Gatacebuli kaci

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komunistebis Secvla da gaurkvevlobaSi yofna, Cinuri wyevlasaviT daebeda meoce saukunis dasasrulsa da ocdameerTe saukunis dasawyisSi Cems amay samSoblos. ÃÀÌÀÌÈÀÅÒÄÁÄË ÊËÀÓÛÉ ÅÉÚÀÅÉ, ÒÏÝÀ ÀÅÀà ÓÀáÓÄÍÄÁÄËÉ ÈÁÉËÉÓÉÓ ÏÌÉ ÃÀÉßÚÏ. ÏÒÉÅÄ ÌáÀÒÄÓ ÜÄÌÉ ÌÄÂÏÁÒÄÁÉ ÉÁÒÞÏÃÍÄÍ ÃÀ ÀÒ ÌÄÓÌÏÃÀ ÈÖ ÒÀ äØÏÍÃÀÈ ÂÀÓÀÚÏ×É. ÓÀÁÏËÏÏà ÊÉ ÓÖÚÅÄËÀÓ ÃÀÍÂÒÄÖËÉ ØÀËÀØÉ ÛÄÂÅÒÜÀ áÄËÛÉ. ÖÐÀÔÒÏÍÏ ØÅÄÚÍÉÓ ÃÀ ØÏÍÄÁÉÓ ÃÀÐÀÔÒÏÍÄÁÀÓ ÊÉ ÁÄÅÒÉ ÝÃÉËÏÁÃÀ, ÛÉÍÀÖÒÉÝ ÃÀ ÖÝáÏÝ. ØÀÒÈÅÄËÉ ÃÀ ÓÀØÀÒÈÅÄËÏ ÊÉ ÀÌÉÓÀÂÀÍ ÉÔÀÍãÄÁÏÃÀ ÃÀ ÖÊÄÈÄÓ ÌÏÌÀÅÀËÓ ÄËÏÃÄÁÏÃÀ. ÌÀÌÀÜÄÌÌÀ, ÚÏ×ÉËÌÀ ÐÀÒÔÉÖËÌÀ ×ÖÍØÝÉÏÍÄÒÌÀ, ÌÀËÄÅÄ ÀÖÙÏ ÀËÙÏ ÓÉÔÖÀÝÉÀÓ ÁÒÞÏËÉÓ ÃÀÓÀÓÒÖËÓ ÃÀÄËÏÃÀ ÃÀ ÂÀÌÀÒãÅÄÁÖËÓ ÀÌÏÖÃÂÀ ÂÅÄÒÃÛÉ, ÒÉÓÈÅÉÓÀÝ ÄÒÈ-ÄÒÈ ØÅÄÚÀÍÀÛÉ elCad ÂÀÖÛÅÄÓ. ÌÀÍ ÃÄÃÀÜÄÌÉÝ ÒÏÂÏÒÝ ÄØÉÌÉ ßÀÉÚÅÀÍÀ, Cemi Tavi kiÊÉ ÁÄÁÉÀÓ ÃÀ ÁÀÁÖÀÓ ÜÀÀÁÀÒÀ. ÌÛÏÁËÄÁÉÓ ÌÏÈáÏÅÍÉÈ ÖÍÉÅÄÒÓÉÔÄÔÛÉ ÉÖÒÉÃÉÖË ×ÀÊÖËÔÄÔÆÄ ÌÏÅÄßÚÅÄ, ÌÀÂÒÀÌ ÜÄÌÉ ÍÄÁÉÈ ÃÀÖÓßÒÄÁÄËÆÄ ÂÀÃÀÅÄÃÉ ÃÀ ÀÈÀÓ ÓÀØÌÄÓ ÌÉÅÄÃ-ÌÏÅÄÃÄ. ÄÒÈÉ ÐÄÒÉÏÃÉ ÈÁÉËÉÓÖÒ ÁÉÆÍÄÓÛÉ ÜÀÅÄÒÈÄ, ÒÀÙÀÝ ÖÀÆÒÏÁÀÛÉ, ÓÀÃÀÝ ÖÀÌÒÀÅÉ ÛÖÀÌÀÅÀËÉ ×ÉÂÖÒÉÒÄÁÃÀ ÃÀ ÆÏÂãÄÒ ÅÉÍÝ ÚÉÃÃÀ, ÌÚÉÃÅÄËÉÝ ÉÓ aRmoCndeboda áÏËÌÄ. ÒÀÉÍÃÄÁÉÓ ØÅÄÚÀÍÀ, ÅÀàÒÄÁÉÓ ØÅÄÚÍÀà ÂÀÃÀÂÅÉØÝÉÄÓ, ÓÀÒ×ÉÓ ÊÀÒÉ ÂÀÂÅÉÙÄÓ ÃÀ ÅÀàÒÏÁÉÓ ÀÍÀ-ÁÀÍÀÓ ÛÄÂÅÀÜÅÉÄÓ.albaT ÅÀàÒÄÁÈÀÍ ÂÀÒÉÂÄÁÀ ÀÃÅÉËÉÀÏ, ÌÀÂÒÀÌ ÀÓÄÈÉ cxovreba ØÀÒÈÅÄËÓ ÌÉÓãÉËÉ ÃÀ ÃÒÏÄÁÉÈÉ ÄÂÏÍÀ, radgan ÀÓÄÈad ÚÏ×na ØÀÒÈÅÄËÉÓ ÂÄÍÛÉ ÀÒ ÉãÃÀ.

