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Gender attitude
The ideal family life of mothers within this group is, without exception, to share
paid and unpaid tasks equally with their partners. Furthermore, a large number of
mothers within this group seem to practise their ideal, especially if their husbands
work four days per week as well. These mothers realise their rather exceptional
gender division of labour, and describe
their partners as unmacho men, as
gentlemen, or as caring fathers. The greatest contrast with the previous two
groups is that for mothers in this group, it is certainly not a self-evident matter to
take the lion’s share of the household work: “
Preferably, I do nothing in the
household.” (Cathy).
They often have someone else in to clean the house. However, as in the
previous groups, they do not consider men and women equal, and remaining
inequalities are justified while referring to their character or else accepted
because men and women are just not the same.
“I am a bit ambivalent. I like to do it myself, because I think I give them more
attention than he does and I help them more with homework, but I am not
always happy with our situation either. He cooks once a week, but I need to
say, ‘do you want to cook again today?’“ (Alice).
“I was shocked how soon I found myself in those patterns, yet I do think it is a
biological thing” (Diana).
Moreover, if gender roles are reversed, these are emphasised and remarked
upon. Also within this group, the women have a greater responsibility for
thinking about the
organisation of the household, especially in relation to the task
of care. The following quote from Juul illustrates how mothers perceive
themselves and persist in taking on this responsibility.
“And it’s not that I do more, but I feel more responsible. If I can’t care for the
children, then I do not saddle him with it, but call a babysitter. If he can’t, I’ll
do it as well, I call the babysitter, so I organise it. It is probably my
character” (Juul).
Like most mothers, Juul individualises her responsibility
for the caring as well
as for the household tasks, whereas in fact the large majority of Dutch women
bear this responsibility. Wiesmann et al. (2010, p.351) demonstrate that “
women
generally bear most of the responsibility for the majority of domestic tasks,
something which they often found tiring and stressful when combined with paid
work.”
Sometimes, balancing mothers discuss their discontent with their partners, but
the narratives also reveal acquiescence with the situation.
“For me, it would make a difference if Jan would collect them from school
once a week, but he can’t make it” (Yvette).
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“It would be ideal if Eric got home somewhat earlier, but that is not going to
happen” (Medina).
Another finding in relation to their gender attitudes is that despite their wish
to share paid and unpaid tasks
equally with their partners, if mothers do succeed,
they start to feel guilty towards their partner, and pursue gender-compensating
strategies. Take Sophy, for example, who shares the unpaid tasks equally during
the week, but then as a reward gives her partner the whole of Sunday off.
Mothers who prefer a large part-time job are fairly critical about full-time
homemakers. However, they also think that working full-time and being a mother
at the same time is too demanding, and wonder how these mothers manage. They
think they miss a lot of their children, and do not consider that fulfilling. Their
remarks reveal a fine demarcation line between mothers
with large part-time jobs
and full-time working mothers. Although some contradictions in their narratives
appear as well, rationalities have been put forward to justify their own choices,
even though they are not consistent towards other women. For example, Cathy
describes how she gave up her managerial position when her child arrived
because, according to her, working less than 5 days a week was not possible at a
certain management level. Yet, later she says she does not believe women who
say they cannot work less than five days in their jobs.
Early adult attitude towards motherhood
For
the mothers in this group, having children was not something that had always
been taken for granted, and at least wasn’t a serious consideration before they
turned thirty. Often they had children because they felt there was no option
not to
have them: their husband wanted to have children, people around them had
children, or it felt like the last chance before their forties. Sometimes they felt that
once they became a mother, their life would end, and this negative sentiment
towards motherhood could also prevail into their thirties. Now
they are mothers
they actually enjoy it, but at the beginning they often had difficulties getting used
to their new identity as a mum.
“I hit the roof during my first pregnancy leave, I was bored to death “
(Annemiek).
“I felt trapped, I wanted to give the stroller a huge push: Whaaah leave me
alone!” (Sophy).
Sometimes they worked three days for a while when their children were
young, but often they found it boring, difficult and exhausting. Motherhood is
experienced as fulfilling and great, but also as tiring and difficult. They would
like
to work less in the evenings, have more time to read a book, or to call friends.