Ana frankis dRiuri

wignis xelSi Casagdebad peteri mxolod xelsayrel SemTxvevas eloda. meore saRamos, roca mTeli ojaxi direqtoris kabinetSi ijda da radiogadacemas usmenda, peterma wigni moipara da sxvenze aZvra, cxris naxevarze dabla unda Camosuliyo, magram kiTxvam ise gaitaca, rom dro gadaaviwyda, da sxvenidan im dros CamoZvra, roca mamamisi oTaxSi Sevida. SegiZlia warmoidgino, ra ambavi atyda... mogvesma gamayruebeli silis lawani, xelis kvra, wigni magidisaken moisroles, peteri ki, albaT, oTaxis kuTxisaken. col-qmari marto gamovida savaxSmod. peteri aravis mohgonebia, uvaxSmod datoves, mSieri unda dawoliliyo. gadavediT dRis wesrigze, e. i. SevudeqiT vaxSmobas. uecrad moisma yurTasmenis wamRebi stvena. gavqvavdiT, gafiTrebulni SevyurebdiT erTmaneTs, dana-Cangali xelidan gagvivarda. magram am dros Rumlis milidan mogvesma peteris xma:

— tyuilad ggoniaT, rom dabla Camoval.

batoni van daani wamovarda da WarxaliviT gawiTlebulma iyvira:

— ara, es ukve metismetia!

mama baton van daans xelebSi swvda, eSinoda peters cudi araferi damarToso da zeviT erTad avidnen. gaSmagebuli winaaRmdegobisa da saSineli xmauris Semdeg peteri Zirs Camoiyvanes da Tavis oTaxSi Caketes. gulkeTil dedikos surda SvilisaTvis buterbrodi gadaenaxa, magram mamamisi ulmobeli aRmoCnda.

— Tu axlave bodiSs ar moixdis, sxvenze daiZinos!

Cven yvelam protesti ganvacxadeT da vamtkicebdiT, rom uvaxSmod datoveba sakmarisi sasjelia. sxvenze SeiZleba gacivdes, xolo aq eqimsac ki ver moviwvevT.

peterma bodiSis moxda ar indoma da sxvenze avida. baton van daans Tavi ise eWira, TiTqos Svilis dardi ar hqonda, magram meore diliT darwmunda, rom mis vaJiSvils sakuTar sawolSi eZina. Svid saaTze peteri isev sxvenze avida. mamamisma xangrZlivi Segonebis Semdeg, rogorc iqna, daiyolia, Zirs Camosuliyo.

sami dRis ganmavlobaSi yvela moRuSuli dadioda da jiutad dumda. Semdeg yvelaferi Zveleburad warimarTa.

ana
oTxSabaTi, 21 seqtemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

dRes yoveldRiur wvrilmanebze minda giambo. qalbatoni van daani autanelia. yovel wuTs mTaTxavs imis gamo, rom bevrs vlaparakob. raRacas moigonebs da sicocxles gvimwarebs. xan ityvis WurWels aRar gavrecxavo da Tu mainc garecxa, qvabis Zirze darCenil saWmels CvensaviT minis TefSze ki ar amoiRebs, aramed Sig tovebs, afuWebs. amis gamo margos orjer meti WurWlis garecxva uxdeba da am dros es qalbatoni eubneba:

Cemo margo, Sen marTlac bevri saqme gaqvs.

me da mamam SesaniSnavi TavSesaqcevi movnaxeT. vadgenT Cveni ojaxis genealogias da drodadro yovel winaparze raRacas miambobs. me maTTan erTgvar kavSirs vgrZnob. yovel or kviraSi baton koophoiss moaqvs gogonebisaTvis gankuTvnili ramdenime wigni. aRtacebuli var `iop-ter-heulis~ seriiT, amasTan erTad Zalian momwons cisi fon maksfeldis nawarmoebebic. `mxiaruli zafxuli~ ramdenjerme wavikiTxe da axlac vicini, roca sasacilo adgilebs vawydebi. kvlav SevudeqiT swavlas. yoveldRe xuT uweso zmnas vizepireb da saRamoTi mondomebiT vswavlob franguls. peteri inglisurs CasCiCinebs da xvneSis. miviReT axali saxelmZRvaneloebi; rveulebis, fanqrebis, warwerebis, saSlelebisa da amdagvaris maragi saxlidan gamogvyva.

