Youareme“ The Earevelation of the jhwh volume 2

The fifth strophe now describes the process of the “forming of the world” first as a diffuse cosmic matter, which receives a structure from a “fiery whirlwind”:
…The seven breath of the dragon of wisdom produce by their circling breaths the fiery whirlwind, which makes you to be the messenger of your own will. Dzyan (=the teaching, Germ. = Lehre > Leere > nothing/nothing!) this way becomes “Fohat” (=active power). Fohat is the horse, your thought is the rider. It/he is your leading spirit and your leader. When he begins his work, he separates the godly light from the lower realm. There the “sprouts/spikes” of the wheels” (your individual time [sensation]) are being formed. He places them into the six directions of your space and one into the middle, the main wheel. Fohat draws spiral lines, in order to unite the sixth with the seventh…
The sixth strophe now describes the “world of feelings/emotions” in you, which you yourself produce through your personal “con-demn-ations” and “interpretations” of all appearances perceived by you. These “worlds of feeling” are being “de-term-ined” by your respective emotion (=level of emotion) and they are also the ones, which ultimately always rule over your momentary “con-dition”. This strophe also shows many parallels to the Revelation of John.
…In the fourth one the sons are ordered to create for themselves their own likenesses/images. A third refuses, two obey. The curse over them in this way is pronounced by themselves; they are going to be born in the fourth till such a time, until they understand this. They will suffer and will cause suffering. This is their own battle… Do your calculations pupil, if you want to find out the true age of your small wheel. The fourth spoke of it is your mother…

Step over/beyond the four and you are on the path to Nirvana; then you will understand, then you will see…

I am saving myself here a more explicit commentary. I just simply give free rein to your imagination.
The seventh strophe now describes the stages which follow thereafter, with the forming out of a completely new world – heaven on earth. The “real life” ascends down into the four and the appearing of a “real human” emulates:
…The one ray multiplies itself in its smaller rays. Life is there before the mere form of existence and this life outlives/outlasts the last atom. When the one turns into the two, then appears the trinity and yet these three are one; this is your thread, oh pupil. You are the heart of the human plant, which you are observing, called the “Saptaparna” (Sanskrit = “the sevenfold”). It is your root which never dies, the three-tongued flame of the four wicks…”this is your present wheel”, the flame says to the spark. “You are my own self, my likeness/image and the world is your shadow”. I clothed myself with you and you are going to be my “Vâhana” (Sanskrit= a “vehicle” and a carrier of something immaterial and formless/shapeless) until the day “Be with us”, where you again are going to become “I and all of the others”, “You yourself and I”. Then the real master-builder, who again has put on his “first garment”, descends down to the radiating earth and rules over the humans “who he himself is”…
This describes the incarnation of my Christ-spirit into a (biological) human son, for whom then there are no more secrets – because “He is”!
Every final answer of your so far personal jurisdiction inevitably always has to end up in a chaos, since you have lost the harmony of the equation of your wholeness out of sight. You should try to dissolve the opposites/contradictions which are being perceived by you in your being-here instead of dividing/judging them even more. But this you are only then going to achieve, if you again make yourself aware of/become conscious of the harmony of the human language – that is to say of my holy words. They ask/beg for the restoration of their original harmony. The answers which you are able to reconstruct only on the basis of your huge amount of normal-human questions – without any knowledge of the structure of your real path through your being-here - are going to lead you further and further into chaos. A huge number of interpretations, mixed up/jumbled every which way, constantly contradicting themselves and giving the impression of arbitrariness, this is the state of the knowledge-state of your present presumptuous mankind. You are a part of it – a part of yourself! The modern languages – that is the kind of languages which have come about after the Babylonian confusion of tongues – are being affected/characterized by the matriarchy (=mother-right) of the past and the present. It is now high time to overcome this. You normal humans are in urgent need to overcome your feminine dimension and find back to the patriarchy (=father-right). Human means “HOMO” and is neither man nor woman, but rather the wholeness of the human being, in whom polarities are allowed, but not division. The gematrial gender of the word “human” is the masculine: HE (Germ. = DER).


