Youareme“ The Earevelation of the jhwh volume 2

Only with the “acceptance” (“An-nahme = taking on) of this belief you are going to elevate yourself to a real “savior” (“Heil-land” = whole land)!
All that exists, exists only through you and out of yourself, which means out of your own not-knowing-ness/nescience.
Everything that has been “yesterday”, “before yesterday” and so on, is only your personal assumed knowledge. It very well could be possible that for example you have been in a coma for five years until this morning and that thereby your “present” firmly believed past has its cause in a “coma-dream”. Now if a doctor (=healer) informs you about your “real state”, you are going to humbly accept this fate. If then after the first shock you have adjusted, you are going to start to search. Your questions then are going to circle around only two things: ”Who am I really?” and most of all, “What is real?”! And this is how “one day” turns into a “thousand years” and a “thousand years” turn into “one day”.
You are going to understand my revelatory writings only then as a whole, if you read them under this premise – that is without tearing them “out of context”. In the ancient Hebrew there is no “earlier” or “later” – no past tense. The Hebrew hieroglyphs have such an “in-comprehend-sible freedom”, that basically one cannot comprehend them in any “time/space measurement” of the present. You are only able to grasp them, if you acquire a completely new form “of perceiving”. “The essential” of your present is your time-perception. It is the foundation of all that you are perceiving. But as you should have comprehended by now, the actual source of your present is the timeless content of your “not-knowingness”, out of which single fragments – for whatever reason – appear in your consciousness and are then spread out by you “into time”. The present that is now perceived by you therefore is only a “fraction” of the glory of the “eternal” that is within you.
The meaning of your existence consists in putting together the “single notes” perceived by you to a harmonious melody. Only once that you manage to do that, you will experience a harmonious life. So your meaning lies in consonance, in your own connection with the whole.

It only seems as if there were different kind of sources which “re-count” to you the “origin” of all being in your world. The “natural-scientific” way (which tells you about a “big bang”) is linked mathematically exact to the “Jewish view” (the one of “a creator God” who created “Adam and Eve”) and with all of the other mystical sources, through the “Gematria of the words”.

“In the beginning” is the word and in another place “the light”. Both are more or less harmonious vibrations out of which also originate African, Latin-American, Australian and so on and so forth thesis about “this origin”. But ultimately all spiritual sources originate from one and the same “subterranean lake” – your own “not knowing/nescience”. If now you try to bring order into all of these “possible thesis”, because you begin to realize your so far premature “inter- pretation-mistakes” by which you have defined your thesis (=worldview) “as true” and all of the other ones “as untrue”, you inevitably have to look out for a new form “of perceiving”.

Order always stands as consequence of thinking and calculating.
Your thinking is only some sort of a constructing with words; it is subject to causality. In order to be able to order something, you need some kind of a “hierarchical system”. Only through a “hierarchy” it is possible for you to also bring “harmony” into the fragments perceived by you. For as long as you endeavor to force all appearances into the measure of your limited idea of order, inevitably many fragments remain outside “as untrue”, and this way also there is only “imperfection”, that is “disharmony”, which is able to rule in your world which is per-re-ceived as true by you. This is also the cause for it, that almost all of the Bible reports until now defy all of your ideas of causality so far. The accounts of the Bible are coming from a world, whose “system of order” by far surpasses “by worlds” the idea of order you had so far. Because of the “multi-dimensionality” of the context of the Bible, with such a “superficial view” one inevitably must be confronted with “opposites”. It is just as if one puts the “two-dimensional projections” (=interpretations) of our already more than once mentioned cone opposite of each other. Now who is right? The one who claims that the superficially “perceived thing” is something “without edges, round and soft” (a circle), or the one who claims that with this appearance we are dealing with something “square, hard” (a triangle). And then these kind of “know-it-alls” in their stupidity start to argue about their point of view, instead of getting together and to unite it to a synthesis, to what it “actually really is” – a cone.

Your being here/existence in time and space sentences you to be constrained to “take a position” and thereby it also comes to the meeting of opposites. Space-time kind of thinking kills the possibility of one single source. Up until now “positioned theology”, which refers everything to a God, but does not want to accept, that this God also is EVERYTHING/ALL, kills with its “presumptuous picture of a God” the real belief in me – the God of the “all encompassing love” and “intelligence”. Most of the churches are preaching more about their own “enemy-images” than about my all encompassing love. Such religious organizations hinder thereby “real religiosity”. Neither Buddha nor Jesus had an enemy-image. Their “love for the neighbor” was “all encompassing”.

