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Semdeg kviras eli CvenTan gaaTevs Rames!

ana
xuTSabaTi, 29 oqtomberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

ver visveneb. mama avadaa. didi sicxe aqvs da raRacam gamoayara, rogorc wiTelam icis. warmoidgine, eqimis gamoZaxebac ki ar SegviZlia. deda uvlis. bevri ofli adenina. iqneb sicxem dauwios.

diliT mipma gviambo, rom van daanebis bina germanelebs gauZarcvavT. qalbaton van daanisaTvis araferi gviTqvams. bolo dros igi Zalze nervulobs da Cven sruliad ar gvainteresebs saaTobiT visminoT, ra saucxoo WurWeli da Zvirfasi aveji darCa saxlSi. Cvenc xom yvelaferi Zvirfasi bedis anabara mivatoveT. Civili am saqmeSi verafers gviSvelis.

am bolo dros mec momces ufleba mozrdilTaTvis gankuTvnili zogierTi wigni wavikiTxo. vkiTxulob niko van suxtelenis `evas siymawviles~. kacma rom Tqvas, me ver vxedav did gansxvavebas am wignsa da gogonebis sakiTxav wignebs Soris. mxolod esaa, rom am wignSi zogjer qalebi sakuTari sxeuliT vaWroben da ucxo mamakacebisagan bevr fuls iReben. me, albaT, sircxviliT movkvdebi, ucxo mamakacTan marto rom davrCe. Semdeg weria, evas `avadmyofoba~ daewyoo. mec Zalian minda damewyos, radgan vici, raoden mniSvnelovania es. mamam karadidan goeTesa da Sileris dramebi gadmoiRo da apirebs saRamoobiT xmamaRla gvikiTxos yvelas. daviwyeT `don karlosiT~. dedam mamis magaliTs mibaZa da locvani maCuqa. wigni zrdilobis gamo gadavikiTxe. TiTqos momwons kidec, magram arafers maZlevs. ratom cdilobs deda iZulebiT gamxados morwmune?

xval pirvelad gavaCaRebT Rumels. albaT, gabolil oTaxSi mogviwevs jdoma. didi xania sakvamuri ar gauwmendiaT.

ana
SabaTi, 7 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

deda Zalze nervulobs da es CemTvis saxifaTo meCeCia. nuTu SemTxveviT xdeba, rom Cemi mSoblebi arasodes ar uwyrebian margos da yovelTvis mxolod me mxvdeba? magaliTad, guSin saRamos margo lamazad ilustrirebul wigns kiTxulobda. mere zeviT avida, wigni ki gverdze gadado, raTa mobrunebuls kiTxva ganegrZo. radgan saqme araferi mqonda, wigni aviRe da suraTebs vaTvalierebdi. margo dabrunda. roca dainaxa, `misi~ wigni xelSi meWira, Subli Seikra da wignis warTmeva daapira. me ki Zalian mindoda bolomde dameTvalierebina. margo gabrazda. dedam miTxra: — wigns margo kiTxulobs da axlave daubruneo.

oTaxSi mama Semovida. Tumca man araferi icoda, magram gadawyvita, rom margos usamarTlod Cagraven da miTxra: — rodisme margoc wagarTmevs wigns da vnaxoT, rogor moiqcevio!

me Tavi aRar gamomidvia. wigni davde da oTaxidan gavedi. maT egonaT, guli momivida, magram me arc guli momsvlia da arc Seuracxyofilad migrZvnia Tavi. mxolod sevda Semomawva gulze.