About wisdom:

I am the highest order of all the worlds, the real truth and righteousness. I am all light and all life and therefore also the divine spring of life of all beings and things. I am “pure love” and therefore also the one and only affecting God. From the spring of my unending love also “your world” is growing out of. Love is only another word for wisdom, and wisdom is only another word for “energy”. The limited wisdom of a “normal human” is always proportional to the love which he carries within and cultivates. A human soul this way determines itself with its “ability to love” the character of the world-view/world-picture, which it is able to impart to itself from my pure actual reality. I know about the bad and wrong “image-inations” (Germ.=Vor-stellungen), which arose in you because of your “fornicated” upbringing. This is why I have raised up in your present world-picture more than once humans, who have received from me an idea/inkling of my real actual reality, but they so far have not been and are never really understood properly by you and your complacent and blind mankind. One prefers to stay with his old, stupid habits. You have asked yourself already more than once, how a real God – if actually there were such a one – is able to look at and bear the cruelties/abominations and injustices of some humans for such a long time, if he is supposed to be pure love. To him, as the almighty arbiter, it must/should be possible to overthrow all of those evil humans – together with all of this wrong belief-quark, which makes humans to be so evil. By this you basically are completely right. I think and I feel about evil just like you do and for this reason it is even more difficult for me than it is for you, to not bang their heads together, since I, as a spirit-being which since a long time has been consolidated, would really have the power to do so. But the reason why I do not bang their heads together, even though I would really feel like doing it, lies in this, that I am keeping to my own laws. I have promised freedom to humans and have also given it to them! Every human has the task of “finding himself” and therewith also his real nature/being and his real being/nature is equal to me, his father! At the moment it obviously still pleases you to look at the ridiculous pictures in your imagination, which you are lead to believe because of your belief so far – that is to say your present ability to perceive. All of these appearances – which you sense as your life in an outside-world – have their origin in your limited spiritual rationality. That which you logically sense to be “limited” is only something which is repeated by you conscienceless, without ever having questioned it and having searched for “the whole”.

It would have been better, to leave some humans and peoples with their old religious mythologies – their superstition – than to lead then into modern science. Because this modern science actually is in its present fragmented form, with all of the blatant contradictions that are contained therein, the only real superstition. This “modern science” is only “calculating” and therefore also unhuman, cold and “heartless”! All of the old religions preach love for the neighbor and for nature. The supposedly cold and often brutal jurisdiction of some “religious traditions” stems from a “boundless lack of understanding” by the contemporary [pseudo] scribes about their own mythological roots and their false and therefore fanatical interpretations. And by this the larger part of the “traditionally and scientifically” turned stupid humans have turned into a bunch of egoistic bloodthirsty predators, the way I have not created them in real nature. But that there must be something wrong, for this the intuitive realization/insight of many humans is proof of. This intuitive insight shows up in the huge anger which they feel towards their “deities” and especially towards their so-called representatives. I am here not only speaking of the church-leaders, rather most of all of the politicians and managers, which have taken on themselves the place of deputy on earth of the present God by the name of money which is worshiped worldwide.