The way one loves his neighbor, this is also how one is himself!
Who only is able to preach “evil”, is himself evil on the inside! All of those who with the Bible in their hands refer to a self-right-eous point of view, have gotten lost in the superficial stating of single text passages – or better yet their status, without having comprehended the “entire
context, not even to mention to live it. A “Pontifex” (Lat.= “bridge-builder”), who is only able with his lifted up finger to preach the interpretations of his own enemy-images and accuses any possible “doubters” of his “truths” with a pugnacious look and with a reproving voice of heresy and then on top of it also believes, to own the might and the right to be able to “ex-communicate” this doubter, is of no help to any soul, not to speak of being a “bridge-builder” into the world beyond, of which I am telling you here about the whole time. Do view this kind of “excommunication” as something positive, because it does not represent a loss, but the first step into freedom.
In a real godly church there are no borders, no enemy images, no wanting to be in the right, no Mammon, pomp and claim of power. In my “only real church” there is only “boundless love” and the “understanding of everything”. Every wiseacre who claims the right for his point of view to be the only right point of view, suffers from a compulsion neurosis and thereby turns into a fanatic. Each fanatic lacks “the masculine”, that is to say the real creative; he is only being dominated by Pandora, “the first woman”, that is to say by his own limited logic.

To understand me the right way: These statements describe “no enemy image” of mine, but rather are they the completely unbiased/value-free description of the state, which inevitably has to be preceding an all-encompassing unification, because without a preceding separation you also can not relish the happiness of unification!

In your “ko(p)f” (Germ.=kopf=head) now it is decided, if you are really searching for the meaning of your being here and therefore are also able to listen into the unadulterated source which at this moment bubbles within you, or if you believe to already having found “your ultimate truth”. It is this truth which forces you to think according to its kind of way and to thereby also construct a world which you sense as being proven and for which you are willing at any time to go to an “intellectual war”. Immature souls are always only dominated by their own fanaticism. They want to “discuss it out to the end”, in order to prove themselves being the winner, or worse yet to “fight it out”. They don’t even flinch from psychological and physical force: human or monkey, this then is really not a question anymore!
200 Resch r “the head”
The sign Resch is the number 200 and as sound the “R”. Resch means “head” (“rosch” 200-1-300 = head; guide; leader; but also “beginning”). The Resch is the “kingly letter”, which symbolizes an “active being deeply moved” and a “steered movement”. The Resch describes the powerful leading and “setting-into-motion” of your ideas and plans. But it therewith also symbolizes the tautology which is predominant “in you”! Only once that you have passed through the needles eye, you get to the sign Resch. A monkey is not conscious of his actions/deeds. Only once you are able to elevate yourself above the traditional mechanism of your logic so far, you will succeed in uniting together in you the twoness of left and right to a unity. The head always comes first, just as it is always the case at the birth of a human. This is also the reason why the Bible begins with the word-combination “be-resch-it”. If read on the “sound level” this means “In the beginning”. “In the head” therefore everything begins. Your world only then begins to "exist”, if your Resch starts to think, that is to say if you begin to per-re-ceive something as true. Only through thinking you become aware of your world. The by you “believed being” of before and after consists only in the constructed assumed knowledge of your belief and this belief is being dominated by your so far limited rational logic. All of your “appearances” – but it would be better from now on to say “in-form-ations” – are always

only then there, if you think of something “specific” / “de-term-ined”. So what you are doing is fetching only one possible past out of many other possible pasts with your own reflecting (germ.= nachdenken=think after) out of your infinite nescience/not knowing into the “now” of your “light of consciousness”, that is to say into your present.

Your thesis (=view) so far, that all of the functions of your existence are “anchored/grounded” in your brain and are being steered/controlled from there, is purely a “metaphor”. Please do thereby consider most accurately, what the term “metaphor” really means. Your “brain” actually has as much in common with “what actually really is” as the “words” of a proverb - “if looking at them superficially” - have in common with its meaning. What do “lies” really have in common with “short legs” or “a pitcher”, that at some time or another breaks on its way to the well, with the “actual meaning” of all these statements? What I am concerned about is that slowly you should stop to identify yourself with this wobbly mass. Your spirit is standing above matter, if it has “grown up” out of it. The term “head” or “brain” in the Hebrew signs therefore do not define your “materialized head”, but rather your respective “spiritual center”.

So with it not a certain “permanent” materialized point is being defined, not a “space-time aspect”, which you “normally” place in the head of your body. Your spiritual center is always situated in that place, which is being illuminated by the light of attention of your consciousness in the “now”. Now with “illuminating” you can not only just imagine it to be an “optical appearances”, but rather any kind of “sensations” that your consciousness is capable of producing.

