Youareme“ The Earevelation of the jhwh volume 2


The meaning of my upbringing



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The meaning of my upbringing:

Only by the voluntary keeping of my “Ten Commandments” are you going to develop yourself to a creative creator, who is in the position to contribute “harmonious creations” from himself to my whole. What this means, this I want to make clear/explain to you by means of a musical example.


A big symphony orchestra is composed of diverse musical instruments. Each one of these “voices” now corresponds to one human soul. If now each one only does that which it wants/likes to do without respecting the other ones, you are only going to hear a disharmonious noise. So there a rule has to be made that everyone is supposed to keep/direct himself to. This law consists of “two parts”; on one side it is my godly teaching of harmony, and building on that, the composition. Now if all musicians keep to these guidelines, you are going to get to hear a predetermined harmony.
Now we want to expand this example a bit, because there are also other kinds of orchestras who represent other kinds of musical genres and stiles – a folklore ensemble for example, or a rock-band, a brass band and so on. But for all of these also the just mentioned scheme of my predetermined law of harmony is valid. In all of these groups one has to subordinate to “this great harmony” in order to not allow any kind of disharmony to come up in ones own “kind” [of music]. Well now then imagine a great chamber (Lat. = “camera”) in which there is a different kind of band (Germ.= Kapelle > chapel >church!) in each one of the four corners. Now if symphony orchestra, folklore ensemble, rock band and brass band do start to make music at the same time, then again you are going to get to hear a musical chaos, even though all four of them keep “to their” idea of harmony. In order to now get harmony in this “big frame”, they all have to have in front of them a godly composition, for the “realization” and performance of this one the special character of each single band, together with the diverse sound-palette and directions of stile are urgently needed. This composition is called HOLO-FEELING! Now if everyone keeps to this godly composition without thereby having to deny their own musical roots – their personal sound – you are going to get to hear a tremendous, completely new sound which is more gorgeous and colorful in sound and which you have never heard before (and catch sight of a heavenly kingdom of harmony). But also this performance from my point of view still has one disadvantage. Everyone would have to subordinate themselves for this and to strictly direct themselves to my predetermined notes which I give, in order not to produce a musical chaos. But where then would be the by me promised freedom of humans be and his self-responsibility in this system?
Therefore I have thought up a clue in this whole thing, which represents the salt in the soup of my creation. It is the possibility of each human for the improvisation of his being-here/existence! The Latin word “improvisus” means “surprising” and “unforeseeable”. But it does not have the slightest bit to do with a “coincidental coincidence”, because its etymological root lies with the words “providus”, which means “to see ahead” and “provideo”, which means “to see it first” and “to see it ahead of time”, also “care(carry) for (the) others”. By improvisation one has to feel oneself into ones “own future” and to try to in a “con-center-ated” way bring ones own whishes/desires into harmony and into unison/accord with the ones of the fellow players and with the “godly composition which lies in front of you”.
In a jazz band (Germ.= Kapelle > (church!?) only by the individual improvisation of the single souls of musicians there enters “real life”! To only play mechanically by the sheet of notes put

before you (your rational logic up till now), this does not show much for a creative creativity.



