosenis, mip da henk van santenebis Tavdauzogavi zrunva amao aRmoCnda, — maT ver ixsnes ganwirulni. kraleri da koophoisi ki, rogorc firmis mmarTvelebi, ltolvilebTan erTad daapatimres. mZime avadmyofi koophoisi cixidan male gaaTavisufles, xolo kraleri amersfortis banakSi moxvda, saidanac germaniaSi upirebdnen wayvanas, magram gaqceva moaxerxa da omis damTavrebis Semdeg col-Svils daubrunda.

anas Segnebuli hqonda, Tu ra mZime tvirTi awva maT holandiel megobrebs da maTi bediT Sewuxebuli werda: `gana damalvas da amdeni saSinelebis gadatanas sikvdili ar jobda. maSin arc Cvens mfarvelebs CavagdebdiT safrTxeSi~.

dapatimrebuli ebraelebi cixidan vesterborkis gamanawilebel banakSi moxvdnen. 3 seqtembers anas ded-mama da van daanebis ojaxi osvencimSi gagzavnes, 30 oqtombers ki margo da ana bergen-belzenis sakoncentracio banakSi gadaiyvanes. am banakSi ana Sexvda Tavis skolis megobars lis goosens, romlis Sesaxebac 1943 wlis 27 noembers werda: `guSin saRamos... Tvalwin naTlad warmomidga lisi. idga Cems win dakonkili, gamxdari, ybebCacvenili; misi didi sevdiani Tvalebi sayveduriT micqerdnen, TiTqos meubnebodnen: — ana, ratom mimatove, damexmare, mixseni am jojoxeTidan! — ...ratom unda gadavrCe me, is ki sadRac Cakvdes?~. magram anas varaudi ar gamarTlda. lisi gadarCa da bergen-belzenSi anasTan Sexvedras ase igonebs: `anas ZonZebi ecva. sibneleSic ki Canda, rogor gamxdariyo. loyebi Cascvenoda, Tvalebi kidev ufro gafarToeboda... oriveni vtirodiT, videqiT da vtirodiT — erTmaneTs ekliani mavTulxlarTebi gvaSorebda~.

osvencimSi daiRupnen anas deda, col-qmari van daanebi, peteri da duseli. 1945 wlis TebervalSi bergen-belzenSi SimSilisagan gardaicvala margo, gazafxulis damdegs anamac dalia suli.

ltolvilTagan gadarCa mxolod anas mama. igi ixsna sabWoTa armiam, romelmac osvencimi daikava da visac suli edga, mzrunveloba ar moaklo. ganTavisuflebis Semdeg oto franki holandiaSi dabrunda, magram maxlobelTagan cocxali veRaravin ipova. damwuxrebuls elim da mipma anas dRiuri gadasces, romelic saxlis gaCxrekis Semdeg uwesrigod dayril Zvel wignebsa da Jurnal-gazeTebs Soris aRmoaCines da Seinaxes.

ra icoda saidumlo policiam, rom uyuradRebod migdebuli bavSvis rveuli mTel msoflios aaRelvebda. ana frankis dRiuri aTjer gamoica holandiaSi, ocze met enaze iTargmna da msoflioSi milioniani tiraJiT gavrcelda. am dRiuris mixedviT Seqmnes piesebi da kinofilmebi. wignze mravali gamokvleva daiwera.

ra kuTxiTac unda miudgeT anas dRiurs, umTavresi mainc misi gonebrivi ganviTarebis procesi da cxovrebisadmi damokidebulebaa. anam icoda, rom cxovrebam igi ori ukiduresobis zRvramde miiyvana — an sikvdili, an gamarjveba; magram icoda isic, rom zogjer wamebiT sikvdili igive gamarjvebaa, momavlis sakeTildReod gamarjveba. amitom SerCa mas bolomde Sinagani Tavisufleba da sakuTari Rirsebis Segneba. ai, ras ambobs de viki, romelic anasTan erTad vesterborkis banakSi iyo: `ana franksa da peter van daans yoveldRe vxedavdi. mudam erTad iyvnen... anas Tvalebi ubrwyinavda... da ise Tavisuflad eWira Tavi, iseTi pirdapiri gamoxedva hqonda, rom Cems Tavs veubnebodi: — igi xom aqac bednieria!~


neli amaSukeli

am wignis Sesaxeb

(germanuli gamocemidan)
am Semzarav cxovrebiseul dokumentSi erT mTlianobadaa qceuli devnili ojaxis bedi da uCveulod niWieri da mgrZnobiare bavSvis sulieri cxovreba. arsebobis simZimem da sikvdilis mudmivma muqaram gaamZafra gogonas sulisa da gonebis gancdebi da grZnobebis gamoxatvis iseTi unari SesZina, romelmac misi dRiuri naadrevad mowifulTa sakuTrebad aqcia. SeuZlebelia, daiviwyo bavSvi, romelic misi ojaxis TavSesafris sazarel sxvenze aparula, raTa varskvlavebiT moWedil zecas ucqiros.

