Ana frankis dRiuri

`momeci, geTayva, 10 cali~, alersianad uTxra qalma. katrintem kvercxebi CauTvala, gamoemSvidoba da gza ganagrZo. sam meoTxed saaTSi misi kalaTa dacarielda. katrinte Sevida maRaziaSi, sadac sxvadasxva saqonels yiddnen. lamazi saTiTe da mTeli parki kanfetebi kalaTaSi Cado da ukan gamobrunda. jer Sua gzac ar eqneboda gavlili, rom Soridan dainaxa is ori gogona, romlebic am diliT dascinodnen. yvelafers erCia sadme damaluliyo, magram gulSekumSulma mainc ganagrZo gza.

`Sexede, vin modis, dondlo, dondlo, WkuaTxeli~. katrinte SiSisagan gafiTrda. saqcielwamxdarma da sasowarkveTilma gogonebs mTeli parki kanfeti gauwoda. erT-erTma maTganma parki xelidan gamostaca da gaiqca, magram sanam mosaxvevSi miimaleboda, ukan Semobrunda da katrintes ena gamouyo.

dardis, umweobisa da martooobisagan guldamwvari katrinte iqve gzis piras balaxebSi Caemxo da tiroda, tiroda daRamebamde, sanam Zal-Rone ar gamoecala. bolos wamodga, gadabrunebuli kalaTa aiRo da saxlisken gaswia...

balaxebSi ki vercxlis saTiTe brwyinavda.

ana
orSabaTi, 9 agvisto, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

vagrZeleb Cveni yoveldRiuri cxovrebis aRweras.

sadili: kerZs pirvelad baton van daans miarTmeven xolme da Tu moewona, blomadac gadaiRebs. yvelas elaparakeba, yvelaferSi ereva, yvelaferze Tavis azrs gamoTqvams, xolo Tu rames ityvis, veRar gadaaTqmevineb. brali misi, vinc mas SeekamaTeba. katasaviT Cxavis da Tu kacma erTxel ukve iwvnia aseTi siamovneba, meorejer frTxilad iqneba. misi Tvalsazrisi yvelaze sworia! yvelaferi yvelaze ukeT icis! marTalia, mas bevri ram unaxavs cxovrebaSi, amas ra jobia, magram saocrad qedmaRalia.

qalbatoni van daani: jobia, gavCumde. kargi iqneboda, sul ar vxvdebode, gansakuTrebiT, roca ugunebod brZandeba. yovelgvari dava da kamaTi misi bralia, oRond ar gegonos, TviTon daobdes an kamaTobdes. masTan davas yvela erideba, igi mxolod wamqezebelia. misi xeloba sxvisi wakidebaa! umTavresad ki, qalbatoni frankisa da anesi. mamasa da margos ase advilad ver miudgeba, sababs ar aZleven.

qalbatoni van daani arc sufraze ibneva, Tumca darwmunebulia, rom Cagraven, yvelaze dabrawuli kartofili me, yvelaze gemrieli lukma me, yvelaferi, rac gemrielia, me-o, ai, misi devizi. amave dros enas ar aCerebs. misTvis sul erTia, usmenen Tu ara, ainteresebs vinmes misi azri Tu ara. igi darwmunebulia, rom yoveli misi sityva oqrod Rirs da yvelas did siamovnebas aniWebs.

keklucad iRimeba, ise iqceva, TiTqos yvelaferi icis. yvelas rCeva-darigebas aZlevs, yvelas erTgvar dedur mzrunvelobas uwevs da ase hgonia, yvela moxiblulia misiT. sinamdvileSi ki dids arafers warmoadgens.

pirveli — Sromismoyvareoba, meore — mxiaruli xasiaTi, mesame — keklucoba da amasTan erTad sikoxtave da Tavis movla uyvars. ai aseTia petronela van daani.

sufris mesame wevri: misi xma TiTqmis ar ismis. batoni van daani-umcrosi metwilad Cumadaa da aravis yuradRebas ar aqcevs.

misi kuWi namdvili danaidebis kasria. sadilis Semdeg, roca uamrav saWmels gadasanslavs, seriozuli gamometyvelebiT amtkicebs, erT amdens kidev SevWamdio.

