Ana frankis dRiuri

magram usiamovnebas Cveulebriv kidev ufro meti usiamovneba mosdevs. asea aqac. jer erTi, vestertumis zarma rekva Sewyvita. me ki Zalian momwonda, TiTqos mamSvidebda am zaris rekva. meorec, Tumca vicodiT, rom batoni voseni guSin saRamos Zalian adre wavida, magram ar vicodiT, misi wasvlis Semdeg gasaRebi elim waiRo Tu ara. iqneb daaviwyda karebis daketva. marTalia, rva saaTidan TerTmetis naxevramde aRaraferi gagvigonia, magram mainc vRelavdiT. roca davmSviddiT, CavukvirdiT am ambavs da sakmaod daujereblad mogveCvena, rom qurdi karebis Semomtvrevas cdilobda ase adre, roca quCaSi amdeni xalxia. viRacam gamoTqva varaudi, mezobeli saxlis sawyobSi SeiZleba jer kidev muSaobeno. xolo roca saxls aseTi Txeli kedlebi aqvs, SeiZleba ver gaigo, saidan modis xma. ras ar warmoidgens adamiani, roca Zlier Relavs. bolos davweqiT, magram mSvidad aravis eZina. mama, deda da duseli waramara wamovardebodnen sawolidan. SeiZleba cotas vaWarbeb, magram arc me momixuWavs Tvali.

diliT Cveni mamakacebi qveviT Cavidnen. undodaT gaegoT, gareTa kari Ria xom ar iyo, magram yvelaferi rigze aRmoCnda. mTeli es ambavi, romelmac amdeni SiSi gvaWama, dawvrilebiT vuambeT kontoris personals. Tu fexi dagicda, dacinvas ar dagakleben, magram roca safrTxe gaivlis, sicili advilia. mxolod eli Sexvda gancdebs seriozulad.

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SabaTi, 27 marti, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

stenografiis kursi davamTavre. axla Cven siCqareSi vvarjiSobT da male wuTSi marcvalTa sarekordo ricxvs mivaRwevT. minda ukeT icode, rogor vcdilob drois mokvlas (es gamoTqma specialurad movigone, radgan aq yvelafers mxolod imitom vakeTebT, rom rac SeiZleba metad SevavsoT dro, sanam TavSesafarSi yofna mogvixdeba): gatacebuli var miTologiiT. yvelaze metad ki mainteresebs Tqmulebebi berZnul da romaul RmerTebze. Cvenebi fiqroben, rom es droebiTi gatacebaa, radgan arasodes smeniaT, gogona miTologiiT yofiliyos gatacebuli. keTili! me viqnebi pirveli!

batoni van daani gaciebulia, ufro sworad, xma aqvs CaxleCili da amis gamo aliaqoTi atexa. yelSi raRacas ivlebs, gvirilas nayens svams, morenis tinqturas icxebs, cxviris, yelis, sasisa da enis malamoebs xmarobs da amave dros... saSinlad Wirveulobs.

rauterma, holandiaSi erT-erTma maRali Tanamdebobis germanelma moxelem, sityva warmoTqva: pirvel ivlisamde germaniis mTeli samflobelodan ebraelebi unda aRigavono. pirveli aprilidan pirvel maisamde utrextis provincia unda gaiwmindos (TiTqos saubari samzareulos wmendas exebodes). pirveli maisidan pirvel ivnisamde — Crdilo da dasavleT holandia. sneuli da upatrono pirutyvis msgavsad, garekaven ubedurebs sasaklaoze. jobia, gavCumde. roca amaze vfiqrob, koSmarebi maxrCobs...

am xnis ganmavlobaSi sasixarulo ambebic moxda. sabotaJis mizniT germaniis Sromis birJas cecxli waukides. ramdenime dRis Semdeg ki samisamarTo biuro gadawves. germaneli policielebis formaSi gamowyobilma adamianebma guSagebi Sekres da mTeli mniSvnelovani kartoTeka gaitaces. ase rom, axla germanelebs gauWirdebaT vinmes moZebna da gamoZaxeba.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 1 aprili, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