xSirad vismen `oranes~ gadmocemas. axlaxan laparakobda princi bernhardi da gamogvicxada, rom ianvarSi isev elodebian memkvidres.

yvelas ukvirs, ratom miyvars ase holandiis samefo ojaxi.

ramdenime dRis win vsaubrobdiT imaze, rom jer kidev bevri ram maqvs saswavli da amitom gaorkecebuli gulmodginebiT Sevudeqi zuTxvas. aba ra saxalisoa momavalSi yvelafris Tavidan dawyeba. aRiniSna isic, rom am bolo dros xeiriani araferi wamikiTxavs. deda axla kiTxulobs wigns, romlis saTauria `batonebi, qalbatonebi da mosamsaxureebi~. am wignis wakiTxva CemTvis ar SeiZleba. jer iseTive ganaTlebuli unda gavxde, rogoric Cemi Wkviani, niWieri daa. visaubreT agreTve filosofiaze, fsiqologiasa da fiziologiaze (rom vicode, rogor iwereba es Zneli sityvebi, leqsikonSi Cavixede), razedac jerjerobiT araviTari warmodgena ar maqvs. imedia, momaval wels cotaTi mainc Sevavseb am xarvezs!

Cemda samwuxarod aRmovaCine, rom zamTrisaTvis mxolod erTi grZelsaxeloiani kaba da sami Salis Jaketi maqvs. mamam neba damrTo cxvris TeTri matylisagan puloveri momeqsova. matyli Tumca uxeiroa, magram Tbilia. Cven uamravi tansacmeli gvaqvs gabarebuli nacnobebTan, magram misi wamoReba mxolod omis damTavrebis Semdeg SeiZleba da isic Tu raime gadarCeba.

swored im dros, roca qalbaton van daanze raRacas vwerdi, igi oTaxSi Semovida. dRiuri, ra Tqma unda, maSinve davxure.

— oh, ana, wamakiTxe Tu SeiZleba!

— ara, qalbatono van daan, ar SeiZleba!

— Tundac ukanaskneli gverdi?

— ara, arc ukanaskneli!

Zalian SemeSinda, swored am gverdze ewera arcTu ise sasiamovno ram qalbaton van daanze.

ana
paraskevi, 25 seqtemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin isev avedi zeviT, `vestumre~ van daanebs, waviWoraveT. zogjer maTTan yofna sasiamovnoa. mivirTviT `naftalinis keqsi~ (keqsiani kolofi ido tansacmlis karadaSi, sadac blomad eyara naftalini) da limonaTi davayoleT.

vlaparakobdiT peterze. vTqvi, rom xSirad Tavs mabezrebs, me ki es ar momwons, radgan ver vitan biWebs, romlebic `xelebs afaTureben~. maT, rogorc mSoblebs sCveviaT, mkiTxes: xom ar visurvebdi ufro metad davaxloebodi peters, radganac aSkarad Zalian movwonvar. `rogor ara~, gavifiqre me, magram vTqvi: `o, ara~. peteri morcxvi da mouqnelia, rogorc yvela biWi, romelsac naklebad uvlia gogoebTan.

Cveni samalavis `iatakqveSa komiteti~ Zalze moxerxebuli aRmoCnda. yuri damigde, ai ra gamoigones am vaJbatonebma! Zalian undaT, batonma van diikma, `travisis~ firmis mTavarma warmomadgenelma da Cvenma kargma nacnobma, romelsac bevri ram mivabareT, miiRos Cvengan raime cnoba. am mizniT ziuivS-flandernis erT meafTiaqes misweres werili, sadac raRacas ekiTxebodnen. pasuxisaTvis werilSi Cades konverti, romelsac mamam sakuTari xeliT daawera Cveni firmis misamarTi. roca es werili ukan mova, meafTiaqis pasuxs amoiReben da mis magivrad mama Tavis werils Cadebs. ase gaigebs van diiki, rom mama cocxalia. arCevani SeaCeres zeelandze. romelic belgiis sazRvarTan mdebareobs da amitom iq advilad SeiZleba werilis kontrabandiT gagzavna.