sufris meoTxe wevria margo: cotas laparakobs da CitiviT ikenkeba. erTaderTi, rasac igi ase Tu ise miirTmevs, bostneuli da xilia. van daanebis azriT, `ganebivrebulia~, Cven ki vfiqrobT, rom `haeri da moZraoba aklia~.

sufris Semdegi wevria deda: kargad Wams, laparakobs bevrs da xalisianad. masze aravin ar ityvis: ai, am saxlis diasaxlisi, ris xazgasmac ase uyvars sakuTari Tavis mimarT qalbaton van daans. riT gansxvavdebian isini? qalbatoni sadils amzadebs, deda ki qvabebs xexavs da WurWels recxavs.

meeqvse da meSvide wevri: mamaze da sakuTar Tavze bevrs arafers vityvi. pimi yvelaze moridebulia, pirvelad imas uyurebs, sxvebs Tu eyofao. mamas arasodes araferi ar unda. Tu raime kargia, bavSvebs. pimi sikeTisa da didsulovnebis gansaxierebaa, xolo mis gverdiT vzivar me, Cveni TavSesafris namdvili nervebis kona.

eqimi duseli: kerZs ise gadmoiRebs rom arc ki daxedavs. miirTmevs uxmod. magram Tu saubari aucilebelia, ki batono, oRond laparakobs mxolod saWmelze. yovel SemTxvevaSi es Tema konfliqtebs mainc ar iwvevs, SeiZleba vinmem cota waitrabaxos, esaa da es. Wama SeuZlia uzomod, araferze ar ambobs uars, sul erTia, moswons Tu ara. Sarvals metismetad maRla iwevs, acvia wiTeli qurTuki da Savi fostlebi, cxvirs muqi rqis CarCoebiani saTvale umSvenebs. aseTia yvelgan: samuSao magidasTan, sufraze, dasasveneblad wamowolili da maSinac ki, roca amoCemebul dawesebulebaSi — sapirfareSoSi mibrZandeba.

yoveldRe romelime Cvengani oTx-xuTjer mainc mouTmenlad iSmuSneba sapirfareSos karebTan, fexidan fexze inacvlebs da grZnobs, rom metis moTmena aRar SeuZlia. Sen ggonia, mas es ambavi odnav mainc awuxebs? sruliadac ara. seansebi saaTiviT aqvs awyobili. rvis TxuTmeti wuTidan rvis naxevramde, oridan samis TxuTmet wuTamde, oTxidan xuTis TxuTmet wuTamde da Tormetis naxevridan Tormetamde. am ganrigs araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar daarRvevs. maSinac ki ara, roca karebTan mdgomis marcxis momaswavebeli mudara esmis.

nomeri cxra: igi Cveni ojaxis wevri araa, magram Cveni saxlis da sufris moziarea. elis kargi mada aqvs, saWmels ar arCevs, rasac miawodeb, yvelafers siamovnebiT miirTmevs. mudam karg xasiaTzea, mxiaruleba uyvars, sandomiani da dauzarebelia. erTi sityviT, SesaniSnavi TvisebebiTaa dajildoebuli.

ana
samSabaTi, 10 agvisto, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

ai, Cemi axali idea. roca sufrasTan vzivar, sakuTar Tavs ufro velaparakebi, vidre sxvas; amas ori upiratesoba aqvs: jer erTi, yvela kmayofilia imiT, rom cotas vlaparakob, meorec, maTi msjeloba ar maRizianebs. umetes SemTxvevaSi maTi Sexedulebebi sisuleled meCveneba, Cemi ki sworad, Tumca jobs CemTvis Sevinaxo. asec viqcevi. roca iseT kerZs daamzadeben, romelsac ver vitan, varwmuneb sakuTar Tavs, rom kerZi gemrielia da SeumCnevlad yvelafers gadavsanslav. diliT, roca adgomis droa, rac me Zalian ar msiamovnebs, sawolidan wamovxtebi da Cems Tavs veubnebi: `aba gabede dawola!~ swrafad gadavwev `SuqsaniRbav~ fardebs, odnav SevisunTqav garedan Semosul sufTa haers da iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos Zili arasodes ar momsurvebia. xolo mere, roca logins vasworeb, dawolis araviTari survili aRar maqvs.