Tumca dRes pirveli aprilia, magram xumrobis xasiaTze ara varT! Cvenze axla zedgamoWrilia aseTi andaza: `win wyali da ukan mewyeri~. jer erTi, Cvens mfarvel koophoiss guSin Zlieri sisxlisdena hqonda kuWidan da sul cota sami kvira gaunZrevlad unda iwves; meorec, eli gripiT gaxda avad; mesame, batoni voseni momaval kviras saavadmyofoSi wveba. mgoni kuWis wyluli aRmoaCnda da operacia unda gaikeTos.

firmam mniSvnelovani saqmiani molaparakeba unda awarmoos da mamam baton koophoisTan erTad yvelaferi gaiTvaliswina. kraleris momzadeba da informireba ase swrafad ar moxerxdeba. mamas acaxcaxebs, roca molaparakebis msvlelobaze fiqrobs.

— neta SemeZlos daswreba, — ambobs igi, — qveviT Casvla rom SemeZlos.

— daweqi iatakze da yvelafers moismen, TaTbiri xom kabinetSi eqnebaT, — mamas saxe gaunaTda. TerTmetis naxevarze margom da mamam iatakze msmenelTa pozicia daikaves. erT wyvil yurs ori wyvili jobia. magram molaparakeba sadilobamde ver daamTavres, nasadilevs ki mamam veRar SeZlo iatakze wola, uCveulo mdgomareobam rogorRac moTela. samis naxevarze, roca kvlav mogvesma qvemodan laparaki, mamis adgili me davikave, male margoc SemomierTda. saubari grZeli, mosawyeni meCvena da uecrad civ da magar linoleumze gawolils CameZina. margom ver gabeda xeli ekra CemTvis an daeZaxa, radgan eSinoda, qveviT araferi gaegonaT. naxevari saaTi mainc meZina da roca gamomeRviZa, swored is damaviwyda, rac mTavari iyo. sabednierod, margo Cemze yuradRebiani aRmoCnda.

ana
paraskevi, 2 aprili, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

kvlav saSineli codva Cavidine. guSin saRamos, rogorc yovelTvis, velodi mamas, romelic saRamoobiT CemTan erTad loculobs da wasvlisas meubneba: `Zili nebisa~. magram amjerad movida deda, damijda sawolze da moridebiT, gaubedavad mkiTxa: — ane, mama jer ver mova, ginda erTad vilocoT?

— ara, deda, ar minda, — vupasuxe me.

deda wamodga, mcire xans Cems sawolTan SeCerda, mere ki nela wavida karisken. uecrad Semotrialda da saxeareulma miTxra:

— ara, ar giwyrebi, ana, siyvaruli ZaliT ar iqneba! — roca oTaxidan gadioda, saxeze cremli Camougorda.

Tumca gaunZrevlad viweqi, magram imwamsve vigrZeni, ra didi simdable Cavidine, roca ase uxeSad vkari xeli dedas. ra vqna, sxvanairad moqceva me ar SemeZlo. ar SemiZlia pirferoba. ar SemeZlo, Cemi survilis winaaRmdeg wavsuliyavi da dedasTan erTad meloca.

mebraleba deda, didad mebraleba, radgan pirvelad vigrZeni, rom Cemi damokidebuleba misTvis sul erTi araa. roca miTxra, siyvaruli ZaliT ar iqnebao, mis saxeze sevda da mwuxareba amovikiTxe. Znelia simarTlis Tqma da mainc simarTles versad gaeqcevi: dedam TviTom mkra xeli. misi bralia, rom CemSi aRarafers iwvevs misi siyvaruli, misi utaqto SeniSvnebi; ra rjida, roca uxeSad masxrobda imaze, ris masxrad agdebasac me ver vitan. o, rogorc me mekumSeboda SigniT yvelaferi, roca sastikad meqceoda, aseve mas ekumSeba axla guli, roca mixvda, rom Cvens Soris siyvaruli gaqra.

dedas naxevari Rame tirilSi gautarebia da TiTqmis ar uZinia. mama zedac ar miyurebs, xolo Tu Semomxedavs, mis TvalebSi sayvedurs vkiTxulob: `rogor SegiZlia aseTi boroti iyo da dedas amdeni tanjva miayeno~.