The “illuminations” (Lat. “illumiono” = “to lighten up”) of your spirit produce in you the “illusion” (Lat. = “illusio” = “mocking”) of an outside world reality. The world which is perceived by you only corresponds to an extremely realistic dream. If you dream, then you also don’t know that you are only in a dream world. During a dream the (dream)world which you perceive is just as materialized present as the one which you are per(re)ceiving (as true) at this moment! Only once you “really wake up” spiritually, if you pass through the Koph, and you thereby have overcome your “animalistic existence” – the monkey – you will also realize with your entire “psychosomatic whole”, that the actual reality which you have perceived so far, including all of the “experiences” linked to it of sleeping sometimes and to thereby experience dreams, that “all of that” solely belongs to a superordinate dream which you term as “your life”. Every time in the morning when you belief to have woken up after a night where you have slept “dreamlessly”, you have at this very moment in reality only “fallen asleep”. Out of ignorance and of not being conscious it actually stays hidden to you, that in this “dreamless sleep” you have been in the beyond world – that is to say that you actually have been “really awake” “over there” – and with the “opening up of your eyes” and with the activating of your space/time thinking that is linked to it, “if seen in the eternal light”, have only fallen asleep again.
The science of the meaning of deficiencies of the soul for causing a physical sickness is called “psychosomatic”. The psychosomatic therefore is the teaching about the relationship between physical and psychological processes in the human being. To be exact it is already the word “psychosomatic” itself which tells you this fact mentioned above. The Greek “Soma” does mean “body”, but “Psychomatium” means “death oracle” and the Latin “somnus” means “sleep”. Your “(life)dream” which “produces the illusion matter” and is perceived “physically” is called in Latin “somnium”.

A “limited” space/time world-experience can only be perceived in a “state of dreaming”. A space/time world happens/comes about only then, if the “perceiving soul” is not conscious of “all of its senses”. To the senses which so far you have not been using belongs for example also the “super-sense” (Germ.= Übersinn = above-sense) with which you are also going to perceive everything which is “extrasensory”. This super-sense is being completely ignored by the established natural science of “your world” and is being called “nonsense” and “craziness”. The reason for this lies in this, that this super-sense is beyond any form of quantitative space/time testability. If someone terms a “mystical experience” “as wrong” and “unreal”, just because he is spiritually not (yet) able to comprehend these states of experience and therefore can also not “experience it himself” because of the immaturity of his soul, he thereby only actually proves to himself his “weak-mindedness”. Each human being who considers these “none-sense thesis” of natural science, which is limiting itself in this kind of way, as a “measurement for all being”, behaves just like a thick-headed child that usually also does not want to let go of that which it has “set his mind on”. I know that all of this still sounds quite “unbelievable” to you, but trust me, you can thereby only lose the least bit – this is your disharmonious world-picture so far – and win the highest.

You too so far allow yourself only to be led exclusively by your “five animalistic senses”. For as long as you are only able to refer to these ones, you will never be able to grasp the world of “real freedom”. For as long as you only consider your “logical habits” so far to be possible, the “conscious perception” of the “timeless actual reality” will always remain a secret to you. It is as if you refuse to learn something, for example a foreign language. Inevitably you then will never be able to understand this language. But in that case you are not going to be so stupid as to doubt this foreign language as being “untrue”, to declare it as “nonsense” and to deny its existence – just because you are not able to “perceive”, that is to say to understand this language. But your pseudo-smart natural scientists behave just like that. They do not permit any other kind of language (=logic) besides their own to be allowed “as being logically existent”.
Every time that the dogma of your “believed” natural scientific and spirit science theses binds you to the “one-sidedness of your exitence”, that is to say, if you are only able to believe in this “dream” – which you rock-solidly sense as “being awake”, then in the night dreams torment you in this “great dream”. So you are also going to dream in this “great dream”, that from “time to time” you are sleeping and that thereby you are sometimes being plagued by sleeplessness. The world perceived by you then has completely drifted “to the left”, that is supposedly also the “side of the brain” in which your “fragmenting logic” has its abode. The Hebrew script, as primal script, goes from right to left. The right half of the brain is according to what neurologists say, the one in which there dwells everything “picturesque” and “analog”. So the spring of your world flows out of the “inconceivable”, the ”illogic”, that which is “not according to reason” and therefore “analog”, into your small, only logically perceived “left world”. For this also look in volume 1, page 239 for the root of the word “left”.
Only in the analog – in the “right” consciousness that is – there is a good and “at the same time” an angry God, a loving and “at the same time” a punishing God, to be understood as a higher synthesized unity, who “in itself” unites all of these opposites to a higher quality. It is this God,

who, when visualizing before Job “the whole” of the world, gives him everything double again. Job suffered only for this reason, because he too only knew “one side”. Such a God of course for “conservative theologians” does not fit into their concept. This is why they have tied me down on the Procrustes plank of their limited world perception and now they want me to dance to their fiddle. Every “space/time perception” inevitably can only be a dream, and or a vision,