ici, deda ras eZaxis amgvar moqmedebas? `cxovrebaSi msaxiobobas~. sasacilo sityvaa, ara?

am kviris damdegidan warmodgena ar gvaqvs zust droze. Cveni sayvareli, erTguli vesterturmis zari sadRac waiRes. albaT, gadaadnoben da qvemexebs Camoasxamen. axla Cven arasodes ar viciT zustad, romeli saaTia. imedia, rames moigoneben, rac mSvenieri zaris xmas Secvlis da mTel ubans misi dakargviT gamowveul dards ganuqarvebs.

sadac unda gavCnde, zeviT Tu qveviT, yvela gaocebiT miyurebs fexebze. axali, moxdenili fexsacmeli macvia. zamSis, Rvinisferi. sakmaod maRali, msxvilqusliani fexsacmeli naxmaria da amitom mipma mxolod ocdaSvidnaxevari guldeni misca. ise davdivar, TiTqos oCofexebze vidge da gacilebiT ufro maRali vCanvar, vidre sinamdvileSi var. guSindeli dRe marcxiani iyo. marjvena xelis TiTSi msxvili nemsi SemerWo yunwidan. amis Semdeg Cems magivrad margom gafqcvna kartofili. mere SubliT karadis kars davejaxe da ise magrad, rom kinaRam kibeebze davgordi. da radganac dajaxebam didi xmauri gamoiwvia, momxvda kidec. Tan Sublze sveli tilos dadebac ki ver movaxerxe, radgan wylis moSveba ar SeiZleboda. axla marjvena Tvals zemoT didi kopi mazis. garda amisa, mtversasrutiT moviwewkve marjvena fexis neki. magram imdenad viyavi dakavebuli, sxva usiamovnebebze imdens vfiqrobdi, rom am ambavs yuradReba ar mivaqcie da ugunuradac moviqeci. Wriloba gamimizezda, fexi Semixvies da veRar vicvam Cems mSvenier fexsacmels.

duselma misdauneburad kinaRam dagvRupa. man daavala mips (romelsac araferi gaegeboda amisa), eyida akrZaluli wigni, pamfleti hitlersa da musolinze. TiTqos gangeb, im diliT mips eseselTa motocikleti daejaxa. mipma Tavi ver Seikava da miaZaxa: `ai, Tqve `mamaZaRlebo!~ sabednierod, yvelaferi keTilad damTavrda da mipma gza ganagrZo. fiqric ki mafrTxobs, roca warmovidgen, ra moxdeboda, mipi rom policiaSi waeyvanaT!

ana
oTxSabaTi, 18 agvisto, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

dRes agiwer Cvens erTaderT yoveldRiur movaleobas — kartofilis fcqvnas.

erTs moaqvs gazeTi (nafcqvenebisaTvis), meores — danebi (cxadia, saukeTesos TavisTvis itovebs), mesames — kartofili, meoTxes ki — didi, wyliT savse qvabi.

iwyebs batoni duseli. fcqvnis uxeirod, magram swrafad. kartofili setyvasaviT cviva qvabSi, TviTon ki aqeT-iqiT iyureba da amowmebs: yvela masaviT muSaobs Tu ara? Turme ara!

— miyure, ane, xedav rogor miWiravs dana xelSi, vTli zemodan qvemoT, ara, ase ara, ai, ase!

— me ase ufro mexerxeba, — vambob moridebiT.