Cemgan bodiSis moxdas elian, me ki ar SemiZlia, radgan simarTle vTqvi da dedas adre Tu gvian mainc unda gaego es ambavi. me mgonia, axla ufro gulgrilad vitan dedis cremlebs da mamis sayvedurebiT savse mzeras. da marTlac es asea. maT mxolod axla igrZnes is, rac me gamudmebiT mawuxebs. SemiZlia TanavugrZno dedas, magram Cveni urTierTobis gamosworeba misi saqmea. me dumils varCev, kvlav gulgrili viqnebi da simarTles ar SevuSindebi. jobs, droze Tqva, rac saTqmelia.

ana
samSabaTi, 27 aprili, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

yvela naCxubaria: me da deda, van daanebi da mama, deda da qalbatoni van daani; yvela gabrazebulia erTmaneTze, sasiamovno atmosferoa, ara? anas codvebis grZel sias kvlav ixilaven dawvrilebiT!

batoni voseni saavadmyofoSi dawva, batoni koophoisi ki ukve fexzea. sabednierod, kuWidan sisxlis dena amjerad ufro swrafad SeuCeres, vidre amas winaT. koophoisma gviambo, rom policiis samisamarTo biuro axlaxan momxdari xanZris dros didad dazaralda. saxanZro razmma, nacvlad imisa, rom cecxli Caeqro, mTeli Senoba wyliT aavso, ramac cecxlze meti ziani miayena am dawesebulebas.

karlton-oteli mTlad daingra, cecxlgamCeni yumbarebiT datvirTulma inglisis orma TviTmfrinavma swored am oficerTa klubze miitana ieriSi da veicelstraate-zinelis mTeli kuTxe erTianad gadabuga.

RamRamobiT mosveneba aRar gvaqvs. uZilobisagan Tvalebi amomiRamda. sakvebi gauaresda: sauzmeze gamxmari puri da yavis surogati, sadilad, ager ukve ori kviraa, xan salaTa gvaqvs da xan ispanaxi, damatebiT oci santimetris sigrZis mowiTalo da tkbili kartofili. visac gasuqebis eSinia, Cvens TavSesafarSi unda gadmosaxldes. `zemourebi~ gauTaveblad wuwuneben, magram Cven es ambavi tragediad ar migvaCnia.

yvela mamakacs, vinc xuTdRian omSi monawileobda, an mobilizebuli iyo, iZaxeben, rogorc `samxedro tyves~, da germaniaSi agzavnian, rom `fiurerisaTvis~ imuSaon. mokavSireTa jarebis gadmosxmis SemTxvevisaTvis axal gamafrTxilebel zomebs mimarTaven!

ana
SabaTi, 1 maisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

roca Cvens aqaur cxovrebaze vfiqrob, mudam im daskvnamde mivdivar, rom im ebraelebTan SedarebiT, romelTac damalva ver moaxerxes, Cven samoTxeSi vcxovrobT. miuxedavad amisa, odesme, roca aqaur cxovrebas gavixseneb, albaT, gamikvirdeba, rogor daveSviT da CaviqnieT xeli bevr rameze. magaliTad, rac aq varT, jer ar gamogvicvlia magidaze gadafarebuli muSamba da xSiri xmarebisagan igi, cxadia, ukeTesi ar gamxdara. vcdilob sveli Cvris, Cvris ki ara, ZonZis saSualebiT odnav mainc gavaprialo, magram bevrs verafers vaRwev. van daanebma mTeli zamTris ganmavlobaSi ver moaxerxes gasarecxad miecaT leibis pirebi, radgan sapnis fxvnili cotaa da arc varga. mama SemocveTili SarvliT dadis, xolo halstuxi mTlad gaecrica. dedas korseti TiTqmis daeSala, margo ki ori nomriT patara lifs atarebs. dedas da margos mTeli zafxulis ganmavlobaSi sami perangi hqondaT, romelTac orive xmarobda, me ki ise gavizarde, rom Cemi perangebi Wipamde mwvdeba. jer kidev ara gviSavs, magram sasowarkveTili vfiqrob im droze, roca yvelaferi gagvicvdeba, dawyebuli Cemi fexsacmlis lanCebidan, mamis gasasapni funjiT gaTavebuli. rogorRa davubrundebiT Zvel mdgomareobas.

