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Chapter Eleven In Jesus’ Own Words 
Thus saith the Lord of Hosts. Take these evidences and put them in an earthen vessel that they may continue many days. Jeremiah 32:14 For there is nothing veiled which shall not be revealed, and hidden which shall not be made known. Matthew 10:26 Jesus saith, “Everything that is not before thy face and that which is hidden from thee, shall be revealed to thee. For there is nothing hidden that shall not be made manifest, nor buried that shall not be raised.” 1st Book of Enoch ch. CIV 12 And now I know this mystery, that sinners will alter and pervert the words of righteousness in many ways, and will speak wicked words, and lie, and practice great deceits, and write books concerning their words. But when they write down truthfully all my words in their languages, and do not change or minish aught from my words but write them all down truthfully - all that I first testified concerning them. Then, I know another mystery, that books will be given to the righteous and the wise to become a cause of joy and uprightness and much wisdom. And to them shall the books be given, and they shall believe in them and rejoice over them, and then shall all the righteous who have learnt therefrom all the paths of uprightness be recompensed. Book of Enoch ch. CIV 10-13. Previously, I have made reference to texts that may be unfamiliar to some readers. When the Catholic Church was in its ascendancy, it sought to eliminate all competition and all texts that gave different interpretations to religious matters other than their own. They collected the texts and burned them, but by the literal grace of God, some of them were buried and kept hidden to preserve them for future generations, for our generation, for these specific times. To me, the New Testament of the Bible is disappointing due to the paucity of Jesus actual words. When I discovered the Gospel of the Holy Twelve, which was also known as the Gospel of the Hebrews and the Gospel of Matthew, I was ecstatic because I could hear Jesus voice come through the words. This is the text that was found in the 1800’s in a Buddhist monastery in the East. This Gospel is available in book form. I think most people would agree with me that it is most likely the original text that the New Testament was formed from. Regardless of its source, I believe it to contain the actual words of Jesus. We go now to selections from that text; The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 8 The Baptism of Iesu Maria the Christ AND it was in the midst of the summer, the tenth month. Then came Jesus from Galilee to Jordan unto John, to be baptized of him. But John forbade him, saying, ‘I have need to be baptized of thee, and comest thou to me?’ And Jesus answering said unto him, ‘suffer it to be so now, for thus it becometh us to fulfill all righteousness.’ Then he suffered him. And Jesus, when he was baptized, went up straightway out of the water; and, lo, the heavens were opened unto him, and a bright cloud stood over him, and from behind the cloud Twelve Rays of light, and thence in the form of a Dove, the Spirit of God descending and lighting upon him. And, lo, a voice from heaven saying, ‘This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased; this day have I begotten thee.’ And John bare witness of him saying, ‘This was he of whom I spoke. He that cometh after me is preferred before me, for he was before me. And of his fullness have all we received, and grace for grace. For the law was in part given by Moses, but grace and truth cometh in fullness by Jesus Christ.’ No man hath seen God at any time. The only begotten which cometh from the bosom of the Eternal in the same is God revealed. And this is the record of John when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, ‘Who art thou?’ And he deified not, but confessed ‘I am not the Christ.’ And they asked him, ‘What then? Art thou Elias?’ And he saith ‘I am not.’ ‘Art thou that prophet of whom Moses spoke?’ And he answered, ‘no.’ Then said they unto him, ‘Who art thou that we may give an answer to them that sent us? What sayest thou of thyself?’ And he said, ‘I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness, “Make straight the way of the Holy One”, as said the Prophet Esaias.’ And they which were sent were of the Pharisees, and they asked him and said unto him, ‘Why baptizes thou then, if thou be not that Christ nor Elias neither that prophet of whom Moses spoke?’ John answered them, saying, ‘I baptize with water; but there standeth one among you, whom ye know not, He shall baptize with water and with fire. He it is who coming after me is preferred before me, whose shoe’s latchet I am not worthy to unloose.’ These things were done in Bethabara, beyond Jordan, where John was baptizing. And Jesus began at this time to be thirty years of age, being after the flesh indeed the son of Joseph and Mary, but after the Spirit the Christ, the Son of God, the Father and Mother Eternal, as was declared by the spirit of holiness with power. And Joseph was the son of Jacob (Boaz) and Elisheba, and Mary was the daughter of Eli (called Joachim)44 and Anna, who were the children of David and Bathsheba, of Judah and Shela,45 of Jacob and Leah, of Isaac and Rebecca, of Abraham and Sarah, of Seth and Ma ’at, of Adam and Eve, who were the children of God. And in the eighteenth year of his age, Jesus was espoused unto Miriam, a virgin of the tribe of Judah with whom he lived seven years, and she died, for God took her, that he might go on to the higher things which he had to do and to suffer for the sons and daughters of men. And Jesus, after that he had finished his study of the law, went down again into Egypt that he might learn of the wisdom of the Egyptians, even as Moses did. And going into the desert, he meditated and fasted and prayed, and obtained the power of the Holy Name, by which he wrought many miracles. And for seven years he conversed with God face to face, and he learned the language of birds and of beasts, and the healing powers of trees, and of herbs, and of flowers, and the hidden secrets of precious stones, and he learned the motions of the sun and the moon and the stars, and the powers of the letters, and mysteries of the square and the circle and the transmutation of things, and of forms, and of numbers, and of signs.46 From thence he returned to Nazareth to visit his parents, and he taught there and in Jerusalem as an accepted rabbi, even in the temple, none hindering him. And after a time, he went into Assyria and India and into Persia and into the land of the Chaldeans. And he visited their temples and conversed with their priests and their wise men for many years, doing many wonderful works, healing the sick as he passed through their countries. One story of Jesus in his travels in the Far East relates that he was run out of one town because he pointed out to the local religious authorities all the flaws in their religion! Another story says that when Jesus returned to his hometown church after a period of travel, the members of the congregation asked him to prove himself and show them miracles like he had done for the Egyptians. Because of the disbelief of these people whom he had probably known his whole life, Jesus didn’t attempt to do miracles for them. He made a statement of how, during a time of famine in Judah, God provided food for a poor Syrian woman but didn’t provide a miracle for the Jews. This incensed the people so much they were said to have pushed him to the edge of a cliff in an attempt to kill him. He disappeared from within their midst. Jesus made the statement that a prophet is never accepted in his own home town. I know how he feels! The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 19
The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 31 Again, Jesus said; ‘I am the true bread and the living vine. Your fathers did eat manna in the wilderness and are dead. This is the food of God which cometh down from heaven, that whosoever eat thereof shall not die. I am the living food which came down from heaven, if any eat of this food they shall live forever, and the bread that I will give is my truth and the wine which I will give is my life.’ And the Jews strove amongst themselves, saying, ‘How can this man give us himself for food?’ Then Jesus said, ‘Think ye that I speak of the eating of flesh, which ye ignorantly do in the temple of God?’ ‘Verily my body is the substance of God and this is meat indeed, and my blood is the life of God and this is drink indeed. Not as your ancestors, who craved for flesh, and God gave them flesh in his wrath, and they ate of corruption till it stank in their nostrils, and their carcasses fell by the thousand in the wilderness by reason of the plague.’ Of such it is written, ‘They shall wander nine and forty years in the wilderness till they are purified from their lusts, ere they enter into the land of rest, yea, seven times seven years shall they wander because they have not known my ways, neither obeyed my laws.’ But they who eat this flesh and drink this blood dwell in me and I in them. As the Father-Mother of life hath sent me, and by whom I live, so they that eat of me who am the truth and the life, even they shall live by me. This is that living bread which coming down from heaven gives life to the world. Not as your ancestors did eat manna and are dead. They that eat of this bread and this fruit shall live forever.’ The public teaching of Jesus was, as is depicted in the Bible, allegorical. Most stories have an outer moral lesson attached. Behind the scenes, Jesus was initiating his disciples in the secret teachings. The Bible was written as a Midrash, meaning it could be read in two different manners. It was written with symbolic language and hermeneutic techniques of the mystery temples whereby spiritual meaning was hidden in allegories, parables, codes and other masking devices. In the Pistis Sophia chapter ninety-five, Jesus is speaking to his disciples. The book reveals myriads of beings and places in the unseen Kingdom of God. It’s very confusing. In these verses we have Jesus telling the disciples not to worry if they don’t understand all of it; Grieve no more, my disciples, concerning the mystery of the Ineffable,48 thinking that ye will not understand it. Amēn, I say unto you: That mystery is yours, and every one's who will give ear unto you, so that they renounce this whole world and the whole matter therein and renounce all the evil thoughts therein and renounce all the cares of this æon.’49 ‘Now therefore, I say unto you: p 218. For every one who will renounce the whole world and all therein and will submit himself to the Godhead, that mystery is far easier than all the mysteries of the Light-kingdom and it is sooner to understand than them all and it is easier than them all. He who reaches unto the gnosis of that mystery, renounces this whole world and all the cares therein. For this cause have I said to you aforetime: All ye who are heavy under your burden, come hither unto me, and I will quicken you. For my burden is easy and my yoke is soft. Now, therefore, he