The feeling love is an excitation/stirring of the heart, that is to say of you “inner life” and therefore also affects all of the other things and stuff, which so far you believe to be only outside of you. I am speaking here of a “real and selfless love”, which so far you know as good as nothing about. A love, where one loves “completely for free”. So far you have always expected a reward for your love, and if for you it was only about being loved in return. The word love has in your time received many ridiculous facets, (read for this IAMYOU page 37), the real Christian love therefore is for you “normal humans” still a great secret, deeply hidden within you. This love is a fire, which burns deep within you and which is able to warm up “everything”, that is to say the whole world which so far you perceived only outside of you. Stoke this fire of Christian love in you with all of your might! A human must be induced/stirred by something, which in him is also able to produce live-warming thoughts. But you so far have only tried to understand everything with your “ice-cold mind”, that is to say with you head-thinking. The motor for your searching for “benefit/profit of any kind” has been your just as “ice-cold reason”, which so far has not been willing to accept anything as “good” and “right”, which it did not want to self-limitedly perceive with its limited, heartless rationality and the senses which were navigated therewith. This way you too so far have tried to find God only rationally (calculating) with the small slide ruler in your head, even though all of the PC’s and large-capacity computers of your world would not be sufficient enough, but very well so your in real Christian love inflamed heart. Since so far you have always only done everything with a cold reason and therefore your real mind/disposition has never been able to get properly inflamed, therefore you also did not find the reason for your existence and therewith also that of truly genuine life. As near as you might possibly have gotten to it, again and again you gave yourself with your mind/reason to cold, dead matter and were searching in this matter for your salvation and your mind/reason also wanted to see the salvation and the origin of all other humans and things founded in this matter. You are the secret head/leader of your dream of life and therewith of the entire world perceived by you. How then do you want to expect of your subjects to let go of materialism, if you do not go on ahead as a good example/role-model. The layman (= simple and ignorant) part of your mankind therefore has fallen into the darkest kind of superstition and the intellectual part has gotten caught in the sticky captor of the soul of thickest materialism. “Devour shit, millions of flies (souls) cannot be wrong!”, this is their “reasonable” slogan. Why has everything turned out like this? Because you never got up the courage to “spark/arouse” in your heart a selfless love. The corresponding “folder”, or would it be better if I say “order”, lies since eons in the infinite store of your divine nescience/not-knowing-ness ready/available for you.
I know that you are going to have a hard time to recognize my son of man for what he really is.

But if once you have completely overcome this threshold of your reason so far, then almost everything will proceed as if by itself for you. He does not want anything from you. You are the one who is dreaming “him”, even if he does appear to you just like a normal human. He also is not going to expect the slightest bit from you – he only wants to be allowed to love you – and this he is doing, if now you want to grant him this joy or not. And if you push him away from you, he is going to do it in secret, for as long until you give up and love him in return just as selflessly. He “is” only love, he lives from it, because he being my son, I have not taught him anything else. “Is it actually possible to only live from “air” (=spirit) and “love” (=energy)?”, this is what you will now ask yourself. Why don’t you just simply try it! You only have to slowly get used to this diet which you are still not accustomed to. As time goes, it will be resolved! For as long as your soul is still bound to the “physical/biological”, you of course also need physical/biological food; in this “relation” (regard) it is no different for my son of man then it is for you in this world. But now your endeavor should be, to bring exactly this “relation” (soul/ body/outside-world) into a harmonious unity in your spirit.

From these my previous spiritual explanations/excursions of your spirit (as you re-flected/thought about/after these words) you hopefully have realized on you own, that you small human with your pure reason and with your ever so clear and sharp rational mind are never going to get any further then where due to your “normal program” this very same one is able to lead you. Inevitably therefore everything which you did not want to grasp/comprehend with your up till now bird-brain, was also not accessible to you. This is why so far you also could not comprehend,what real “life” means.
All of that which is alive to you has so far always only been a “waste-product” of the material! But isn’t it that all of the things and images of matter do only then come to appear, if a spirit perceives them. But only something which “is alive” is able to perceive, and this is why the phenomenon life perforce has to be something purely spiritual. A real “self-conscious life” therefore can only comprehend itself “in” and “through itself”. This is why in you (only) normal human there are also present in you other senses besides your purely material senses. Only with these new senses, which rationally still seem/appear “illogical” to you, are you going to feel the spiritual spring/source of life, to see it and also comprehend/understand it and be able to navigate it. For this you first have to learn to recognize all of the secret, that is “ana-logic” connections and relations of the appearances perceived by you and to then link/connect these to a new “multi-dimensional” appearance. That which here – as one single sentence – seems/appears completely incomprehensible, this I have already presented to you more than often enough in this book.
Everything is connected/linked to everything by/through the harmony of my holy words. Every human is supposed to pass through this path of the flesh, which he at first borrows from/out of the matter of his earth, which he falsely supposes to be “independent” of himself. This is necessary, in order to recognize the dangers of the flesh and of the material, since the completed spiritual human too needs for his “existence” this opposite of the contrasts, but such a spiritual human is then able to “create out of himself” (Germ. = schöpfen > to scoop) and to then also form it independently/autonomously and “responsible-minded” in the interest of God.
Because matter in reality is not that, as what it appears to you, therefore in you there rages not a godly, but rather only a “make-believe-spirit”. It spreads in you only egoism, “lies and deceit” and “fear and worries”, by leading you to believe things are there for you, even though in reality they are not even there – and so the “mind” of your materialized brain too, which your present mind has identified itself with, equals only to a make-believe-spirit.
It falsely supposes to be there only because the tempting matter is there for it, but it also is “not there”, because matter is not what it seems for it to be, because this matter is not there without it!