sapyrobileSi, sadac adamianebma Seagdes, ana franki wers: `rodesac axloblebze fiqrob, tirili gindeba, SeiZleba mTeli dRe itiro. amitom isRa grCeba, rom RmerTs Seevedro, saswauli moaxdinos da zog maTgans sicocxle SeunarCunos! da me suliTa da guliT vloculob~.

dRiuri
12 ivnisi, 1942

imedi maqvs, SemiZlia gando Sen yvelaferi, gando ise, rogorc aqamde aravis mivndobivar, imedi maqvs, Sen Cemi didi nugeSi iqnebi.


kvira, 14 ivnisi, 1942
paraskevs dilis eqvs saaTze gameRviZa. es gasagebicaa, Cemi dabadebis dRe iyo. magram ase adre adgomis ufleba ar mqonda da sanam Svids TxuTmeti daakldeboda, cnobismoyvareoba unda dameokebina. met xans veRar gavZeli. gaviqeci sasadilo oTaxSi, sadac Cveni patara kata, morheni, Zalze alersianad Semomegeba. rva rom daiwyo, mSoblebs mivakiTxe da maTTan erTad sastumro oTaxSi gavedi: mindoda, saCuqrebi menaxa da amomelagebina. yvelaze adre Sen daginaxe, Cemo dRiuro, da es marTlac saucxoo saCuqari iyo. damxvda agreTve vardebis Taiguli, kaqtusi, tyis yayaCos ramdenime Sto. es iyo yvavilebis pirveli salami, Semdeg ki ufro meti momarTves.

mamam da dedam ra ar maCuqes, megobrebmac Zalze gamanebivres. sxvaTa Soris miviRe `Camera Obscura~1, ( bneli kamera (laT.) holandiaSi Zalian gavrcelebuli wigni. (SeniSvna yvelgan mTargmnelisaa) TavSesaqcevi da Tavsamtvrevi saTamaSoebi, uamravi sasusnavi, gulis qinZisTavi, iozef kohenis `holandiuri sagebi da legendebi~, kidev erTi mSvenieri wigni: `dezis saardadegebo mogzauroba mTebSi~ da fuli. am fuliT mere berZnuli da romauli sagmiro Tqmulebebi viyide. SesaniSnavia!

Semdeg lisim gamomiara da skolaSi wavediT. jer maswavleblebsa da Tanaklaselebs kanfetebiT gavumaspinZldi1, ( aseTi wesia holandiaSi dabadebis dRes) mere swavlas SevudeqiT.

jer es iyos. ra mixaria, Sen rom gamiCndi!


orSabaTi, 15 ivnisi, 1942

SabaTs, nasadilevs, dabadebis dRis aRsaniSnavad wveuleba mqonda. stumrebs vaCveneT filmi `Suquris daraji~ (rin-tin-tinis monawileobiT); suraTi Cems megobar gogonebs Zalze moewonaT. bevri vicelqeT, uzomod kmayofilni viyaviT. wveulTa Soris bevri gogo da biWi iyo. dedaCems yovelTvis ainteresebs, am biWebidan — romelze visurvebdi gaTxovebas momavalSi. vfiqrob, Zalze gaukvirdeboda, rom gaego — es ymawvili peter veselia, radganac, roca masze sityvas Camomigdebda, mudam gulubryvilo gamometyvelebas vRebulobdi. lis goosenssa da sane houtmans didi xania vicnob da aqamde Cemi saukeTeso megobrebi iyvnen. magram am bolo dros ebraelTa liceumSi iopi van der vaali gavicani. Cven xSirad varT erTad da axla is aris Cemi saukeTeso megobari. lisi axla sxva gogonasTan megobrobs, sane ki sxva skolaSi dadis da iqa hyavs Tavisi megobrebi.