dRes isev saSineli srola atyda, gansakuTrebiT RamiT. me mTeli Cemi avladideba SevaquCe da saWiro nivTebi dRisiT Cavalage `gasaqcev CemodanSi~, magram dedam swori SeniSvna momca: `sad apireb gaqcevaso?~

mTel holandiaSi damsjeli razmebi daZrwian. yvelgan sabotaJia. SemoRebulia saalyo mdgomareoba. yvelas daakles karaqis TiTo ulufa. ase gaugonar bavSvebs sjian!

am saRamos dedas Tavi davbane. aq arc esaa ioli saqme. jer erTi, saponi webovani da blantia, meorec, sqeli Tmis davarcxna dedas uWirs, radgan Cvens saojaxo savarcxels aTi kbiliRa SerCa.

ane
samSabaTi, 18 maisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

Cven Tvalyurs vadevnebdiT ingliselebisa da germanelebis sahaero brZolas: samwuxarod, inglisis ori TviTmfrinavis ekipaJs paraSutiT gadmoxtoma mouxda. Cvens merZeves, romelic harlemidan Sua gzaze cxovrobs, oTxi kanadeli Sexvedria. erTi maTgani Turme Tavisuflad laparakobda holandiurad da papirosis mosakideblad cecxli uTxovia. uTqvams, Cveni ekipaJi eqvsi kacisagan Sedgeboda, sabralo piloti albaT daiwva, maTi meeqvse amxanagi sadRac damalula. amasobaSi `mwvane~ policia movida da mfrinavebi daatyvevao. ra saocaria aseTi simSvide da mxneoba, isic amgvari naxtomis Semdeg.

Tumca ukve Tbila, magram dRes mainc davanTeT Rumeli. davwviT nafcqvenebi da nagavi. veridebiT damlageblebs da sanagve yuTSi arafers ar vyriT. yoveli umniSvnelo daudevroba SeiZleba sabediswero aRmoCndes.

yvela studenti valdebulia xeli moaweros gancxadebas, rom loialuradaa ganwyobili da saokupacio xelisulebis RonisZiebebs eTanxmeba. mxolod amis Semdeg eZlevaT ufleba swavla ganagrZon, magram 80%-ma ar isurva sakuTari sindisis winaaRmdeg wasvla da rwmeniT vaWroba. protests Sedegic maSinve mohyva. yvela students, vinc xeli ar moawera gancxadebas, germaniaSi gzavnian iZulebiT samuSaoze. Tu ase gagrZelda, raRa darCeba holandieli axalgazrdobisagan?

Rame dedam fanjrebi daxura, kvlav autaneli srola iyo. me pimis sawols Sevafare Tavi, uecrad gavigoneT, rogor gadmoxta sawolidan qalbatoni van daani, TiTqos gvelma ukbinao, Semdeg Waxani mogvesma... me momeCvena, TiTqos cecxlgamCeni yumbara pirdapir sawolTan Camovarda da avyvirdi: `Suqi, Suqi!!!~

pimma amomrTveli gadaatriala, megona sadacaa oTaxSi ali avardeba, magram amis msgavsi araferi momxdara. yvelani zeviT avcvivdiT, gvindoda gvenaxa, ra moxda. Turme van daanebs Ria fanjridan cecxlis anarekli daunaxavT. qmars ufiqria, xanZari sadRac Cvens gverdiTaao, colma ki gadawyvita, cecxli Cvens saxls ukidiao. roca Waxani gaisma, qalbatoni van daani sawolidan wamovarda da mTeli taniT caxcaxebda. sanaxavi da gasagoni aRaraferi iyo da Cven isev sawolebs davubrundiT. TxuTmeti wuTis Semdeg isev agruxundnen qvemexebi. qalbatoni van daani im wamsve sawolidan wamovarda, kibeebze Tavqve daeSva da duselTan Sevarda. etyoba, masTan eZebda mfarvelobas, romelic sakuTarma qmarma ver aRmouCina.

duseli aseTi sityvebiT Seegeba: `daweqi Cem sawolSi, Cemo patarav!~ yvelas saSineli xarxari agvityda da amjerad SiSi gadagvaviwyda.

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kvira, 13 ivnisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

mamam dabadebis dRes iseTi SesaniSnavi leqsi momiZRvna, rom ar SemiZlia ar gagiziaro. jer imas ajamebs, rac gasul wels ganvicade, Semdeg ki ganagrZobs:

Sen umcrosi xar ojaxSi

magram aRar xar patara,

SenTvis Znelia amdeni

Wkuis swavlebis atana;

suyvela imis cdaSia,

SegonebebiT gawamos,

rogorme, ramenairad

dagarigos da gaswavlos:

`SeiTviseo — Cvengan!