ÀÌ ÖÀÆÒÏÁÄÁÉÃÀÍ ÊÅËÀÅ ÌÀÌÀÜÄÌÌÀ ÂÀÌÏÌÉÚÅÀÍÀ ÃÀ ÈÀÅÉÓ ÌÄÂÏÁÀÒÈÀÍ, ÂÖÒÀÌ ÊÄÔÉÀÓÈÀÍ ÌÏÌÀßÚÏ ÓÀÌÖÛÀÏÃ, ÒÏÌËÉÓ ×ÉÒÌÉÓ ÌÈÀÅÀÒÉ ÓÀØÌÉÀÍÏÁÀ ÂÀÆÄÈÉ ÃÀ ÒÀÃÉÏ ÉÚÏ. ÈÁÉËÉÓÛÉ ÏÒÉ ÓÀÔÄËÄÅÉÏ ÃÀ ÏÒÉ ÒÀÃÉÏ ÀÒáÉ ×ÖÍØÝÉÏÍÉÒÄÁÃÀ. ÛÖØÄÁÉ ÈÉÈØÌÉÓ ÀÒ ÉÚÏ ÃÀ ÉÍ×ÏÒÌÀÝÉÀÓ ÌÏßÚÖÒÄÁÖËÉ áÀËáÉ ÞÉÒÉÈÀÃÀà ÒÀÃÉÏÓ ÖÓÌÄÍÃÀ. ÁÀÔÏÍÌÀ ÂÖÒÀÌÌÀ ÖÀáËÄÓÉ ÀÐÀÒÀÔÖÒa ÜÀÌÏÉÔÀÍÀ ÖÝáÏÄÈÉÃÀÍ ÃÀ ÖËÔÒÀ - ÌÏÊËÄ ÃÉÀÐÀÆÏÍÆÄ ÓÀÌÉ ÀÒáÉ ÂÀáÓÍÀ. ÐÉÒÅÄË ÀÒáÓ ,,ÈÀÅÉÓÖ×ËÄÁÀ-2” ÄÒØÅÀ (ÈÀÅÉÓÖ×ËÄÁÀ-1 ÜÅÄÍ ÌÏÅÉÐÏÅÄTÏ) ÃÀ ÀÒÓÄÁÖËÉ áÄËÉÓÖ×ËÄÁÉÓ ÒÄÊËÀÌÀÓ ÄÌÓÀáÖÒÄÁÏÃÀ, ÒÏÌÄËÉÝ ÛÄÓÀÍÉÛÍÀÅ ÛÄÍÏÁÀÛÉ ÉÚÏ ÂÀÍËÀÂÄÁÖËÉ ÃÀ romlis ÈÀÍÀÌÛÒÏÌËÄÁÉÝ, ÒÏÂÏÒÝ ÌÀÙÀËÉ ÃÏÍÉÓ ÓÐÄÝÉÀËÉÓÔÄÁÉ, ÌÀÙÀË áÄË×ÀÓÄÁÓ ÉÙÄÁÃÍÄÍ. ÌÄÏÒÄ ÀÒáÓ, ,,ÓÀÌÛÏÁËÏ” ÄÒØÅÀ ÃÀ ÂÀÍÈÀÅÓÄÁÖËÉ ÉÖÏ ÞÅÄË, àÖàÚÉÀÍ ÛÄÍÏÁÀÛÉ. ÄÓ ÀÒáÉ ×ÀÒÈÏ ÌÓÌÄÍÄËÉÓÀÈÅÉÓ ÉÚÏ ÂÀÍÊÖÈÅÍÉËÉ ÓÀÃÀÝ ÂÀÃÀÓÝÄÌÃÍÄÍ ÓÉÌÙÄÒÄÁÓ, ÒÀÃÉÏ ÃÀÃÂÌÄÁÓ ÃÀ ÒÄÊËÀÌÄÁÓ. ÌÄÓÀÌÄ ÀÒáÓ ÊÉ ÖÁÒÀËÏà ,,ÌÄÓÀÌÄ ÀÒáÉ” ÄÒØÅÀ ÃÀ ÞÉÒÉÈÀÃÀà ÀáÀËÂÀÆÒÃÄÁÆÄ ÉÚÏ ÂÀÈÅÀËÉÓßÉÍÄÁÖËÉ. ÀÌ ÀÒáÆÄ ÌÉÌÉÙÄÓ ÌÈÀÅÀÒ ÒÄÃÀØÔÏÒÀà ÜÄÌÓ ÌÏÀÃÂÉËÄà ÊÉ ÒÀÉÏÍÉÃÀÍ ÀáËÀà ÜÀÌÏÓÖËÉ ÂÏÜÀ ÊÀÐÀÍÀÞÄ ÃÀÌÉáÅÃÀ ÃÀ ÄÓ ÏÒÉ ÊÀÝÉ ÅÉÚÀÅÉÈ ÌÈÄËÉ ,,ÒÀÃÉÏ ÓÀÌÉ.” Cemi movaleoba iyo, gazeTebidan amomekrifa axali ambebi, damexarisxebina da goCasTvis gadameca,romelic sityva-sityviT eTerSi gadascemda. danarCen dros, ki Tanamedrove musikas atrialebda. arx Tavisufleba-2-s batoni gurami kurirebda, danarCen ors ki misi vaJi kaxa. umcros ketias, Tavidanve movewone, rogorc inteleqtuali da ucxo enebis mcodne. Sesvenebis dros mezobel kafeSi, CemTan erTad xSirad sauzmobda da xandaxan rCevebsac mekiTxeboda, Tumca ZiriTadaT is laparalobda, me ki vusmendi da alag-alag komentarebs vakeTebdi. kaxa xSirad Cioda, rom radiodadgmebi Zviri ujdeboda, radgan scenarebi da dadgmebis Canawerebi centraluri radiodan mohqonda. reklamebi ki imdenad mcire iyo, rom