Luda RoniaSvili

amiran RoRaZe
sanam uSeno dReebi gavlen
`me vici, Cemi siyvaruli

didi qalaqis quCaSi dadis

da sul erTia, saiT wava axla

anda saiT gaiseirnebs...~

rene Sari
`ra moxda, Tuki veRar SevxvdebiT,

amqveynad rac ki xdeba SemTxveviT,

maradiuli is aris mxolod...~

oTar WilaZe
zogjer aseTi ram momdis fiqrad:

iqneba sjobdes,

sanam geli da

sanam uSeno dReebi gavlen, _

salaTasa da Semwvar kartofils

mivujdebi da

Tavis nacvlad SimSils moviklav;

Tan TeTri suris weroyelidan

gana daTrobis,

ise, garTobis

mizniT, nebisad,

sulis magier

SarbaT-survilebs davlev, _

sanam geli da

sanam uSeno dReebi gavlen.

xan kidev minda,

saRaTas Zils mivce Tavi da

isev Tavidan

visizmro Seni

sunTqvis surneli,

bagis sitkbo,

vnebis simZafre...

minda, mesizmros:

sasTumalTan gvejdes Sahrazad,

tkbilxmovnad, nazad

gviambobdes ZvelTaZvel zRaprebs;

aTas erTive Senze iyos,

Senze da Cemze...

vficavar Sens mzes,

ar movisurveb gamoRviZebas,

vidre geli da

vidre uSeno dReebi gavlen.

armaz

cidan civi cvari cviva,

aciagebs mTvaris ciags.

nuTu marTla ar ician,

amboxebul sulis wrials

enatreba mzis siuxve.

ra koSmari mqonda wuxel, _

gadavigdeb sizmris uRels.

aRelvebul sisxlSi uxvevs,

armaz, Seni naTel feris

momTenTavi naterfali,

rogorc wminda wyaros wyali

aireklavs mTvaris arils,

egre Cemi suli, armaz,

fesvebisken Casdevs CaRmarTs.

gamimarTla zurgis qarmac,

mivendobi alRos karnaxs,

bodvareul cxadSic, ZilSic

borgavs Cemi urCi jiSi.

sudarad cas gadaviSli,

qvis logini, qvis baliSi

minda mqondes sasTumalad.

Seni Rirsi var Tu ara,

SenTan moval, cad Tu aval.

risTvis veymo skviTs an alans,

rad viloco sxvisi RmerTi?

mzrdida Seni msuye mkerdi,

gana ise gadavgvardi,

gadavTelav dedis merdins?

Semeyara mZime seni,

jer ar Tqmuli kacis eniT,

mesamsala dedis xseni,

armaz, armaz, damixseni!

damixseni, kvalad miyme

Seni grili Ceros siRrme

damafare, Semixizne,

armaz, mimtevebi iqmen!.
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me viRvrebodi umowyalod,

wyaros wyaliviT,

mferavda sevda daufaravi,

mTvaris arili

avsebda Ramis sicarieles,

idga siCumis myudro karavi,

sunTqavda miwa yvavilebiT da

balaxebiT.

ZilSi viRacam damiZaxa yrmobis

saxeli, _

me SemeSinda sibneleSi Tvalis

axelis

da gavitrune.

uceb vigrZeni,

rom nawil-nawil vkvdebodi, Turme.

ver gavuZeli,

wamovdeqi, dalewili, nagrigalevi

da iaraSi Cavifine

gayinuli mTvaris nalevi,

axlaRa mivxvdi, axla meniSna,

Turme, vkvdebodi foTolcvenisas,

yvavilobisas vdgebodi mkvdreTiT,

`me jer vcxovrobdi da mere

vwerdi~,

magram uecrad Sewyvetil ambavs

veRarasodes vusvamdi wertils.
Cemi iavnana

ra Znelia gasaZlisad asatanad,

rac ki CemTvis maxlobeli iyo

guSin,

galobs qari saaqaos `sulTa Tanas~,

netarebis Jruanteli mivlis sulSi.