Now what does improvising “act-u-al-ly” mean? Even though the soloist is thereby strictly keeping to the “predetermined basic theme” (Latin “thema” = “the leading thought”) (this is his love to the music [= life] and therewith also the willingness for a harmonious interplay [communal life]), he tries to fashion this basic theme even more “lively” through his individual “harmonious adornments” and thereby even more colorfully/gorgeous. The finesse of improvisation therefore lies in the individual freedom of each single musician (=human) “within” my predetermined raster by the name HOLO-FEELING-world! Only the improvisations of a human do breath into this static composition “real life” and make “that which is perceived” by that human turn into “his very personal and alive interpretation”! But the art of improvisation requires from a musician the highest measure of “sensibility for harmony” and “empathy” and therefore also “consideration” for his fellow players, in order not to create a disharmonious chaos in “the whole which is perceived by him”. There is no question about it that it is only reserved for musicians, who are versed and experienced in life, to improvise for the joy of all. Inexperienced and untalented musicians therefore should preferably keep themselves in the background and to the basic theme that has been agreed upon, in order to not “impertinently” get out of line (Germ. = aus dem Rahmen fallen > fall out of the frame). One should only permit a forward ego, one which vociferously is standing in the center, if one has acquired for himself all of the prerequisites and character traits for improvisation – only then one turns into the center of the whole for the harmonious joy of all/everybody – but all other kinds of egoism are only stupid haughtiness and egoistic self-over-evaluation, which are going to trigger/cause a terrible chaos in ones own perceived world. But the disharmonious noise which is thereby being produced in this performance, this then one has to listen to himself, this is according to my just laws.
This here only verbally/language-wise drawn picture has a huge metaphoric depth and describes to you the secret context of harmony of your being here/existence and therewith also the one of your perceived world. The different bands thereby do represent the different political and religious ideologies. The laymen members of these “normal organizations” have already among each other such differing egoistic opinions about the term “harmony”, that they have completely lost out of sight what kind of music they actually are supposed to play in their world. So it is a basic prerequisite to first of all discover again the political and/or religious roots of ones “own stylistic direction” and its “laws of harmony”, in order to then study them diligently for himself, before one dares to go public in a “self-over-evaluating forwardness”. Any similarities to great religions and parties are not purely coincidental ! Only once that within these dogmatically guided organizations there is being cultivated real freedom of thought and the original harmony of their own “spiritual roots” which has gotten lost, the fan of their “manifold” members is going to “gorgeously unfold”, in order to contribute with its unique character to the gorgeous colorfulness of my creation. Organizations which are in themselves disharmonious are in time going to scream themselves to death among each other and never experience what “real life” means. And never forget thereby, that here I am talking about a completely unfamiliar “time-scale”, in which every 2000 years there comes a great upheaval.
Now we want to go one step further in our example. In it all of the orchestras are playing in a great hall and this one symbolizes your world. Since I am the composer of all worlds, therefore also the religious roots of all these diverse orchestras are subject to my super-ordinate law of harmony, so that it would not even be possible for any disharmony to come up, if the “leaders” of these organizations would know these simple laws and would also keep them. Because what the “bellwether” show how to do, unconsciously also the little sheep do copy! Your “decision makers” so far are anything else but responsible-minded and therefore trustworthy “role-models”!
They prefer to be celebrated by you (still) dumb small human, to be admired and partly even to be “worshipped”. As a thanks for all of this they “want” without question only your very best (= your money!!!).

What kind of terrible role-models have you chosen for yourself so far?



A real role-model however is going to (completely for free and only out of pure love) know how to give to you a “real role-model”, simply only by knowing how to himself live the life of a “real role-model” for you.
What actually is it, that makes you yourself different from your [pseudo] role-models so far?
Aren’t you behaving in small parts exactly just like them?

Didn’t I tell you, that the way it is “in you”, so it is also “outside” of you!”
Don’t you too want to be “admired” by your fellow humans and represent something “better” than as what you feel yourself to be at this moment? What do you understand “being something better” to be? More money and more luxury goods? More material [pseudo]comforts? More admiration (or better to say more arrogant haughtiness)? More influence on the shaping of your being-here/existence – that is to say more power?
To become something “really better” means for you unavoidably also to have to become “crazy” (Germ- = ver-rückt > moved away) – and that is into a new world-picture with completely different laws of perception! But by whom are you going to get moved into that? First of all only by you yourself, because …
Your personally chosen path of life determines also your aim/goal/destination[area]!
But now this does not mean that if for example you have focused on material riches, that you are also going to reach them. What you are then going to get presented by me in your dream of existence through this selfish desire, is first of all then going to be a capitalistic nightmare, in which you have to fight daily for your so much longed for cash. Are you then still going to be so dumb as to assume, that money represents “security” and that it is going to be able to eradicate your fears which are tormenting you – not to speak of catastrophes, disaster, sickness and death? If now I let you win one million in lottery, do you fool actually belief that you are going to become happier with it!? You are then going to get catapulted from your present mere “existential fear” into a much greater “intoxication of fear”, because very fast your illusion of “happiness” which you had at the start – this is only a very primitive mock-up of real peace of soul – is going to disappear. After this you are going to have to fight with entirely new, even much greater fears (for example with the “humongous fear” of losing all of that money again!). Ultimately it is only “the quality” of your subjectively sensed “feeling of happiness” which is the deciding thing, and not the physical and/or psychological trigger that is behind that. There are humans, where a small tender touch, an honest smile or a piece of bread triggers much more bliss than in other ones the purchase of the fifths luxury vehicle or who have a 40 percent increase in sales. This “real bliss” you have completely lost out of your spiritual sight and this is why you also feel most of the time so empty, meaningless and dissatisfied. With all of your “having to earn money” and “wanting to get to the top” (maybe also “wanting to better the world”) you have ceased to search for the real “meaning of your being here/existence”. This one would be to make yourself “un-condition-ally blissful”!

I have given you your free will in order for you to be able to determine your belief yourself. This does not mean anything else but the possibility to “improvise” in your being-here/


existence. You may, are allowed to and even “should” leave according to my godly laws that which so far is narrow-mindedly “habitual” and “normal” and to focus with your “spiritual eye” and therewith also keep in your heart completely “unusual” and “ab-normal” new goals.
You can for example from now on start “with your whole heart” to live my “Christian love”!