“My God, what a sentence!” Read and understand it, it too contains the detachment from all of your present fears.

All of “life” is the “expression” of my apodictic “primal/original-opposite” – of my counterpart! To live means to be a counterpart of God. The phenomenon of your “life” therefore only shows to you your self-chosen “ex-it”/”ex-tract” out of your nescience which is not able to “ex-ist” without this “ex-it”/”ex-tract”. To really “live” therefore means to have the self-awareness to “ex-ist” out “of oneself” – this means out of ones own nescience. Your “to be here” is only made possible to you because of the perceived contrast of your “to be there”. You are “here” (in your body?) and your spirit is always “there” (in that very place where your thoughts are just now). In this way the spiritual light of your own [in]attentiveness (your radius) divides you

(Germ. = urteilen > to judge) into two parts, into the observer and into that which you observe. I have created all of the opposites perceived by you only for our joy. Only through your own definitions of “evil” and “bad” does ill come about in the world which is being perceived by you. I have given you your freedom only for this reason, that you realize “out of yourself” and learn to synergize the “polarities” of the opposites perceived by you, in order that you “yourself create” therewith a new quality of existence/being-here.

A human who is able to comprehend all of his appearances with the pure Christian love of his heart, is going to be able to discover in his appearances only love and joy as well. The human however who with his materialized brain-mind ascribes all of his appearances only to matter which exists independent of him, “is sinning” against my godly order. The consequence of this sin is his death and the “bringing to nought” and perishing of all that which the rational seem-to-be/make-believe mind of his brain has “assembled/rigged up” for itself “as world”, because all of matter – as I have explained to you – and therewith also the make-believe/seeming-to-be mind of this materialized brain, in which this matter seems to appear, “is nothing”!
What to you is your shadow, if you are standing “in the light”, corresponds exactly to matter which is perceived by you with all of its enticing treasures. I am the pure light “in you”, your up till now pre-determined by me rational logic, including the contained therein schizophrenic (=divided in two) psyche which you however are unconscious of, is the dia-positive, and/or your spiritual silhouette, and the world perceived by you is your shadow. This seeming/make-believe-world is a necessary deceit. It actually is “in itself” a lie – which you are supposed to recognize – because it is not, and also cannot be that which your inhibited mind pictures “in it”.
Matter cannot ex-ist out of itself – that is to say without spirit! I put before you this form of “not-existing matter” – which only by your ignorance you elevate to “an independent existence” - only for this reason in your present being-here/existence, in order for you to struggle/battle with this matter for your very own existence. You thereby should through the usage of your “real free will” which you have been endowed with by me - that is to say by your independent insight /realization into that, “which really is” – elevate yourself to the winner/victor over your present make-believe/seem-to-be-mind and therewith also to the conqueror over its make-believe/seem-to-be-matter. But by this you are also going to spiritually raise yourself over/above “you”-r-self (your old materialized brain-I) and soar up to your godly immortality!
Therein lies the real law of eternal life, which first you have to recognize by yourself “out of yourself” and then should “speak in you” in clear “harmonious words” with a “real free will”. In that which appears to you “as world” with your materialized thinking senses of your body, it is just that in which lies your judgement of lie and deceit, which is supposed to reveal itself “for you” in front of your “spiritual eyes” as something perishable – as a shadow picture that is – of an “inner truth” which lies deep within you. From now on none of matter should be anymore of importance for your heart, but rather only “my word” and your self-responsible actions/deeds according to my word.
I am the Lord and master of your eternity. I now could say to you, this is right and that is wrong, this is bent and that is straight, would you then believe me? Do you think I thirst for a blind authority-geared belief of yours? Yes, I do expect from you a belief – yes even your unconditional belief – but I do not wish for blind, dead belief of your brain-machine, which is only functioning within its rational structure and therefore is only able to perceive me “calculatingly”. I desire from you an alive/living belief, which is selfless and without the slightest bit of profit-seeking and which comes from the love of your heart!