dRes sxva xmaze, sul sxva hangze

mReris muza,

mec axali, sul sxva naTliT

vimosebi,

zRva Cawynarda, mieZina,

miilursa,

daifera Camaval mzis mimozebiT.
mec gavyuCdi da siCumes

mivelursmne,

ise, rogorc bavSvobaSi iavnanas,

dedis kalTas mindobili, Cumad

vusmen, _

galobs qari saaqao `sulTa Tanas~.

nodar mamacaSvili
daboRmili kacis Canawerebi
didi xania, Sevegue imas, rom ada-mianebi Cems gamoCenaze usiamod iWmuxnian Subls, icinian an, ubra-lod, Tvals marideben. aseT dros mindeba, ena gamovuyo xolme an davejRano. ar ifiqroT, mwyindes. Cems usaxur fizionomias rom dava-neboT Tavi, rogor unda mogwondes adamiani, romelmac arasodes icis, ra an rogor unda Tqvas sazogado-ebaSi; Tu xvdeba, rom usmenen, iZabe-ba da maSinve bluyunze gadadis. ese igi, iqceva ise, rogorc misgan moe-lian, anu _ sruli idiotiviT, rad-gan yvela uyoymanod Tvlis idio-tad (iqneb, arc cdebian). garSemo-myofTa molodini xom damTrgunve-lad Zlieria.

ar gegonoT, mSurdes maTi, visac bedma gauRima da lamazebi da warma-tebulebi moevlinnen qveynierebas, anu visi fizionomiac Seesabameba sayovelTaod miRebul normebs. iRb-lianebi xom umetesad degeneratebi arian, _ gulubryvilod hgoniaT, rom is sikeTe, rac RmerTma mihmad-la, Tavad daimsaxures. amitomac arian aRtacebulni sakuTari TaviT. madloba RmerTs, rom aseTi sisus-tis safuZveli ar momca; madloba RmerTs, rom arc erTi qali RamiT Tavis baliSs ar namavs Cemze fari-sevluri cremlebiT; madloba RmerTs, rom arc erTi Zmakaci, RviniT aRgznebuli, ar mgulisxmobs sity-vebSi `Cveni daCagruli Zmebi gavix-senoT~; madloba RmerTs, aravisTvis samadlobeli ara maqvs, _ RmerTis-Tvisac ki. man xom arc normaluri garegnoba momca, arc normaluri mSoblebi. arasdros milocia da araferi miTxovia misTvis, ara imi-tom, rom ar vawuxeb, ubralod, Cven erTmaneTs ar vcnobT.

axla, roca sqeli kedlebiT var daculi da mravali adamiani Tu ZaRli zrunavs Cems simSvideze, fiq-risaTvis bevri dro maqvs da vxvde-bi, rom adamianebi ZiriTadad erTma-neTis xelis SeSliT arian dakavebu-lebi.
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yvelaze metad dedaCems ver vitan-di. iseTi uniaTo da SezRuduli adamiani, iseTi ususuri da mzad-myofi, rom yvelas upiratesoba eRi-arebina, arsad minaxavs. egoizmis natamali ar gaaCnia. gaaCnia, ra, arc vici, kidev cocxalia Tu ara. yvela-si da yvelafris eSinoda, _ egona, Tu sxvaTa upiratesobas aRiarebda, amiT maTgan momdinare safrTxesac aicilebda. liqna da usityvo morCi-leba misi mexamridi iyo. cemisa da lanZRvis meti ra unaxavs mamaCemis-gan. Ramis Cxubgadatanili, diliT TavSalSemoxveuli gamodioda avian-ze, mezoblebs rom ar SeemCniaT misi Calurjebuli adgilebi (Tumca es amao SeniRbva iyo) da mainc imaze zrunavda, rogor gamoeyvana loTo-bis Semdgomi mdgomareobidan kaci, romlis gaugebari kaprizebis dakma-yofileba bedisweras, ratomRac, misTvis miendo. protestis gancda arasodes hqonia. roca Zaladobas udrtvinvelad iTmen, unda icode, rom amiT im cecxls uRviveb nak-verCxals, romelzec iwvi. mamaCemi, mgoni, erTaderTi kaci iyo qveyana-ze, aravisadmi movaleobas rom ar grZnobda, TiTqos dedaCemis wili egoizmic magas STaenTqa. fxizeli mudmivad imaze fiqrobda, sad dae-lia, mTvrali ki _ rogor eCxuba. verasdros vxvdebodi, ratom unda cdilobdes adamiani, agresiuli gax-des. Rvinos xom, Cveulebriv, laRi ganwyobis Sesaqmnelad svamen. SesaZ-loa, dedaCemis migebebuli morCi-leba ufxvierebda niadags mis agre-siul fesvebs. ar vici. mokled, maTi urTierTsiZulvili urTierTsaWiro-ebis zRvars ver scildeboda, ro-gorc _ Tavwawyvetili qaTami miwaze najaxis wveriT Semoxazul wres, magram sakmarisi iyo imisaTvis, rom Svilic gadaeyolebinaT, rogorc na-Tagvar purs sapuresac miayoleben xolme. amboben, mamaCemic sadRac, quCaSi, unaxavT mkvdari.

