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Rhythm begins, you see. I hear. Acatalectic tetrameter
of iambs marching. No, agallop: deline the mare.
Open your eyes now. I will. One moment. Has all
vanished since? If I open and am for ever in the black
adiaphane. Basta! I will see if I can see.
See now. There all the time without you: and ever
shall be, world without end.
They came down the steps from Leahy’s terrace
prudently, Frauenzimmer: and down the shelving shore
flabbily, their splayed feet sinking in the silted sand. Like
me, like Algy, coming down to our mighty mother.
Number one swung lourdily her midwife’s bag, the other’s
gamp poked in the beach. From the liberties, out for the
day. Mrs Florence MacCabe, relict of the late Patk
MacCabe, deeply lamented, of Bride Street. One of her
sisterhood lugged me squealing into life. Creation from
nothing. What has she in the bag? A misbirth with a
trailing navelcord, hushed in ruddy wool. The cords of all
link back, strandentwining cable of all flesh. That is why
mystic monks. Will you be as gods? Gaze in your
omphalos. Hello! Kinch here. Put me on to Edenville.
Aleph, alpha: nought, nought, one.
Spouse and helpmate of Adam Kadmon: Heva, naked
Eve. She had no navel. Gaze. Belly without blemish,
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bulging big, a buckler of taut vellum, no, whiteheaped
corn, orient and immortal, standing from everlasting to
everlasting. Womb of sin.
Wombed in sin darkness I was too, made not begotten.
By them, the man with my voice and my eyes and a
ghostwoman with ashes on her breath. They clasped and
sundered, did the coupler’s will. From before the ages He
willed me and now may not will me away or ever. A lex
eterna stays about Him. Is that then the divine substance
wherein Father and Son are consubstantial? Where is poor
dear Arius to try conclusions? Warring his life long upon
the contransmagnificandjewbangtantiality. Illstarred
heresiarch’ In a Greek watercloset he breathed his last:
euthanasia. With beaded mitre and with crozier, stalled
upon his throne, widower of a widowed see, with
upstiffed omophorion, with clotted hinderparts.
Airs romped round him, nipping and eager airs. They
are coming, waves. The whitemaned seahorses, champing,
brightwindbridled, the steeds of Mananaan.
I mustn’t forget his letter for the press. And after? The
Ship, half twelve. By the way go easy with that money
like a good young imbecile.
Yes, I must.
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His pace slackened. Here. Am I going to aunt Sara’s or
not? My consubstantial father’s voice. Did you see
anything of your artist brother Stephen lately? No? Sure
he’s not down in Strasburg terrace with his aunt
Sally? Couldn’t he fly a bit higher than that, eh? And
and and and tell us, Stephen, how is uncle Si? O, weeping
God, the things I married into! De boys up in de hayloft.
The drunken little costdrawer and his brother, the cornet
player. Highly respectable gondoliers! And skeweyed
Walter sirring his father, no less! Sir. Yes, sir. No, sir. Jesus
wept: and no wonder, by Christ!
I pull the wheezy bell of their shuttered cottage: and
wait. They take me for a dun, peer out from a coign of
vantage.
—It’s Stephen, sir.
—Let him in. Let Stephen in.
A bolt drawn back and Walter welcomes me.
—We thought you were someone else.
In his broad bed nuncle Richie, pillowed and
blanketed, extends over the hillock of his knees a sturdy
forearm. Cleanchested. He has washed the upper moiety.
—Morrow, nephew.
He lays aside the lapboard whereon he drafts his bills of
costs for the eyes of master Goff and master Shapland
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Tandy, filing consents and common searches and a writ of
Duces Tecum. A bogoak frame over his bald head: Wilde’s
Requiescat. The drone of his misleading whistle brings
Walter back.
—Yes, sir?
—Malt for Richie and Stephen, tell mother. Where is
she?
—Bathing Crissie, sir.
Papa’s little bedpal. Lump of love.
—No, uncle Richie ...
—Call me Richie. Damn your lithia water. It lowers.
Whusky!
—Uncle Richie, really ...
—Sit down or by the law Harry I’ll knock you down.
Walter squints vainly for a chair.
—He has nothing to sit down on, sir.
—He has nowhere to put it, you mug. Bring in our
chippendale chair. Would you like a bite of something?
None of your damned lawdeedaw airs here. The rich of a
rasher fried with a herring? Sure? So much the better. We
have nothing in the house but backache pills.
All’erta!
He drones bars of Ferrando’s aria di sortita. The grandest
number, Stephen, in the whole opera. Listen.
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His tuneful whistle sounds again, finely shaded, with
rushes of the air, his fists bigdrumming on his padded
knees.
This wind is sweeter.
Houses of decay, mine, his and all. You told the
Clongowes gentry you had an uncle a judge and an uncle
a general in the army. Come out of them, Stephen.
Beauty is not there. Nor in the stagnant bay of Marsh’s
library where you read the fading prophecies of Joachim
Abbas. For whom? The hundredheaded rabble of the
cathedral close. A hater of his kind ran from them to the
wood of madness, his mane foaming in the moon, his
eyeballs stars. Houyhnhnm, horsenostrilled. The oval
equine faces, Temple, Buck Mulligan, Foxy Campbell,
Lanternjaws. Abbas father,— furious dean, what offence
laid fire to their brains? Paff! Descende, calve, ut ne amplius
decalveris. A garland of grey hair on his comminated head
see him me clambering down to the footpace (descende!),
clutching a monstrance, basiliskeyed. Get down, baldpoll!
A choir gives back menace and echo, assisting about the
altar’s horns, the snorted Latin of jackpriests moving burly
in their albs, tonsured and oiled and gelded, fat with the
fat of kidneys of wheat.
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