— SeiZleba, magram damijere, rom ase gacilebiT ukeTesia. Tumca rogorc ginda, CemTvis sul erTia.

ganvagrZobT Sromas. drodadro Cems mezobels almacerad gadavxedav. duseli Tavs aqnevs, me misayvedurebs, magram TqmiT arafers meubneba. vmuSaob, Sevcqeri mamas, romelic Cems pirdapir zis. misTvis kartofilis fcqvna ufro saiuveliro samuSaoa, vidre garToba. kiTxvis dros Sublze Rrma naoWebi uCndeba, xolo roca kartofilis fcqvnaSi, an cercvis da bostneulis garCevaSi gvexmareba, irgvliv verafers amCnevs. am dros mas namdvili `kartofilis~ saxe aqvs da manamde ar CauSvebs kartofils wyalSi, sanam uzadod ar gafcqvnis. ar SeiZleba aseTi saxe gqondes da cudad fcqvnide!

bejiTad vmuSaob, magram drodadro irgvliv vixedebi da yvelafers vamCnev. qalbatoni van daani cdilobs, duselis yuradReba miiqcios. saxeSi misCerebia, magram dusels Tavi ise uWiravs, TiTqos verafers amCnevs. bolos Tvali Caukra. duseli muSaobas ganagrZobs. Tvalis Cakvras sicili mohyva. duseli misken ar iyureba. axla dedac icinis. qalbaton van daans araferi gauvida da sxva gasarTobs eZebs.

— puwi (es misi qmaria), winsafari aikari, Torem xval Seni kostiumi isev gasawmendi meqneba, — eubneba qmars.

— ar davisvrebi. — qalbatoni Cafiqrda.

— puwi, ratom ar dajdebi?

— me ase mexerxeba, roca kartofils vfcqvni, fexze dgoma mirCevnia.

erTxans siCumea.

— puwi, xom xedav, SegeSxefa.

— ara uSavs, Cemo kargo, frTxilad viqnebi. — qalbatoni axla sxva Temas eZebs.

— miTxari, puwi, ratom aRar gvbombaven ingliselebi?

— albaT, imitom, rom cudi amindia.

— ki magram guSin mSvenieri amindi iyo da mainc ar mofrindnen.

— nu imeoreb mudam erTsa da imaves.

— nuTu azrTa gacvla-gamocvla ar SeiZleba?

— ara!

— ratom? — geyofa, gaCumdi!

— roca qalbaton franks surs raime icodes, batoni franki mudam wesier pasuxs aZlevs.

baton van daans colis sityvebi ar moswons. es misi aqilevsis quslia. is ebrZvis Tavis Tavs, ar unda ukmexi sityvebi wamoscdes, magram mcire xnis Semdeg coli ganagrZobs:

— mokavSireebi albaT saerTod ar gadmosxamen jarebs. — qmari sibrazisagan fiTrdeba, amis Semxedvare coli wiTldeba, magram ase advilad xom ver moeSveba.

— ingliselebs ki gulxeli daukrefiaT da arafers ar akeTeben!

yumbara afeTqda: — daswyevlos eSmakma, bolos da bolos Caigde ena!

deda Zlivs ikavebs sicils. me Tvals varideb yvelas. Tu winaswar ver moaswres waCxubeba, ase an amgvarad meordeba yoveldRe. winaswar waCxubebas ki is upiratesoba aqvs, rom Semdeg orive Cumadaa.

kartofilis mosatanad sxvenze avdivar. peteri zeviTaa da did saqmes Sesdgomia. katas... rwyilebs aclis... rogorc ki gamovCndebi, Tavs zeviT swevs da Semomxedavs. kata grZnobs, rom xeli SeuSves da skup! Ria fanjaraSi xteba. peteri ilanZReba. me vicini da dabla Cavdivar.

ana
paraskevi, 20 agvisto, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

muSebi sawyobidan zustad eqvsis naxevarze midian da iwyeba Tavisufleba.

Tu am droisaTvis CvenTan eli amodis, es imas niSnavs, rom yvelaferi rigzea da Cvenc cxovrebas vubrundebiT. Cveulebriv, eli jer zeviT amyavs, sadac misTvis mudam gvaqvs Semonaxuli rame gemrieli. igi dajdomasac ver aswrebs, rom qalbatoni van daani ukve TxovniT mimarTavs: `o, eli, rom icode, rogor minda...~

eli Tvals mikravs, jer ar yofila SemTxveva, romelime zeviT amosuli megobrisaTvis qalbaton van daans rame ar daevalebinos. amitom ar uyvarT masTan asvla.