Cven mogvbaZeo marto!

Cven ukeT viciT av-kargi,

gamocdilebi varTo!~

mZimea sxvisi Secdoma,

sakuTars vervin xedavs,

da fiqrob: saSvels mogcemdnen,

dagexsnebodnen netav!

sul cota, dReSi aTasi

SeniSvna giwevs, Svilo,

da yvela girCevs raRacas

maswavleblobas cdilobs,

zogSi iqneba styuian,

magram aRivse rwmeniT:

sjobs cxovrebaSi iaro

moTminebiTa SeniT;

damjeri iyav, bevri ram

Senc gijobs, yurad iRo,

tkbilsasurveli mSvidoba

Tu gsurs ojaxSi iyos...
ukanaskneli weli,

ukanaskneli xani

Sen Zalze wamoizarde

da aiyare tani;

bevri ikiTxe wigni,

kargi swavliT, da garjiT

ar gaikare mowyena —

gulmxiaruli darCi;

Tumc, tansacmelze swuxar

da SekiTxvebiT gvavseb:

ra Cavicvao fexze?!

ra Cavicvao tanze?!

damimokldao kaba!

perangi — Wipze mwvdeba!

fexsacmels nuRar ikiTxav —

usaSveloda cvdeba...

saSinelia, mozards,

oriod gojze gazrdils,

tani da fexi pirdapir

aRaraferSi Cagdis!~¹ (¹ leqsebi Targmna murman lebaniZem.)

leqsi margomac dawera sxvadasxva saWmelze, magram riTmebi Zalze moikoWlebs da amitom aq ar momyavs.

saerTod, bevri SesaniSnavi saCuqari miviRe. maT Soris sqeltaniani wigni, elinuri da romauli miTologia, — Cemi gatacebis sagani. arc tkbileuloba damakles. yvelam Tavis xeluxlebel marags mimarTa. rogorc iatakqveSelTa ojaxis yvelaze umcrosi naSieri, ufro metad gamanebivres, vidre vimsaxureb.

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samSabaTi, 15 ivnisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

axali ambavi bevria, magram zogjer mgonia, rom Cemi mosawyeni titini sakmaod mogbezrda da amgvari werilebis miReba aRar gainteresebs. amitom mokled gadmogcem yvelafers. baton vosens kuWis operacia ar gaukeTes. eqimebma gakveTes da kibo aRmoaCnda, romelic, samwuxarod, ise mosdeboda organizms, rom operacia verafers uSvelida. amitom Wriloba daxures da sami kviris mkurnalobis Semdeg gamoweres. Zalian mebraleba, gansakuTrebiT ki is mawuxebs, rom gareT gamosvla ar SemiZlia, Torem xSirad vinaxulebdi da iqneb cotaTi gamerTo. samwuxaroa, rom Cveni keTili voseni veRar mogviyveba, ra xdeba da raze laparakoben sawyobSi. SesaniSnavad gviwyobda xels, misi zrunva gulisamaCuyebeli iyo. Zalian gvaklia TvalSi.

momaval TveSi albaT radiomimRebis Cabareba mogviwevs, magram baton koophoiss saxlSi `liliputi-mimRebi~ aqvs da, Cveni didi `filipisis~ nacvlad, am patara aparats mogvitans. samwuxaroa aseTi mSvenieri radiomimRebis Cabareba, magram TavSesafarSi, sadac ltolvilebi Sexiznulan, yovelgvari Tavgamodeba saxifaToa da jobia, arafriT miviqcioT `xelisufalTa~ yuradReba. patara radiomimRebs zeviT amoitanen. damalul ebraelebs, romlebic yvelafers Sav bazarze yiduloben, akrZaluli radiomimRebic eqnebaT. yvela cdilobs sadme iSovos Zveli radiomimRebi da sakuTaris nacvlad Caabaros. radio axla erTaderTi kavSiria gare samyarosTan. roca ganwyobileba `down~¹, (¹ ecema (ingl.).) eTeridan mosuli saocari xma gvSvelis, simxneves gvmatebs, CagvCurCulebs: `aswieT Tavi, kvlavac dadgeba ukeTesi dro!~

