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mother figure, and had an idyllic picture of motherhood when they were young,
sitting down with their children while playing with toys. And now they are not
disappointed and do not consider motherhood as a burden, although they do admit
that having the children around all day often makes them physically more tired
than working all day. The mothers always thought they would stop working if
they had children, but they like their jobs, and have found that it is not necessary
to
stop working altogether, because their parents do their share or their husbands
help out, together with a few days professional day care. The interviewees would
never take their children to the crèche too often, as that would be considered a
failure to their children, and is often not something that they were used to
themselves when they were young either.
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Mothers with large part-time jobs (25-35 hours): Balancers
Narrative of choice
The narrative of the mothers with large part-time jobs is
that they try to balance
their desires to be both good mothers and good workers. They tend to really enjoy
their work and motherhood:
Work is essential, caring is important. The sense of
self-agency among this group towards work is high. There are examples of
mothers who are able to change their life paths when things happened that they
disliked. Like Sophie who once gave up a job where she had to share an office
with a colleague who smoked three packs a day, and
than there was a friend who
said: “
Why don’t you start your own business?” She thought:
“Anything’s better
than this, I just want to go”. So she left the job and started out on her own. Or
Juul who realises, “
I have actually often done the things that people advised me
against. But I was strong-headed.”
However, their ‘choice’ of work hours (generally 32 hours), which
corresponds with their preferred number of work hours, is also characterised by
the social expectations to work part-time and not full-time.
“In my work it is an exception to work three days, but also to work five days”
(Medina).
“It seemed fun to be one day alone with your child, yet I also did not quite
dare to continue working full-time.”
Have you talked to someone about it?
“Yes. But you don’t have to say much, because everyone assumes
automatically that you will work less” (Juul).
“Jan finds it okay that I started working less. I think that for him it was quite
nice, he got more leeway then: because he really likes to work a lot” (Alice).
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Work attitude
The women in this group, as in the previous groups, have positive attitudes
towards work. Actually all these mothers agree that work gives a sense of self-
identity and self-dignity. Yet, in this latter group, mothers also mention a motive
that was remarkably absent in the previous two groups, namely their economic
independence. Although sometimes they work because of
financial necessity,
they never
only work for the money. They also share the conviction that women
should be financially independent, otherwise:
What would you do if you ended up
alone? They consider it rather naïve where women do not find this important.
Balancing mothers also narrate that they made early adult choices in relation
to their education and profession. “
After a two-hour lecture in philosophy, I felt
immediately, I belong there. I actually had it quite worked out, when I think about
it” (Juul). Sometimes the mothers describe how they were encouraged by other
people, because of role models of women in the media,
family members who had
the same profession, stimulating teachers, sometimes supporting friends, but they
also refer to bugbears.
“To work in a shoe shop, the thought of that made me sick, horrible. Yet I had
no legs up, no network. I thought it has to work, otherwise my life could fail
[…] I thought if I earn my own money with designing, I have succeeded in
life” (Sophie).
However, often it is that case that the occupations they are doing now in one
that they fell into, and was not part of a planned career.
And some mothers
confess that if they had the chance to plan their professional path again, they
would make different choices, and given a second chance would want to be a
scientist, a doctor, a psychologist, something more artistic, or to have their own
company.
“Somewhere in that period I have been put on a different track, now I think
why didn’t I stick to my own one” (Alice).
Or Cathy, who describes herself
as a real entrepreneur, and that’s what she
always will be. However, if she could start over a again, she would prefer to be a
doctor. Mothers did not follow their ‘real’ dream for a variety of reasons, but two
overwhelmingly prevailed: either they fell in love or they needed or wanted
money. As a result, their dream careers
just didn’t happen.
However most mothers are not unsatisfied with their present occupations, and
think they are doing reasonably well. They suppose that if they wanted to climb
higher on the professional ladder, they would have to give up a lot, especially in
relation to the care
of their children, which is something they would dislike. The
mothers are often proud of their jobs, and people around them envy them,
because of the interesting or attractive work they are doing, or because of the time
schedule and flexibility of their work.