“Love your enemies as you love yourself!”, it says there. If this does not represent an “absolutely crazy” (Germ. = ver-rückt >moved away) and “ab-normal attitude of life”, then even me as God do not know anymore what to do anymore.  But only in this way are you going to be able to make yourself aware of your consciously responsible self-responsibility! But this also requires of you, that you completely out of your free will – that is not out of some kind of hope for greedy gain – get yourself into this new “human responsibility”. So from now on you yourself should not anymore continue any longer to admire or even to participate in all of that material idiocy/feeble-mindedness of your (only dreamed) fellow humans. Since “everything” in your world – as your dream – springs forth inevitably out of your own (still unconscious) spirit, this Christian love for the neighbor is to be exact the greatest self-love which you are able to inflict on yourself – because you are EVERYTHING/ALL! So if you try to exploit, to defraud, to oppress or even to fight against someone, then you are only doing all of this to yourself, because this world is only your own mirror reflection – it is the mirror reflection of your own unconscious psyche! If now your “new goal” represents this Christian love (for your neighbor) and you from now on try with your whole heart to also live this love in your entirety unconditionally, what do you think what kind of dream I will then give you to dream? Why don’t you just let yourself get surprised? There is only one thing that I want to tell you about it : For sure you are not going to experience that which “at this time” you are able to “calculate” to be this heavenly kingdom, because I have already told you more than enough about the feeble-minded rational capacity of your (still) normal make-believe/seem to be spirit. There I am going to spoil you/give you a treat with “spiritual joys”, which are still completely beyond your present ability to imagine.


So from now on you better behave like a “responsible-minded” queen bee and not like a “selfish parasite”, for whom it is all only “about himself” and the keeping up of the status which he has reached so far and his “material wellbeing” which is “dear” to him, because this is definitely not what I am talking about when I suggest to you: “Love your “neighbor” the way you love yourself!” Your ego now has to become teeny tiny, in order for my heavenly kingdom to be able to grow “around you”!
The difference between all religions lies in their individual rhythms and tonal-colors, but not in the godly “composition” which is “tuned” for all of them together collectively. The actual task of mathematics and of the natural sciences would be to search for the harmonious notes that are standing behind this religious (=binding back) music of the world and to make it obviously clear and accessible for all humans. But for as long as natural science still sells itself just like a whore to purely commercial materialism, it is never going to achieve this. It might also be apparent to you that my godly world-music has always been there, actually also before there has been any trace of any (natural scientific) notes. To a “mature human soul” my godly rhythm is being put with his heart-blood “into the cradle”. Immature and therefore calculating and cold-hearted humans are only in the position of playing from the sheet of notes of their own dogmas!
To emphasize it once more: The only way into spiritual freedom is the ability of a human to improvise “harmoniously”. For this he has to understand how to form/shape his existence [self] responsibly, foresightedly considerate and in the interest of all.

These kind of humans have been there in all time-epochs and religious groupings. The Hindus call these Bodhisattva (Sanskrit = “beings of enlightenment”) Brahmans, the Buddhists call them Buddha-beings, the Moslems call them Sufis, the Jews call them prophets, the modern Christians call them mystics and in the religion by the name natural science they are called plain and simple only “genius”. These “crazy ones” are the ones whom you should follow, because they are the real human souls initiated by me, who are able to also “think” creatively and to “improvise”. Do from now on steer clear off all “dogmatic know-it-all’s” and “wiseacre’s”, no matter if they are religious, ecological, natural scientific, esoteric or political, but yet do never cease to search for the only right and all encompassing truth “in you”.