eqvss TxuTmeti wuTi aklia. eli midis. me ki ori sarTuliT dabla veSvebi, jer samzareuloSi Sevdivar, mere kabinetSi, Semdeg ki muSis vuReb sardafis kars, sadac naxSirs vinaxavT, da virTxebze sanadirod vuSveb. bolos kontoraSi vbrundebi da kraleris savarZelSi vjdebi. batoni van daani axali korespondenciis ZebnaSi yvela ujras da saqaRaldes qeqavs. peters sawyobis gasaRebi miaqvs da muSi mihyavs. pimi sabeWd manqanas zeviT miaTrevs, margo myudro kuTxes eZebs. kontoris saqmeebi aqvs gasakeTebeli. qalbatoni van daani quraze wyliT savse did qvabs dgams. dedas kartofiliT savse qvabi Camoaqvs. yvelas Tavisi movaleoba aqvs. peteri swrafad brundeba sawyobidan. upirveles yovlisa, puri unda moitanos, romelsac yoveldRe kraleris kabinetSi gvitoveben. dRes rogorRac daviwyebiaT! mas isRa darCenia, mTavar kontoraSi gavides da aiRos. garedan rom ar dainaxon, daoTxili micocavs karadisaken, purs iRebs da imaleba, ufro sworad damalvas apirebs, magram amasobaSi muSi Tavze gadaevleba da saweri magidis qveS Zvreba. peteri yvela kuTxeSi eZebs katas, bolos dainaxavs, epareba da cdilobs kudSi swvdes. kata Cxavis, peteri oxravs. da ai muSi kmayofili zis fanjaraze da pirs ibans. peteri ukidures saSualebas mimarTavs. katas puris naWers uwvdis da amiT yvelaferi Tavdeba. muSi ankesze egeba. peters kata mihyavs. kari swrafad ixureba.

mTel am ambavs WuWrutanidan vucqeri, Semdeg ki muSaobas ganvagrZob. mesmis kakuni. samjer meordeba, es ki imas niSnavs, rom vaxSamze meZaxian.

ana
orSabaTi, 23 agvisto, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

ganvagrZob Cveni TavSesafris yoveldRiuri cxovrebis aRweras. saaTi rekavs. dilis cxris naxevaria.

deda da margo nervuloben.

— Cumad, mama... oto, Cumad... pim!

— ukve cxris naxevaria, wyali unda davketoT!

— Cumad iare!

ase afrTxileben mamas, romelic jer kidev ar gamosula `saabazano~ oTaxidan. zustad cxris naxevarze oTaxSi unda viyoT. amis Semdeg wylis moSveba, sapirfareSoTi sargebloba da aqeT-iqiT sirbili akrZalulia. saxlSi absoluturi siCume unda sufevdes.

roca qveviT kontoraSi aravin araa, xmauri ufro ismis da, cxadia, sawyobamdec aRwevs.

cxris oc wuTze van daanebi kars aReben da iatakze samjer akakuneben: `anes fafa mzadaa!~.

me aCqarebiT mivcocav zeviT da ZaRliviT viReb Cems ulufas. Semdeg qveviT Camovdivar, vCqarob, yvelaferi unda movaswro: Tmis davarcxna, pot de chambre¹-is (¹ Ramis qoTani (frang.).) gadaRvra, sawolebis gasworeba. Cumad, saaTi rekavs!

zemodan ismis, rogor moipareba fostlebSi fexgayrili qalbatoni van daani oTaxisaken. ukan qmari mohyveba, Semdeg ki sruli siCume mkvidrdeba.

axla SegiZlia datkbe Cveni ojaxuri idiliiT. me vkiTxulob an vwer. amasve akeTeben deda, margo da mama. yvelas gvirCevnia, es wynari naxevari saaTi kiTxvaSi gavataroT (mamas, ra Tqma unda, xelSi Tavisi sayvareli dikensi uWiravs). Cumad zis Tavis gasaSlel WraWuna sawolze, romelzedac wesieri leibic ki ar agia. leibis magivrobas ori Txeli pliumo eweva: `me arc es mWirdeba, isedac iolad gaval!~, ambobs mama xSirad. rogorc ki wignis kiTxvas Seudgeba, Tavs aRar swevs. zogjer Cumad icinis da cdilobs raRac waukiTxos dedas CurCuliT. `axla ara, geTayva, amisaTvis ar mcalia~, eubneba deda. pimi cota guldawyvetilia, magram cota xnis Semdeg isev ganagrZobs kiTxvas. mogvianebiT kvlav aRmoaCens romelime gansakuTrebiT saintereso adgils da kidev erTxel mimarTavs dedas: `ara, Cemo kargo, Sen es aucileblad unda waikiTxo~!