ana
kvira, 27 seqtemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

dedasTan usiamovneba momivida da es ukve meramdened am bolo dros! Cven xSirad ar gvesmis erTmaneTis, verc margosTan vaxerxeb saerTo enis gamonaxvas. Cvens ojaxSi, ra Tqma unda, arasodes ar gaimarTeba iseTi scenebi, rogorc zeviT, magram me arc Cveni urTierToba momwons. me sul sxva xasiaTi maqvs, vidre dedas da margos. zogjer ukeT mesmis Cemi megobari gogonebis, vidre sakuTari dedis. o, rarigad mwyins!

qalbatoni van daani kvlav ucnaurad iqceva. cdilobs, rac SeiZleba meti gadamalos da Caketos im nivTebidan, rac ojaxs sWirdeba. kargi iqneba, dedac rom aseve moiqces!..

etyoba, zogierT mSoblebs gansakuTrebul siamovnebas hgvris ara marto sakuTari Svilebis aRzrda, aramed nacnobebisac. swored aseTebi arian van daanebi. margos aRzrda ar sWirdeba. igi siyvarulis, sikeTisa da gonierebis gansaxierebaa. magram is, rac mas Warbad aqvs, me Zalze maklia. CemTvis araerTxel mouciaT SeniSvnebi sufrasTan, me ki Tavs ver vikaveb ukmexi da gamomwvevi pasuxebisagan. mama da deda mudam Cems mxarezea, ar vici, ra meSveleboda uimaTod! `zemourebi~ Zalian xSirad misayvedureben, bevrs laparakob, yvelaferSi erevi, Tavmdabloba gakliao, magram me mainc Zvel Secdomebs vimeoreb. mama rom ase momTmeni ar iyos, me albaT didi xania davkargavdi gamosworebis imeds. Tumca is, rasac Cemgan Cemi mSoblebi moiTxoven, Zneli gansaxorcielebeli araa.

bostneuli ar miyvars. Tu bevr kartofils da cota bostneuls gadmoviReb, van daanebi, amas `ganebivrebas~ aweren da saSinlad javroben.

— cota kidev daimate bostneuli, — meubneba im wamsve qalbatoni van daani.

— ara, gmadlobT, me marto kartofili minda.

— bostneuli Zalian margebelia, xom xedav dedaSenic amasve ambobs, gadaiRe kidev! — daJinebiT moiTxovs igi da ase grZeldeba manamde, sanam mama ar Caereva.

— CvenTan unda ecxovra, — ambobs gacxarebuli qalbatoni, — CvenTan aseTi ram ar gauvidoda! es ra aRzrdaa! ane saSinlad ganebivrebulia! Cemi qaliSvili unda yofiliyo!

sayvedurebis niaRvars mudam am sityvebiT amTavrebs. ra bednierebaa, rom misi qaliSvili ara var!

davubrundeT isev aRzrdis sakiTxs. guSin, roca qalbatonma van daanma enis tartali moaTava da dumili Camovarda, mamam ai, ra uTxra:

— me mgoni, ana kargadaa aRzrdili. imasac ki mixvda, rom jobia Tqven gauTavebel qadagebas yuradReba ar miaqcios, xolo rac Seexeba bostneuls, me mxolod erTi ram SemiZlia vTqva: `Vice versa!~¹ (¹ piriqiT (laT.))

axla ki gvarianad moxvda qalbaton van daans. Vice versa imas niSnavda, rom TviTonac cota bostneuls miirTmevs. Tavs imiT imarTlebs, Zilis win bevri bostneuli mawyinariao. rac unda is qnas, oRond Tavi damanebos! sasaciloa, roca xedav, ra advilad wiTldeba qalbatoni van daani. me es ar momdis da amazec javrobs.

