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All dead names. A dead sea in a dead land, grey and old.
Old now. It bore the oldest, the first race. A bent hag
crossed from Cassidy’s, clutching a naggin bottle by the
neck. The oldest people. Wandered far away over all the
earth, captivity to captivity, multiplying, dying, being born
everywhere. It lay there now. Now it could bear no more.
Dead: an old woman’s: the grey sunken cunt of the world.
Desolation.
Grey horror seared his flesh. Folding the page into his
pocket he turned into Eccles street, hurrying homeward.
Cold oils slid along his veins, chilling his blood: age
crusting him with a salt cloak. Well, I am here now. Yes, I
am here now. Morning mouth bad images. Got up wrong
side of the bed. Must begin again those Sandow’s
exercises. On the hands down. Blotchy brown brick
houses. Number eighty still unlet. Why is that? Valuation
is only twenty-eight. Towers, Battersby, North,
MacArthur: parlour windows plastered with bills. Plasters
on a sore eye. To smell the gentle smoke of tea, fume of
the pan, sizzling butter. Be near her ample bedwarmed
flesh. Yes, yes.
Quick warm sunlight came running from Berkeley
road, swiftly, in slim sandals, along the brightening
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footpath. Runs, she runs to meet me, a girl with gold hair
on the wind.
Two letters and a card lay on the hallfloor. He stooped
and gathered them. Mrs Marion Bloom. His quickened
heart slowed at once. Bold hand. Mrs Marion.
—Poldy!
Entering the bedroom he halfclosed his eyes and
walked through warm yellow twilight towards her tousled
head.
—Who are the letters for?
He looked at them. Mullingar. Milly.
—A letter for me from Milly, he said carefully, and a
card to you. And a letter for you.
He laid her card and letter on the twill bedspread near
the curve of her knees.
—Do you want the blind up?
Letting the blind up by gentle tugs halfway his
backward eye saw her glance at the letter and tuck it
under her pillow.
—That do? he asked, turning.
She was reading the card, propped on her elbow.
—She got the things, she said.
He waited till she had laid the card aside and curled
herself back slowly with a snug sigh.
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—Hurry up with that tea, she said. I’m parched.
—The kettle is boiling, he said.
But he delayed to clear the chair: her striped petticoat,
tossed soiled linen: and lifted all in an armful on to the
foot of the bed.
As he went down the kitchen stairs she called:
—Poldy!
—What?
—Scald the teapot.
On the boil sure enough: a plume of steam from the
spout. He scalded and rinsed out the teapot and put in
four full spoons of tea, tilting the kettle then to let the
water flow in. Having set it to draw he took off the kettle,
crushed the pan flat on the live coals and watched the
lump of butter slide and melt. While he unwrapped the
kidney the cat mewed hungrily against him. Give her too
much meat she won’t mouse. Say they won’t eat pork.
Kosher. Here. He let the bloodsmeared paper fall to her
and dropped the kidney amid the sizzling butter sauce.
Pepper. He sprinkled it through his fingers ringwise from
the chipped eggcup.
Then he slit open his letter, glancing down the page
and over. Thanks: new tam: Mr Coghlan: lough Owel
picnic: young student: Blazes Boylan’s seaside girls.
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The tea was drawn. He filled his own moustachecup,
sham crown
Derby, smiling. Silly Milly’s birthday gift. Only five she
was then. No, wait: four. I gave her the amberoid
necklace she broke. Putting pieces of folded brown paper
in the letterbox for her. He smiled, pouring.
O, Milly Bloom, you are my darling.
You are my lookingglass from night to morning.
I’d rather have you without a farthing
Than Katey Keogh with her ass and garden.
Poor old professor Goodwin. Dreadful old case. Still he
was a courteous old chap. Oldfashioned way he used to
bow Molly off the platform. And the little mirror in his
silk hat. The night Milly brought it into the parlour. O,
look what I found in professor Goodwin’s hat! All we
laughed. Sex breaking out even then. Pert little piece she
was.
He prodded a fork into the kidney and slapped it over:
then fitted the teapot on the tray. Its hump bumped as he
took it up. Everything on it? Bread and butter, four, sugar,
spoon, her cream. Yes. He carried it upstairs, his thumb
hooked in the teapot handle.
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Nudging the door open with his knee he carried the
tray in and set it on the chair by the bedhead.
—What a time you were! she said.
She set the brasses jingling as she raised herself briskly,
an elbow on the pillow. He looked calmly down on her
bulk and between her large soft bubs, sloping within her
nightdress like a shegoat’s udder. The warmth of her
couched body rose on the air, mingling with the fragrance
of the tea she poured.
A strip of torn envelope peeped from under the
dimpled pillow. In the act of going he stayed to straighten
the bedspread.
—Who was the letter from? he asked.
Bold hand. Marion.
—O, Boylan, she said. He’s bringing the programme.
—What are you singing?
—La ci darem with J. C. Doyle, she said, and Love’s Old
Sweet Song.
Her full lips, drinking, smiled. Rather stale smell that
incense leaves next day. Like foul flowerwater.
—Would you like the window open a little?
She doubled a slice of bread into her mouth, asking:
—What time is the funeral?
—Eleven, I think, he answered. I didn’t see the paper.
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