mama usamarTlod moiqca, roca arc ikiTxa, raSia saqme da ganaCeni gamoitana. mSoblebi rom ar Careuliyvnen da margosTvis ar daeWiraT mxari, me ufro male davubrunebdi wigns. CemTvis gasagebia, rom deda margos gamoeqomaga, isini mudam erTmaneTs uWeren mxars. me ise SeveCvie am ambavs, rom gulgrilad aRviqvam dedis tuqsvas da margos mouTmenlobas. me isini imitom miyvars, rom deda da margo arian. rac Seexeba mamas, — masTan sul sxvagvari damokidebuleba maqvs. roca mama margos upiratesobas aniWebs, aqebs, yvelafers uwonebs da alersianad eqceva, SigniT raRac mRrRnis, radgan mama CemTvis yvelaferia. mamaa Cemi naTeli ideali da yvelaze metad miyvars amqveynad. magram mamas ar esmis, rom margos sul sxvanairad eqceva, vidre me. margo misTvis yvelaze Wkviani, yvelaze lamazi da yvelaze ukeTesia, magram mec xom maqvs ufleba seriozuli damokidebuleba moviTxovo. ojaxis azriT, me jambazi da uqnara var, rac ormag usiamovnebas mayenebs: jer erTi, mudam sayvedurebiT mavseben, meorec, sakuTar Tavs ver verevi. me aRarc zerele alersi makmayofilebs da aRarc egreT wodebuli `seriozuli saubari~; me raRac iseTs moveli mamisagan, risi mocemac mas ar SeuZlia. ara, me ar veWvianob margoze, arc misi silamaze mWirdeba da arc misi Wkua. me mxolod erT rameze vocnebob: namdvilad, guliT vuyvarde mamas da ara rogorc sakuTari Svili, aramed rogorc adamiani, vuyvarde me, ana.

mamas imitom veWidebi ase, rom mxolod igi minarCunebs ojaxisadmi siyvaruls. mamas ar esmis, rom CemTvis xandaxan aucilebelia dedaze laparaki da azris gamoTqma. mas ar surs, dedis uaryofiT mxareebs Seexos. am Temaze yovelgvar saubars gaurbis. me ki dedis damokidebuleba mZime tvirTad mawevs. xSirad Tavs ver vikaveb da pirSi veubnebi, ramdenad gulgrili, damcinavi da mkacria, radgan marTlac ara var yovelTvis damnaSave.

saerTod, me da deda sruliad sxvadasxva adamianebi varT da amitom mogvdis xSirad usiamovneba. me ar vmsjelob mis xasiaTze, aq msajulad ar gamovdgebi, mxolod ise vuyureb, rogorc dedas. magram igi araa iseTi deda, rogoric me mWirdeba. amitom me TviTon unda viyo Cemi deda. me maT sruliad gamoveTiSe Sinaganad da Cemi gziT mivdivar. vin icis, romel napirs mivadgebi? gonebaSi mesaxeba dedisa da qalis ideali, magram am qalsa da im adamians Soris, visac dedas veZaxi, veraviTar msgavsebas ver vpoulob.

mudam vcdilob Tvali avarido dedis uaryofiT mxareebs, minda mxolod kargze gavamaxvilo yuradReba da CemSi ganvaviTaro is, rac mas aklia. magram yovelTvis rodi gamomdis ase. yvelaze cudi ki isaa, rom arc mamas da arc dedas ar surT dainaxon, ra maklia cxovrebaSi da amis gamo Zalze nawyeni var maTze. nuTu mSoblebs arasodes ar SeuZliaT samarTlianad moepyron sakuTar Svilebs.

xandaxan vfiqrob: iqneb RmerTi mcdis? me TviTon unda mivide srulyofamde, yovelgvari misabaZi magaliTisa da daxmarebis gareSe. samagierod, momavalSi Zlieri da amtani viqnebi.

Cems garda vin waikiTxavs odesme am werilebs? vin damexmareba? o, rogor mWirdeba daxmareba, da nugeSi. xSirad suliT vecemi da ver vaxerxeb viyo iseTi, rogoric minda. me vici es da yoveldRe vcdilob daviwyo Tavidan, gamovsworde.