ana
orSabaTi, 28 seqtemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin bevri ram mqonda kidev dasaweri, magram iZulebuli gavxdi Semewyvita. minda mogiyve erTi Cxubis ambavi, magram manamde ai, ra unda giTxra. me mezizReba da Tanac ar mesmis, roca ufrosebi xSirad, raRac umniSvnelo wvrilmanebis gamo, uecrad aReldebian da Cxubs iwyeben. aqamde megona, Cxubi mxolod bavSvebis saqmea da ufrosebs ar axasiaTebs. Tumca zogjer marTlac arsebobs Cxubis mizezi, magram gamudmebuli kinklaobis atana SeuZlebelia. kacma rom Tqvas, aqamde unda SevCveodi am ambavs, radgan Cxubi maT ojaxSi lamis Cveulebrivi movlenaa, magram araferi gamomdis. `diskusiebi~ (ase uwodeben aq Cxubs) mudam Cems irgvliv trialebs. yovelmxriv maqiaqeben, yvelafers msjelobis sagnad xdian, Cems xasiaTs, qcevas, TavdaWeras. yvelafers mikritikeben da miwuneben. adre me ar vicodi, ras hqvia uxeSi sityva da yvirili, axla ki yvelaferi unda avitano. me es ar SemiZlia. fiqradac ar momdis daTmobaze wavide. me maT vaCveneb, rom ane franki is aRar aris, rac guSin iyo! SeiZleba Tavad mixvdnen amas da ena gaaCeron. aRsazrdelebi TviTon arian da ara me. maZrwunebs amgvari usaqcieloba da sibriyve (qalbatoni van daanisa), magram male amasac SeveCvevi da maSin ki, icocxle, vetyvi Cems saTqmels. nuTu me marTla ise uzrdeli, cnobismoyvare, abezari, briyvi da zarmaci var, rogorc `zemourebi~ amtkiceben? me kargad vici, rom bevri nakli da susti mxare gamaCnia, magram `zemourebi~ mainc usaSvelod aWarbeben.

rom icode, kiwi, rogor miduRs SigniT yvelaferi ganuwyveteli lanZRva-ginebisagan, magram rodisme Cemi boRma gadmoinTxeva.

SeiZleba Tavi mogabezre, magram mainc unda gadmogce erTi saintereso saubari, romelic sufraze gaabes. sityva Camovarda pimis (mamis saalerso saxelia) did Tavmdablobaze. es imdenad naTelia, rom yvelaze briyvi adamianic ver uaryofs. uecrad qalbatonma van daanma, romelsac yvelaferi Tavis Tavze gadaaqvs, ganacxada: mec Tavmdabali adamiani var, Cems qmarze bevrad Tavmdabalio! baton van daans undoda Seerbilebina misi SeniSvna da Zlier wynarad Tqva:

— me arc minda zedmetad Tavmdabali viyo, radgan Tamami adamianebi met warmatebas aRweven cxovrebaSi.

mere ki me momibrunda: — nu iqnebi zedmetad Tavmdabali, ana, da gacilebiT met warmatebas miaRwev.

dedam baton van daans dauWira mxari, magram qalbaton van daans xom unda daesxa cecxlze navTi. amjerad me aRaraferi miTxra da Cems mSoblebs miubrunda.

— rogor eqceviT anas, amgvari araferi minaxavs. Cven ase ar gvzrdidnen. aseT rames, garda Tqveni Tanamedrove ojaxisa, axlac versad SexvdebiT.

mxedvelobaSi hqonda dedaCemis Sexedulebebi aRzrdaze, razedac xSirad daobdnen. qalbatoni van daani WarxaliviT gawiTlda. roca moTminebidan gamodixar, advilad marcxdebi.

dedas, rogorc yovelTvis, undoda bolo moeRo kamaTisaTvis da mSvidad Tqva: — qalbatono van daan, mec im azrisa var, rom zedmeti Tavmdabloba ar varga. Cemi qmari, margo da peteri zedmetad Tavmdabalni arian. marTalia Tavmdabloba arc Cven gvaklia, magram Tqven, Tqveni qmari, me da ana Tavs aravis davaCagvrinebT!