SabaTi, 20 ivnisi, 1942

ramdenime dRea, araferi damiweria; jer mindoda, seriozulad gavrkveuliyavi dRiuris arssa da mizanSi. ucnauri grZnoba maqvs, amieridan dRiuri unda vwero. da ucnauria ara mxolod imitom, rom dRemde araferi `damiweria~. me mgonia, momavalSi arc me da arc sxvas ar dagvainteresebs cameti wlis moswavle gogonas gulwrfeli aRsareba. Tumca amas ra mniSvneloba aqvs. me minda vwero da, rac mTavaria, Cemi gulis nadebi gamovTqva.

`qaRaldi adamianze amtania~. ase vfiqrobdi xSirad im dReebSi, roca msubuqi melanqolia Semipyrobda, roca xelebze Tavdayrdnobili vijeqi da ar vicodi, ra momexerxebina sakuTari TavisTvis. xan Sin darCena mindoda, xan sadme wasvla, magram kvlav imave adgilas vijeqi da fiqrs ganvagrZobdi. diax, qaRaldi amtania. me ar ganmizraxavs, odesme vinmes vaCveno es sqelydiani rveuli maRalfardovani saxelwodebiT `dRiuri~, da Tu vaCveneb, mxolod megobar vaJs an qals, radganac sxvebs igi arc daainteresebs. da ai, me ukve vTqvi, ram maiZula dRiuri vwero: me ara myavs megobari qali!

axsna-ganmartebis gareSe veravin gaigebs, ratom grZnobs martoobas 13 wlis gogona. ucnauri ambavia, myavs kargi, sayvareli mSoblebi, 16 wlis da, da Tu yvelas CamovTvliT, ocdaaTamde nacnobi, anu egreT wodebuli megobari, Tayvanismcemlebis mTeli amala, romlebic TvalebSi miyureben da gakveTilze manamde aTamaSeben sarkes, sanam Cems Rimils ar daiWeren. myavs naTesavebi, SesaniSnavi biZebi da bicolebi. gvaqvs mSvenieri saxli. araferi maklia, garda megobari qalisa. nacnobebTan mxolod sisuleleebiT virTob Tavs da yovelgvar wvrilmanebze vlaqlaqeb. guli veravisTvis gadamiSlia. iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos erTianad SemboWes. SeiZleba es Cemi naklia, SeiZleba meti ndobiT unda vekidebode adamianebs, magram, samwuxarod, es asea da me arafris Secvla ar SemiZlia. ai, ratom mWirdeba dRiuri. me minda didixnis nanatr megobars Cems fantaziaSi xorci Seesxas da amitom dRiurSi marto mSral faqtebs ar Sevitan, rogorc amas bevri akeTebs; me minda, es dRiuri Cemi megobari gaxdes da am megobars erqmeva: kiwi!


yvelas gauWirdeboda gageba, pirdapir rom gameba saubari kiwisTan, amitom movyvebi Cem biografias, Tumca sruliadac ar mexaliseba.

roca Cemi mSoblebi daqorwindnen, mama 36 wlisa iyo, deda — 25-isa. Cemi da margo 1926 wels daibada mainis frankfurtSi, me ki 1929 wels movevline qveyanas. Cven ebraelebi varT da amitom 1933 wels, rogorc emigrantebi, holandiaSi wamovediT, sadac mama saaqcio sazogadoeba `travi~-is direqtori gaxda. es firma muSaobs `kolen da kompaniasTan~ mWidro kavSirSi da amave firmis SenobaSia moTavsebuli.