magram Zalze usamarTlod mepyrobian! erT dRes mozrdil adamianad mTvlian da ufleba maqvs yvelaferi vicode, meore dRes ki Zveleburad meqcevian: ane jer kidev briyvi batkania, hgonia, wignebidan bevri ram iswavla, magram cxadia, jer araferi esmis. sinamdvileSi me arc ZuZumwovara bavSvi var da arc ganebivrebuli Tojina, romliTac erTobian, Tumca jer ar SemiZlia amis sityvebiT gamoTqma, magram me Cemi idealebi, azrebi da gegmebi maqvs. ah, ramdeni eWvi mipyrobs saRamoobiT, roca marto var, an dRisiT, roca am gamomwyvdeul adamianebs Sevyureb, romelTac saSinlad momabezres Tavi, radgan arc Cemi esmiT da arc is, rac me mawuxebs. amitom bolos isev Cems dRiurs vubrundebi. mudam amiT viwyeb da amiT vamTavreb. kiwi yvelafers iTmens da mec pirobas vaZlev, rom yvelafers gavuZleb, davZlev Cems mwuxarebas da gzas gavikafav, magram ra did siyvaruls momgvrida warmateba, rogor minda mosiyvarule adamiani mxarSi amomidges, gamamxnevos, momealersos!

nu gamkicxav! gamige, rom zogjer SeiZleba mec damekargos moTmineba. ana


orSabaTi, 9 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin peteris dabadebis dRe iyo, mSvenieri saCuqrebi miiRo, maT Soris saintereso saTamaSo, eleqtrosamarTebeli da sanTebela. ara imitom, rom mwevelia, aramed aseT saCuqars Tavisi Sno aqvs.

magram yvelaze saocari ram batonma van daanma gvacnoba: ingliselebma tunisSi, kasablankaSi, alJirsa da oranSi desanti gadasxeso — es dasasrulis dasawyisia, Tqva yvelam, magram CerCilma, inglisis premierma, romelsac, albaT, inglisSic xSirad smenia aseTi azri, Tavis gamosvlaSi ganacxada:

desantis gadasxma uaRresad didmniSvnelovani etapia, magram nuravin fiqrobs, rom es dasasrulis dasawyisia, ufro swored es dasawyisis dasasrulia.

didi gansxvavebaa, ara? magram optimizmisaTvis safuZveli mainc arsebobs. germanelebma jerac ver aiRes ruseTis didi qalaqi, stalingradi, romelic ager ukve sami Tvea, rac alyaSemortymulia. axla ki yoveldRiur ambebs davubrundeT: roca Cvens TavSesafarze vlaparakobT, isic unda giTxra, Tu rogor gvamarageben sursaTiT. Sen unda icode, rom `zemourebi~ namdvili Rormucelebi arian. purs gvawvdis Zalze keTili mepure, koophoisis nacnobi. cxadia, imdeni ara gvaqvs, ramdenic saxlSi gvqonda, magram mainc sakmarisia. sasursaTo baraTebs CvenTvis yiduloben Sav bazarze. maTi fasi ganuwyvetliv izrdeba. am pawia qaRaldis naglejSi adre 27 guldens vixdidiT, axla ki ocdacamets.

saxlSi rom konservebis garda raime maragi gvqondes, viyideT 270 girvanqa cercvi da lobio, rac axla tomrebiT hkidia derefanSi mbrunav karTan. simZimisagan tomrebi ramdenime adgilas gairRva da gadavwyviteT zamTris maragi sxvenze agvetana. tomrebis gadazidva peters daavales. eqvsi tomridan xuTi mSvidobianad gadaitana, magram rogorc ki meeqvses mohkida xeli, qveda nakeri gairRva da kibeze yavisferi lobio wvimasaviT wamovida, wvima ki ara, setyva iyo. Zirs darCenilebma ifiqres, Zveli saxli Tavze gvengrevao. sabednierod, kontoraSi ucxo aravin iyo... peters Zalian SeeSinda, magram roca daminaxa kibis qveda safexurze Tavze lobiogadayrili da koWebamde lobioSi Cafluli, gamayruebeli xarxari morTo. daviwyeT lobios akrefa, magram marcvlebi ise patara da ise srialaa, rom TiTebs Soris gvisxlteba da RreWoebsa da xvrelebSi cviva. axla, roca vinme am kibeze adis, yovelTvis poulobs lobios da qalbaton van daans abarebs.

kinaRam damaviwyda umTavresi: mama gamojansaRda.

ana

P. S. es wuTia radiom gamoacxada, rom alJiri aiRes. maroko, kasablanka da oranic ukve ramdenime dRea ingliselebis xelSia. male tunissac aiReben.