radios xarjebs Zlivs anazRaurebdnen da zogjer valSic ki vardebodnen. erTxel mamamiss urCia kidevac es uazro gadacema gavauqmoTo, magram mTavrobidan batoni guramisTvis viRacas urCevia, rom es dadgmebi, gansakuTrebiT ki mravalserianebi quCas xalxisagan icaveno da dadgmebis gauqmebis sakiTxi dRis wesrigidan moixsna. erTxelac mivlinebidan kaxa karg gunebaze Camovida da sadilobis dros gamimxila __ quTaisSi erT araCveulebriv kacs wavawydi, romelic universali yofila. scenarsac swers da dgams kidevac. Tanac sulac ar aris meZvire. misTvis mTavari Semoqmedebaa, danarCeni ki meore xarisxovania. mere quTaislebi maseT kacs rogor gatanen? vkiTxe me. ukve movelaparake da xval Camodis. gamarjvebulis kiloTi mipasuxa man ise, rom Cems ironias ver mixvda. xval dilas matarebliT Camodis da sadgurTan gamodi Sesaxvedrad. Seni azri Zalian mainteresebs __ daayola bolos. TiTqmis Camogiyvania da Cemi azri raRaze gWirdeba? __ gavifiqre gulSi da misvlas davpirdi. samsaxurSi rom mivbrundi, meore dRis gadacemebze daviwye muSaoba, radgan goCasaTvis ar mindoda amis davaleba. adre qorwilSi momiwia wasvla da rom davbrundi, kaxa gagiJebuli damixvda __ es reebi gamogicxadebiao da Canawerebi rom movismine, Tmebi yalyze damidga: `mcxeTasTan moxda saSineli avaria sadac ori maSina erTmaneTs daejaxa. mizezi iyo erT-erTis kalgotkebi, romlebic ise daSliliyvnen, rome pudrasaviT moqceuliyvnen.~ goCa kalgotkebs Turme samuxruWe kalodkebs eZaxda, rasac me mivxvdi, sxva ki mixvdeboda? kidev: `saburTalos Suqi gamourTes, visac druJoki hqonda, ra uWirda, ai visac ar hqonda, margatels sfiCqiT eZebda.