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13 wlisa saxlidan gavipare. gavi-pare ra, rogor unda daarqva gapar-va imas, roca aravin geZebs. bebias mivekedle mezobel sofelSi. marto cxovrobda, pensiis amara. daunaneb-lad miyofda Raribul lukmas. waTxSi CafSvnili mWadiTa da CaTu-Suli mkvaxe pomidvriT gagvqonda Tavi. bebias xandaxan raRac balaxe-uli mohqonda mindvridan da imisi fxaliT gavdiodiT iolas. tyidan fiCxs vezidebodiT da ise vanTeb-diT buxars. yvelafris miuxedavad, samoTxed meCveneboda imJamindeli yofa imasTan SedarebiT, rac manam-de ganmecada. bebiaCemi erTaderTi adamiani iyo amqveynad, vinc `Cemi koxta biWio~ meZaxda. sul mamaCemis wyevlaSi amosdioda suli: ratom mucelSi ar gamiwyalda mag unai-roo.

erT wlamde gavatare iq. bebia namuss minaxavda, magram viRac mezo-bels ambavi mietana CemebTan Cemi samalavis Sesaxeb da ukan dabrune-bis safrTxe Seiqmna. gafiqrebac ki mzaravda, rom isev im jojoxeTs unda davbrunebodi. erT saRamos bebiam tiriliT miTxra: _ im argasa-xarelma Cemma Svilma SamomiTvala, aq CamomiTrie eg usaxuri, Tvara gadagwvavT orives, ras CamagdeT mezoblis ybaSio. araferi miTqvams. SuaRamisas avdeqi, mWadis natexi CaviCurTe ubeSi da bebias saxli samudamod davtove.

ori Tve gavatare wanwalSi. quCaSi bevr Cemnairs gadaveyare. msgavsi bedis adamianebi xom advilad pou-loben erTmaneTs. bevri ram viswav-le bunkeris adamianebisgan: joxiT nagvis grovaSi `saintereso nugba-ris~ povna, RamiT gaCerebuli trai-leris salonSi SeRweva da Sig gamoZineba, Caxsnil vagonSi zemodan CaZroma, kibis ujredSi mokalaTeba.