since the actual reality which lies at the basis of my perception is without “space/time”. So in order to consciously perceive “that which actually really is”, you need among other things also “your super-sense”. So in order for you yourself to be able to experience consciously your “spiritual mindset/attitude” of the “space/timeless being awake”, you have to fall back on your “space /timeless ability to perceive” – on your ”super-sense” . But this then will only then come to appear “in you”, if you are also able “to believe” in it. But for as long you do away with “everything supernatural/extrasensory” as humbug, my actual reality will always stay a great riddle for you. What else then could everything extrasensory have to do with anyway, then with a “sense of perception” that is still unknown to you? All this is happening in your “head”, and if you have experienced the Resch as sign, then you also do know about it in your hidden innermost. Your real Resch is being experienced by you on your path through your being here/existence, before you can take part in the great final meal of life. In Sanskrit the root “ra” has the meaning “to bring forth” and “to produce”. In the religious Hinduist myth Rigveda “rasa” is a “mystical river which flows around your earth”. This river symbolizes your streams of thought – the stochastic movements of your Resch – with which you envisage “everything earthly” for you and therewith also make it present spiritually.
The R is a highly active sound (see for this also volume 1, page 120). It stands for your “spiritual excitement”, the “leading principle” and “the movement” (exciting, raging, regulating, ruling, rolling, running, wheel (Germ.=Rad), trans, rod and so on).
Now we enter the level of the Schin. It is the sign with the great secret of the meaning of your existence. The secret which needs you yourself for its own uncovering.
300 Schin w “The tooth”
The sign Schin has the value 300 and can make an appearance as “schin” with the sound “sch” but also as “szin”, as “sz”. A dot on the right side above the sign means ”schin” and on the left side above “szin”. Schin actually means “tooth”. You look at your teeth as tools with which you begin which you call “eating”. “Eating” (Hebr.= “achol” 1-20-30) means a connection of “everything/all” (Hebr.=”kol” 20-30 = “all/everything”) with ALL/EVERYTHING, the “one”. So all/everything is being connected with the “one”, that is to say if you hear or see something or “per-re-ceive it (as true)” in some other kind of way, then you are “eating” it, so this way it becomes one with you. On the basis of this kind of way of looking at it, it should also be clear to you that the term “achol” should in no way only be understood in the conventional way of “eating”. Everything that is being “received/taken on” by you becomes a part of you through the “achol”, by you receiving it in “into you”. You are chewing it up with your teeth in order for you to be able to “assimilate” it. And this is exactly how it is with actual reality. It is being “chopped up” by your (still) limited spirit into “digestible” bites and is being divided into time, in order for it to be “flowing” so that you are able to take it in “one after the other”. You should now ask yourself why you have to eat anyway? The answer to this is very simple: In order for you to be able to live! But this you should not only relate to “your physical life”. Also the symbolic function of the Hebrew Schin – the “spiritual teeth” – you do need, in order to unite everything which you are perceiving with the “one” – with yourself. Only if you achieve that, you begin “to live” spiritually! The fragmented perceiving of appearances bases in the secret of the duality of your creation. “You small God” in this way are communicating with your creation. Heaven in you calls earth and earth answers heaven. Both of them long for each other and feel the highest bliss/delight, if they find each other and “unite”. Every “becoming one again” is connected to a sense of pleasure. Every neglect or even purposely refusing to become one brings “you small God” pain. Even happiness and pain themselves are striving for this becoming one, which is being fulfilled by the dying of a “normal human” and the birth of the “real human” which is associated with it. All opposites nullify “in itself” in this new-born real human and in this way form with their synthesis the basis for a new, higher and more beautiful dimension of life, which makes for the conscious experiencing of the heavenly kingdom on earth. Only a pseudo-human wants to demonize evil, wants to fight it and would preferably hand it over to non-existence. An immature human who tries to fight against “evil” inside and outside of himself, is not conscious of it, that he himself is producing everything evil by his own only “one-sided interpretations”. The “conflict” (Lat.= con-flictus = the meeting together) between good and evil can only be “completed” (= Lat. con-ficio) (Germ.=”vollenden”=fully end) by their synthesis. This is the mystical relatedness, the coming towards each other of these two. A real human has brought these extremes “in himself” to one denominator – has recognized both of the poles, “positive and negative” as his “own source of energy” – which is able to catapult him into a completely new “spiritual living-space”. In this strange/peculiar way also the striving for “becoming one” of a man and a woman is being expressed. The “intimacy” and strength of the “longing for each other” surpasses as a rule any “rational logic” – all reason and rational grounds. It is said that the man “knows” (Germ.=”bekennen=acknowledge”) the woman, if he gives in to his longing. But only to “ac”know-ledge (Germ.