sawolze Camomjdari deda an kiTxulobs, an qsovs, an keravs da amave dros raRacas swavlobs. uecrad rame gaaxsendeba da aucileblad maSinve gvetyvis: `ane, ici ra... margo, aba Caiwere! erTxans siwynarea. anazdad margo wigns xmauriT xuravs. mamis warbebi rkalad ixreba da sasacilod miiwevs zeviT, Sublze naoWebi uCndeba, magram gatacebiT ganagrZobs kiTxvas. deda da margo CurCuleben. CemSi cnobismoyvareoba iRviZebs da yurs vugdeb, bolos pimsac CaiTreven saubarSi... cxra saaTia, sauzmis droa!

ana
paraskevi, 10 seqtemberi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

yovelTvis, roca Sen gwer, raRac gansakuTrebuli unda moxdes, ufro xSirad cudi, vidre kargi.

axla ki kargi ambavi unda gaxaro. oTxSabaTs (8 seqtembers) saRamos Svid saaTze yvelam radios irgvliv moviyareT Tavi da gadacemas vusmendiT: `Here folows the best news of the whole war. Itali has capitulated~.¹ (¹ gadmogcemT mTeli omis manZilze yvelaze sasixarulo cnobas. italiam kapitulacia gamoacxada (ingl.).)

italiam xeli moawera usityvo kapitulacias!!!

rva saaTze `oranes~ gadmocema movismineT.

`Zvirfaso radiomsmenelebo! erTi saaTis win, roca Cveni morigi gadacema davamTavre, SesaniSnavi cnoba miviRe. italiam xeli moawera kapitulacias. moZvelebuli cnobebi udidesi siamovnebiT Cavyare saqaRalde yuTSi.

daukres inglisis, aSS-is da ssrk-s saxelmwifo himnebi. radiosadguri `orane~ yovelTvis amxnevebs msmenelebs da amasTanave zedmet optimizmsac ar iCens.

arc sazrunavi gvaklia. didad gvawuxebs batoni koophoisis mdgomareoba. Sen kargad ici, ra Zlier gviyvars yvelas. miuxedavad imisa, rom xSirad avadmyofobs, bevr tkivils itans, cot-cota unda Wamos, naklebi iaros da Tavs gaufrTxildes, mainc mkvircxli, Tavaziani da saocrad mxne kacia.

`roca batoni koophiosi oTaxSi Semodis, iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos mze amovida~. — Tqva amas winaT dedam da marTlac asea. axla ki nawlavis mZime operacia unda gaukeTon da sul cota oTx kviras mainc ver vnaxavT. unda genaxa, rogor gamogvemSvidoba, TiTqos saavadmyofoSi ki ara, raimes sayidlad midioda.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 16 oqtomberi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

rac ufro didxans grZeldeba Cveni aq yofna, miT uaresad veguebiT erTmaneTs. sufrasTan veravin bedavs xmis amoRebas, radgan, rac unda Tqva, mainc cudad CamogarTmeven an ukuRma gaigeben. depresia damewyo. valerianis wveTebs vsvam, magram arafers mSvelis da dRiTi dRe sul ufro cud gunebaze vdgebi. aTi patara TeTri abis gadaylapvas erTxel xmamaRla, Tavisuflad gacineba ajobebda, magram aq sicils TiTqmis gadaveCvieT. zogjer imisic ki meSinia, sanam es mZime dro gaivlis, davmaxinjdebi. piri mokumuli damrCeba, saxeze ki mwuxarebis naoWebi gamiCndeba.