ana
kvira, 11 ivlisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

es ukve meramdenejer vfiqrob aRzrdaze. unda giTxra, rac SemiZlia vcdilob dauzareli, damTmobi, maamebeli da keTili viyo, ase rom am bolo dros sayvedurebisa da darigebebis niaRvarma iklo. magram araCveulebrivad Znelia, kargad eqceode adamianebs, romelTac ver itan. amas ukeT maSin vaxerxeb, roca vTvalTmaqcob da Zveleburad aRar vaxli yvelas pirSi simarTles (Tumc amas aravin arafrad agdebs).

magram zogjer sakuTar Tavs ver verevi. yovelgvari usamarTloba macofebs da Semdeg mTeli kvira gaiZaxian, ufro uzrdeli gogo qveyanaze ar moiZebnebao. nuTu ar gecodebi? kidev kargi, rom sxvebiviT ar vwuwuneb, Torem daZmarebul gunebaze viqnebodi da xalisiani ganwyobileba gamiqreboda.

gadavwyvite, droebiT xeli aviRo stenografiaze. jer erTi, meti dro damrCeba sxva samuSaosaTvis, meorec, Tvalebi mtkiva. sakmaod arasasiamovno ambavia. am bolo dros Zalian axlomxedveli gavxdi da saTvale mWirdeba (albaT, bus davemsgavsebi), magram Sen xom ici, ris ufleba aqvs iatakqveSelebs, an ukeT, ris ufleba ara aqvT...

yovel SemTxvevaSi, guSin saubris Tema mxolod Cemi saTvale iyo. dedam gadawyvita, qalbaton koophoisTan erTad Tvalis eqimTan gamgzavnos. roca es ambavi Sevityve, Tavbru damesxa. xumroba xom araa: quCaSi unda gavide, warmogidgenia, quCaSi! pirvelad SiSisagan kinaRam movkvdi, mere ki gamexarda, magram am saqmis ganxorcieleba arc ise advilia. jer yvelaferi unda agvewon-dagvewona, yovelgvari safrTxe da siZnele gagveTvaliswinebina, magram is instanciebi, romelTac amgvari sakiTxebis gadawyveta evalebaT, male rodi SeTanxmdnen. mips undoda, im wamsve waveyvane eqimTan, me kidec gamoviRe karadidan Cemi nacrisferi palto, magram ise dammoklebia, TiTqos umcros das eTxovebinos. cnobismoyvareobisagan aRar var, marTla wamiyvanen, Tu ara. SeiZleba es ganzraxva gadaidos.

amas winaT ingliselebi siciliaSi gadmosxdnen da mama fiqrobs, rom omi male damTavrdeba. eli me da margos Tavis gasakeTebel samuSaos gvaZlevs. Cven siamovnebiT vuwevT am samsaxurs da elis saqmec ukeT midis. korespondenciebis Cakereba da saSemosavlo wignis Sevseba yvelas SeuZlia, magram Cven amas ufro keTilsindisierad vakeTebT.

mipi lamis welSi gawydes. mudam sasapalne cxeniviTaa datvirTuli. TiTqmis yoveldRe Soulobs sadRac bostneuls, did CanTas gatenis da velosipediT moaqvs CvenTan. zrunavs imazec, rom biblioTekidan yovel SabaTs xuTi axali wigni gamoitanos. amitom yoveli SabaTis dadgomas im patara bavSvebiviT veliT, romelTac ician, rom saCuqars miiReben. adamianebi, romlebic normalurad cxovroben, verc ki warmoidgenen, ras niSnavs wigni CvenTvis, gamomwyvdeulebisaTvis. kiTxva, mecadineoba da radio — ai, mTeli Cveni samyaro!