samSabaTi, 10 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

ambavi, romelic axla unda gacnobo, epoqaluri mniSvnelobisaa. gvinda merve `iatakqveSeli~ SemovixiznoT. xSirad gvifiqria, rom aq erTi kacisaTvis adgilic ikmarebs da sakvebic. Cven mxolod imitom vikavebdiT Tavs, rom kraleris da koophiosis zedmetad Sewuxebas veridebodiT. magram Cvenamde ebraelTa gasaxlebasTan dakavSirebis saSineli ambebi aRwevda da mamam scada gaego, ra azris iyvnen Cveni megobrebi. maT Zalian mogviwones ganzraxva: gind Svidni yofilxarT, gind rvani, safrTxe igivea, — daaskvnes maT sruliad marTebulad. raki saqme aqamde mivida, daviwyeT Cvens nacnobebs Soris iseTi martoxela kacis Zebna, romelic Cveni `iatakqveSa~ ojaxisaTvis Sesaferisi aRmoCndeboda. aseTi kacis povna Zneli ar iyo. mas Semdeg, rac mamam uaryo van daanebis yvela winadadeba — Semogvexiznebina romelime maTi naTesavi, arCevani xvda erT-erT Cvens nacnob kbilis eqims, albert dusels, romlis coli sazRvargareT wavida. amboben, sasiamovno kaciao, Tanac Cven da van daanebi keTilad varT misdami ganwyobili. mipi am kacs kargad icnobs da yvelafers gaakeTebs. albert duseli margos adgils daiWers Cems oTaxSi, margo ki Tavisi dasakeci sawoliT mSoblebTan gadabargda.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 12 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

duseli sixaruliT cas ewia, roca mipma uTxra, rom misTvis TavSesafari eguleba. urCia, rac SeiZleba male gadmosuliyo CvenTan, umjobesia zego. duseli yoymanobda. jer erTi, Tavisi karToteka wesrigSi unda moeyvana, meorec, ori pacienti mieRo da yovelgvari angariSebi gaesworebina. yovelive es am diliT mipma gviambo. Cveni azriT, ajobebda, saqme ar gaeWianurebina. yovelgvari samzadisi axsna-ganmartebas moiTxovs, Cven ki gverCia, aravis araferi scodnoda. mipma kidev erTxel urCia dusels SabaTs gadmosuliyo, magram man uari ganacxada da mxolod orSabaTs gadmova. sasaciloa, rom igi maSinve ar moeWida amgvar SesaZleblobas. xom SeiZleba SemTxveviT Seipyron quCaSi da maSin verc karTotekas moiyvans wesrigSi, verc angariSs gaasworebs da verc pacientebs miiRebs. Cemi azriT, mamam tyuilad dauTmo! jerjerobiT axali sxva araferia.

ana
samSabaTi, 17 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

duseli CvenTanaa. yvelaferi keTilad damTavrda. mipma igi mTavar fostasTan daibara. duseli zustad daniSnul droze movida. koophoisi, romelic mas saxiT icnobda, miuaxlovda da uTxra, TiTqos is kaci, romelmac igi daibara, mogvianebiT mova da manamde mipTan, kontoraSi daicadeTo. koophoisi tramvaiT gamoemgzavra, duseli ki fexiT wamovida da Tormetis naxevarze ukve kontoraSi iyo. yviTeli varskvlavi rom ar daenaxaT, duselma palto gaixada, damlageblis wasvlamde koophoisis kabinetSi icdida. cxadia, ar icoda, ra mizeziT alodinebdnen. bolos mipma kabinetSi TaTbiris dawyeba moimizeza da zemo sarTulSi amoiyvana. enaCavardnili duselis win mbrunavi kari gaiRo da oriveni SeumCnevlad amovidnen CvenTan.

yvelam zeviT, van daanebTan, moviyareT Tavi. axalmosuls yava da koniaki davaxvedreT. mipma igi Cvens oTaxSi Semoiyvana. duselma maSinve icno Cveni aveji, magram azradac ar mosvlia, rom Cvenc aqa varT. mipma yvelaferi uambo. magram man mainc veraferi gaigo. bolos gaognebuli zemoT amoiyvana. duseli skamze daeca, rigrigobiT yvelas dagvaSterda, da mainc sakuTar Tvalebs ar ujerebda. rogorc iqna, xma amoiRo, borZikiT aluRluRda: — ki magram... ara... gana Tqven belgiaSi ara xarT? nuTu oficeri ar Camovida? manqana? nuTu gaqceva ver moaxerxeT?..