who will receive that mystery renounces the whole world and the cares of all the matter therein. For this cause, therefore my disciples grieve not thinking that ye will not understand that mystery. Amēn, I say unto you: That mystery is far sooner to understand than all mysteries. And amēn, I say unto you: That mystery is yours and every one's who will renounce the whole world and the whole matter therein. Did he repeat it enough for it to sink in? Renounce the world! I guess Jeshua is one of those who believe’s this world is not a desirable place to be, at least in its current state. His brother James says in the Bible; “You adulterous people don’t you know that friendship with the world is hatred towards God?” Even the Bible says this Earth and heaven will pass away. As much as I love the Earth, I can’t wait for the evils of this world to end. The present Earth has been corrupted - partly by us. What I have come to understand is that we are at a meridian of time. We are at the crux of the return to God and the spiritual world. To gain admission to that world, one has to de-materialize and spiritualize oneself. We literally have to bring ourselves up to what I can only feebly describe as a higher vibration. The following is from the text the Pistis Sophia: When then the Savior had said this, John continued again and said to the Savior: ‘My Lord, suppose an exceedingly sinful brother who hath renounced the whole world and the whole matter therein and all its sins and all its cares, and we shall prove him and know that he is not in deceit and play-acting but that in uprightness and in truth he longeth [after God], and we know that he hath become worthy of the mysteries of the second space or of the third - desirest thou that we give him of the mysteries of the second space and of the third, before he hath at all received mysteries of the Inheritance of the Light or not? Desirest thou that we give or not?’ And the Savior answered and said unto John in the midst of the disciples: ‘If ye know with certainty that that man p 270. hath renounced the whole world and all its cares and all its associations and all its sins, and if ye know in truth that he is not in deceit, neither that he was play-acting nor that he was curious to know the mysteries, how they are brought to pass, but that he longeth after God in truth, hide them not from such an one, but give him of the mysteries of the second and third space and try even of what mystery he is worthy; and that of which he is worthy, give him and hide it not from him, for if ye hide it from him, ye may be guilty of a great condemnation.’ Pistis Sophia Chapter 106 In the following, Jesus refers to a soul that hasn’t received the mysteries; ‘And amēn, I say unto you: They will not discharge that soul from the changes of the body until it hath yielded its last circuit according to its merit. Of all these then will I tell you their type and the type of the bodies into which it will be cast according to the sins of each soul. All this will I tell you when I shall have told you the expansion of the universe.’ Pistis Sophia Chapter 238 The changes of the body refer to reincarnation. We also see that this soul is subject to the Law of Works, and is therefore judged on its merit. In the Mysteries, the afterlife was taught. An initiate was instructed about the various places the soul would pass, what rulers they would come across, what words or tokens needed to be given in order to pass through to a higher sphere. The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 51 The Truth Maketh Free
Then answered the Jews, and said unto him, ‘Say we not well that thou art a Samaritan, and hath a demon?’ Jesus answered, ‘I have not a demon; but I honor the All Holy, and ye do dishonor me. And I seek not mine own glory, but the glory of God. But there is one who judgeth.’ And certain of the elders and scribes from the Temple came unto him saying, ‘Why do thy disciples teach men that it is unlawful to eat the flesh of beasts though they be offered in sacrifice as by Moses ordained. For it is written, God said to Noah, ‘The fear and the dread of you shall be upon every beast of the field, and every bird of the air, and every fish of the sea, into your hand they are delivered’. And Jesus said unto them, ‘Ye hypocrites, well did Esaias speak of you, and your forefathers, saying ‘This people draweth nigh unto me, with their mouths, and honor me with their lips, but their heart is far from me, for in vain do they worship me teaching and believing, and teaching for divine doctrines, the commandments of men52 in my name but to satisfy their own lusts.’ As also Jeremiah bear witness when he saith, concerning blood offerings and sacrifices; ‘I the Lord God53 commanded none of these things in the day that ye came out of Egypt, but only this I commanded you to do, righteousness, walk in the ancient paths,54 do justice, love mercy, and walk humbly with thy God. But ye did not hearken to me, who in the beginning gave you all manner of seed, and fruit of the trees and seed having been for the food and healing of man and beast.’ And they said, ‘Thou speakest against the law.’ And he said ‘Against Moses indeed I do not speak nor against the law, but against them who corrupted his law, which he permitted for the hardness of your hearts. But, behold, a greater than Moses is here!’ And they were wrath and took up stones to cast at him. And Jesus passed through their midst and was hidden from their violence. The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 37 The Re-generation of the Soul Jesus sat in the porch of the Temple, and some came to learn his doctrine, and one said unto him, ‘Master, what teachest thou concerning life?’ And he said unto them, ‘Blessed are they who suffer many experiences,55 for they shall be made perfect through suffering: they shall be as the angels of God in Heaven and shall die no more, neither shall they be born any more, for death and birth have no more dominion over them. They who have suffered and overcome shall be made pillars56 in the temple of my God, and they shall go out no more. Verily I say unto you, except ye be born again of water and of fire,57 ye cannot see the kingdom of God. And a certain Rabbi (Nicodemus) came unto him by night for fear of the Jews, and said unto him. ‘How can a man be born again when he is old? Can he enter a second time into his mother's womb and be born again?’ Jesus answered, ‘Verily I say unto you except a man be born again of flesh and of spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. The wind bloweth where it listeth, and ye hear the sound thereof, but cannot tell whence it cometh or whither it goeth. The light shineth from the East even unto the West; out of the darkness, the sun ariseth and goeth down into darkness again; so is it with man, from the ages unto the ages. When it cometh from the darkness, it is that he hath lived before, and when it goeth down again into darkness, it is that he may rest for a little, and thereafter again exist. So through many changes must ye be made perfect, as it is written in the book of Job, ‘I am a wanderer, changing place after place and house after house, until I come unto the city and mansion which is eternal.’ And Nicodemus said unto him, ‘How can these things be?’ And Jesus answered and said unto him, ‘Art thou a teacher in Israel, and understandeth not these things? Verily we speak that which we do know, and bear witness to that which we have seen, and ye receive not our witness. If I have told you of earthly things and ye believe not, how shall ye believe if I tell you of heavenly things? No man hath ascended into heaven, but he that descended out of Heaven, even the Son-Daughter of man58 which is in Heaven.’ In the next verse, Mary Magdalene realizes that the Bible verse that says to, “render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s” is in reality not referring to the Roman Caesars, but refers to the authorities a soul has to get past in the spiritual realms. Mary Magdalene speaking: ‘The first thought hath arisen in me concerning the word which thou hast spoken. Now, therefore, the soul gives the apology and seal unto all the rulers who are in the region of the king, the Adamas, and gives the apology and the honor and the glory of all their seals and the songs of praise to the region of the Light. Concerning this word then, thou hast spoken unto us aforetime, when they brought thee the piece of money and thou didst see that it was of silver and copper and didst ask; ‘Whose is this image?’ They said: ‘The kings.’ And when thou saw that it was of silver and copper mixed, thou said; ‘Give therefore the king's unto the king and God's unto God’, that is, if the soul receives mysteries, it gives the apology to all the rulers and to the region of the king, the Adamas. And the soul gives the honor and the glory to all those of the region of the Light. And the word, ‘It hath glistened’, when thou didst see that it is made up of silver and copper, it is the type thereof, that in it [sc. the soul] is the power of the Light, which is the refined silver, and that in it is the counterfeiting spirit, which is the material copper. This, my Lord, is the first thought. The second thought is on the other hand, that which thou hast just said unto us concerning the soul which receives the mysteries; ‘If it comes into the region of the rulers of the Way of the Midst, they come forth to meet it in exceedingly great fear and they are afraid of it. And the soul gives the mystery of the fear unto them and they are afraid before it. And it gives the destiny to its region, and it gives the counterfeiting spirit to its own region, and it gives the apology and the seals to every one of the rulers who are on the ways, and it gives the honor and the glory and the laud of the seals and the songs of praise to all those of the region of the Light. Concerning this word, my Lord, thou hast spoken aforetime through the mouth of our brother Paul:’ ‘Give tax to whom tax is due, give fear to whom fear is due, give tribute to whom tribute is due, give honor to whom honor is due, and give laud to whom laud is due, and owe not any other anything.’ Ch. 113 Pistis Sophia Did you catch the interesting thing Mary said about Jesus speaking through the mouth of Paul? This is channeling that I spoke of earlier. Also, since Mary is speaking in what was then the present, the other interesting thing to note is that Paul is a brother Apostle. Christians know that Paul was converted to Christianity after Jesus had been crucified, yet Mary is making reference to him here while speaking to Jesus, so this is evidence of Jesus working with his disciples post resurrection. I have seen sources that say Jesus continued to teach his disciples for years after the resurrection. Also not understood by many Christians, is that the soul who was Jesus can physically manifest in as many places in as many different people or forms as he wishes, since he achieved his Christ consciousness. He can look like any person or object he wants to. He can do anything he wants! The best part is that he has told us we can do as he does, and even more!