ana
samSabaTi, 13 ivlisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin nasadilevs, imis Semdeg, rac mamas nebarTva vTxove, dusels vkiTxe: xom araferi eqneba sawinaaRmdego (zedmiwevniT zrdilobiani viyavi), kviraSi orjer oTxidan eqvsis naxevramde Cvens oTaxSi dadgmuli magida gamoviyeno. axla me mxolod samis naxevridan oTxamde vmuSaob am magidasTan, anu manamde, sanam baton dusels sZinavs, Semdeg ki magida da oTaxi CemTvis akrZaluli zonaa. nasadilevs saerTo oTaxSi iseTi xmauria, rom muSaoba SeuZlebelia, garda amisa, zogjer mamasac sWirdeba Tavisi saweri magida. ase rom, moTxovna sruliad safuZvliani iyo da SekiTxvas mxolod formaluri xasiaTi hqonda. rogor fiqrob, ra mipasuxa didad ganswavlulma batonma duselma? `ara~ da `ara~! aRvSfoTdi, ase advilad ver mogeSvebi, gavifiqre me da vkiTxe, ra mizeziT meubneba uars. duselma civi wyali gadamasxa:

— rogor ggonia, me ara maqvs samuSao? da Tu nasadilevs oTxis Semdeg magida ar damiTmes, rodisRa unda vimuSao. me Cemi gegma maqvs da saqmes imitom ki ar movkide xeli, rom ase ucbad mivagdo. Sen xom seriozuls arafers akeTeb! ras warmoadgens Seni miTologia! muSaoba arc qsova da kiTxvaa. ara, magidas ver dagiTmob! amaze laparakic zedmetia. — me vupasuxe: Cemi samuSao me seriozul saqmed mimaCnia. nasadilevs saerTo oTaxSi muSaoba miZneldeba, amitom gTxovT, kidev erTxel dafiqrdeT-meTqi.

am sityvebis warmoTqmis Semdeg, Seuracxyofili ana Semobrunda da iseTi gamometyveleba miiRo, TiTqos mis winaSe eqimi ki ara, araraoba yofiliyos. brazmoreuls SigniT yvelaferi miduRda, duseli Zalze uzrdel adamianad mimaCnda (da iyo kidec), Cemi Tavi ki zrdilobianad. saRamos, rogorc ki pimi xelSi movigde, vuambe, ra Sedegi mohyva Cems Txovnas da movilaparakeT, rogor movqceuliyavi. cxadia, me daTmoba ar mindoda da gadavwyvite, Tavad momegvarebina es saqme. mamam daaxloebiT maswavla, saidan momevlo duselisaTvis da mirCia, erTi dRe Semecada, radgan Zalze gacecxlebuli var. magram rCeva yurad ar viRe da rogorc ki WurWeli davrecxe, maSinve davudarajdi dusels. mama mezobel oTaxSi ijda da misi siaxlove gambedaobas mmatebda.

— batono dusel, — vTqvi me, Cemi SekiTxva, albaT, Tqvens yuradRebas ar imsaxurebs, magram me kidev erTxel gTxovT!

— incidenti amowurulia, magram mzad var am Temaze gesaubro, — mipasuxa man uaRresad Tavaziani RimiliT.

Tumca igi waramara mawyvetinebda, me kidev erTxel gavumeore Cemi mosazrebebi: — batono eqimo, roca Tqven aq gadmobrZandiT, Cven zustad SevTanxmdiT, vin ra dros isargeblebda oTaxiT, radgan oTaxi orives gvekuTvnis. maSin davTqviT, rom sadilobamde imuSavebT Tqven, nasadilevs ki me, magram mTel dros arc axla vTxoulob. dameTanxmeT, kviraSi ori saRamo bevri araa da amis sruli ufleba maqvs.

duseli gvelnakbeniviT wamovarda.

— uflebebze Sen saerTod ar unda laparakobde. sad mibrZaneb wasvlas? sxva gza ar damrCenia, unda vTxovo baton van daans, iqneb rame saZaRlis magvari amiSenos sxvenze. yovel SemTxvevaSi, adgili mainc meqneba CemTvis. aq mSvidad muSaobis saSualebas ar maZleven, vxedav, Sen manamde ar moisveneb, sanam gulze ar gaxeTqav kacs. Sen das margos rom eTxova, romelsac amisTvis meti safuZveli aqvs, maSinve davuTmobdi, magram Sen... isev miTologias, qsovasa da kiTxvas gadaswvda, ane Rrmad Seuracxyofili iyo, magram ar SeimCnia es da kvlav duselis sayvedurebs ismenda: — ra unda gelaparako. saSineli egoisti xar. Sen oRond Seni gaitano da sul ar genaRvleba, sxvebs ra mouva. Cems sicocxleSi ar minaxavs aseTi bavSvi! magram bolos da bolos unda dagiTmo, Torem ityvian, ane franki imitom CaiWra gamocdaze, rom batoni duseli magidas ar uTmobda da mecadineobis saSualebas ar aZlevdao.