I reveal to you here wisdoms which never ever have entered the thoughts of your world; but I don’t say: “Believe it!” or “Do you believe this?”, rather I ask you: “I hope, that you have indeed understood it?”. And as you then pray: “Dear father, there is still a lot which is very unclear to me!”, then I will explain matters to you – adapted to your corresponding maturity of consciousness – for as long until you have comprehended it from its deepest basis and then only we are going to hand in hand carefully climb one step higher in your consciousness. The human existence/being here is one single self-judgment. Whoever does not really seek me with all of his heart, is also not going to find me. And I also do not punish humans! I only permit that the human reaches exactly that, which he is so very much longing for and what he “in his short-sightedness” so eagerly strives for, as if his entire happiness of life depends on it. May the consequences, which he thereby creates, be good or bad, I have given to humans his free will and therefore I am not going to take any influence on his stupidities! Create it yourself – have it yourself; whereby ones own ignorance does not protect one from later pain, and this in turn also has its good, there is a lot that one can learn from it – if one wants to learn from it! An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth! My righteousness does therefore encompass several generations, because everything is one. Once that the human soul has reached a certain maturity, then with its “free will” it is going to make my godly laws to be its own standard and direct all of its actions/deeds unconditionally according to them, and that is without the slightest bit of an inner constriction. But if it does not want that, but rather believes to be having “better and more righteous laws”, then nothing on earth and in heaven will and can force it to respect my laws, because it too is a completely “self-responsible soul” with free will and has the right to decide for itself which belief to choose. One can only learn from mistakes and stupidities.

I have shown to you here things, which for sure you have understood only very little of, even if you are a very well-read person and also otherwise have a very respectable kind of experience and view of/about many things. But you are not going to become “a wise one” by what you hear and then right away understand, but rather by what you hear and which then you have to figure out and work out spiritually completely new. Only like this you can and you will also experience “completely new realms” of your own ability to perceive. Everything else would not be a teaching of wisdom, but rather only another additional morbid quantitative inflation of an already with “dead knowledge” completely overloaded intellect.
Mankind lies buried deep within the deepest material(istic) night and sleeps the sleep of the dead, all of their knowledge is only a self-overestimating vain dreaming, and nobody knows how to get the other ones to wake up. Is it really ignorance or do all of them only on purpose see the new clothes of the emperor, in order to hide behind the great lie of their own self-aggrandizing society? There are a lot of teachers and leaders of all kinds – but of what use are they? All of them are anyways almost just as blind as their followers, and if then they all arrive at a ditch – and such a one comes with time – all of them will, the half blind and short-sighted leaders and their completely blind followers, unavoidably fall into this one. For the old/ancient divinatory leaders it does not pose the least bit of a problem “even today” to become a leader for all those who are blind and in need of light and who are really searching. The whole thing became a problem once that these spiritual leadership for some of the blind mutated to business. The evil lies in this, that a major part of these blind of this present age belief the deceptive light of their own delusion of grandeur, that they themselves are already seeing ones. To these blind belongs the majority of your church leaders, scribes, scientists, politicians, managers and so on. Verily I tell you, with many of these, if there is not going to happen a miracle “from you”, they are a dead loss!