And the Savior answered and said unto Mary: ‘Finely hast thou spoken. The servitors indeed are they who bear witness to all sins, but they abide in the judgments, seizing the souls and convicting all the souls of sinners who have received no mysteries, and they keep them fast in the chaos, chastising them. And those retributive receivers cannot overstep the chaos to reach to the orders which are above the chaos, and convict the souls which come forth out of those regions. Now then it is not lawful to use force on the souls which receive mysteries, and lead them into the chaos, so that the retributive servitors may convict them. But the retributive servitors convict the souls of the sinners and they keep fast those who have received no mysteries which may lead them out of the chaos.’ ‘The souls on the other hand which receive mysteries, they have no power of convicting them, because they do not come forth out of their regions, and also, if they come forth into their regions, they are not able to obstruct them; nay, they cannot lead them into that chaos.’ ‘Hearken moreover that I may tell you the word in truth, in what type the mystery of baptism forgives sins. Now, therefore, if the souls sin when they are still in the world, the retributive servitors indeed come and are witnesses of all the sins which the soul commits, lest in sooth they should come forth out of the regions of the chaos, in order that they may convict them in the judgments which are outside the chaos. And the counterfeiting spirit becomes witness of all the sins which the soul shall commit, in order that it may convict it in the judgments which are outside the chaos, not only that it may bear witness of them, but all the sins of the souls, it seals the sins and makes them fast on to the soul, in order that all the rulers of the chastisements of the sinners may recognize it, that it is a sinning soul, and that they may know of the number of sins which it hath committed, by the seals which the counterfeiting spirit hath made fast on to it, so that it shall be chastised according to the number of sins which it hath committed. This do they with all sinning souls. Now, therefore, he who shall receive the mysteries of the baptisms, then the mystery of them becomes a great, exceedingly violent, wise fire and it burns up the sins and enters into the soul secretly and consumes all the sins which the counterfeiting spirit hath made fast on to it. And when it hath finished purifying all the sins which the counterfeiting spirit hath made fast on to the soul, it enters into the body secretly and pursues all the pursuers secretly and separates them off on the side of the portion of the body. For it pursues the counterfeiting spirit and the destiny and separates them off from the power and from the soul and puts them on the side of the body, so that it separates off the counterfeiting spirit and the destiny59 and the body into one portion; the soul and power on the other hand it separates into another. The mystery of baptism on the contrary remains in the midst of the two, continually separating them from one another, so that it makes them clean and purifies them, in order that they may not be stained by matter. Now, therefore, Mary, this is the way in which the mysteries of the baptisms forgive sins and all iniquities.’ The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 88 The Eighth Day after the Resurrection And after seven days again, his disciples were within the upper room; then came Jesus, the doors being shut, and stood in their midst and said, ‘Peace be unto you’, and he was known unto them in the holy Memorial. And he said unto them. ‘Love ye one another and all the creatures of God. Yet I say unto you, not all are men, who are in the form of man. Are they men or women in the image of God whose ways are ways of violence, of oppression and wrong, who choose a lie rather than the truth? Nay, verily, till they are born again and receive the Spirit of Love and Wisdom within their hearts, then only are they sons and daughters of Israel, and being of Israel they are children of God, and for this cause came I into the world, and for this I have suffered at the hands of sinners. These are the words which I spake unto you, while I was yet with you, that all things must be fulfilled which were written in the Law of Moses and in the prophets, and in the psalms, concerning me.’ And Jesus said, ‘I stood in the midst of the world, and in the flesh was I seen and heard, and I found all men glutted with their own pleasures, and drunk with their own follies, and none found I hungry or thirsty for the wisdom which is of God. My soul grieves over the sons and daughters of men because they are blind in their heart and in their soul are they deaf and hear not my voice.’ Then opened he their understanding60 that they might understand the scriptures. And said unto them; ‘Thus it is written and thus it behooved the Christ to suffer and to rise from the dead after the third day. And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in my name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. And ye are witnesses of these things. And, behold, I send the promise of my Parent upon you, even of my Father One with my Mother, whom ye have not seen on the Earth. For I say unto you of a truth, as the whole world have been ruined by the sin and vanity of woman, so by the simplicity and truth of woman shall it be saved, even by you shall it be saved. Rejoice therefore and be ye glad, for ye are more blessed than all who are on Earth, for it is ye, my twelve thousand who shall save the whole world. Again I say unto you when the great tyrant and all the seven tyrants began to fight in vain against the Light, they knew not with whom or what they fought. For they saw nothing beyond a dazzling Light, and when they fought they expended their strength one against another, and so it is. For this cause I took a fourth part of their strength, so that they might not have such power, and prevail in their evil deeds.’ ‘For by involution and evolution shall the salvation of all the world be accomplished: by the descent of Spirit into matter, and the ascent of matter into Spirit, through the ages.’