kidev erTi axali ambavi da isic usiamo. sawyobis erT-erT mosamsaxures, vinme m.-s eWvi Seepara, rom saxlis ukana mxares raRac xdeba. Cven amas yuradRebas ar mivaqcevdiT, didad cnobismoyvare da urwmuno rom ar yofiliyo. da, rac mTavaria, ar viciT, ramdenad sandoa. erT dRes kralerma gadawyvita, gansakuTrebuli sifrTxile gamoeCina. pirvels rom aTi wuTi aklda, qudi da joxi aiRo da maxlobel saafTiaqo maRaziaSi Sevida. xuTi wuTis Semdeg ukan gamobrunda da Cvens kibeebze qurdiviT amoipara, oris TxuTmet wuTze dabla Casvla daapira, magram eli Semoxvda da SeaCera — dabla kontoraSi batoni m. ziso. kraleri zeviT amovida da oris naxevramde CvenTan darCa. bolos fexze gaixada, fexsacmeli xelSi daiWira, windebis amara sawyobis wina karamde miirbina, frTxilad ahyva kibes da kontoraSi quCidan Sevida. manamde elis raRaca moumizezebia, batoni m. kontoridan gaustumrebia da kraleris gamosaxsnelad CvenTan amovida, magram Cveni `jambazi~ ukve Zirs iyo. ras ifiqrebdnen gamvlelebi, roca dainaxes, rom xanSi Sesuli darbaiseli kaci maT Tvalwin fexze icvamda.

ana
oTxSabaTi, 29 seqtemberi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

dRes qalbaton van daanis dabadebis dRea. vaCuqeT xorcis, yvelis da puris baraTebi, garda amisa, erTi qila muraba. qmarma, duselma da Cvenma Zvirfasma mfarvelebma, yvavilebis garda, sursaT-sanovagec miarTves. ra gaewyoba, aseTi droa.

am erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi elis nervulobisagan kinaRam sisxli Caeqca. mTeli dReebi darboda, cdilobda CvenTvis rame eSova da amave dros xSirad ukanve abrunebdnen, TiTqos da is ar eyidos, rac saWiroa. roca warmoidgen, ramdeni samuSao aqvs kontoraSi (koophoisi avadaa, mipi gaciebulia da saxlidan ver gamodis, Tavad elim fexi iRrZo), amave dros rogor itanjeba siyvarulisagan (Tan saxlSi mama eCxubeba, misi arCevani ar moswons), maSin advili gasagebia, rom mzadaa Rera-Rera daiglijos Tma. Cven igi vanugeSeT. vurCieT mSvidad da gulgrilad ganacxados, rom ar scalia. maSin davalebaTa sia aSkarad Semokldeba.

etyoba, van daanebTan kvlav raRac mogvixda. mama ratomRac saSinlad gabrazebulia, ase rom, mosalodnelia qariSxali. netav me ar mesmodes yovelive es, neta SemeZlos gavecalo aqaurobas. isini yvelas Wkuidan SegvSlian.

ana
kvira, 17 oqtomberi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

madloba RmerTs, koophoisi isev fexzea! Tumca jer kidev ferdakargulia, magram samsaxurSi dadis da cdilobs van daanebis tansacmeli gayidos. Zalze usiamoa, rom van daanebs fuli gauTavdaT. qalbatons tansacmeli bevri aqvs, magram arafers ar imetebs, misi qmris kostiumi ki Zneli gasayidia, radgan Zalian Zvirad afasebs. magram qalbatons mainc veraferi uSvelis. bewvis qurqs unda gamoeTxovos! am qurqis gamo `zeviT~ saSineli Cxubi atyda, magram male Serigdnen da axla wamdauwum isev gvesmis: `ah, Zvirfaso puwi!~, `diax, kerli, Cemo saunjev!~

am bolo dros guls mirevs maTi gauTavebeli Cxubi da vulgaruli lanZRva-gineba, romelic Cvens wesier saxlSi gaismis. mama kriWaSekruli dadis da Tu vinmem rame hkiTxa, SekrTeba, TiTqos eSinia, kidev xom araferi moxda da Cems Carevas xom ar saWiroebeno. dedas mRelvarebisagan wiTeli laqebi uCndeba saxeze, margo Tavis tkivilebs uCivis, duselma Zili dakarga, qalbatoni van daani mTeli dRe kvnesis da sruliad amovarda kalapotidan. zogjer gvaviwydeba kidec, vin vis waeCxuba, vin visTan moaswro Serigeba. erTaderTi gamosavali Sromaa da mec TavauRebliv vmuSaob!