=”be”kennen) by far does not yet form a “co”mmunity (Germ.= ”Ge”meinschaft) (see volume 1, page 10 and 14). Every “normal human” has different kind of reasons, obviously “irrational reasons”, to be refusing one thing and to view the other thing as being worthy to be pursued. This is how wars happen, this is the root of diverse kinds of political directions and religious streams. The “cause” which lies at the basis of this “normal human mess” can only be explained “rationally” from the view of a higher dimension of consciousness, it is that level where these “irrational motives” are being united to a synthesis. A rationalistic explanation “inside of” a personal “normal logic” inevitably always must go wrong and end up in fallacies of a dogmatic pseudo-scientific-ness. This one will, for as long as it is only able to think in a “raster of right/wrong” and of “good /bad”, always completely ignore (Germ. = außer acht lassen > leave it outside of the eight) “that which is essential”, that is to say the synthesized uniting of these opposites. All of your encounters and happenings do have for you a mysterious “background”. The cause for the collision does lie in your “ignorance” about that “which really is”. It comes to you to make this or that kind of experience and your task now lies in recognizing the duality of all of the opposites which to you mostly only appear one-sided, in order to then unite both of their sides with each other. Ultimately it is exactly the same thing with all of your experiences, as it is with taking in your material nourishment and its digestion. You need it to be able to live.
Do you need your mind and your strict logic to digest your food?
If you would have to consciously direct/steer all of your involuntary functions which are necessary for the digestion of your food, then these would turn into an unbearable torture. You then would be standing in front of a confusing mess, your inner decay. You would only be occupied with keeping up your bodily functions. No computer would be capable of helping you with the ordering of this confusing complex chaos, not to mention that no normal human being would be able to write the necessary program for this. But ultimately everything is functioning all on its own and only for your very best. And this is exactly how it is also with the “spiritual digestion” of your outside-world experiences. If you stop to try to organize them according to your primitive rational raster of good/bad, right/wrong, comfortable/uncomfortable and so on, you are going to note, that everything is going to, as if “being led by the hand of God”, come into a synthesis for your very best. You have been created to first of all take everything in. And just as it is necessary to chew up the food, so everything that is experienced is being
divided up by you into small pieces. Everything is made “flowing”. A baby is only able to take in what is liquid and/or pulp. Analog to this your immature spirit as well needs a “timely form”, in order to be able to spiritually digest my “static actual reality”. Your encounter with eating starts with your 32 teeth – your encounter with actual reality starts with the 32 paths of the Sephirot-tree. The correlation of inside and outside therefore is physically as well as spiritually linked by the number 32. The 32 teeth are symbolically identical with these 32 paths, which are able to unite the multiplicity of all of your appearances to an alive whole. And this is exactly why the Schin is such an important and decisive sign. With the Aleph and the Mem it belongs to the three primal signs.
Everything which nourishes you therefore seems to be coming to you “from the outside”, it appears to you therefore also different from you and you are dependent on taking it in. As grown up being in my image you are one with the world, which seems to surround you. Since not everything which you take in stays with you yet, I show you, that your development – your becoming one – is still in the process of becoming. This becoming goes hand in hand with the sensation of your time/space existence. Your being here is marked by misunderstanding and rejection. Your spiritual “not wanting to comprehend and/or accept” some appearances corresponds to the “not being able to digest it” in the physical. And just as a human gets rid of that which he is not able to assimilate of the food taken in, so he also has “spiritual excretions”. They consist of the spiritual material, which to him seems to be “wrong” and “evil”. For as long as you are not able to interpret the meaning of enmity, desolation and stultification, of plagues and sickness, then you also have not comprehended the meaning of your existence on “this level of consciousness”. If your “rational” logic has developed so far, that your spiritual “capacity to calculate” (=”rational” ability to perceive) is sufficient to solve all of the “bi-nominal equations” which are being put before you in your “world which is appearing”, then also all of the still “negatively” perceived appearances, through the synthesis with its own “positive opposite”, are going to dissolve all on their own. The “new dimension” that comes forth out of this synthesis is then going to become your new “living space”, which you are also going to perceive “rationally” through this improved/heightened consciousness. So don’t allow yourself to get bothered by it, that excretions – physical as well as spiritual ones - are still being sensed by you as bad and or as smelling bad and therefore appear to you as “being of no use”. You need your spiritual excretions for your development just as urgently as the plant needs fertilizer.