In the previous, it was said that the door to the room was closed, but Jesus entered the room. I believe this is showing that he was in a spirit body. In the Jeshua channelings, Jeshua describes how he was able to de-materialize his body and then remake another more spiritual body that still had substance. I believe this is the reason why Mary Magdalene at first didn’t recognize Jesus in the garden after his crucifixion. Regardless, Jeshua re-constituted his body in some way and most certainly was victorious over physical death. Many authors who claim to be ‘insiders’ say that Jesus’ family said that he did not die through his crucifixion. They could not be more wrong. It was in the spirit world after he died that he confronted Yaldabaoth and the other archons as spoken of previously. When Jeshua said that the whole world was ruined by the sin and vanity of woman, I believe he was referring to Pistis Sophia, because she caused a flawed creation when she didn’t ask the Infinite Spirit for permission to create or work with her syzygy in doing so. It’s obvious that there weren’t twelve-thousand disciples of Jesus in the room. I believe that twelve thousand he mentioned are us. I believe we are a sub-group of the 144,000. We are the tribe of Judah. The Essenes called themselves Judah. We are descended from them. How can we save the whole world if we don’t know who we are? Our family has taken vows of secrecy for thousands of years. I am here to declare that the time of secrets is over! When Jesus died on Calvary, he went into Hades or Sheol and freed the souls of the Just who included the biblical patriarchs and prophets. He also fought against the great tyrant and the seven tyrants, which could only be a referral to Yaldabaoth and his sons. Yaldabaoth had six androgynous sons, or twelve powers, with himself making thirteen. Five of these were repentant, leaving eight ‘tyrants’ left. As indicated by Jeshua, he only took part of their power away. Jeshua says in the Jeshua channelings that he set aside a two thousand year period with some of the archons still ruling with reduced capabilities, in order that we, the Elect, could work to save the souls of the psychic humans. Need I point out that the two thousand years are up? In the following from the Gospel of the Holy Twelve, the “another that shall arise” refers to Paul. I’m including this because there’s debate among scholars whether Peter was left in charge of the Church or Jesus family. He saith unto him the third time, ‘Peter, son of Jonas, lovest thou me?’ Peter was grieved because he said unto him the third time, ‘Lovest thou me?’ And he said unto him, ‘Lord, thou knowest all things; thou knowest that I love thee.’ Jesus saith unto him, ‘Feed my Flock. Verily, verily, I say unto thee, thou art a rock from the Rock, and on this rock will I build my Church, and I will raise thee above my twelve to be my vice-regent upon Earth for a center of unity to the twelve, and another shall be called and chosen to fill thy place among the twelve, and thou shalt be the servant of servants and shalt feed my rams, my sheep and my lambs. And yet another shall arise and he shall teach many things which I have taught you already, and he shall spread the Gospel among the Gentiles with great zeal. But the keys of the Kingdom will I give to those who succeed thee in my Spirit and obeying my law. Whoso keepeth the Holy Law which I have given, the same shall save their souls, however differently they may see the truths which I have given. As I have received the Truth, so have I given it to you. Let each receive it according to their light and ability to understand, and persecute not those who receive it after a different interpretation. For truth is the might of God; and it shall prevail in the end over all errors. But the Holy Law which I have given is plain for all, and just and good. Let all observe it for the salvation of their souls.’ In this last paragraph, Jeshua has stated twice that people have to save their own souls! Let there be no doubt, belief on the salvific death of Jeshua on the cross will give a person everlasting or ever-evolving life, but that doesn’t mean they will not have to strive and use their own will in the process. It doesn’t mean that they won’t have to reap the consequences of what they sow. Jeshua says that if they keep the Holy Law he has given, they will save their own souls. That Holy Law is to Love God and others. That’s it - there is no other qualifier! As Jeshua just stated here and in the Jeshua channelings, even if someone believes differently than you, or even believes differently than he himself, they save their own souls through loving God and all others. This means that those with other religious beliefs can still save themselves if they love God and others. No one’s religion is better than someone else’s. It’s not what we believe that matters. All that matters is that we love God and everyone else! Gospel of the Holy 12; Lection 91 The Order of the Kingdom Part I In that time after Jesus had risen from the dead he tarried ninety days with Mary his mother and Mary Magdalene, who anointed his body, and Mary Cleophas and the twelve, and their fellows, instructing them and answering questions concerning the Kingdom of God. And as they sat at supper - when it was even - Mary Magdalene asked him, saying, ‘Master, wilt thou now declare unto us the Order of the Kingdom?’ And Jesus answered and said, ‘Verily I say unto thee, O Mary, and to each of my disciples, the Kingdom of Heaven is within you. But the time cometh when that which is within shall be made manifest in the without, for the sake of the world. Order indeed is good, and needful, but before all things is love. Love ye one another and all the creatures of God, and by this shall all men know that ye are my disciples.’ And one asked him saying, ‘Master, wilt thou that infants be received into the congregation in like manner as Moses commanded by circumcision?’ And Jesus answered, ‘for those who are in Christ there is no cutting of the flesh, nor shedding of blood. Let the infant of eight days be presented unto the Father-Mother, who is in Heaven, with prayer and thanksgiving, and let a name be given to it by its parents, and let the presbyter sprinkle pure water upon it, according to that which is written in the prophets, and let its parents see to it that it is brought up in the ways of righteousness, neither eating flesh, nor drinking strong drink, nor hurting the creatures which God hath given into the hands of man to protect.’ Again one said unto him, ‘Master, how wilt thou when they grow up?’ And Jesus said, ‘After seven years, or when they begin to know the evil from the good, and learn to choose the good, let them come unto me and receive the blessing at the hands of the presbyter or the angel of the church with prayer and thanksgiving, and let them be admonished to keep from flesh eating and strong drink, and from hunting the innocent creatures of God, for shall they be lower than the horse or the sheep to whom these things are against nature?’ And again he said, ‘If there come to us any that eat flesh and drink strong drink, shall we receive them?’ And Jesus said unto him, ‘Let such abide in the outer court till they cleanse themselves from these grosser evils; for till they perceive, and repent of these, they are not fit to receive the higher mysteries.’ And another asked him saying, ‘When wilt thou that they receive baptism?’ And Jesus answered, ‘After another seven years, or when they know the doctrine, and do that which is good, and learn to work with their own hands, and choose a craft whereby they may live, and are steadfastly set on the right way. Then let them ask for initiation, and let the angel or presbyter of the church examine them and see if they are worthy, and let him offer thanksgiving and prayer, and bury them in the waters of separation, that they may rise to newness of life, confessing God as their Father and Mother, vowing to obey the Holy Law, and keep themselves separate from the evil in the world.’ And another asked him, ‘Master, at what time shall they receive the anointing?’ And Jesus answered, ‘When they have reached the age of maturity, and manifested in themselves the sevenfold gifts of the Spirit, then let the angel offer prayer and thanksgiving and seal them with the seal of the Chrism. It is good that all be tried in each degree seven years. Nevertheless let it be unto each according to their growth in the love, and the wisdom of God.’ There is no doubt about it. Jesus repeatedly says throughout the scriptures that eating animals is not allowed. There was a period of four months when I managed to discipline myself enough to be a vegetarian. The weight flew off and I felt better than I had for years, but the really great part was that I could feel the Spirit working within me and also outwardly in my senses. Now that I am eating meat again I feel dead. I could literally feel the spiritual power coming into and out of me and I can’t now. I am trying to get in the frame of mind to give up meat once and for all. Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 92 The Order of the Kingdom Part II And another asked him saying, ‘Master, wilt thou that there be marriages among us as it is among the nations of Earth?’ And Jesus answered, saying, ‘Among some it is the custom that one woman may marry several men, who shall say unto her, ‘Be thou our wife and take away our reproach.’ Among others it is the custom, that one man may marry several women, and who shall say unto him, ‘Be thou our husband and take away our reproach,’ for they who love feel it is a reproach to be unloved.’ But unto you my disciples, I show a better and more perfect way, even this, that marriage should be between one man and one woman, who by perfect love and sympathy are united, and that while love and life do last, howbeit in perfect freedom. But let them see to it that they have perfect health, and that they truly love each other in all purity, and not for worldly advantage only, and then let them plight their troth one to another before witnesses. Then, when the time is come, let the angel or presbyter offer prayer and thanksgiving and bind them with the scarlet cord, if ye will, and crown them, and lead them thrice around the altar and let them eat of one bread and drink of one cup. Then holding their hands together, let him say to them in this wise, Be ye two in one, blessed be the holy union, you whom God doth join together let no man put asunder, so long as life and love do last. And if they bear children, let them do so with discretion and prudence according to their ability to maintain them. Nevertheless to those who would be perfect and to whom it is given, I say, let them be as the angels of God in Heaven, who neither marry nor are given in marriage, nor have children, nor care for the morrow, but are free from bonds, even as I am, and keep and store up the power of God within, for their ministry, and for works of healing, even as I have done. But the many cannot receive this saying, only they to whom it is given.’ These words of Jesus make it hard to believe that he would or did, marry and have children. But at this period, Jesus mission was done. In one of the Nag Hammadi texts, he said that he had accomplished his mission while still at the Last Supper. He also was the Davidic king and a member of a dynasty whom God had said would never lack for a ruler over Israel, another reason to father children. When he says to keep and store up the power of God within for their ministry, he is referring to the fact that the same power can be used sexually or spiritually, as mentioned previously. Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 93 And another spake, saying, ‘Master, if one have committed a sin, can a man remit or retain his sin?’ And Jesus said, ‘God forgiveth all sin to those who repent, but as ye sow, so also must ye reap; Neither God nor man can remit the sins of those who repent nor forsake their sins; nor yet retain the sins of those who forsake them. But if one being in the spirit seeth clearly that any repent and forsake their sins, such may truly say unto the penitent, ‘Thy sins are forgiven thee’, for all sin is remitted by repentance and amendment and they are loosed from it, who forsake it and bound to it, who continue it. Nevertheless the fruits of the sin must continue for a season, for as we sow so must we reap, for God is not mocked, and they who sow to the flesh shall reap corruption, they who sow to the spirit shall reap life everlasting. Wherefore if any forsake their sins and confess them, let the presbyter say unto such in this wise, ‘may God forgive thee thy sins, and bring thee to everlasting life’. All sin against God is forgiven by God, and sin against man by man.’ And another asked him, saying, ‘If any be sick among us, shall we have power to heal even as thou dost?’ And Jesus answered, ‘This power cometh of perfect chastity and of faith. They who are born of God keep their seed within them. Nevertheless if any be sick among you, let them send for the presbyters of the church that they may anoint them with oil of olive in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith, and the going out of power, with the voice of thanksgiving, shall raise them up, if they are not detained by sin, of this, or a former life.’ And another asked him saying, ‘Master, how shall the holy assembly be ordered and who shall minister therein?’ And Jesus answered. ‘When my disciples are gathered in my name let them choose from among themselves true and faithful men and women, who shall be ministers and counselors in temporal things and provide for the necessities of the poor, and those who cannot work, and let these look to the ordering of the goods of the church, and assist at the Oblation, and let these be your deacons, with their helps. And when these have given proof, of their ministry, let them choose from them, those who have spiritual gifts, whether of guidance, or of prophecy, or of preaching and of teaching and healing, that they may edify the flock, offer the holy Oblation and minister the mysteries of God and let these be your presbyter, and their helps. And from these who have served well in their degree let one be chosen who is counted most worthy, and let him preside over all and he shall be your Angel. And let the Angel ordain the deacons and consecrate the presbyters - anoint them and laying their hands upon them and breathing upon them that they may receive the Holy Spirit for the office to which they are called. And as for the Angel let one of the higher ministry anoint and consecrate him, even one of the Supreme Council. ‘For as I send Apostles and Prophets so also I send Evangelists and Pastors, the eight and forty pillars of the tabernacle, that by the ministry of the four I may build up and perfect my Church. And they shall sit in Jerusalem a holy congregation, each with his helper and deacon, and to them shall the scattered congregations refer in all matters pertaining to the Church. And as light cometh so shall they rule and guide and edify and teach my holy Church. They shall receive light from all, and to all shall they give more light.’ The following was deemed to be of such importance that Jesus made it the central theme of a proclamation he made from the steps of the Temple after his triumphal entry into Jerusalem as the rightful heir to the throne of Judah. As the heir, Jesus was regarded as a priest-king with all the rights and obligations that went with the position. Standing on the Temple steps in the position reserved for the high priest who was known as the Melchizedek, he said: You shall not eat, if the poor do not eat. You shall have no clothing, if the poor have no clothing. You shall not have a habitation, if the poor do not have warmth or a fire in theirs. You shall not be cured of your illness, if the poor are not cured of theirs.
But there shall arise after you, men of perverse minds who shall through ignorance or through craft, suppress many things which I have spoken unto you, and lay to me things which I never taught, sowing tares among the good wheat which I have given you to sow in the world. Then shall the truth of God endure the contradiction of sinners, for thus it hath been, and thus it will be. But the time cometh when the things which they have hidden shall be revealed and made known and the truth shall make free those which were bound.
The Ascension And Jesus after he had shewed himself alive to his disciples after his resurrection and sojourned with them for ninety days teaching and speaking of the Kingdom, and the things pertaining to the Kingdom of God and had finished all things that he had to do, led forth the twelve with Mary Magdalene and Joseph his father and Mary his mother and the other holy women as far as Bethany to a mountain called Olivet, where he had appointed them. And when they saw him as he stood in the midst of them, they worshipped him, but some doubted. And Jesus spake unto them, saying, ‘Behold, I have chosen you from among men, and have given you the Law, and the Word of truth. I have set you as the light of the world, and as a city that cannot be hid. But the time cometh when darkness shall cover the Earth, and gross darkness the people, and the enemies of truth and righteousness shall rule in my Name, and set up a kingdom of this world,61 and oppress the peoples, and cause the enemy to blaspheme, putting for my doctrines the opinions of men, and teaching in my Name that which I have not taught, and darkening much that I have taught by their traditions. But be of good cheer, for the time will also come when the truth they have hidden shall be manifested, and the light shall shine, and the darkness shall pass away, and the true kingdom shall be established which shall be in the world, but not of it, and the Word of righteousness and love shall go forth from the center, even the holy city of Mount Zion, and the Mount62 which is in the land of Egypt shall be known as an altar of witness unto the Lord. And now I go to my Parent and your Parent, my God and your God. But ye, tarry in Jerusalem, and abide in prayer, and after seven days ye shall receive power from on high, and the promise of the Holy Spirit shall be fulfilled unto you, and ye shall go forth from Jerusalem unto all the tribes of Israel and to the uttermost parts of the Earth.’ And having said these things, he lifted up his pure and holy hands and blessed them. And it came to pass that while he blessed them, he was parted from them, and a cloud, as the sun in brightness, received him out of their sight, and as he went up some held him by the feet and others worshipped him, falling to the Earth on their faces. And while they gazed steadfastly into heaven, behold two stood by them in white apparel, and said, ‘Ye men of Israel, why stand ye gazing into the heaven; this same Jesus who is taken from you in a cloud, and as ye have seen him go into heaven, so shall he come again to the Earth.’ Then returned they unto Jerusalem from the Mount of Olives, which is from the city a Sabbath day’s journey. And as they returned they missed Mary Magdalene, and they looked for her, but found her not. And some of the disciples said, ‘The Master hath taken her, and they marveled and were in great awe.’ Now it was midsummer when Jesus ascended into heaven, and he had not yet attained his fiftieth year, for it was needful that seven times seven years should be fulfilled in his life. Yea, that he might be perfected by the suffering of all experiences, and be an example unto all, to children and parents, to the married and the celibates, to youth and those of full age, yea, and unto all ages and conditions of mortal life. In this scripture, we learn that Jesus father Joseph was alive at the time of Jesus’ crucifixion. There has been an intentional removal of evidence of Jesus family from the Bible. Jesus had at least four brothers and two sisters, something that is barely touched on in the Bible. This last verse infers that Jesus did marry and father children so that he could suffer all of human experiences during his lifetime. Christians are taught that he was thirty-three when he died, but that number, I am pretty sure, is part of the number code used in the Bible and not his actual age. Need I mention that the disciples believed Jesus had taken Mary Magdalene with him? Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 96 The Pouring Out Of the Spirit