ana
paraskevi, 29 oqtomberi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

`zemourebs~ isev saSineli Cxubi mouvidaT. da ai, risTvis: amas winaT gwerdi, rom van daanebs fuli gauTavdaT. erT dRes koophoisma axsena Tavisi megobari, qurqis ostati. batonma van daanma gadawyvita, colis qurqi gaeyida. bocveris bewviani qurqi qalbatonma van daanma Cvidmeti weliwadi atara da axla 375 guldenad gayides. es didi fulia! qalbatonma moindoma fuli Seenaxa da Semdeg axali tansacmeli eyida. qmarma ris vai-vaglaxiT Seagnebina, rom fuli ojaxisTvisaa saWiro. Sen ver warmoidgen, ra Cxubi atyda: ise iginebodnen, rom SiSma Segvipyro. Cven oTxiveni kibeebze videqiT sulganabulni da gadawyvetili gvqonda saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi moCxubrebi gagveSvelebina. aseTi scenebi ise maRizianebs, rom saRamos cremlmoreuli vwevar sawolSi da mixaria, rom bolos, rogorc iqna, marto davrCi.

batoni koophoisi kvlav saxlSi zis. kuWi isev awuxebs da jer kidev gaurkvevelia, sabolood Seuwyda sisxlis dena Tu ara? ase Sewuxebuli pirvelad vnaxeT. gviTxra, Tavs cudad vgrZnobo da saxlSi wavida.

me Tumca araferi mtkiva, magram srulebiT ara maqvs mada. waramara mesmis: `ra cudad gamoiyurebi~.

unda giTxra, Cveni ojaxi arafers iSurebs imisaTvis, rom jansaRi da Ronieri viyo. ras ar vRebulob: xan glukozas, xan safuars, xan kalciums da xanac Tevzis qons. samwuxarod, nervebi sruliad aRar mivarga. kviraobiT amas gansakuTrebiT mwvaved vgrZnob. kvira dRes mTeli saxli moSvebulia, gunebawamxdari, ganwyobileba tyviasaviT mZime. arsaidan araviTari xma. yvelafers gulisdamamZimebeli sevda awevs. am dros iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos mZime lodi madevs kiserze da Rrma ufskrulisaken meweva.

aseT dReebSi mamis, dedis da margos mimarTac ki gulgrilad var ganwyobili. davborialob mTel saxlSi, gavdivar oTaxidan oTaxSi, Cavdivar kibeebze, mere isev zeviT amovdivar. Tavs ise vgrZnob, rogorc mgalobeli frinveli, romelsac frTebi SeaWres da sibneleSi galiis wnelebs awydeba.

`gareT gamiSviT~, gahkivis CemSi yvelaferi, `menatreba haeri, sicili!~. magram vici, rom pasuxs aravin momcems da dasaZineblad mivdivar. iqneb rogorme movkla SiSiTa da dumiliT damZimebuli dro.

ana
oTxSabaTi, 3 noemberi, 1943

Zvirfaso kiwi!

mama mudam imaze fiqrobs, rogor gagvarTos da amave dros swavlisaTvis saWiro pirobebi Segviqmnas. axlaxan erT-erTi dauswrebeli institutis prospeqti gamoiwera. margom ukve mesamed gadaikiTxa es sqeli wigni, magram saintereso veraferi aRmoaCina. fiqrobs, swavlis fuli TviTon gadaixados, sakuTari jibis fulidan, magram yvelaferi Zalian Zviria. mamam SeukveTa sacdeli leqcia: laTinuri damwyebTaTvis. margo gulmodgined Seudga saqmes da mTeli kursi SeukveTa. samwuxarod miWirs, Torem mec siamovnebiT viswavlidi laTinurs.

mama cdilobs mec gamiCinos saqme da koophoiss sTxova eSova sadme sabavSvo saxareba, raTa axal aRTqmas gavecno.