maSin vuambeT, rom zRapari oficrisa da manqanis Sesaxeb TviTonve gavavrceleT xalxisa da gansakuTrebiT germanelebis mosatyueblad, cxadia, im SemTxvevisaTvis, Tu Zebnas dagviwyebdnen. duseli aseTma gamWriaxobam daamunja, xolo roca Cveni moxdenili, eSmakurad mowyobili TavSesafari vaCveneT, gaocebisagan aRar iyo. yvelam erTad visadileT, Semdeg duselma cota daisvena, mere Cai davlieT, da bolos igi Tavisi avla-didebis amolagebas Seudga. duseli male gaSinaurda, gansakuTrebiT mas Semdeg, rac `iatakqveSelTa~ Sinaganawess gaecno (van daanma Seadgina).
TavSesafris prospeqti da gzis maCvenebeli
ebraelTa da maT msgavsTa droebiTi sacxovrebeli dawesebulebis Sinaganawesi.

Riaa mTeli wlis ganmavlobaSi. moxdenili, wynari, utyeo adgili amsterdamis centrSi. transporti: tramvai #17 da 13, avtomobili da velosipedi, xolo visac germanelebma yovelgvari saxis transportiT sargebloba aukrZales, fexiTac moaRwevs.

binis qira. ufaso.

cximgaclili dieturi sakvebi.

gamdinare wyali: saabazanoSi (abazana ar dgas) da, samwuxarod, zogierT kedelzec.
mozrdili sawyobi yovelgvari saqonlis Sesanaxad.

sakuTari radiosadguri: uSualo kavSiri londonTan, niu-iorkTan, tel-avivTan da mraval sxva sadgurTan. radiomimRebi mdgmurebis gankargulebaSia saRamos 6 saaTidan.

dasvenebis saaTebi: Ramis aTi saaTidan dilis rvis naxevramde, kviraobiT dilis aT saaTamde. TavSesafris mmarTvelobis gankargulebiT gansakuTrebul pirobebSi dasvenebis saaTebi SeiZleba dawesdes dRisiTac. sayovelTao uSiSroebis uzrunvelsayofad miTiTeba zustad unda Sesruldes!..

ardadegebi: jerjerobiT gauqmebulia.

salaparako ena: yvela kulturuli ena... oRond CurCuliT.

tanvarjiSi: yoveldRe.

mecadineoba: stenografia, kviraSi erTi saaTi (weriTi samuSao), inglisuri, franguli, maTematika da istoria dRis yovel dros.

sakvebis miRebis dro: sauzme yoveldRe 9 saaTze, kvira dReebisa da dResaswaulebis gamoklebiT.

sadili — 115-dan 1 45 saaTamde.

vaxSami — civi an cxeli, sxvadasxva dros. damokidebulia ukanaskneli cnobebis gadmocemaze.

valdebulebani sursaTiT mommaragebeli komisiis winaSe: mudam mzad unda viyoT kontoris saqmis warmoebaSi dasaxmareblad.

tanis dabana: `abazana~ yovel kvira dRes dilis 9 saaTidan yvela mobinadris gankargulebaSia: tanis dabana SeiZleba sapirfareSoSi, samzareuloSi, kabinetSi da kontoraSi — visac rogor urCevnia.

alkoholiani sasmelebi nebadarTulia mxolod eqimis rCeviT.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 19 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

rogorc velodiT, duseli marTla Zalze sasiamovno adamiani aRmoCnda. Tumca gulaxdilad rom giTxra, arc ise sasiamovnoa, roca ucxo kaci Sens oTaxSi cxovrobs da yvelafers xels hkidebs, magram keTili saqmisaTvis zogi ram unda daTmo. mTavaria, adamians uSvelo, yvelaferi danarCeni wvrilmania, — ambobs mama da marTalicaa.