— me Zalze Tavmdabali adamiani gaxlavarT, qalbatono frank! rogor SegiZliaT amis uaryofa?

deda: — me ar miTqvams, rom sruliad ar gagaCniaT Tavmdabloba, magram ar SeiZleba iTqvas, rom zedmetad Tavmdabali brZandebiT.

qalbatoni van daani: — minda vicode, rodis maklda Tavmdabloba. me rom aq Cems Tavze ar mezruna, albaT, SimSiliT movkvdebodi. me swored iseTive Tavmdabali var, rogorc Tqveni qmari!

am briyvulma Tavisqebam deda gulianad gaacina, `sabralo~ qalbatoni vani daani ki ise gajavrda, rom gaCereba veRar SeZlo da sul laparakobda. bolos sakuTarma mWevrmetyvelebam daabnia, saTqmeli veRar moaTava, Seuracxyofili wamodga da wasvla daapira. uecrad me gadmomxeda. samwuxarod, roca igi wasasvlelad Sebrunda, me TanagrZnobiT da ironiulad Tavi gavaqnie, ufro Cemda uneburad, vidre ganzrax. igi ukanve Semotrialda da msuqani, beberi meTevzis coliviT sazizRrad da uxeSad ayvirda. saintereso sanaxavi iyo. xatva rom SemeZlos, swored am saxiT ukvdavvyofdi am Cia, sasacilo models. erTi ram SemiZlia giTxra: Tu ginda adamiani gaicno, erTxel mainc unda waeCxubo, mxolod amis Semdeg SeZleb mis Sefasebas.

ana
samSabaTi, 29 seqtemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

CvenTan yovelTvis xdeba raRac iseTi, risi moyolac Rirs. aq Cven abazana ara gvaqvs da varclSi vbanaobT. qvemoT kontoraSi (ase veZaxi pirvel sarTuls) Tbili wyali modis da Cven Svidive, rigrigobiT CavdivarT dabla. radgan yvelas sxvadasxva xasiaTi gvaqvs, erTi ufro morcxvia, vidre meore, amitom sabanao adgils yvela Tavisi gemovnebis mixedviT irCevs. peteri banaobs samzareuloSi, Tumca mas minis kari aqvs. banaobis win yvelas afrTxilebs da sTxovs, naxevari saaTis ganmavlobaSi karebTan nu gaivliTo. mamamisi zeviT banaobs, sakuTar oTaxSi; oRond myudrod moewyos da Tbili wylis zeviT atana ar ezareba. qalbaton van daans aqamde ar ubanavia. igi jer sabanaod moxerxebul adgils eZebs. mama kabinetSi ibans tans, deda — samzareuloSi, Rumels amofarebuli. me da margom didi kontora varCieT da saabazanod vaqcieT. yovel SabaTs, nasadilevs, fardebs CamovuSvebT da naxevrad bnel oTaxSi vbanaobT. erT-erTi Cvengani banaobs, meore ki fardebs Soris darCenili WuWrutanidan gareT iyureba da erToba gamvlelTa sasacilo manWva-grexiT. magram gasuli kviridan es sabanao oTaxi aRar momwons da ufro komfortabelur adgils veZeb. peters kargi azri mouvida: winadadeba momca Cemi sabanao mowyobilobiT gadavbargebuliyavi did sapirfareSoSi, romelic kontoras ekuTvnis. sapirfareSoSi marto viqnebi, CavrTav sinaTles, davketav karebs da wyals sxvis dauxmareblad gadavaqcev. dRes sazeimod gavxseni axali `saabazano~ da Zalze kmayofili davrCi.

guSin saxlSi wyalsadenis ostati movida. qveda derefanSi unda SeefuTa milebi, romlebic Cvens wyalsadens da sapirfareSos uerTdeba. es aucileblad unda gagvekeTebina, rom milebi ar gayinuliyo Tu Zalian civi zamTari dadgeboda. am kacis stumroba CvenTvis arc ise sasiamovno iyo, radgan verc wyals viRebdiT da verc sapirfareSoTi vsargeblobdiT. iqneb amis Txroba sasiamovno araa, magram mainc unda giamboT, ra movigoneT, gansacdeli rom Tavidan agvecdina. me ara var imdenad morcxvi, rom aseT rameze laparaki miWirdes. me da mamam winaswar vizruneT da yoveli SemTxvevisaTvis qilebi movimarageT. axla gamogvadga, mxolod esaa, rom mTeli dRe oTaxis kuTxeSi gvedga. magram es kidev araferi, gacilebiT Znelia mTeli dRe Cumad, xmis amouReblad jdoma, gansakuTrebiT iseTi enatartalasaTvis, rogoric me var. Cven xom isedac mxolod CurCuliT vlaparakobT. magram Cumad, gaunZrevlad jdoma TiTqmis autanelia. sajdomi gamibrtyelda, ise momeTela, rom sami dRe mtkioda.