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ori Tvis Tavze policiis reidSi movyevi. ase movxvdi droebiT gamana-wilebelSi. Zveli orsarTuliani Senoba iyo, ezoTi da maRali qvis kedliT Semoraguli. qveda sarTul-ze administracia Tavsdeboda, ze-moT _ oTaxebi, faqtobrivad, mawan-wala bavSvebisTvis gankuTvnili saknebi, gisosebiani kar-fanjrebiT. aseTebi bevrni ar viyaviT. avadmyo-febsa da tilianebs calke, izola-torSi, amyofebdnen da sakarantino periodis gavlis Semdeg romelime Sesabamis dawesebulebaSi unda ga-daeyvanaT. saWmels ara uSavda ra (bebias Raribuli sakvebis Semdeg miswreba iyo magaTi wyalwyala fafebi), magram dasjis autaneli meTodebi hqondaT.

misvlisTanave gaqcevaze daviwye fiqri. male davaskveni, rom qvemo sarTulis fanjris gisosebi bevrad viwro iyo, vidre zemo sarTulisa. erTxel tualetSi moviTxove gasv-la, romelic meore sarTulze iyo. wesisamebr, policieli qali gamom-yva da karebTan mdarajobda. tuale-tis fanjara ezos ukana nawils gadahyurebda. rafaze Sevxti, viwro fanjara gamovaRe da gisosebSi gav-yavi Tavi. advilad gametia, magram tani veRar gavitane, _ gaviWede. ukan gamoZroma movindome, magram esec ver movaxerxe. mTeli Zala movikri-be da, rogorc iqna, TeZoebic ga-vaZvrine. kudusunis zemoT kani saSinlad gamixurda, etyoba, gada-meRlita, magram tkivils ver vgrZnobdi. qvemoT rom gadavixede, SemeSinda, magram sxva gza ar iyo, _ Tvalebi davxuWe da gadavxti. fexis gulebi amewva, magram amas vin Cio-da?! wamovxti, _ galavani mqonda gadasaZromi. garedan ZaRlis yefa aRwevda Cems yuramde da ufro Seme-Sinda. mainc avZveri, Robes gadavev-le da gaviqeci. ZaRlis yefa ar gamigia. Sors ver wavidodi, radgan ukve Ramdeboda. Tanac,albaT, axlos Zebnas arc daiwyebdnen. amitom im Rames erT-erTi saxlis sadarbazo-Si, sardafis karTan, meZina. meore diliT iqauroba davzvere, _ simSvi-de iyo. gamosaZromad rom movemzade, viRac meezove damadga Tavze, am sardafSi ra gindao. etyoba, iq cocxsa da raRacebs inaxavda. tyui-lebis mogonebas azri ar hqonda. amitomac Tavi movikatune da Tan gasaqcevad movemzade. win gadameRo-ba da yvirili atexa. mainc davuZve-ri da movusvi. ukan ZaRliviT mom-devda aivnebze gadmomdgari qalebis qoTqoTi. rogori erTsulovnebi arian adamianebi siZulvilSi! sadar-bazos karTan mdgari meezove mTeli ezos gasagonad gahyviroda:

_ daiWireT, daiWireT!

unda genaxaT, es amdeni did-pata-ra ra mondomebuli damedevna, ro-gorc ucxo jiSis nadirs. risTvis, veravin getyodaT. karga manZilze Camovitove yvela. is iyo, samSvido-boze davigule Tavi, rom viRac Ripiani biZa gadamidga win. rogorc Cans, Cemi gaqcevis traeqtoria amo-icno da butikis ukan Camisafrda, Torem misi zonzroxa tanis patroni ver dameweoda. xeli sayeloSi Camav-lo. ise momiWira, rom sunTqva Semekra. ucbad iRliebSi amomdo xeli, amwia da saxiT xalxisken mimabruna, rogorc Zvirfasi nadav-li. xalxmac ovaciiT daajildova.

SegiZliaT warmoidginoT Zlevamo-sili goliaTi, morWmuli gamomety-velebiT, xelSi sacodavi, fexebmo-savsave nadavliT dasiciliT gagu-duli, mozeime brbo? daaxloebiT ise, yarabas-barabass rom uWiravs xelSi buratino da cecxlSi Cagde-biT emuqreba. mokled, gavebi.