~ druJoki rom dviJoki iyo, maSinve mivxvdi, magram SuaRamisas makratels ratom eZebdnen, verafriT gavige. amdagvari raRaceebiT gavsebuli iyo mTeli erTsaaTiani gadacema sadac ZiriTadi Tema mkvleloba, Zarcva, gaupatiureba da putankebis gadagdebebi iyo. isedac savsea Cveni dRevandeloba aseTebiT da rad unda xazis gasma? javrobda Sewuxebuli kaxa da sayveduri gamomicxada. mas mere ver vendobodi da rogori advilic ar unda yofiliyo masala, rogori avadmyofic ar unda vyofiliyavi, TviTonve vadgendi.

WeSmariti gvardieli.

1991… wels TbilisSi saomari bataliebi gaimarTa. prezident zviad gamsaxurdias gadaudga mis mierve daniSnuli gvardiis sardali jaris nawilTan erTad da masve Seutia. prezidenti mTavrobis sasaxleSi gamagrda da xalxs mouwoda, damexmareTo. sawyal xalxs ki arc iaraRi hqonda, arc fuli da arc ormoci weli evlo udabnoSi. dapirispirebam, romelmac Tavidanve lokaluri xasiaTi miiRo, Tbilisis centrSi ganviTarda, mecnier kotetiSvilis (romelsac dadasaviT dauSines avtomatebi) saxli, iseve rogorc mravali sxva Senoba gadaiwva da damravali adamianis sicocxlec Tan gaiyola rac uazro wyevlasaviT ausrulda mtermoZalebul saqarTvelos. radganac erTi adamianis sikvdili tragedia, bevris __ ki statistika, msofliomac statistikad miiRo es Cveni ubedureba da Tbilisis omad monaTla, romelzec xalxi iZaxda __ Tu Cxubi undaT qalaqgareT gavidnen da iq iomon, raRa qalaqs angreveno. etyoba amis mTqmelebs daaviwydaT mxarmarcxniv samjer gadafurTxeba, radgan omi Tbiliss gascda da mTels qveyanas, gansakuTrebiT ki mis dasavleTs moedo.