saRamos vivarjiSeT. aman gviSvela!

ana
xuTSabaTi, 1 oqtomberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin usazRvro SiSi ganvicade. rva saaTze zari darekes da me yvelaze saSineli ram warmovidgine — Sen ici, razedac vlaparakob. yvela marwmunebda, zari quCaSi moxetiale biWebma darekeso da me nel-nela davmSviddi.

dReebi duned miizlazneba. dabla, samzareuloSi muSaobs farmacevti, batoni levini, romelic firmisaTvis qimiur cdebs atarebs. es kaci mTeli saxlis ganlagebas icnobs da zogjer gveSinia, zeviT, yofil laboratoriaSi amosvla ar moisurvos. Cven Zalze Cumad varT. vin ifiqrebda sami Tvis winaT, rom mousvenari ane saaTobiT ijdeboda erT adgilas da xmas ar gaiRebda.

29-Si qalbaton van daanis dabadebis dRe aRvniSneT. didi zeimi ar mogviwyvia. mivarTviT yvavilebi, umniSvnelo saCuqrebi da sadilad sagangebo kerZi. qmarma wiTeli mixakebi uZRvna — ojaxuri tradiciaa. marTla, minda raRac giTxra qalbaton van daanze. mudam imis cdaSia, rom mamaCems gaearSiyos da me es saSinlad mabrazebs. rogorc ki SesaZlebloba miecema, an loyaze moucacunebs xels, an Tavze gadausvams. siamovnebiT aCens Tavis `lamaz~ fexebs, enamaxvilobs, erTi sityviT, yvelafers akeTebs imisaTvis, rom pimis yuradReba miiqcios. magram pims igi arc lamaz qalad miaCnia da arc sasiamovno adamianad. misi kurkuri sruliad ar aRelvebs. me veWvianob, ubralod ver vitan aseT rames. amas winaT pirSi vuTxari: `me mgonia, deda, Tqvens qmars ar ekekluceba-meTqi~.

peteri zogjer Zalian sasaciloa. orives gviyvars gasarTobad tansacmlis gamocvla da amiT Tavs viqcevT. amjerad dedamisis viwro kaba Caecva, Tavze ki qalis qudi Camoefxata. me misi kostiumiT gamovcxaddi da misive qudi davixure. ufrosebi siciliT ixocebodnen da Cvenc aranakleb vimxiaruleT.

elim me da margos maRaziaSi qvedatani gviyida. qsovili metismetad uxarisxo da Zviria. samagierod Zalze sasiamovno rame gvelis. elim margo, me da peteri stenografiis dauswrebel kursebze Cagvwera. momaval wels SesaniSnavi stenografistebi viqnebiT. urigo rodia aseTi `kriptografiis~ codna!

ana
SabaTi, 3 oqtomberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin isev saSineli Setakeba moxda. dedam mamas mTeli Cemi codvebi gadauSala da Tanac Zalze gaazviada. deda tiroda, cxadia, mec vRrialebdi. saSinlad amtkivda Tavi. me mamikos gamovucxade, rom yvelaze metad miyvars. pimma mipasuxa, momavalSi yvelaferi Seicvlebao, magram me es ar mjera. dedas rom mSvidad velaparako, Tavs Zala unda davatano. mama moiTxovs dedas movuaro, roca Tavs cudad grZnobs, magram araferi gamomdis.

mondomebiT vswavlob franguls da vkiTxulob `La belle Nivernaise~.<sup>1</sup> (<sup>1</sup> `mSvenieri nivernezeli qali~, alfons dodes romani.)

ana
paraskevi, 9 oqtomberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

dRes bevri usiamo da samwuxaro ambavi gavige. bevri Cveni nacnobi da megobari ebraeli daapatimres, gestapo maT ar eloliaveba. dapatimrebulebs saqonlis gadasazid vagonebSi yrian da ebraelTa sakoncentracio banakSi, vesterborkSi mihyavT. saSineli adgilia. uamravi xalxia Tavmoyrili, arc dabanis saSualeba aqvT da arc fexsadgilebi hyofniT. amboben, banakebSi teva araa da kacebs, qalebs da bavSvebs erTad sZinavTo. gaqceva SeuZlebelia. patimrebs advilad scnoben gadaparsuli TaviT Tu wminda ebrauli garegnobiT.