And Peter stood up and preached the Law of Christ unto the multitude of all nations and tongues who were gathered together by the report of what had been seen and heard, each man hearing in his own tongue wherein he was born. And of them that listened there were gathered unto the Church that day, three thousand souls, and they received the Holy Law, repented of their sins, and were baptized and continued steadfastly in the Apostles’ fellowship and worship, and the Oblation and prayers. And they who believed gave up their possessions, and had all things in common and abode together in one place, shewing the love and the goodness of God to their brothers and sisters and to all creatures, and working with their hands for the common weal. And from these there were called twelve to be Prophets with the Apostles, and twelve to be Evangelists and twelve to be Pastors, and their Helps were added unto them, and Deacons of the Church Universal, and they numbered one hundred and twenty. And thus was the Tabernacle of David set up, with living men filled with goodness, even as the Master had shewn unto them. And to the Church in Jerusalem was given James the Lord’s brother for its president and Angel, and under him four and twenty priests in a fourfold ministry, and helpers and deacons also. And after six days, many came together and there were added six thousand men and women who received the holy Law of Love, and they received the word with gladness. And as they gathered together on the Lord’s Day after the Sabbath was past, and were offering the holy Oblation, they missed Mary and Joseph, the parents of Jesus. And they made search but found them not. And some of them said, ‘Surely the Lord hath taken them away, as he did Magdalene. And they were filled with awe, and sung praises to God.’ And the Spirit of God came upon the apostles and the prophets with them and, remembering what the Lord had taught them, with one voice they confessed and praised God, saying; ‘We believe in one God: the Infinite, the Secret Fount, the Eternal Parent of whom are all things invisible and visible. The All in all, through all, around all. The holy Twain, in whom all things consist; who hath been, who is, who shall be. We believe in one Lord our Lady, the perfect holy Christ, God of God, Light of Light begotten. Our Lord, the Father, Spouse and Son. Our Lady the Mother, Bride and Daughter. Three modes in one essence undivided: One Biune trinity. That God may be manifest as the Father, Spouse and Son of every soul: and that every soul may be perfected as the Mother, Bride and Daughter of God. And this by ascent of the soul into the spirit and the descent of the spirit into the soul. Who cometh from Heaven, and is incarnate of the Virgin ever blessed, in Jesu-Maria and every Christ of God: and is born and teacheth the way of life and suffereth under the world rulers, and is crucified, and is buried and descendeth into hell. Who riseth again and ascendeth into glory; from thence giving light and life to all. We believe in the Sevenfold Spirit of God, the Life-Giver: Who proceedeth from the holy Twain. Who cometh upon Jesu-Maria and all that are faithful to the light within: Who dwelleth in the Church, the Israel Elect of God. Who cometh ever into the world and lighteth every soul that seeks. Who giveth the law which judgeth the living and the dead, who speaketh by the prophets of every age and clime. We believe in one holy universal and apostolic church: the witness to all truth, the receiver and giver of the same. Begotten of the spirit and fire of God. Nourished by the waters, seeds and fruits of Earth. Who by the Spirit of Life, her twelve books and sacraments, her holy words and works: knitteth together the Elect in one mystical communion and atoneth humanity with God. Making us partakers of the divine life and substance: betokening the same in holy Symbols.’ And we look for the coming of the Universal Christ and the Kingdom of Heaven wherein dwelleth righteousness. And the holy City whose gates are Twelve: wherein are the Temple and Altar of God. Whence proceed three Orders in four-fold ministry: to teach all truth and offer the daily sacrifice of praise. As in the inner so in the outer: as in the great so in the small. As above, so below: as in Heaven so in Earth. We believe in the purification of the soul: through many births and experiences. The Resurrection from the dead: and the Life everlasting of the just. The Ages of Age: and Rest in God forever. Amun. The next scripture is heartbreaking to me and no doubt will be for many of this book’s readers as well. The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 33 By the Shedding of Blood of Others Is No Remission of Sins Jesus was teaching his disciples in the outer court of the Temple and one of them said unto him: ‘Master, it is said by the priests that without shedding of blood there is no remission. Can then the blood offering of the law take away sin?’ And Jesus answered: ‘No blood offering, of beast or bird or man can take away sin, for how can the conscience be purged from sin by the shedding of innocent blood? Nay, it will increase the condemnation. The priests indeed receive such offering as a reconciliation of the worshippers for the trespasses against the Law of Moses, but for sins against the Law of God there can be no remission, save by repentance and amendment. Is it not written in the prophets; ‘Put your blood sacrifices to your burnt offerings, and away with them, and cease ye from the eating of flesh, for I spake not to your fathers nor commanded them, when I brought them out of Egypt, concerning these things?’ But this thing I commanded saying: ‘Obey my voice and walk in the ways that I have commanded you, and ye shall be my people, and it shall be well with you.’ But they hearkened not, nor inclined their ear. And what doth the Eternal command you but to do justice, love mercy and walk humbly with your God? Is it not written that in the beginning God ordained the fruits of the trees and the seeds and the herbs to be food for all flesh? But they have made the House of Prayer a den of thieves, and for the pure Oblation with incense, they have polluted my altars with blood, and eaten of the flesh of the slain. But I say unto you: Shed no innocent blood nor eat ye flesh. Walk uprightly, love mercy, and do justly, and your days shall be long in the land. We learn from the Bible that all that is required for us to be forgiven for our sins is to pray, having faith that God will forgive us; And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. James 5: 15-16 From the book Many Mansions - The Edgar Cayce Story on Reincarnation comes this quote; For almost twenty centuries the moral sense of the western world has been blunted by a theology which teaches the vicarious atonement of sin through Christ, the son of God. To build these two statements - that Christ was the son of God and that he died for man’s salvation into a dogma and then to make salvation depend upon believing that dogma, has been the great psychological crime not of Christianity, but of some of its theologians. It is a psychic crime because it places responsibility for redemption on something external to the self; it makes salvation dependent on belief in the divinity of another person rather than on self-transformation through belief in one’s own intrinsic divinity. Pamela Kribbe, the Jeshua channeler, was asked this by an interviewer; “Jeshua takes great care to separate himself (his Earth life as Jeshua) from Jesus as portrayed in the Bible, what would you say is the key difference between their portrayals?” She answers that the greatest difference, “is with his portrayal by Church tradition.” She says that in the Bible, the stories are interpreted by humans with their own cultural and psychological backgrounds projected onto the material. She says that according to the Church’s interpretation, Jeshua appears, “as a deified figure, being closer to and more like God than us.” And that to underline his special position, “he is said to have died for our sins.” She goes on to say that Jeshua as he presents himself to her, wants us to know that; “We are as close to God as he is, that he was human as we are, and that he died not to take away our sins, but simply because ruling authorities were opposed to him, like they have been opposed throughout history to freethinkers and teachers of the heart.” She says that according to Jeshua, no one needs to take away our sins, and what we call sins, “are areas of ignorance and fear which are part of the human experience.” Pamela says that we are here to gracefully transcend them and enjoy the journey Home. She tells us that we are granted to be “fully human” by Jeshua. Pamela is not alone in saying that Christ’s death on the cross was not atoning. I just mentioned that Jesus said that his mission was completed. This was at the end of the Passover Supper, before the crucifixion! Our ancestors have been saying that for a long time. I have read repeatedly that Jesus came to be the example of how to live a life in accord with God. God does not require human sacrifice or even animal sacrifice. The Bible tells us that if we ask God for forgiveness he forgives us. Jeshua just said that to us as well. It was Caiaphas, the false high priest of Israel who told the Israelites to crucify Christ so that he could be the scapegoat to atone for the sins of Israel. The doctrine of vicarious atonement is a lie perpetrated by the enemies of Jesus and of us. It has had the effect of lowering the morals of those who think they will not have to reap what they sow, because they think they can do what they want and just keep asking for forgiveness. It is probably the single most detrimental lie perpetrated on Christianity and is the hardest thing I have had to come to terms with having to tell people. From Pamela’s website; Pamela: Jeshua, who are you? I am the one who has been among you and who you have come to know as Jesus. I am not the Jesus of your church tradition or the Jesus of your religious writings. I am Jeshua-ben-Joseph;63 I have lived as a man of flesh and blood. I did reach Christ consciousness before you, but I was supported in this by powers which are beyond your