sxvebiviT Cvenc ar gamogvelia sadardebeli cxovrebaSi, radganac germaniaSi darCenili naTesavebi ver ascdnen hitleruli kanonebis klanWebs. 1938 wels, ebraelTa darbevis Semdeg, dedaCemis orive Zma amerikaSi gaiqca. bebiaCemi CvenTan Camovida. maSin is 73 wlisa iyo. 1940 wlidan JamTa siavem iZala. jer omi dagvatyda Tavs, mere kapitulacia, germanelebis SemoWra. axla ki daiwyo Cveni sacodaoba. diqtatoris brZanebas brZaneba mosdevda. gansakuTrebiT ebraelTa mdgomareoba gauaresda. ebraelebs unda etarebinaT yviTeli varskvlavi, CaebarebinaT velosipedebi, ekrZalebodaT tramvaiT mgzavroba, avtomobilebze xom laparakic zedmetia. raimes yidva mxolod samidan xuT saaTamde SeeZloT — isic mxolod ebraelTa savaWroebSi. saRamos rva saaTis Semdeg ara marto quCaSi gamosvlis, aramed baRSi da aivanze gaCerebis uflebac aRar hqondaT. ebraelebs aukrZales Teatrsa da kinoSi siaruli, verc sxva gasarTob adgilebSi Sedgamdnen fexs. maT ekrZalebodaT curva, CogburTisa da hokeis TamaSi, saerTod, sportis yvela saxeoba. ebraelebs aRar hqondaT ufleba qristianebs swveodnen. ebrael bavSvebs ebraul skolebSi unda eswavlaT. ase mozRvavda gankargulebebi. amieridan mTeli Cveni cxovreba amgvari Zaldatanebis qveS moeqca. iopi mudam ambobs: veRaraferi gamibedia, sul imis SiSi maqvs, akrZaluli ar iyoso. ama wlis ianvarSi bebiko gardaicvala. aravin icis, rarig miyvarda da rogor damaklda. 1934 wels montesoris skolis sabavSvo baRSi mimabares, Semdeg ki amave skolaSi damtoves. ukanasknel wels Cemi klasis damrigebeli iyo skolis direqtori qalbatoni k... wlis damlevs erTmaneTs gulTbilad gamoveTxoveT da oriveni cxare cremliT vtirodiT. 1941 wlidan me da margo ebraelTa skolaSi (liceumSi) SevediT, margo meoTxe klasSi, me ki pirvelSi.

jerjerobiT Cven oTxs ara gviSavs ra. da ai movatane dRevandel dRemde da ricxvamde.


SabaTi, 20 ivnisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

axlave unda daviwyo. irgvliv saocari siCumea. deda da mama Sin ar arian, margo megobarTan wavida ping-pongis saTamaSod. bolo dros mec didi siamovnebiT vTamaSob ping-pongs. radganac Cven, ping-pongistebs, Zalian gviyvars nayinis Wama, gansakuTrebiT zafxulobiT, TamaSi Cveulebriv ebraelTaTvis erT-erT xelmisawvdom kafeSi, `delfSi~ an `oazisSi~ gaseirnebiT Tavdeba. imis dardi ar gvawuxebs, savse gvaqvs safule Tu carieli. sakonditroebi mudam gaWedilia xalxiT. maT Soris yovelTvis moiZebneba romelime keTilismyofeli Cveni nacnobebidan an Tayvanismcemeli, da imden nayins gvTavazoben xolme, rom erT kvirasac ver moerevi.

warmomidgenia, rogor gikvirs, Cems asakSi rom Tayvanismcemlebze vlaparakob. samwuxarod, Cvens skolaSi es gardauvali senia. rogorc ki romelime biWi uflebas mTxovs, velosipediT saxlamde gamacilos, me ukve vici, rom xsenebul biWs TavdaviwyebiT vuyvarvar da Tvals ver maSorebs. mcire xnis Semdeg siyvaruli uneldeba, gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca arafrad vagdeb Seyvarebulis gamoxedvas da mxiarulad vatrialeb pedalebs. zogjer Tu vinme Zalian miwyalebs guls, velosipedze odnav Sevtortmandebi, CanTa mivardeba, da zrdilobiani ymawvili iZulebulia velosipedidan Camoxtes. sanam CanTas momawvdides, gonzec modis. aseTi Tayvanismcemlebi yovlad ucodvelebia, magram arian iseTebic, romlebic haerovan kocnas migzavnian da Tavs mabezreben. CemTan amgvari ram ar gadis. maSinve Camovxtebi velosipedidan da warbSekruli vucxadeb, rom mis gverdiT yofna ar msurs, ase vTqvaT, Seuracxyofili var da vurCev Sin wabrZandes.

ase, Cemo kiwi! Cvens megobrobas safuZveli Caeyara! xvalamde!
kvira, 21 ivnisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

mTel Cvens klass cieb-cxeleba sWirs: pedagogiuri sabWo karze mogvadga. naxevarma klasma sanaZleo dado — vis gadaiyvanen da vin darCeba. me da mip de iongi siciliT vkvdebiT Cveni ori mezoblis Semyure, romelTac naZlevSi mTeli jibis fuli waages. `gadagiyvanen, dagtoveben, xo, ara...~ ase grZeldeba dilidan saRamomde. Cveni mezoblebi verc mipis mavedrebelma mzeram moiyvana gons da verc Cemma energiulma aRmzrdelobiTma RonisZiebebma. me rom mkiTxon, naxevari klasi dasatovebelia, iseTi zarmacebi arian. marTalia, maswavleblebi yovlad Wirveuli xalxia, magram, vin icis, iqneb Cvenda sasikeTod arian Wirveulni.