duselma pirvelsave dRes dawvrilebiT gamomkiTxa yvelaferi, magaliTad, ra drosaa kontoraSi damlagebeli qali, rodis SeiZleba sapirfareSoTi sargebloba, sad jobia banaoba. Sen, albaT, gecineba, kiwi, magram TavSesafarSi yovelive amas didi mniSvneloba aqvs. qveviT xSiradaa iseTi xalxi, romelTac Cveni saidumlo ar gavandeT da amitom, roca kontoraSi ucxo adamiania, gansakuTrebuli siCume unda davicvaT. Cven viciT, ra dros ra xdeba.

dusels yvelaferi mSvenivrad avuxseni, magram gamakvirva misma mousazreblobam. yvelafers or-orjer mekiTxeboda da mainc ver imaxsovrebda, albaT, gaocebisagan jerac ver gamorkveula, magram TandaTan esec mogvardeba. sxva mxriv yvelaferi rigzea.

duselma bevri ram gviambo gare samyaroze, romelsac karga xania movwydiT. Zalze samwuxaro ambavi gvamcno. uamravi nacnobi da megobari sadRac garekes da axla sasowarkveTilni saSinel dasasruls elian. yovel saRamos quCebSi mwvane da nacrisferi samxedro manqanebi dahqrian. germaneli `eseselebi~ mwvane manqanebSi sxedan. holandiis faSisturi policia ki SavSi da ebraelebs daeZeben. Tu sadme erTi kaci aRmoaCines, mTel ojaxs apatimreben. yvela karze akakuneben da Tu veravin ipoves, meore saxls miadgebian. zogjer Tan daaqvT sia da vinc siaSia `aRniSnuli~, mihyavT. aravis ar ascdeba es xvedri, Tu droze ar daimala. zogierTs gamosasyids axdevineben. mSvenivrad ician, ra qonebis patronia maTi msxverpli.

yovelive es ise gamoiyureba, rogorc Zvel droSi monebze nadiroba. xSirad aseTi suraTi midgas Tvalwin: ramdenime sazareli arseba cemiTa da wamebiT mierekeba wesier udanaSaulo adamianebs, romelTac atirebuli bavSvebi mihyavT, mierekebian manamde, sanam muxlebi ar moekecebaT. aravis ar indoben, arc moxucebs, arc ZuZuTa bavSvebs, arc fexmZime qalebs, arc avadmyofebs da arc xeibrebs. yvela, yvela CauTreviaT am sasikvdilo ferxulSi.

Cven ki ra kargad, ra mSvidad movewyveT. mTeli es ubedureba odnavadac ar Segvawuxebda, imaTi javri da SiSi rom ar gvklavdes, vinc CvenTvis Zvirfasia, vinc Tavs ver uSvela.

xandaxan Cemi Tavi mejavreba. me aq Tbil loginSi vwevar, Cemi saukeTeso megobrebi ki sadRac Ria cisqveS qarsa da wvimaSi saSinlad itanjebian da zogi albaT daiRupa kidec. usazRvro SiSi mipyrobs, roca vigoneb imaT, visTanac axlo urTierToba mqonda, da romlebic axla yvelaze sastik jalaTebs Cauvardnen xelSi, jalaTebs, romelTa msgavsi istorias ar axsovs. da mxolod imitom, rom ebraelebi arian!..

ana
paraskevi, 20 noemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

marTali giTxra, cota ar iyos, yvelani davibeniT. adre Cvenamde naklebad aRwevda cnobebi ebraelebze, iqneb jobda kidec, rom ase dawvrilebiT ar vicodiT yvelaferi. roca zogjer mipi gviyveboda raimes nacnobebis samwuxaro bedze, deda da qalbatoni van daani mudam tirodnen da mipma gadawyvita, aRaraferi eambna. magram dusels maSinve uamravi kiTxvebi daayares da imdeni sazareli da barbarosuli ram gviambo, rom Zneli mosanelebelia. roca es mogonebani gauferuldeba, nuTu isev SevZlebT sicilsa da udardelad mxiarulebas? magram Tu samudamod davmwuxrdebiT da Cvens TavSesafars Wmunvis savaned gadavaqcevT, verc sakuTar Tavs gamovadgebiT da verc gareT darCenilT. rasac unda vakeTebde, Cemi fiqrebi mudam imaTTanaa, vinc waiyvanes. sakmarisia uzrunvelad gavicino da maSinve SiSi mipyrobs, Cems Tavs vusayvedureb mxiarulebas. magram nuTu mTeli dRe damwuxrebuli unda viyo? me ase ar SemiZlia, mgoni uguneboba gamivlis.