Examine everything which to you appears to be “evil” and “wrong”, intellectually contemplate about it, don’t push it away. You can’t get your hands dirty with it. Better thank God for it that he brings to you this “spiritual food with lots of ruffage” and therewith also the possibility, with the help of that which you cannot use, “to grow beyond yourself”. Doesn’t your body also accomplish your physical digesting without your consciousness thereby getting involved? In the physical you too have “blind confidence” into the ingenuity of my creation, don’t you? You don’t think the least bit about wanting to get involved in this “process of selection” of “good and/or usable” and “bad and/or unusable”. But in the spiritual the egoistic wiseacre in you is dominating, who in his ignorance elevates himself to a judge over all of the appearances perceived by you. But here too your trust/confidence and your serenity would be the right conduct. Everything that is not able to “build you up”, I will remove, What’s the reason anyway why I am feeding you with these unusable spiritual ruffage? Why are there these bad things? Why the evil, that is being done to you, or better yet, that you are inflicting on yourself constantly? It has its purpose in going through you and fulfills this, if it passes through you without the slightest bit of resistance. Only once you have developed yourself to a spiritual “supra-conductor”, then all of the “energies of aliveness which are being fed into you by me” are going to be retained in you “for all eternity”. The Schin – the trident w – is also the sign of

the name of God “schadai” 300-4-10, which symbolizes to you your “pure rest of God being” and therefore expresses your center between “good and evil”.
It is the future pursued by you which gives your momentary present its meaning. Your ideas are your spiritual children and each child which is born is a sign, that another world is coming. But on the other hand it is said that one cannot choose ones own children. Your “rational” logic is the “womb” (Hebr. “rechem”, 200-8-40), the “CAD-program” that is, by which you are constructing your world. But the radicals of “rechem” can also be read as “rachem”, 200-8-40 (= “mercy”, “pity”), and as “racham”, 200-8-40 (“Egyptian vulture” [neophron percnopterus]).With what kind of eyes are you looking into your world? Mercy accrues with your belief into the unexpected and through your trust in me. If you want to decide everything yourself and only try to “secure/safeguard” yourself (at someone else’s expense) – if you waste your energies on settling down in this defect world, because you are not able to believe in another one – your spirit turns into the “rechem” of a “racham”. Only your longing for the “ultimate future”, which you are going to “experience” after your space/time worlds, is able to open up to your still limited existence the sense for “the essential”. Mercy is the art of enjoying the unexpected, it cannot be bought. A money-changer and a profiteer as such cannot be merciful. Don’t try to want to comprehend and therewith to dominate your world only on the grounds of your “normal logic”. In this way you ignore “the great secret” in you completely and thereby make it your enemy. To be exact this is how you make of yourself your own opponent. My laws are called “right-eous-ness pure” (Hebr. “pur” = “co-incidence” Germ. = ”Zu-fall”= it falls towards you) –to each one as is due to him. My righteousness thereby surpasses your space/time perception, that is to say, the accounts are always balanced at the apodictic end – and this one is in the “now”! A real human knows the connection to his real father, he knows, that this only comes about through his “bechinnom” 2-8-50-40 (=“[doing it] for free”). Your “selflessness” is the “touchstone” (Hebr.= “boxan” 2-8-50), by which you have to “box” yourself through your existence. The one who is calculating does not want to know anything about this secret, because it frustrates his limited ideas and intentions. My secret is being experienced by “an understanding one” (see volume 1, page 137) in everything and in every experience. It also is concealed/buried in the seemingly trivial/petty deeds of normal humans. You are not going to get to the clue of the puzzle of the great secret of existence through a mechanical accumulation of mere “knowledge”, but rather only “autopoietic” (self-organizing in organisms) through your own spiritual “rechem” – which already now carries in itself all of the future fruits which are to appear to you.
An “anthropology” (teaching about the human) only then can be viewed as reputable, if it brings the human also into focus on all of his levels of existence, and tries to point out, that all of these domains are interrelated in an inviolable unity. The “center” thereby is pure light and the interpreting, growing spirit is the dia-positive, by which this light seems to be projecting imperfect worlds towards the outside. All of the words are being unconsciously individually interpreted by the respective thinker and this way effect/influence his actions, his body and the world perceived by him: The conducted bi-nominalism of the words produces the here and the there. Buried deep within you there is the secret of the synthesis of your words.

400 Taw [ “the signs”

The last sign is the Taw, as letter the “T” and as symbol it means “the signs”. The sign is a combination of a Resch with a turned around Waw. The ancient Hebrew hieroglyph of the Taw is simply a “cross” – that is “the sign” per se; because it implies “the four-ness” which also is being expressed in the number value 400. It is this sign – the cross – which in Christianity means, that God the creator, “offers himself up” into this world and “lose himself/merge in it”. The term 400 is the utmost, which can be expressed, it symbolizes a “perceived timeless finality”, but not the apodictic end. The 400 is the “en-bodiment” of everything and is therefore also being used as the expression for eternity. The 400 years of captivity in Egypt therefore signify a “captivity without beginning and end”. One can only save/deliver oneself out of this captivity of “two-ness”, if one dares to break through its “intellectual walls”. Cowards, which hold on to the old, because they want to “be on the safe side” – who prefer the sparrow in their hand to the dove on the roof – are eternally going to stay the prisoners of their own stupidities. This is also the secret of your “exile/banishment” (Hebr.= “galguth” 3-30-400) in this uncomfortable level of being here/existence and the secret of your always all over again repeating “unconscious reincarnation” into this existence. (see volume 1, page 234). I know that to your reason this explanation appears to you “impossible”, even though you are longing for a “simple” (Germ.= “ein-fach”) explanation for your being here/existence. So if in the Bible it is written, that the land Israel is 400 x 400 (Para-sangen!) large, then this is supposed to mean, that the land Israel stands as a symbol for “this (your) creation” and that this “stage of maturity of your soul” stands under the sign of the Taw. This means, that you are going to remain in “your” uncomfortable, self-constructed world for so long until you have comprehended its “real laws”. So therefore what it is about is a “limited time-space”, and yet it does not have a beginning nor an end.