makar mdivani wignebis maRaziaSi buRaltrad muSaobda. wesieri da pedanti, yovel dilas erTsa da imave dros dgeboda da saxlidanac erTsa da imave dros gamodioda. sanam qveyana dawynarebuli iyo, aravis arafris SiSi ara hqonda da wignebic didi moTxovnilebiT sargeblobdnen. makaris cxovrebac monotonurad midioda da kvarcis saaTiviT sasiamovnod tiktikebda dedasTan, meuRlesTan da sam bavSvTan erTad. Tavad ormocdaaTs iyo miRweuli, maRali SubliT da arwivis gamoxedviT, simpatiur kacad iTvleboda da qalebTanac mowonebiT sargeblobda, magram ojaxi da samsaxuri misTvis yvelaferi iyo. megobrebic ki ar hyavda da stumradac iSviaTad dadioda.

samwuxarod airia qveyana da makaris cxovrebac saerTo sawnaxelSi mohyva. Tumca Zveli danazogebi isev SemorCa, magram maT miRma gaWirvebis aCrdili moCanda. Tbilisis omma ki sul daukarga mosveneba avlabarSi mcxovreb buRalters radgan misi maRazia Tavisuflebis moedansa da tabiZis quCis kuTxeSi iyo, sadac omi duRda da gadmoduRda. marTalia im maRazias direqtoric hyavda da direqtoris moadgilec, magram orivem mas gadaabara maRaziaze mzrunnveloba, radgan omisa da sikvdilis eSinodaT. makarsac eSinoda, magram mis naturaSi movaleobis grZnoba SiSze ufro maRla idga da ramdenime dReSi erTxel mainc akiTxavda obieqts, saketebs amowmebda, SigniT Seixedavda da saswrafod gaecleboda.

erT dilasac viRac ucnobma (rogorc Semdeg gairkva, direqtoris davalebiT.) daureka da acnoba, rom maRazia gaetexaT da Zarcvavdnen. SeSfoTebuli makaric maSinve dafacurda, saswrafod Caicva, Tavisianebi gaafrTxila da kari gamoaRo. dedamac da meuRlemac yvelaferi afices, rom ar wasuliyo, radgan avtomatebis kakani da zarbaznebis zalpi ismoda, magram mainc ver gaaCeres da misi Tavi RmerTs Seavedres.

baraTaSvilis xidze fexiT gadmovida da sololakis mixveul-moxveuli quCebiT maRaziisken gaemarTa. vercxlis quCaze SeiaraRebul xalxs gadaeyara, romlebmac maSinve SemouZaxes __ romeli xar da vis mxareze dgexar? SeSinebuli makari daibna. erT-erTi mxare daesaxelebina, vai Tu imaTi mowinaaRmdegebi aRmoCeniliyvnen da tyviac ar ascdeboda, arada aravisi momxrec ar iyo. mis dabneulobaSi samxedroebma raRac ieWves, maSinve daapatimres da erT patara oTaxSi Seagdes. Sua dRemde kidev ori patimari miumates da Stabs daukavSirdnen. samxedroebis jgufs, romlebic, ajanyebulebs ekuTvnodnen, paluSa nebieriZe xelmZRvanelobda. is mSvidobianobis dros puris manqanaze muSaobda da ormocdaaTs mitanebuls, maRali Subli da Sevardnis gamoxedva amSvenebda. marTalia wera-kiTxva normalurad ar icoda, aTmeTaurad mainc daniSnes rogorc gamocdili kaci. mis jgufs vercxlis quCis da mimdebare teritoriis gakontroleba da yvela saeWvo piris dakaveba evaleboda. pirveli, maRaziis buRalteri makari aiyvanes, meore __ viRac narkomani, romelic iseT kaifSi iyo, rom enas ver atrialebda da marto Tavis saxels __ merabi-merabi-merabi-s iZaxda, rac paluSam saeWvod miiCnia da isic daapatimra. mesame ki raionidan axlad Camosuli axalgazrda iyo, romelic TbilisSi pirvelad iyo da arc qalaqi icoda, arc is adgili sadac unda misuliyo.