am sadardebels Cemi piradi usiamovnebac erTvis. marTalia, im did ubedurebasTan SedarebiT, razedac es wuTia gwerdi, piradi gancdebi sruliad araferia, magram mainc minda giTxra, rom am bolo dros saocar martoobas vgrZnob. CemSi sicariele damkvidrda. adre amaze ar vfiqrobdi, garToba da megobrebi avsebdnen Cems fiqrebs, axla ki rTuli problemebi mawuxebs. gavige isic, rom mamasac ki, romelic yvelaze Zalian miyvars, ar ZaluZs, mTeli Cemi uwindeli samyaros magivroba gamiwios.

Sen albaT ggonia, rom Zalze umaduri var, ara, kiwi? zogjer iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos didxans ver gavuZleb amgvar cxovrebas. gesmodes mTeli es saSineleba, gawuxebdes sakuTari sadardebeli da amave dros yvelasTvis xelwamosakravi iyo.

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SabaTi, 28 noemberi, 1942

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bevri eleqtroenergia davwviT da limiti gadavxarjeT. axla ukiduresi momWirneoba gvmarTebs, Torem SeiZleba deni gamogviTiSon da 14 dRe usinaTlod dagvtovon. oTxidan Tu xuTis naxevridan kiTxva aRar SegviZlia, amitom sxvadasxva gasarTobs vigonebT da dros ase vklavT. veubnebiT erTmaneTs gamocanebs, vvarjiSobT sibneleSi, vlaparakobT inglisurad an frangulad, vmsjelobT wakiTxul wignebze, magram gaWianurebuli yvelaferi mosabezrebelia. axla me axali gasarTobi vipove, savele binokliT mezoblebis ganaTebul fanjrebSi viWvritebi. dRisiT erTi santimetriTac ki ar SeiZleba fardis gadaweva, magram saRamos arc ise saxifaToa. adre ar megona mezoblebis cxovreba Tu ase sainteresoa. zogs sadilobisas vakvirdebodi, erT ojaxSi kinofilmi gauSves, mopirdapire saxlSi moxuci kbilis eqimi mSiSara dedabers mkurnalobda.

marTla, kbilis eqimis gaxsenebaze! batoni duseli, romelzedac ambobdnen, SesaniSnavad eqceva bavSvebs da Zalian uyvars patarebio, dromoWmuli SexedulebebiT yofila savse da mudam zrdilobiani qcevisa da TavdaWeris Sesaxeb qadagebs. rogorc cnobilia, maqvs saeWvo `bedniereba~ am `didad pativcemul~ vaJbatonTan erT oTaxSi cxovrebisa da radgan Cveni mozardi sameulidan me yvelaze uzrdelad mTvlian, mudam imis cdaSi var, rom Tavidan avicilo dausrulebeli sayvedurebi da Wkuis darigeba, an Tavi moviyruo. magram amas rogorme gavuZlebdi, es kaci rom aseTi `mabezRara~ ar iyos da yovel wuTSi maincdamainc dedasTan ar garbodes saCivlelad. jer kidev misi sayvedurebi ver mominelebia, am dros modis deda da cecxlze navTs asxams, xolo Tu bedi gansakuTrebiT mwyalobs, xuTi wuTis Semdeg qalbatoni van daani mibarebs da axla is mebuzRuneba.