policias gadamces. administraci-as policia gaefrTxilebina. imaTac isev gamanawilebelSi mikres Tavi. erT kviras oTaxSi vyavdiT Caketi-li. Cemnairi (rTulis) adgilze datoveba aravis aZlevda xels. ami-tomac maleve momiSores Tavidan da upatrono bavSvTa TavSesafarSi ga-mamweses.
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TavSesafris direqtori _ axmaxi, mudam Sewuxebulsaxiani kaci _ mar-to dildilobiT gamoCndeboda xolme. ZiriTadad, misi moadgile da naTe-savi uZRveboda saqmes _ erTi kapar-Cxana, qoTqoTa qali. sul iyvedre-boda da upatronoebs gveZaxda. arc TanamSromlebi hyavda ukeTes dReSi. ufrosi biWebi umcrosebs Cagravd-nen da aiZulebdnen, maT damorCile-bodnen. mokled, sruli qaosi iyo.

magram netarebis saidumlo wuTe-bic mqonda. roca yvela daiZinebda da saerTo saZinebelSi mSvidi fSvinvis xma ismoda mxolod, Cems lamaz xilvebs gamoviwvevdi: dedas koxtad gamowyobili xelCakiduli mivyavdi skolaSi. me vicinodi da qiSmiSian `bulks~ vWamdi. dedaCemi moCvenebiTad miwyreboda, namcecebs zed nu iyrio. meore xilvaSi Cems tol bafTian gogonasTan erTad damalobanas vTamaSobdi. baRis bo-loSi vemalebodiT sxva wyvilebs. garindulebi viyaviT beberi xis CrdilSi da erTmaneTis sunTqva gvesmoda. es xilvebi Cemi saidumlo iyo.

Cemda bedad, TavSesafari male gaauqmes (ar vici, ra mizeziT) da mzrunvelobas moklebul bavSvTa saxlSi gadagviyvanes. direqtori cudi kaci ar iyo, _ sad aRar dar-boda, vis ar awuxebda, magram im dros Zalze Wirda saxsrebis mopo-veba. afxazeTis omi axali damTavre-buli iyo. amitomac simaZRris mokle periodebs SimSilis grZeli perio-debi mosdevda.

vis xelSi aRar gamivlia, _ ara-mkiTxe socmuSakebis, energiuli `en-jeoSnikebis~, ucxoeli fsiqologe-bisa Tu xmauriani Jurnalistebisa. kargad vicodi, rogor unda dameWi-ra Tavi donorebis stumrobisas, ra unda meTqva Jurnalistis winaSe, rogori saxe unda mimeRo ucxoelis kameris win. amitomac kargad vici damadlebuli lukmis fasic, Seni ubedurebis sxvisTvis gamoyenebis sarfianobac da qvelmoqmedis faru-li TviTkmayofilebac. gaubedurebu-li adamianis Radarze xelis moTbo-ba bevrad sargebliania, vidre _ gazuluqebulis sufraze jdoma.
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male erTi policielis ojaxSi gamaSviles. iq kargad vcxovrobdi: macmevdnen, maWmevdnen, cekvaze dav-yavdiT. col-qmars Cemi toli biWi gardacvlodaT. misi gadidebuli suraTi `zalaSi~ ekida. `zalaSi~ mudmivi mdumareba da sikvdilis siaxlove igrZnoboda. me yovelTvis meSinoda iq Sesvlisa. TiTqos is biWi fotodan daJinebul mzeras ar macilebda. suraTis siaxloves arc sicili SeiZleboda da arc raime sicocxlis mimaniSnebeli saqcieli. ase iyo miRebuli am saxlSi. mezob-lebi hyvebodnen, meningitiT gardac-vlili bavSvis gvami dedas dakrZal-vamde loginSi ewvina da axloblebs nebas ar aZlevda, kuboSi Caesvenebi-naTo. am ambavma ise damTrguna, RamiT sawolSi meCveneboda, rom mkvdari viyavi, magram amas TvalnaT-liv vgrZnobdi da SiSi mzaravda imis gafiqrebaze, rom cocxali unda davemarxe. Cemi dedobili TiT-qmis yoveldRe mosTqvamda SavarSia-ni suraTis win. es am ojaxis ritu-ali iyo. aseTive rituali iyo yo-vel SabaTs saflavze gasvlac. zogjer qali iq iZinebda kidec. me sul Tan davyavdi. is biWi iqac ar maSorebda Tvals, amjerad ukve saf-lavis marmarilos qvis mbzinavi siSavidan. xSirad CamomiZinia sasaf-laos rkinis grZel skamze. meCvene-boda, Cemi dedobili amas ganzrax akeTebda, rom davesaje. wamdauwum akiTxavda Tavis moZRvars da gatru-nuli ismenda mis darigebebs, Tumca, rasac akeTebda, imisi azri nakle-bad esmoda. policiels marcxena xelis xmareba uWirda _ afxazeTis omSi daeWraT. is gvian brundeboda samsaxuridan da ojaxisTvis nakle-bad ecala. xandaxan damiZaxebda da mekiTxeboda, xom araferi gWirdeba, xom kargad swavlobo. msuqani safu-ledan kuponebis dastas amoiRebda da xelSi mikuWavda.