Didn’t I say 2000 years ago: When I am going to come again, it will be swarming of sects, charlatans and false Messiah’s! For as long as someone demands of you “money” for his “spiritual assistances”, (book-residuals, seminar fees, church-taxes, membership-fees and so on) or even if they try to place “advertisements” in order to “put it on the market”, you can count him to the groups listed here. Also if someone prescribes to you a detailed instruction for a “specific way of conduct”, he thereby always constricts your own free will – in this way you are only being “programmed in a different way”, but not free and being educated to really independently think for yourself! A change of dogma has nothing to do with freedom, even though “at the beginning” you might perhaps feel a bit better in this new dogma, this is only a “short-term” effect, because your actual “material task” is going to catch up with you again and again – all the way to your bitter end (death) which you are convincing yourself of. Such “teachers” themselves do not have any clue about that “which actually really is” and therefore suffer – just as all other “normal humans” do too – under their fears for survival and their longings. They too are without insight and trust in God and therefore also without real intelligence, because ultimately they are trying to make it through their material existence “only in the normal way” as well. But this does not mean that therefore the “teaching” which is standing behind it is wrong, it only shows you that these humans too are not real wise ones, but rather only normal humans too, who also only “repeat/regurgitate” fragments torn out of context of my “entire/complete wisdom”, without ever themselves having really properly understood “the whole”. What was that again about the blind one, who tried to lead all of the other blind ones past the abysses of existence? Of course your “intra-personal collectivity” should take care of the physical wellbeing of its “wise ones”. But only once it has “become apparent” that they are “really wise ones”. For the community really “wise humans” are, contrary to “normal political and religious leaders”, more than easy to take care of, because for them it is most of all about the wellbeing of their fellow humans and because they need for themselves only the most necessary physical requirements. But it is here not about a “sparse austerity”, but rather about a life which is fit for human beings, just as it should also be due to the smallest human soul.
The ability for the personal improvisation of existence one cannot learn by the rule book (Germ. = “Schema F”) (= Ph: 80, “the [normal]language”), since it is exactly this kind of art of improvisation which represents something very individual. To be able to improvise does require of you human maturity, a distinct sensing/feeling for harmony, the humility for consideration for the feelings of your fellow human beings – that is real compassion – and a great “in(one)sighted!” experience in life – in short it requires that you receive/accept unconditionally and with joy that which you “are” in this being-here/existence, and that everything, which you are “doing” here, you always do with love and with consideration for all of your fellow humans, but also with joy. I have told/communicated to you and to your still animalistic mankind since times memorial the necessary spiritual super-construction for improvisation.

These “harmonious basic rules” I have determined with my ten “You should…” commandments and I have already deposited it eons ago in the sperm of your soul. But everything which is on this side lies in your own hands and therefore also in your own responsibility. Now it also should “dawn on you/be clear to you”, why in my “original Bible” there is no time-form, no division of words and no “de-term-ining” vocalization. This writing of revelation is a “spiritual tree for climbing”, which has very individual possibilities and therewith also allows for improvisation “in abundance”. It is a “harmonious whole” and your “verbal tree of life”. In it you are only supposed to practice “eco-logical tourism” and your spiritual adventure-journey through your own being-here/existence which is included therein, this you should try to form/shape only in such a way, that thereby you neither mess up the harmony nor the (mathematical) balance of “the whole”. This is also why it says in the “normal translations” at the very end:


I testify to everyone, who hears the prophetic words of this book: Whoever adds something to it, to him will I add the plagues, of which it is written in this book. And whoever takes something away of the prophetic words of this book, from him I will take away his portion of the Tree of Life and of the holy city, of which it is written in this book. He, the one who testifies of this, speaks: Yes, I come soon. (Revelation 22; 18 – 20)
If you do not want to listen to this, well then you have to feel for as long as until you have the spiritual maturity, to understand the whole/everything and then also to have “in-sight”.
My “Ten commandments” are the only “free laws” in your world which do not restrict you the slightest bit in your individuality and therewith also in your freedom – to the opposite, they do not give any choice to a “normal human” but to sooner or later declare himself to freedom, of which this one obviously seems to have such a fear of, otherwise he would voluntarily leave the prison of his dogmas, isn’t it.

It is only your dogmas so far and your “twisted logic” which stems from it, with its short-sighted apprehension-ability which forces you to blindly believe into your often unjust and therefore also “pain-producing” material world! My “ten commandments” however, if you are going to attend to them just as persistently, will bring into your existence a so far still unimaginable harmony and joy and even give you/bestow on you eternal life!


But no – in your spiritual derangement and selfishness you much rather continue to prefer the inhuman laws and sanctimonious moral ideas of your biological parents and educators, who have gotten hoodwinked by the same mistakes of upbringing just like you, because what is being thought here is much “too high” for you and sounds completely “crazy” in your ears – isn’t it?
My son of man now wants to teach you independent thinking, but he is not going to tell you, what you then are supposed to think!
He wants to teach you real hearing, but is never going to tell you, what or who you should listen to.
He wants to teach you real speaking, but will never tell you, what you are then supposed to speak!
And he wants to teach you independent (spiritual) walking, but is also not going to tell you, where you then are supposed to go!
Your freedom above everything, that’s the way my godly HOLO-FEELING-LAW wants it. If you have ears, then hear him for your own wellbeing, but only by your own deed in your heart

are you going to achieve all of that, which I have promised to you here. Your “moralistic lip-service” so far only show one side of your medal of being here/existence – because most of the time your ideals represent only self-lies, which you in reality are not even willing to live yourself. Your real belief lies only in your implemented deeds and these deviate from your moralistic ideals in your “every-day-life” quite a bit.



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