ipolite lifariSvili CoxataurSi cxovrobda. muSaobas guli ver daudo, muSaobam viri mohkla da me ras mizamso da jer eklesias Seekedla, bolos ki ieRovelebSi Caewera da aqtiuri wevric gaxda. dadioda Sara-Sara, TiTqmis yovel Semxvedrs aCerebda da ieRovelTa rwmenaze eqadageboda. bolos yvelam icoda Tu vin iyo, ra undoda da roca dainaxavdnen, sxva mxares gadadiodnen, anda uxeSad icilebdnen abezar moqadages. raionSi rom ver gaSala frTebi, ipolitem gadawyvita dedaqalaqSi gamgzavreba, saca Tavis RvTaebriv misias Seasrulebda da Tanamorwmuneebsac gaicnobda. qalaqSi Camosulis yuradReba srolebis xmam miipyro da Tumca gareubnebSi SedarebiT siwynare iyo, mainc centrisaken gaswia, iq ufro met xalxs vnaxav da Tanamorwmuneebsac iq gavicnobo. radganac qalaqs ar icnobda, srolis xmas mihyva da am bodialSi vercxlis quCas miadga, sadac paluSas badeSi gaeba. standartul SeZaxilze, vin xar da vis mxarezeo, standartulive qadageba Seageba, magram gakvirvebul gvardielebs veraferi gaagebina da radgan arc literatura hqonda xelze, verc veraferi daajera. saidan xar Se upatrono?__ hkiTxa paluSam da gaifiqra__es an aranormaluria, anda mogzavnilio. Coxatauri gagigia?__ Seageba ipolitem da uazrod gauRima paluSas uazro saxes. mere ver daetie im Sens CoxataurSi? iseTi zizRiT SeekiTxa paluSa, TiTqos Tevzis qons asmevdnen paxmeliaze. me movedi,rom WeSmariti gza gaCvenoT da RmerTis saxe daganaxoT. xoda saxeebs gaCveneb exla__ gabrazda paluSa da brZana, rom Serekili moqadage sapatimroSi mieyvanaT. saRamosTvis paluSa telefoniT daukavSirda Stabs da manqanis gamogzavna sTxova raTa patimrebi waeyvanaT. iqedan ki viRacam upasuxa __ tanki an beteeri ar ginda? sada gvyavs amdeni manqana da xalxi? Tu saeWvoebi arian, adgilze miaxvrite, omi yvelafers Camowers. brZaneba Seasrule da maSinve Segvatyobieo. gaognebulma paluSam, romelsac aqamde jalaTis funqcia ar Seesrulebina, ar icoda rogor moqceuliyo. saSinlad ar undoda amaTi daxvreta, magram brZaneba, brZaneba iyo, Tanac amisTana gagania omSi, saca an Sen unda mogekla an Sen mogklavdnen.

marTalia uxalisod, magram mainc gamoiyvana daWerilebi egreT wodebuli sapatimrodan, erT-erT CixSi Seiyvana da kedelTan miayena. buRalteri dabneulad iyureboda, narkomani sadRac iyo, ieRoveli ki kvlav uazrod ikriWeboda. am dros gamoiara im ubnelma malxaz doliZem romelsac paluSa puris qarxnidan icnobda. orive erTmaneTs miesalma, moikiTxes da daWerilebidan narkomani malxazam icon __ es xom Cemi mezobeli meraba evgeniZea. zviadisti xom ar aris? __ dainteresda paluSa. zviadisti ki ara wamlis meti araferi ar axsovs.__ upasuxa malxazam dananebiT. maSin Tu Zma xar, saxlSi miiyvane, rame xifaTs ar gadaeyaros __ Seexvewa erTi patimaris gaSvebiT gaxarebuli paluSa. swored saxlSi mivdivar da amasac gaviyolieb __ daamSvida malxazamac, merabas xeli Caavlo da bavSviviT waiyvana. es ori gaparuliyo mainc __ gaifiqra paluSam da dananebiT Sexeda or ucnaur, aramiwier arsebas. brZaneba brZanebaa.__ amoixvneSa bolos da Tavisianebs avtomatebis momarjveba ubrZana. maTac uxalisod Seasrules es da Semdeg brZanebas daelodnen. gascems Tu ara srolis brZanebas paluSa nebieriZe, Tu kaci gaiRviZebs masSi?