_ eh, magas ra uWirs, _ CaerTobo-da dedobili, _ brali imisa, vinc Sav miwaSi wevs!

TandaTan miyalibdeboda damnaSa-vis gancda. Cemi danaSauli ki is iyo, rom cocxali viyavi.

TveSi erTxel socmuSaki Semoiv-lida, sulelur kiTxvebs damisvam-da, mere raRac qaRaldze moaweri-nebda diasaxliss xels da midioda. weliwad-naxevari vicxovre policie-lis saxlSi da bavSvis gadidebuli fotosa da sasaflaos rkinis mes-ris meti araferi maxsovs.

komodis ujraSi col-qmari patara xaverdisydian alboms inaxavda, sa-dac Svilis suraTebi hqondaT Cak-ruli dabadebidan gardacvalebamde. erTxel, roca dedobili saxlSi ar iyo, albomi Cumad gamovacure da ubeSi Cavitene. saxlidan gamovedi da naqurdali nagvis pirvelsave bunkerSi Cavagde.

radgan sxvagan wasasvleli arsad mqonda, bavSvTa saxls mivaSure. direqtors vuTxari, iq aRar dav-brundebi-meTqi. gaukvirda: xom kar-gad givlian, xom ar gcemeno. ara-meTqi, ubralod, Svili hyavT gar-dacvlili-meTqi. didxans mesaubra. roca darwmunda Cemi gadawyvetile-bis simtkiceSi, Tavi damaneba da isev TavisTan damabruna. amasobaSi bavSvTa saxls Tavisi problemebi gasCenoda _ saministros Tu viRacis gadawyvetilebiT, ucxoelebis mibaZ-viT, saqvelmoqmedo dawesebulebebs auqmebdnen da bavSvebisTvis mzrun-vel ojaxebs eZebdnen.
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male socialuri samsaxuris Sua-mdgomlobiT, Suaxnis martoxela qalis ojaxSi gamaSviles (romel raionSi, ar aris mniSvnelovani). axali dedobili sadRac, did orga-nizaciaSi, molared muSaobda da sakmao fuli hqonda. albaT, amito-mac wuwuni sCveoda. sul magrZno-binebda, rom fuli quCaSi ar eyara, rom welebze idgamda fexs, rom misi wvaleba unda damefasebina. SabaTo-biT TiTo Sokolads maZlevda da Tan darigebas moayolebda xolme, rom, eqimebis azriT, bevri Sokola-di mavnebeli iyo bavSvebisTvis. sami dRis purs tafaze xuxavda da imas vWamdiT. Suqi isedac iSviaTad gvqonda da, roca iyo, maSinac ar rTavda televizors.

xSirad interesdeboda Cemi mSob-lebis vinaobiT, Tumca amgvar da-kiTxvebze mudam vupasuxebdi, aRar maxsovs, albaT, ukve gardacvlile-bic iqnebian-meTqi. saerTod, rogorc mivxvdi, Zalian aSinebda Cemi warmo-mavloba da niadag miTvalTvalebda _ tualetSic ki.