Tuki holandiaSi ase cudadaa saqme, ra saSineleba eliT maT iq, sadac mierekebian. inglisis radio iuwyeba, rom maT gazis kamerebSi amoaxrCoben. iqneb es mospobis yvelaze swrafi saSualebaa. mipi saSinel ambebs gviambobs da TviTonac Zalze Relavs. amas winaT misi saxlis win koWli dedaberi Camomjdara. dedaberi gestapos manqanas ucdida, romelic gzadagza krefda xalxs. moxuci qali SiSisagan caxcaxebda.

sazenito qvemexebi quxda, proJeqtorebis Suqi sibneles apobda, inglisis TviTmfrinavebis gugunis gamoZaxili saxlidan saxls exeTqeboda. mipma ver gabeda dedabris saxlSi Seyvana. germanelebi amis gamo mkacrad sjian yvelas.

elic mdumare da mowyenili dadis. misi megobari germaniaSi gagzavnes iZulebiTi begaris mosaxdelad. eSinia bombardirebis dros ar daiRupos. ingliseli mfrinavebi milionobiT kilogram yumbarebs yrian. me Zalian uadgilod da uxeSad mimaCnia amgvari oxunjoba: — oh, mTeli milioni mas xom ar moxvdeba, — anda: — erTi yumbarac ikmarebs. marto dirki xom araa am dReSi, cxadia, ara. yoveldRe axalgazrdebs vagonebSi yrian da germaniaSi agzavnian iZulebiT samuSaoze. zogi gzidan garbis, zogi droze imaleba, magram aseTebi Zalze cotaa.

Cemi sevdiani simRera jer ar damTavrebula. gagigonia raime mZevlebis Sesaxeb. germanelebma daxvewili wameba moigones. ufro saSineli, vidre sxva yvelaferi. udanaSaulo moqalaqeebs ganurCevlad apatimreben da cixeebSi amwyvdeven. xolo roca sadme `sabotaJs~ aRmoaCenen da damnaSaves ver ipovian, mZevlad wayvanilTa nawils xvreten. Semdeg amas gazeTebSi aqveyneben da mosaxleobas afrTxileben. ra xalxia es germanelebi! odesRac mec maT vekuTvnodi, Tumca didi xani gavida mas Semdeg, rac hitlerma kanongareSe gamogvacxada. qveynad ar arsebobs ufro didi mtroba, vidre amgvar germanelebsa da ebraelebs Sorisaa Camovardnili.

ana
paraskevi, 16 oqtomberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

uamravi saqme gamiCnda, axlaxan vTargmne erTi Tavi `La belle Nivernaise~-dan da amoviwere yvela ucnobi sityva. Semdeg uZnelesi ariTmetikuli amocana gadavwyvite, bolos daviswavle sami gverdi frangulad. amocanebis gadawyveta ar miyvars da davalebas xSirad gverdze gadavdeb xolme. amocanebis gadawyveta mamasac uWirs; zogjer me ukeTesad viyvan, magram mainc gviWirs da dasaxmareblad margos veZaxiT. stenografiaSi yvelas gavaswari. guSin davamTavre `dampyroblebis~ kiTxva, kargi wignia, magram ioop ter heuls ar Seedreba.

SenTvis bevrjer miTqvams, rom cisi fon maqsveldi SesaniSnavad wers. momavalSi Cemma Svilebma aucileblad unda waikiTxon yvela misi wigni. mamam kerneris piesebi momca wasakiTxad: `bremeneli biZaSvili~, `guvernanti qali~ da `mwvane domino~. kargi mweralia.

