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He passed the cabman’s shelter. Curious the life of
drifting cabbies. All weathers, all places, time or setdown,
no will of their own. Voglio e non. Like to give them an
odd cigarette. Sociable. Shout a few flying syllables as they
pass. He hummed:
La ci darem la mano
La la lala la la.
He turned into Cumberland street and, going on some
paces, halted in the lee of the station wall. No-one.
Meade’s timberyard. Piled balks. Ruins and tenements.
With careful tread he passed over a hopscotch court with
its forgotten pickeystone. Not a sinner. Near the
timberyard a squatted child at marbles, alone, shooting the
taw with a cunnythumb. A wise tabby, a blinking sphinx,
watched from her warm sill. Pity to disturb them.
Mohammed cut a piece out of his mantle not to wake her.
Open it. And once I played marbles when I went to that
old dame’s school. She liked mignonette. Mrs Ellis’s. And
Mr? He opened the letter within the newspaper.
A flower. I think it’s a. A yellow flower with flattened
petals. Not annoyed then? What does she say?
Dear Henry
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I got your last letter to me and thank you very much
for it. I am sorry you did not like my last letter. Why did
you enclose the stamps? I am awfully angry with you. I do
wish I could punish you for that. I called you naughty boy
because I do not like that other world. Please tell me what
is the real meaning of that word? Are you not happy in
your home you poor little naughty boy? I do wish I could
do something for you. Please tell me what you think of
poor me. I often think of the beautiful name you have.
Dear Henry, when will we meet? I think of you so often
you have no idea. I have never felt myself so much drawn
to a man as you. I feel so bad about. Please write me a
long letter and tell me more. Remember if you do not I
will punish you. So now you know what I will do to you,
you naughty boy, if you do not wrote. O how I long to
meet you. Henry dear, do not deny my request before my
patience are exhausted. Then I will tell you all. Goodbye
now, naughty darling, I have such a bad headache. today.
and write by return to your longing
Martha
P. S. Do tell me what kind of perfume does your wife
use. I want to know.
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He tore the flower gravely from its pinhold smelt its
almost no smell and placed it in his heart pocket. Language
of flowers. They like it because no-one can hear. Or a
poison bouquet to strike him down. Then walking slowly
forward he read the letter again, murmuring here and
there a word. Angry tulips with you darling manflower
punish your cactus if you don’t please poor forgetmenot
how I long violets to dear roses when we soon anemone
meet all naughty nightstalk wife Martha’s perfume. Having
read it all he took it from the newspaper and put it back in
his sidepocket.
Weak joy opened his lips. Changed since the first letter.
Wonder did she wrote it herself. Doing the indignant: a
girl of good family like me, respectable character. Could
meet one Sunday after the rosary. Thank you: not having
any. Usual love scrimmage. Then running round corners.
Bad as a row with Molly. Cigar has a cooling effect.
Narcotic. Go further next time. Naughty boy: punish:
afraid of words, of course. Brutal, why not? Try it
anyhow. A bit at a time.
Fingering still the letter in his pocket he drew the pin
out of it. Common pin, eh? He threw it on the road. Out
of her clothes somewhere: pinned together. Queer the
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number of pins they always have. No roses without
thorns.
Flat Dublin voices bawled in his head. Those two sluts
that night in the Coombe, linked together in the rain.
O, Mary lost the pin of her drawers.
She didn’t know what to do
To keep it up
To keep it up.
It? Them. Such a bad headache. Has her roses
probably. Or sitting all day typing. Eyefocus bad for
stomach nerves. What perfume does your wife use. Now
could you make out a thing like that?
To keep it up.
Martha, Mary. I saw that picture somewhere I forget
now old master or faked for money. He is sitting in their
house, talking. Mysterious. Also the two sluts in the
Coombe would listen.
To keep it up.
Nice kind of evening feeling. No more wandering
about. Just loll there: quiet dusk: let everything rip.
Forget. Tell about places you have been, strange customs.
The other one, jar on her head, was getting the supper:
fruit, olives, lovely cool water out of a well, stonecold like
the hole in the wall at Ashtown. Must carry a paper goblet
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next time I go to the trottingmatches. She listens with big
dark soft eyes. Tell her: more and more: all. Then a sigh:
silence. Long long long rest.
Going under the railway arch he took out the
envelope, tore it swiftly in shreds and scattered them
towards the road. The shreds fluttered away, sank in the
dank air: a white flutter, then all sank.
Henry Flower. You could tear up a cheque for a
hundred pounds in the same way. Simple bit of paper.
Lord Iveagh once cashed a sevenfigure cheque for a
million in the bank of Ireland. Shows you the money to
be made out of porter. Still the other brother lord
Ardilaun has to change his shirt four times a day, they say.
Skin breeds lice or vermin. A million pounds, wait a
moment. Twopence a pint, fourpence a quart, eightpence
a gallon of porter, no, one and fourpence a gallon of
porter. One and four into twenty: fifteen about. Yes,
exactly. Fifteen millions of barrels of porter.
What am I saying barrels? Gallons. About a million
barrels all the same.
An incoming train clanked heavily above his head,
coach after coach. Barrels bumped in his head: dull porter
slopped and churned inside. The bungholes sprang open
and a huge dull flood leaked out, flowing together,
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