laparakobda ganuwyvetliv, gauTaveblad, rogorc CanCqeri. aRar SemeZlo mosmena. jer aseTma azrma gamielva: `kargi iqneba, ise Semovkra, rom es beberi matyuara kedels gaekras~, Semdeg ki gavifiqre: `jobia davmSvidde, es tipi amdeni nervebis moSlad ara Rirs~.

bolos, rogorc iqna, laparakiT guli ijera da, roca oTaxidan gavida, misi saxe erTdroulad risxvas da triumfs gamoxatavda. rogorc yovelTvis, jibeebi gamotenili hqonda produqtebiT, romelic mips Cumad mohqonda misTvis. me mamasTan gavedi. mindoda yvelaferi meambna, magram, albaT, TviTon gaigona, rac iTqva.

pimma gadawyvita, im saRamosve molaparakeboda dusels da asedac moiqca. saubari naxevar saaTs gagrZelda. mamam dusels moagona, rom erTxel maT ukve hqondaT laparaki am sakiTxze da maSin mxolod imitom dauTmo, rom ufrosi umcrosTan ar gaemtyunebina, Tumca marTali arc maSin iyo. uecrad duselma brZana, TiTqos me meTqvas, rom daukiTxavad SemoiWra CvenTan da cdilobs yvelafers daepatronos. mamam gadaWriT uarhyo misi braldeba, radgan TviTon gaigona yvelaferi da icoda, rom amaze krintic ar damiZravs. ai, ase daobdnen, mama micavda, amtkicebda, rom egoisti ara var da Cemi samuSao sisulele araa, duseli ki ukmayofilod buzRunebda da ilanZReboda. bolos daTmo. gadawyda, rom kviraSi orjer xuT saaTamde magida Cems gankargulebaSi iqneba. amgvarad duseli damarcxda. ori dRe zed ar miyurebda da sakuTari uflebebis gansamtkiceblad suleli biWiviT iqceoda: zedmeti naxevari saaTi gangeb ijda magidasTan.

Tu 54 wlis kaci aseTi pedanti da wvrilmania, etyoba, bunebas aseTi gauCenia da aRarc Seicvleba.

ana
paraskevi, 16 ivlisi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

kviras isev gvestumrnen qurdebi, magram amjerad namdvili! rogorc yovelTvis, diliT peteri sawyobSi Cavida da SeniSna, rom sawyobisa da quCis karebi Riaa. im wamsve pimTan moirbina. pimi jer kabinetSi Sevida, germaniis radiosadgurze momarTuli mimRebi gamorTo. kari Caketa, mere ki oriveni zeviT amovidnen. aseT SemTxvevebSi Sinaganawesi gvikarnaxebs: ar mouSva wyali, daicavi sruli siCume, rva saaTamde yvelaferi moaTave da sapirfareSoSi aRar Sexvide. yvelas gvixaroda, rom Rame magrad gveZina da araferi gagvigonia. batoni koophoisi mxolod Tormetis naxevarze movida da gviambo, rom qurdebs jer quCis kari SemoumtvreviaT, mere ki sawyobis. sawyobSi bevri veraferi aRmoaCines da gadawyvites bedi Semdeg sarTulze ecadaT. waiRes patara seifi, romelSic 40 guldeni da Seuvsebeli Cekis wignakebi iyo. magram yvelaze samwuxaro isaa, rom Tan gahyvaT mTeli Cveni Saqris baraTebi, daaxloebiT 150 kg-is. batoni koophoisi amtkicebs, rom es igive qurdebi iyvnen, romlebmac am 6 kviris winaT karis Semomtvreva scades, magram ver moaxerxes. am axalma ambavma mTeli Cveni TavSesafari kidev erTxel SeaSfoTa. etyoba, sensaciebis gareSe ar gvecxovreba. kidev kargi, rom sabeWdi manqanebi da salaro yovel saRamos zeviT amoaqvT da saimedod malaven Cvens karadaSi.