asea, kiwi! advili nu ggonia, roca cudad aRzrdili arseba mudam kritikulad ganwyobili iatakqveSeli ojaxis dausrulebeli sayvedurebis mTavar obieqts — igulisxme, mexamrids warmoadgen! saRamos, roca sawolSi vwevar, im uamrav codvebze da danaSaulze vfiqrob, romelTac maweren. saCivrebis siuxve imdenad mabnevs, rom xSirad vtiri, anda vicini, gaaCnia, Cems Sinagan ganwyobilebas. Semdeg ki CameZina yovlad WkuisSemSleli fiqrebiT, saxeldobr: iseTi ki ar unda gavxde, rogoric me minda, aramed sul sxvanairi, anda me sul sxvanairi var da ara iseTi, rogoric minda viyo, ise ki ar unda gavakeTo yvelaferi, rogorc me msurs, aramed sxvanairad. minda, sul sxvanairi gavxde da ara iseTi, rogoric var, radgan me sul sxvanairi var da ara iseTi, rogoric minda viyo...

da ai, Senc dagabnie! nu gamijavrdebi! me ar amovSli arafers, rac aq SaviT TeTrze weria. axla, roca ase Wirs qaRaldis Sovna, furclis amoxevac codvaa! amitom SemiZlia, mxolod rCeva mogce: nuRar waikiTxav ukanasknel winadadebas da nu ecdebi gaigo, Torem ise daibnevi, Tavs veRar gaarTmev!

ana
orSabaTi, 7 dekemberi, 1942

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wels xanuka1 (1 ebraelTa saSobao dResaswauli (Zv. w. 164 wlis 25.XII iuda makabevelma ierusalimSi xelaxla akurTxa antioqos IV mier wabilwuli taZari)) da wminda nikolozis dRe2 (2 holandielebi wminda nikolozis dRes ufro zeimoben, vidre Sobas.)) TiTqmis erTmaneTs emTxveva. xanukas aRsaniSnavad mxolod sanTlebi davanTeT da isic aTi wuTiT, radgan sanTlebi axla Zneli saSovaria, xolo roca simRera gaisma, namdvili sazeimo viTareba Seiqmna! batonma van daanma lamazi xis Sandali gamoTala.

magram SabaTs wminda nikolozis dRe meti zeimiT aRvniSneT. Cven Zalian gvainteresebda, raze eCurCulebodnen eli da mipi mamas, roca zeviT amodiodnen. vgrZnobdiT, rom raRacas gvimzadebdnen. da ai, rva saaTze grZeli derefnis gaswvriv kibeze daveSviT da patara gasasvlel oTaxSi aRmovCndiT. me SiSma Semipyro da mxolod imas vnatrobdi, rom uvnebeli davbrunebuliyavi ukan! radgan am oTaxs fanjrebi ar hqonda, sinaTle aanTes. mamam kedlis didi ganjina gamoaRo: — o, ra lamazia, — wamoiZaxa yvelam. ganjinaSi idga didi kalaTi Wreli qaRaldiT lamazad morTuli da `Savi peteris~ simboluri niRbiT damSvenebuli. kalaTi mSvidobianad avitaneT zeviT da yvelam Tavisi saCuqari miiRo; mas saTanado leqsic axlda. Sen kargad ici, rogori leqsi iwereba amgvar SemTxvevebSi da amitom aq aRar momyavs. maCuqes namcxvris didi Tojina. mamam wignis qvesadgami miiRo, dedam kalendari, qalbatonma van daanma tomara mtvris Cvrebis Sesanaxad, batonma van daanma saferfle. yvelas SeurCies sasiamovno saCuqari. Cven pirvelad vizeimeT wminda nikolozis dResaswauli da vTvliT, rom premieram warmatebiT Caiara.

cxadia, Cveni `qvemoTa~ megobrebisTvisac movamzadeT saCuqrebi im nivTebidan, rac Zveli ukeTesi droidan SemogvrCa. swored dRes gavigeT, rom saferfle baton van daanisaTvis da wignebis qvesadgamebi mamaCemisTvis batonma vosenma TviTon gaakeTa.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 10 dekemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

batoni van daani xorcis, Zexvis da sabaylo ganyofilebas ganagebda. firmam igi miiwvia, rogorc am saqmis saukeTeso specialisti. da axla, Cvenda sasixarulod, man Tavi gamoiCina, rogorc `Zexvis~ ostatma.


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