If out of ignorance you make the mistake to adopt the symbols of the Bible – no matter if they are about space- and time-measurements or names or things – “one to one” into the space/time world perceived by you, you inevitably have to end up in a chaos of false interpretations.
In this place I emphasize again emphatically:
“Every single sign” and the “words” that are being “form-ed” with them in my revelatory writings do represent “first of all” mathematical items, that is “purely qualitative-mathematical symbols”! I therewith transform the “extreme complexity” of my quantitative-mathematical, that is to say harmoniously constructed actual reality, onto a “verbal metaphor level” that is easier to be understood by immature souls.
The “static number-construction” of my actual reality transforms itself by a “fanning out into time” through verbal description into symbolic fairytales and “parables”, in which my entire harmonious wisdom is being contained. Any occurring possible similarities (Germ.= Ähn-lichkeiten > Ahnen-reihe =”ancestral line”) with “erewhile” (“ehemals) having been alive “persons” (lat. “per-sono” = “through sound”) are thereby anything else but “purely co-incidential”. All “personalities” out of history and mythology, this is to say your “per-son-al” (Germ.= “Ei”genen) “archtypes” (Lat.= “arca” = “case, shrine”; “typus” = “figure”) greet you, if “in the now” you think of them, out of your own “sub(un)consciousness”!
Longum iter est per praecepta breve et efficaz per exempla!

(Long is the path (to real insight/realization) through learning, [but] short and efficient through an example!)

Each 4 thereby reaches always until the next higher level, at least until its border, until the manifestation of a “new “one”. This means:

1+2+3+4 is Daleth = the door to God 10

10+20+30+40 is Mem = the time of the Koph 100

100+200+300+400 is Taw = the appearances of the trinity 1000

The “door” (the Daleth, the 4) opens for you the entry to time. The “time” (the Mem, the 40) opens for you the entry to eternity (theTaw, the 400) and “this eternity” then opens to you your path to my “heavenly kingdom” – that is to say to me! And since I am you, also to your real being, to you yourself. For all “normal”, and this actually means “nominal humans”, who lock themselves into their limited, because a-miss interpreted verbal “language-world”, their own perceivable horizon – their belief – ends with the 400. For the 500 there is no Hebrew sign anymore, because from the 500 on begins the “non-verbal higher world-perception” –“the pure understanding”. On your “path of development” you are finding yourself “at this time” still “outside of” this non-verbal worlds, and yet these higher dimensions are “inside of” the “verbal world” (verb) which is being perceived by you.
That now I have sent my son of man into your being here/existence, you should recognize as a sign, that now you have reached your maturity of soul, for a new “task” (Germ.=”Auf-gabe”=giving up of). You now have to search “in you” for your “super-sense” and develop this one consciously. You reach thereby the best results by your constant at-tention. You “train/exercise” your “value-free attention” more and more as you believe in the actual reality that is described by me verbally – that is to say in your “own” (Germ.=”Ei”(=egg)gene) HOLO-FEELING. Only with your psycho-somatic “becoming conscious of” my HOLO-FEELING-laws you are putting yourself into the position to “trans-center” yourself out of your present “misery” (Lat.= “miseria” = “disaster”), your limited space/time thinking. With your fully developed super-sense you then will also perceive “that which is space-time-less” not only “consciously” (Germ.=”be”wußt) but better yet “knowingly” (Germ.=”ge”wußt). Your super-sense thereby is going to merely turn everything, which so far you have believed to be “outside” of you, towards the inside, in order to unite it there with yourself. By this “turning around” your psyche and your physique – these two sides of your own di-cern-ment (Germ.= Ur-Teilung =primal dividedness) – again merge into a higher space/timeless synthesis. This “unity” is going to become your new, purely spiritual and thereby also eternal homeland, without you thereby losing your “in-divi-duality”. You then are finding yourself on the maturity-level of peace of soul. This space-time-less world is my world. My son of man is there the king of kings and sits next to me on my throne. I dwell in his transcendence, whilst in your world – the world which only reaches until the 400 and therefore is also “verbally de-scribe-able” (Germ.=be-schreib-bar) – he is present only in “your immanence”!
So this is the “act-ual” cause/origin for the 40 and the 400 that you often find in the Bible as measurement for time and for space.
In the book of Ezekiel a great meaning is given to the sign Taw, the cross. The prophet describes there the judgement on the humans (chapter 9), which he has seen in his visions. All humans who have not been marked with this sign on their beforehand are being massacred. Also in the revelation of John (7;3 and 9;4) it talks about this sign.

Only the ones who carry “the sign of my son of man” on their foreheads, are going to enter in to the new city Jerusalem. The word “sign” you thereby have to view in the sense of “being marked” The Hebrew word “oth”, 1-6-400, is also being translated as “sign”. It means:

A real creator (1) connects (6) all appearances (400).

It points to something, which does actually appear in your only limitedly “visible world”, but it is “at home” in the invisible. This “oth” connects – made apparent by the Waw – all levels from the 1 till the 400, all possibilities and all worlds “in itself”. It symbolizes the connection of the psychological with the physiological. It connects the “divinity 1” with the verbal (space-time) “appearance-world 400” – the “nothing” with “infinity”.

That which comes to appear in the world of “an enlightened one” purely as qualitative “feeling” or “mood”, is in the world of “a normal one” expressed/set in quantitative proportions and therefore appears there as a flower, an animal, a human, a sound, a color and so on and so forth.