me, deda da margo isev SexmatkbilebiT vcxovrobT da es yvelafers jobia. guSin saRamos margo CemTan iwva. Zalze viwrod viyaviT, magram araCveulebriv myudroebas vgrZnobdiT. margom mkiTxa: SeiZleba Seni dRiuri wavikiTxoo — mxolod zogi adgili, — vupasuxe me. Semdeg misi dRiuri movikiTxe. dampirda wagakiTxebo. vlaparakobdiT momavalze; vkiTxe, ra ginda gamoxvide-meTqi. am ambavs igi saidumlod inaxavs. me yuri movkari, TiTqos maswavleblobas apirebs. da me mgoni, asec unda iyos. Tumca amden cnobismoyvareobas ar unda viCende.

am diliT peteri sakuTari sawolidan wamovagde da Tavad wamovweqi. peteri gacecxlda, magram me misTvis yuradReba ar mimiqcevia. kacma rom Tqvas, ufro Tavazianad unda mepyrobodes, radgan guSin saRamos vaSli vaCuqe.

margos vkiTxe: — rogor ggonia, gonji var? sasacilod gamoiyurebi, magram lamazi Tvalebi gaqvso, mipasuxa man. gaurkveveli pasuxia, Sen rogor fiqrob?

naxvamdis!

ana
samSabaTi, 20 oqtomberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

Tumca mas Semdeg ori saaTi gavida, magram iseTi SiSi ganvicade, rom xelebi axlac mikankalebs. saxlSi hkidia xuTi cecxlmqrobi `minimaqsi~. aravis gaufrTxilebivarT, rom maT asavsebad movidodnen. amitom sanam winkaridan CaquCis xma ar momesma, gansakuTrebul sifrTxiles ar vicavdi. megona durgali movida da gavafrTxile eli, romelic CvenTan sadilobda, rom axla Zirs Casvla ar SeiZleba. me da mama kars ukan CavsafrdiT da yurs vugdebdiT, rodis morCeboda is kaci muSaobas da wavidoda. meoTxedi saaTis Semdeg man iaraRi karadaze dado da Cvens karze daakakuna. oriveni gavfiTrdiT, nuTu rame SeniSna da gadawyvita Seamowmos, ra imaleba kars ukan. mgoni asec iyo, radgan kakuni, karis gamoweva, jajguri da biZgebi ar wydeboda. kinaRam guli Semiwuxda imis gafiqrebaze, rom Cvens mSvenier TavSesafars viRac gadamTieli aRmoaCens. ase megona, mTeli saukune gavida, sanam baton koophoisis xma ar gavigone: — gaaReT, me var. kari maSinve gavaReT. Turme, saketi, romliTac kari Signidan iketeboda da romlis gaReba garedanac SeeZlo saidumloebagandobils, raRacas gamosdeboda, amitom droze ver gagvafrTxiles, rom xelosani movidoda. roca muSa wavida, koophoisma elis gamoZaxeba gadawyvita, magram mbrunavi kari ver gaaRo da xmauri atexa. gulidan uzarmazari tvirTi momwyda. kaci, romelic CvenTan unda Semosuliyo, Cems warmodgenaSi swrafad izrdeboda da bolos uZlevel goliaTad iqca. axla ki SegviZlia vTqvaT, rom bedma ar gvimtyuna, yvelaferi keTilad damTavrda!

orSabaTs bevri vimxiaruleT. mipma da henkma CvenTan gaaTies Rame. me da margo ded-mamasTan `gadavsaxldiT~, col-qmars ki Cveni oTaxi davuTmeT. SesaniSnavad visadileT. Tumca am dRes uxifaTod mainc ar Cauvlia. mamis magidis lampaSi mokle CarTva moxda da erTbaSad bnelSi aRmovCndiT.

eleqtromricxveli, romelSic mcveli ixraxneba, sadRac sawyobis boloSi hkidia da arc ise sasiamovnoa bnelSi xelis faTuri, magram bedma gagviRima da dazianebuli xazi aT wuTSi SeakeTes. axla ukve SeiZleboda sanTlebisagan mowyobili iluminaciis Caqroba. diliT adre avdeqiT. henki cxris naxevarze unda wasuliyo da gvindoda myudrod gvesauzma. gareT saSinlad wvimda. mixaroda, rom aseT amindSi quCaSi gasvla ar mixdeboda. me da mamam yvelaferi mivalageT da franguli zmnebis dazepirebas Sevudeqi. mere vkiTxulobdi SesaniSnav wigns `tyeebi marad mRerian~. mwyins, rom male vamTavreb.