me kargi urTierToba maqvs yvela maswavlebelTan. sul cxra maswavlebeli gvyavs, Svidi kaci da ori qali. batoni kepleri, moxuci maTematikis maswavlebeli, erT dros Zalian gabrazebuli iyo Cemze, radgan ganuwyvetliv vybedobdi. man araerTxel gamafrTxila da bolos damsaja — damavala, damewera Txzuleba Temaze `ybedi~. hm, ybedi! aba ras dawer amaze? magram didad ar Semiwuxebia Tavi. davalebebis rveuli CanTaSi Sevinaxe da vcade pirze klite damedo. saRamos, roca sxva gakveTilebs movrCi, kepleris davaleba momagonda. avtokalams vRrRnidi da vfiqrobdi, ra damewera. raRacis dawera da striqonebis aWreleba yvelas SeuZlia, magram didi xelovnebaa, monaxo damajerebeli sabuTi ybedobis sasargeblod. vfiqrobdi, didxans vfiqrobdi da uecrad goneba gaminaTda. mocemuli sami gverdi sulmouTqmelad gavavse, saqme gaiCarxa. sabuTad is moviyvane, rom ybedoba qaluri Tvisebaa, magram me, cxadia, Sevecdebi Tavi Sevikavo, rom dedaCemic CemsaviT bevrs laparakobs da rom memkvidreobiT gadmocemuli Tvisebebis aRmofxvra, samwuxarod, TiTqmis SeuZlebelia.

baton keplers gaecina Cems axsna-ganmartebaze. magram roca gakveTilze isev gavabi laqlaqi, meore Txzulebis dawera damavala: `gamousworebeli laqlaqa~. es davalebac Sevasrule da or gakveTilze sanimuSod viqceodi. mesameze kvlav metismeti momivida: da ai, anem isev miiRo sasjeli — Txzuleba: `yi, yi, yi, froilain yiyina~. mTelma klasma gadaixarxara. mec gamecina, Tumca Cemi SemoqmedebiTi niWi laqlaqTan dakavSirebuli Txzulebebis weraSi amowurulad mimaCnda. unda mepova raime axali, originaluri. Cemma megobarma sanem, SesaniSnavma poetma, leqsis dawera mirCia da daxmarebac aRmiTqva. me aRfrTovanebuli viyavi. keplers undoda abuCad avegde, magram me mas ormagad, sammagad gadavuxdi samagieros, Tavad gavxdi sasacilod.

leqsi daiwera da didi warmateba xvda wilad. gavleqse deda batis, mama gedisa da sami Wukis ambavi; mamam Wukebi bevri yiyinis gamo sasikvdilod dakortna. sabednierod, kepleri mimixvda xumrobas da leqsi xmamaRla waikiTxa komentarebiT CvenTanac da sxva klasebSic. mas Semdeg Tavisuflad SemiZlia vilaqlaqo. kepleri aRar msjis, magram xSirad damcinis amis gamo.

ana
oTxSabaTi, 24 ivnisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

autaneli sicxea, yvela qSinavs da oflad iRvreba. me ki am papanaqebaSi sul fexiT davdivar. mxolod axla davrwmundi, Tu ra sasiamovno ramaa tramvai, gansakuTrebiT ki Ria vagonebi. magram es siamovneba ebraelebisaTvis aRar arsebobs. ra gaewyoba, sakuTari fexebiTac iolad gavalT. guSin SuadRisas, Sesvenebaze, kbilis eqimTan unda wavsuliyavi, ian-liukenstraatze. Cveni skolidan sakmaod Sorsaa. gza qalaqis baRs mihyveba. ise daviRale, rom bolo gakveTilebze kinaRam CameZina. kidev kargi, keTili adamianebi bevria qveynad, wyals mainc mogawvdian. kbilis eqimis asistenti qali ebraelebisadmi TanagrZnobiTaa ganwyobili.