imagination at present. My coming was a cosmic event - I made myself available for this. It wasn’t easy. I did not succeed in my endeavors to pass on to people the immensity of God’s love. There was much misunderstanding. I came too early, but someone had to come. My coming was like throwing a stone in a large fishpond. All fish flee and the stone sinks into the deep. There are ripples noticeable long after though. One might say that the kind of consciousness I wished to convey, did its work underground after that. At the surface of the pool there were constant ruffles; well-meant but misguided interpretations rose to meet and fight each other in my name. The ones who were touched by my energy, moved by the impulse of Christ energy, could not really integrate it with their psychological and physical reality. It has taken a long time before Christ consciousness could set foot on Earth. But now the time has come. And I have returned and speak through many, through all and to everyone who wants to hear me and who has come to understand me from the quietness of their hearts. I do not preach and I do not judge. My sincerest hope is to speak to you of the vast and unfailing presence of Love, accessible to you at any time. I am part of a much larger consciousness, a greater entity, but I, Jeshua, am the incarnated part of that entity (or field of consciousness). I do not like the name Jesus much, for it has become so caught up with a distorted version of what I stand for. ‘Jesus’ is owned by the church traditions and authorities. He has been molded to fit the interests of the church patriarchs for centuries, so much so that the prevailing image of Jesus is now so far removed from what I represent, that it would truly please me if you could just let it go and release me from that heritage. I am Jeshua, man of flesh and blood. I am your friend and brother. I am familiar with being human in every way. I am teacher and friend. Do not fear me. Embrace me like you’d embrace one of your kin. We are family. I mentioned that there have been many occasions when Jesus, or rather Jeshua, has let me know he is looking in on me while I have worked on this book. One of those times was during a live e-mail exchange where he repeatedly inserted and then removed a huge red letter J and a red happy face symbol into our e-mails. As soon as I realized it meant Jesus was with me, I was ecstatic. I literally said to my correspondent; “Jesus is playing mind games with us!” The person I was corresponding with was so shook up by the experience he wouldn’t reply to me for about a month. On the first two occasions when Jesus inserted a letter J into messages, they were a capital J. The next time it was a lower case j. I thought that was odd. I wondered if it meant something. This was about a week after I had read what Jeshua just said about how he feels about the name Jesus. I realized that this small j meant that he was referring to himself as Jeshua. Shortly thereafter, I received another j and I was sure I was correct in my thinking. He always puts a j with words he wants me to hear in order to send me a message. One of them had a J and then; “This is where you want to be. You are right on the threshold of the new and you are very close to a breakthrough.” I can’t tell you how much those words meant to me. I’m not a patient person to begin with, and I’ve always felt pressure to get this work finished before it was ‘too late’. I was really feeling pressure just before December 21st 2012, because many people felt that something significant would happen on that date. I realized there would be no way I could finish before that date, so I had to accept that I had worked diligently on this book and would continue to, and if it was meant to be seen by others, it would be. When I read those words, “This is where you want to be” it was a huge relief. To continue with the words of Jeshua; The Christ energy that I came to offer you stems from a collective energy that has gone beyond the world of duality. This means that it recognizes the opposites of good and bad, light and dark, giving and taking, as the aspects of one and the same energy. Living from the reality of Christ consciousness means that there is no struggle with anything. There is a complete acceptance of reality. This absence of struggle or resistance is its main characteristic. Since Christ (or the Christ energy) recognizes the extremes of all thoughts, feelings and actions as the manifestation of the one divine energy, there can be no duality, no judgment in the way ‘he’ (the Christed energy) experiences reality. Let’s give an example here. When the Christ in you watches an armed conflict between people, her heart weeps for the fate of the beaten one, but she does not judge. She feels the pain and humiliation with each blow, and her heart is filled with compassion, but she does not judge. She watches the offender, the one with the gun, who has power, who inflicts pain, and she feels the hatred and bitterness inside of him, and her heart grieves, but she does not judge. The heart of Christ embraces the whole spectacle with deeply felt compassion, but without judgment, for she recognizes all aspects as experiences she has gone through herself. She herself has lived out all of these roles, of offender and victim, of master and slave, and she has come to the understanding that she is neither of them, but that which underlies both. The Christ energy has passed through all the energies of duality. It identified itself now with the dark, then with the light, but through it all, something remained the same. And when she realized this “sameness” underlying all her experiences, her consciousness obtained a new kind of unity: it was “Christed”. The Christed energy was the energy I came to offer you. Who I was is quite difficult to explain. I will try so by distinguishing between three ‘identities’; Jeshua, Jesus, and Christ. I, the one who is now speaking, am Jeshua. I was the human being who carried the Christ energy in my incarnation on Earth. This energy may also be called Christ. Jesus - in my terminology - is the name for the Godlike man who was the result of the infusion of Christ energy into the physical and psychological reality of Jeshua. This Christ energy was poured into Jeshua from spheres of Light which are - from your standpoint - located in your future. Jesus was the man who performed miracles and put forward prophesies. Jesus was an emissary from the spheres of light, incarnated in me. In fact, he was my future self. Jesus was, from my perspective as the man Jeshua living on Earth, my future self, who had become one with the Christ energy. Because the Christ in him was clearly present and visible to many people around him, he appeared to them as divine. I, Jeshua, was a man of flesh and blood. The unique and to some extent artificial aspect of the “Jesus-construction” was that I received his/my Christed self from the future. I did not become Christed on the basis of my past and the experiences therein. I did not achieve enlightenment in a natural way, but by means of an intervention from outside so to speak, by an infusion of Christ energy from the future. I had agreed to play this role before I began this lifetime. I agreed to be ‘overshadowed’ by the Jesus presence, as an act of service, and also because of a deeply felt longing to get to know the reality of my deepest potentials. Jesus, my future self from the spheres of light, had become one with the Christ energy. Yet he did not represent the entire energy of Christ here on Earth, for this energy encompasses more than Jesus. He is one part or cell of it.’ Christ or the Christ energy (it is more like an energy field than a personal entity) is a collective energy which has many aspects or “cells”, which are cooperating in such a way that they function as one “organism”. All cells make a unique contribution to the whole and experience themselves as individuals while being part of the whole as well. One might call these several aspects of the Christ energy angels or arch-angels. It is the hallmark of angels that they have a sense of individuality as well as a high-degree of selflessness, which allows them to feel one with collective energies and be joyfully in their service. ‘Jesus was an energy from the future who came to Earth to bring illumination and knowledge to humanity. He came from another world or even dimension, and he brought with him the elevated energy of this reality. His awareness of his own Greater Self remained intact while he incarnated on Earth. Because of his presence in me, Jeshua, I could easily realize the flexibility of material laws and “perform miracles”. The reason why the Jesus/Jeshua personality came to Earth was to create an opening or doorway to a different state of consciousness. I wanted to set an example of the possibilities that are available to each human being. (my emphasis) In the spheres of light where Jesus came from, it was felt that the Earth was going into a direction which would end up in great darkness and self-alienation for the souls involved in the Earth experiment. It was decided that a powerful impetus for change was going to be given which would clearly show human beings the choices available to them. By sending the energy personality of Jesus, we wanted to hold up a mirror to human beings and remind them of their own divine origin and the dormant potentials they carried within. The potentials for peace, freedom and mastership over yourself. Every human being is the master of his own reality. You are creating your own reality all the time. You are able to let go of a miserable or unsatisfying reality and allow Light to enter and transform your creation. Man is his own master, but he tends to give his power away to outside authorities who claim to know the truth and to want the best for you. This happens in politics, medicine, education, and etcetera. Also, your “entertainment industry” is full of false images about happiness, success and beauty, which serve no one except the ones who construct them. Have you ever thought about how much money is spent just creating images? In the media, the newspapers, the movies, on radio and television, images are spread all the time. Where do these