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Following the pointing of her finger he took up a leg
of her soiled drawers from the bed. No? Then, a twisted
grey garter looped round a stocking: rumpled, shiny sole.
—No: that book.
Other stocking. Her petticoat.
—It must have fell down, she said.
He felt here and there. Voglio e non vorrei. Wonder if
she pronounces that right: voglio. Not in the bed. Must
have slid down. He stooped and lifted the valance. The
book, fallen, sprawled against the bulge of the
orangekeyed chamberpot.
—Show here, she said. I put a mark in it. There’s a
word I wanted to ask you.
She swallowed a draught of tea from her cup held by
nothandle and, having wiped her fingertips smartly on the
blanket, began to search the text with the hairpin till she
reached the word.
—Met him what? he asked.
—Here, she said. What does that mean?
He leaned downward and read near her polished
thumbnail.
—Metempsychosis?
—Yes. Who’s he when he’s at home?
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—Metempsychosis, he said, frowning. It’s Greek: from
the Greek. That means the transmigration of souls.
—O, rocks! she said. Tell us in plain words.
He smiled, glancing askance at her mocking eyes. The
same young eyes. The first night after the charades.
Dolphin’s Barn. He turned over the smudged pages. Ruby:
the Pride of the Ring. Hello. Illustration. Fierce Italian with
carriagewhip. Must be Ruby pride of the on the floor
naked. Sheet kindly lent. The monster Maffei desisted and
flung his victim from him with an oath. Cruelty behind it all.
Doped animals. Trapeze at Hengler’s. Had to look the
other way. Mob gaping. Break your neck and we’ll break
our sides. Families of them. Bone them young so they
metamspychosis. That we live after death. Our souls. That
a man’s soul after he dies. Dignam’s soul ...
—Did you finish it? he asked.
—Yes, she said. There’s nothing smutty in it. Is she in
love with the first fellow all the time?
—Never read it. Do you want another?
—Yes. Get another of Paul de Kock’s. Nice name he
has.
She poured more tea into her cup, watching it flow
sideways.
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Must get that Capel street library book renewed or
they’ll write to Kearney, my guarantor. Reincarnation:
that’s the word.
—Some people believe, he said, that we go on living in
another body after death, that we lived before. They call it
reincarnation. That we all lived before on the earth
thousands of years ago or some other planet. They say we
have forgotten it. Some say they remember their past lives.
The sluggish cream wound curdling spirals through her
tea. Bette remind her of the word: metempsychosis. An
example would be better. An example?
The Bath of the Nymph over the bed. Given away with
the Easter number of Photo Bits: Splendid masterpiece in
art colours. Tea before you put milk in. Not unlike her
with her hair down: slimmer. Three and six I gave for the
frame. She said it would look nice over the bed. Naked
nymphs: Greece: and for instance all the people that lived
then.
He turned the pages back.
—Metempsychosis, he said, is what the ancient Greeks
called it. They used to believe you could be changed into
an animal or a tree, for instance. What they called nymphs,
for example.
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Her spoon ceased to stir up the sugar. She gazed
straight before her, inhaling through her arched nostrils.
—There’s a smell of burn, she said. Did you leave
anything on the fire?
—The kidney! he cried suddenly.
He fitted the book roughly into his inner pocket and,
stubbing his toes against the broken commode, hurried
out towards the smell, stepping hastily down the stairs
with a flurried stork’s legs. Pungent smoke shot up in an
angry jet from a side of the pan. By prodding a prong of
the fork under the kidney he detached it and turned it
turtle on its back. Only a little burnt. He tossed it off the
pan on to a plate and let the scanty brown gravy trickle
over it.
Cup of tea now. He sat down, cut and buttered a slice
of the loaf. He shore away the burnt flesh and flung it to
the cat. Then he put a forkful into his mouth, chewing
with discernment the toothsome pliant meat. Done to a
turn. A mouthful of tea. Then he cut away dies of bread,
sopped one in the gravy and put it in his mouth. What
was that about some young student and a picnic? He
creased out the letter at his side, reading it slowly as he
chewed, sopping another die of bread in the gravy and
raising it to his mouth.
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Dearest Papli
Thanks ever so much for the lovely birthday present. It
suits me splendid. Everyone says I am quite the belle in
my new tam. I got mummy’s Iovely box of creams and am
writing. They are lovely. I am getting on swimming in the
photo business now. Mr Coghlan took one of me and
Mrs. Will send when developed. We did great biz
yesterday. Fair day and all the beef to the heels were in.
We are going to lough Owel on Monday with a few
friends to make a scrap picnic. Give my love to mummy
and to yourself a big kiss and thanks. I hear them at the
piano downstairs. There is to be a concert in the Greville
Arms on Saturday. There is a young student comes here
some evenings named Bannon his cousins or something
are big swells and he sings Boylan’s (I was on the pop of
writing Blazes Boylan’s) song about those seaside girls. Tell
him silly Milly sends my best respects. I must now close
with fondest love
Your fond daughter, MILLY.
P. S. Excuse bad writing am in hurry. Byby. M.
Fifteen yesterday. Curious, fifteenth of the month too.
Her first birthday away from home. Separation.
Remember the summer morning she was born, running to
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