If at the end of your path you have reached the Taw, then everything up to now will “be in question”. You then are ready to overthrow all of your assumed knowledge so far, to “give it/up”! Questions, which your still limited logic cannot answer for you, are now burning in your soul. Only if you are “there”, you have laid aside the fear “in you”. Your fears root in your great erroneous belief, to be losing something and/or to have to give up something. Learn from all of your appearances, which I “put before” you (“that which is put before you” = problem) and you are always going to gain more and more in my creation and grow spiritually.

Only once your consciousness has reached the Taw, you are also willing to get involved with the “great adventure” of a completely new “spiritual re-birth”. Only “there” the great “re-formation” happens, of all the religious and natural-scientific elements, which you carry within you and which so far seemed to “contra-dict” themselves.
The 400 is as quantitative expression the farthest border of your logic imprisonment so far. It is the end of your being here/existence with the “sign of the beast” (animal) on your “forehead” (Germ.=Stirn). This “Stirn” (forehead) symbolizes your “Hirn” (“brain”) – that is to say your limited logic which forces you to only act according to your limited “in-stincts” which seem rationally logic to you. One really could “not talk” about “a really free will” in your actions so far. Only that which so far seemed “logic” to you and which you with your words – that are constructed with these primal signs, which only reach up till 400 – can pronounce (aus-sprechen-speak out), has been sensed by you as perceivable (receivable as TRUE) (Germ.= WAHR-nehmbar). Everything that goes beyond that, so far seemed “impossible” to you. So in the captivity of the 400 (biblical years in Egypt) it is denied to you to find out/experience your actual calling: “The becoming” of a real human according to my image/likeness. Your longing to leave the “imprisonment/captivity of your spirit” is going to get bigger and bigger from a certain point of maturity of soul onward. This exodus begins with your departure/moving out of Mizrajim – your world of right and wrong until now. Your being caught (“be”fangen” = inhibited) began with the eating of the tree of your arbitrary knowledge of good and evil. Only with your own synthesis with all of the opposites that you have perceived so far, the door is going to open up for you to the “real freedom of your will”.
Your will to this synthesis corresponds to your “task” (Germ.=”Aufgabe” = give up) in this being here/existence. But this requires an “ALL ENCOMPASSING LOVE” of yours – the “real Christian love (for your neighbor)”. By this you are the one closest to yourself. (Re)lease (leave=de-live-er) yourself from all pain of the soul and you will therewith also deliver the entire world that so far has been perceived by you disharmoniously.

Humans who carry in themselves “enemy-images” – no matter what kind, are only “sanctimonious” (Germ.=”scheinheilig” = ”seeming to be holy”) pseudo-Christians, and/or pseudo-Buddhists, pseudo-Muslims, pseudo-Taoists and so on and so forth.

Only that which is valid and established within the 400, this you can/are able to imagine with your present world-view. By this inevitably also everything which is “verbally describable” finishes up for you with an “unbearable and “inaudible question”. You then suddenly recognize your “this world” as a dead-end-road which leads to an end and that no illusion is able to help you to get over it. At the end of this dead-end-road which you have postulated for yourself, there actually is your own death and the “dis-solving” of your up to now/present “I” . Everything which for you so far had structure/form in the measurable and imaginable, is then standing before a “getting devoured” of a/by nothing. If in your psychosomatic wholeness you become aware of it, that the world which you have perceived so far “materialized”, to be exact never has been anything else but this “nothing”, that for you – only by your ignorance – appears to be a world which “is independent of you”, then you have made the first step into your immortality. The end of your running track through these 22 signs allows you the possibility to make a step that so far you have considered to be “impossible”: the step into a world where completely different laws seem to be ruling. If once you are “there”, you will understand, that by and large they are the same laws as “here”, only with the difference, that now they are recognized by you, are being “known” (“ge”-wußt) and “respected” (“be”-achtet) by you. This new “point of view” of looking at your world only then opens up for you, if you keep yourself to “my real HOLO-FEELING laws” and not to your so far self-opinionated “timely inter-pretations” (Germ. = Aus-legung-en > what you lay out) of your assumed knowledge so far. So far you never ever have cared about the “actual sense” of my laws. Your “twisted interpretations” so far are the cause for your whole misery of existence. From now on esteem my laws in such a way as I want them to be understood, and you are going to make a big step into a “very pleasant surprise”. From now on the path is beginning, which lies beyond any quantitative ability to be measured and of any comparing, the path to the qualitative and real.

Your path begins with the Aleph, the sign of the “Taurus” (Lat. bull). But also “this beginning” has a beginning, because it points you to an origin which lies even deeper, which is hidden within the Taurus, to the “Aries” (Lat. “ram” = “one breaking (through) the wall). And this ram, as beginning of the beginning, appears to you in its own ex-istence as a “lamb”. My son of man is the lamb of a world, which represents the origin of “your existence”. He now has “in-carnated” himself for you into your material world, in order to be of help to you with your “metamorphosis” (=new birth through a complete change of form).