images come from? Why are they there? Who designs them? Images are a means of exerting power over people. Images can make people subservient and disconnected from their true needs, without the use of physical force or violence. Images can make people voluntarily give away their own power and self-worth. They delude you in such a way that you need not be violently forced into anything; you will accept the values portrayed by the image as your own and act accordingly. This is what we would call invisible mind-control and it is rampant among your ‘free’ western societies. The function of Light is primarily to bring clarity, awareness and transparency to the invisible structures of thought and feeling that shape your life. Light is the opposite of mind-control. Where Light enters a reality, it breaks the bonds of mere power and authority and it breaks down the hierarchies based on it. It holds misuse of power up to the light and it frees people of delusions and illusions that take away their power for self-determination. Jesus was a threat to the ruling order at the time he lived. By what he told people and sheerly by what he radiated, he caused structures of power to be seen for what they truly were. This was unbearable and unacceptable for the existing hierarchy. The role of Light worker, which Jesus took upon him, was heavy; especially for me, Jeshua, the human being who agreed to carry this intense, bright energy in my lifetime. I, Jeshua, was almost overshadowed by the force of Jesus’ presence, the presence of my future self! Although it filled me with great insights, love and inspiration, it was quite a challenge physically to carry or “hold” his energy. I could not really integrate his energy into my physical being - the cells in my body were ‘not ready’ for it yet - so on a physical level my body got exhausted from carrying these intense energies of Light. Apart from the physical aspect, there was also a psychological burden to carrying the Christ energy. I found it very hard to watch the nature of the Christ energy being misunderstood frequently, even by my closest friends or ‘disciples’. As the human being that I was, I sometimes became desperate and doubted the value of the journey I undertook. I felt that the world was not ready for the Christed energy. I felt that its essence was not recognized. Jesus was truly a pioneer in his time. By the coming of Jesus to Earth, a seed was planted. It was the seed of the Christ energy. People were moved by what I said and did, and unconsciously, at the soul-level, they did recognize the Christ energy. Deep within their souls, a memory was stirred. Something was touched and set in motion. At the surface, on the level of what can be seen and felt in the physical world, my coming created much commotion. In virtue of the law of duality, the powerful infusion of Light creates a powerful reaction from the Dark. This is just a matter of logic. Light is confronting. It wants to break structures of power and set the imprisoned energies free. Darkness is the energy that wants to suppress and control. So these two energies have opposing interests. Where one gains in power, the other will strike back to defend itself and regain balance. Thus, my coming to Earth also initiated much struggle and violence, as a counter reaction to the Light I came to spread. The persecution of my followers, the early Christians, is one example of this violent counter reaction. But the Christians themselves, the founders of the Church, did not shun violence either in their pursuit to spread my teachings. Think of the Crusades and the Inquisition. In the name of Christ, the most barbaric deeds of darkness have been performed, by Christians as well as non-Christians. The Masters of Light, who decided to send me as an emissary to Earth, were aware of the fact that the intense and unprecedented energy of Jesus might invoke strong reactions of darkness. Jesus penetrated the reality of Earth like a comet. It was a kind of emergency measure from the spheres of light, from energies which were deeply concerned with Earth and its inhabitants. It was an ultimate attempt to divert the direction in which the Earth was heading, a way of interrupting cycles of ignorance and destruction which kept on repeating themselves. The results were ambiguous. On the one hand, the Light of Jesus invoked much Darkness (by way of counter reaction). On the other hand, the seed of the Christ consciousness was planted in the hearts of a number of people. An important reason for my coming was to awaken the light worker souls on Earth. (See the other channeled material for an explanation of the notion of light worker). They would be most sensitive and receptive of my energy, although many had become lost in the density and darkness of the Earth plane as well. Light workers are in fact emissaries of Light with the same mission as Jesus. The difference is that in their incarnation in a physical body, they are less connected to their wider divine Self than I was. They are more subject to the karmic burdens and illusions of the Earth plane. They are more bound to the past. With the incarnation of Jesus, something special was occurring. Jesus did not carry any karmic burdens from the past and he could therefore more easily keep in touch with his divinity. He was here in a somewhat artificial way, a presence from the future, being here and there at the same time. The consciousness of the beings of Light which jointly decided to ‘insert’ the energy of Jesus into Earth reality at the time was not perfect and all-knowing. Every conscious being is in the process of developing and understanding itself all the time. Among humans, there is a persistent belief that everything is predestined by some divine plan; behind this belief is the notion of a dominant, omniscient God. This notion is false. There is no predestination by an outside force. There are only probabilities which are the result from inner choices you yourself make. My coming to Earth was based on a decision made by a collective energy of light, which Jesus was a part of. It was a choice that involved risks and an unpredictable outcome. The collective energy of light I am speaking of is an angelic realm that is deeply connected to humanity and Earth because it helped to create man and Earth. Actually, you are part of them64 and not separate from them at all, but we are now speaking multidimensionally, i.e. on a level of consciousness that is outside of your linear framework of time. In another dimension or framework of time, you are these angels that make up the spheres of light, from which Jesus descended to Earth. You – light workers, are much more interconnected with ‘the Jesus event’, this infusion of Christ energy on Earth, than you suppose. It was to some extent a collective endeavor, to which you all contributed, and from which I, Jeshua, was the visible, physical representative. My message was that the Christ energy is present in all human beings as a seed. When you look up to me as some kind of authority, you have mis-understood my message. I wished and still wish to invite you to believe in yourself, to find the truth within your own heart, and not to believe in any authority outside of you. Ironically, the official Christian religion has placed me outside of your reality as an authority to worship and obey. This is quite the opposite of what I intended. I intended to show you that you can be a living Christ yourself. (my emphasis) I now ask you to recognize the Christ within, and to return to me my humanness. I am Jeshua, man of flesh and blood, and truly a friend and brother to you all.
She describes the new method of initiation as psyche rather than body oriented, which is yet confirmation of my denial of the possibility that a descendant of Jesus and Mary Magdalene would still be practicing ‘sacred’ sex. I believe I know now what she means by psyche oriented. In the Jeshua channelings, there are psychological healing exercises given. According to Jeshua, we still suffer the effects of our initial separation from the wholeness, bliss and peace of Oneness with God. And then of course we carry unremembered baggage from our past lives that still torment us. As Jeshua says, we can’t save the world if we can’t save ourselves. Victoria describes the activation of the heart chakra; P 299 The opening of the Heart chakra fostered the wisdom of the heart, sensitivity to the emotional life, and the possibility of altruistic love, as a sense of personal independence, of autonomy. The autonomy she refers to is that when one is Christed or has achieved the marriage of their soul and Spirit, they are considered unified. Victoria tells us that Jesus method did not require willpower, physical proximity, extreme asceticism or sex. His method opened the supra-sensible functions gradually, gently and safely and his method could be applied under ordinary, everyday conditions. My only question is; does anyone still know how to do this?! As the lower priesthood had in the past, the Roman church hierarchy saw the Baptism of the Spirit as a threat to their power. Jesus method brought autonomy to a person whereby God was their only authority and no intermediary was needed. When at the crucifixion scene in the Bible where it is said that the veil in the Holy of Holies in the Temple was torn, this symbolically meant that humans would have direct contact with the Most High God. No longer were they to worship in the outer court, they had access to the Holy of Holies. The mystical teachings of our family and Jeshua were suppressed by means of torture, murder and the confiscation and burning of our sacred literature. They called our methods evil. They called our symbols evil. Victoria LePage tells us that the path Jesus opened up incorporated three things. First, an inner yoga; second, its facilitating rites or housing; and third; its right timing according to the cosmic clock of the heavens. Jesus lit a flame two thousand years ago. The time for that fire to burn bright and hot is now. For it to do that it will have to burn bright and hot within us and we in turn will need to pass that flame to the people of Earth. Yüklə 5,84 Mb. Dostları ilə paylaş:
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