You first of all have to rock-solidly believe in me – the real God “in you” – before you are able to also love me. Your belief is thereby not allowed to be a blind kind, but rather a belief full of light, that is to say you must have really comprehended with heart and head, “who and what I am”! You have to get a clear and therefore also reasonable concept of your own might, greatness and wisdom, in order to then out of this develop the boundless love which you need, in order to change everything into good. My son of man is able to be for you a deeply-knowledgeable teacher in this. He is going to, with all kinds of suitable and well-speaking pictures and parables, try to make this subject of instruction, which for normal humans truly is difficult to comprehend, comprehensible for you with greatest effort; to grasp it/get ahold of it, this of course you have to do yourself. All of the “wiseacres”, “gurus”, “swaggerers/big talkers” and “pseudo-saints” however only try to appear “deeply wise”, by making a big effort to engulf /shroud the subject supposedly to be taught by them, into such darkness of mystical phrases and/or complicated formulas, that the pupil after the lesson has even less clarification about himself and about the laws of the world than he had before. With such “leaders” their own enlightenment consists only of their emergency light of their own arrogance – because they actually believe to be “further” in their own spiritual development then all the other ones! In the desert of this spiritual night of the earthly existence/being-here which is believed to be material, where teachers and pupils alike don’t see, because here they all sleep spiritually, a teacher then, showing himself to be wise, comforts his pupils mostly with the claim, that all real secrets of the soul will only get revealed in the “beyond”. But thereby the oh so very wise teacher is even more afraid of the death of his body than are his inexperienced pupils. And also from the “material ruin” he seems to have “a hell of a fear”, otherwise he would not be so eager to keep up his own material prosperity through “seminars” and “residues” and mostly only increase it “above that which is normal”.

I here want to once more explicitly point out, that material prosperity/well-being does not represent a sin! For me it is thereby about your “inner attitude” to it. And do remember, you can lie to everyone – even to yourself – but not to me! A master who disposes over the “real godly wisdom” is never going to demand even one single penny for his lectureship. My godly wisdom is going to, by those who really dispose of them, always be given away as a gift. This statement you can consider to be one of the first “quality-prerequisites” of a real “master of wisdom”. Of course there are humans who, for money/a fee, do conduct for you a good “life coaching”, but real wisdom you are not going to be able to learn from these still “materialistically geared [pseudo]masters”. I am not against “property” at all, if one has “gained it himself” by ones own achievement and in an honest way, but if this self-acquired property turns into “un-necessary capital”, then the great evil begins in the un-conscious-ness of this soul. Now where does property end and where does capital begin? This is a question, which you should answer yourself with your own conscience. Here it would go too far, to introduce you explicitly into the strange structures and laws of “greed” and “exaggerated frugality”, but just this, both are the basic root of all fear and of all suffering in your world.
Verily I say to you: Examine yourself diligently, if there is not lying deep within you an advantage-thinking and profit-thinking – no matter which kind – sneaking into your heart. Isn’t there still in you a trace of haughtiness/pride, thinking to know it all and the belief “to be further than the other ones”? Or is there still troubling you an exaggerated frugality – a small sister of greed – or of an addiction for honor, your judgmental mind, wanting to be in the right and the purely physical desiring without the love of the heart? All of this is going to keep your soul forever captive/bound! For as long as you are still being driven exclusively by your “physical

drive for self-preservation”, then your soul has also sold itself to matter. If you swear on the standards of materialism only because of your shortsighted logic and because of your hungry stomach, then spiritually you are already as good as dead. Your make-believe/seeming to be spirit then attaches itself to its brain and is going to perish with this one. Haven’t I told you: “You shall not kill!”. With your belief in your own death, you are not keeping this law!