Cven ufleba gvaqvs visargebloT mxolod erTaderTi transportiT, patara naviT, romelic iozefizraelskadesTan dgas. rogorc ki vTxoveT menaves, maSinve meore napirze gadagviyvana. ra holandielebis bralia, ebraelebi rom aseT dReSi varT. netav skolaSi siaruli ar mWirdebodes! saaRdgomo ardadegebze velosipedi mompares, dedaCemis velosipedi ki mamam nacnobebs miabara Sesanaxad. sabednierod ardadegebi axlovdeba, kidev erTi kvirac da aRaraferi miWirs.

guSin diliT iseTi ram moxda, rac Zalian mesiamovna. roca im adgils Cavuare, sadac Cveulebriv velosipedi medga, viRacam damiZaxa. movtrialdi da davinaxe simpaTiuri ymawvili, romelsac wina saRamos Cemi skolis amxanagTan, evasTan, Sevxvdi. ymawvili odnav darcxvenili Canda, Tavisi gvari da saxeli miTxra: hari goldbergi. cota ar iyos gamikvirda, ver gamego, ra undoda. male yvelaferi gairkva. skolamde surda gavecilebine. `Tu gza aqeT gaqvs, wamodi~, vupasuxe me da gverdiT gavyevi. hari ukve 16 wlisaa da SesaniSnavad yveba aTasgvar ambebs. am diliT isev melodeboda, amieridan, albaT, ase gagrZeldeba.

ana
samSabaTi, 30 ivnisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

dRemde ver movicale SenTvis, mTeli xuTSabaTi nacnobebTan gavatare. paraskevs stumrebi gvyavda da ase grZeldeba aqamde. me da hari am erT kviraSi davuaxlovdiT erTmaneTs. man bevri ram miambo Tavis Tavze. Turme marto Camosula holandiaSi bebiasTan da babuasTan, mSoblebi ki belgiaSi hyavs. adre hari erT gogonasTan, fanisTan, dadioda. me vicnob fanis. Tvinierebisa da mowyenilobis gansaxierebaa. magram mas Semdeg rac me gamicno, hari mixvda, rom fanis gverdiT lamis CaeZinos. etyoba me gamovacocxle. arasodes ar ici, vis raSi gamoadgebi!

SabaTs iopim CemTan gaaTia Rame, kviras ki lisisTan wavida. saSinlad mowyenili viyavi.

saRamos hari unda mosuliyo. eqvsze damireka.

— hari goldbergi gaxlavarT, Tu SeiZleba sTxoveT anas.

— ana var, hari.

— saRamo mSvidobisa, ana, rogor xar?

— gmadlobT, kargad.

— samwuxarod, am saRamos ver moval, magram SenTan salaparako maqvs. SegiZlia aT wuTSi dabla Camoxvide?

— kargi, Camoval.

tansacmeli swrafad gamovicvale da Tma gaviswore. Semdeg ki fanjarasTan videqi da vRelavdi. bolos hari movida: moxda saocari ram — kibe kisristexiT ar Camirbenia, mSvidad videqi da velodi, rodis darekavda zars. xolo roca zaris xma gavigone, dabla Cavedi. hari ise Semovarda saxlSi, rom karis gaReba arc ki macala.

— momismine, bebiaCems miaCnia, rom Sen CemTan SedarebiT bavSvi xar. meubneba, lursebTan unda iaroo. etyoba mixvda, rom fanisTan urTierToba aRar minda.

— ratom, gana Sen da fanim iCxubeT?

— ara, piriqiT, magram vuTxari, rom erTmaneTisaTvis Seufereblebi varT da xSirad SenTan yofna ar minda, vuTxari isic, rom SegiZlia Tavisuflad iaro CvenTan stumrad da zogjer me gestumrebi-meTqi. garda amisa, me megona, fani sxva ymawvilebTanac megobrobs, magram Cemi varaudi ar gamarTlda da axla biZaCemi meubneba: bodiSi mouxadeo. me ki ar minda, amitom gadavwyvite, sul aRar Sevxvde. bebiaCemi mainc mTxovs fanisTan viaro da ara SenTan, magram maTTan loliavisaTvis ar mcalia. moxucebs zogjer dromoWmuli Sexedulebebi aqvT. marTalia, me damokidebuli var bebiaze, magram ramdenadme isic aris damokidebuli Cemze. oTxSabaTobiT Tavisufali var, bebias da babuas hgoniaT, xelobas vswavlob, me ki sionistTa krebebze davdivar. Cven sionistebi ara varT, magram mainteresebda gamego, ras warmoadgenen sionistebi. bolo dros raRac ar momwonan da aRarc vivli maTTan. ase rom, SegviZlia oTxSabaTs da SabaTs dRisiTac SevxvdeT erTmaneTs da saRamosac, kviras ki naSuadRevs, SeiZleba ufro xSiradac.




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