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Cvens zemo sarTulze erTi axal-gazrda martoxela qali cxovrobda. Cemi dedobili ityoda xolme, sami Tve gauZlo qmarma, meti verao. iSviaTad Semoivlida CvenTan. xanda-xan Tvals movkravdi, kibeze amavali rogor miaTrevda mZime gavas. ara-sodes davinteresebulvar misiT.

erTxel dedobilma raRacis saT-xovnelad gamgzavna masTan. oroTa-xianSi cxovrobda. didxans vreke zari. ar gamiRo. is iyo, ukan ga-mobrunebas vapirebdi, rom saketma gaiCxakuna da kari gaiRo. Sevcbi. qals Tavze pirsaxoci waekra, pirsa-xocisve xalaTi moesxa. etyoba, saa-bazanodan axali gamosuli iyo. xalaTi mWidrod Semotmasnoda svel TeZoebze. uazRudo ZuZuebis wverebs TiTqos samosis gamoxvreta surdaT. imdenad axlo iyo Cemgan, rom kars avekari. guli gamalebiT micemda. misi sxeulidan momdinare Sampunis surneli Tavbrus maxvevda. zedac ar Semouxedavs, amreziT SeiWmuxna cxviri. ra gindao, _ momigdo. raRac waviluRluRe. samzareuloSi gavi-da. `zalis~ kari Ria iyo da taxtze mimoyril sacvlebs movkari Tvali. Cumad Sevipare, Sav bikinebs davavle xeli da ubeSi CaviCurTe. maspinZels araferi SeuniSnavs. Sin misvlisTa-nave nadavli Cemi leibis qveS davma-le. es Cemi saidumlo iyo. amis Semdeg Cemi Rameuli xilvebi ufro vnebiani gaxda.

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dro gadioda. ase Tu ise, SeveCvie Cems axal yofas da albaT, iq davr-Cebodi kidec, is ambavi rom ara.

erTxel, SuaRamisas, raRac faCun-ma gamomaRviZa. momeCvena, rom Werze landi moZraobda. sibneles Tvali rom SevaCvie, mivxvdi, Cemi dedobili kedelze raRacas CaliCobda, daax-loebiT iq, sadac misi mSoblebis gadidebuli foto ekida. am simaR-leze misi Cia tanis patroni ver Seswvdeboda, aSkarad skamze Semdga-riyo. amis meti veraferi gavarCie. meore dRes skolidan adre gamovipa-re. Cemi dedobili samsaxuridan jer ar dabrunebuliyo. skamze Sevdeqi da suraTi Camovxseni. suraTis ukan Spalers feri hqonda Secvlili, oRond marTkuTxad ki ara, wriu-lad. kargad rom davakvirdi da xeliTac movsinje, mivxvdi, Rru iqneboda iq. etyoboda, gauqmebuli Rumlis milis Wrili yofiliyo odesRac, romelic SpaleriT daefa-raT. Spaleri frTxilad gavwie akankalebuli xeliT da siRrmeSi Sevyavi. Rrmadac ar damWirvebia: ce-lofanSi gaxveuli qaRaldis Sekvra iyo. gamuruli qaRaldi gavxseni da Sig Savi reziniT Sekruli aslaria-nebi davinaxe. pirvelad vxedavdi amden fuls. kuponebi didi xnis gauqmebuli ar iyo. gulma bagabugi damiwyo. Sekvra isev SevfuTe da ukan davabrune, magram SevniSne, rom siCqareSi kremisferi Spaleri mu-riT Sesvriliyo. skamidan Camovxti, sveli tilo movitane da Spaleris wmendas Sevudeqi. dasvelebuli qa-Raldi danaoWda da SigniT, RruSi, Sevarda, ramac mTlad gamura. kva-lis dafarva SeuZlebeli gaxda. swrafad miviRe gadawyvetileba _ fuTa ubeSi Cavitene da saxlidan gaviqeci. radganac matareblebis sadguris gzis meti araferi vicodi, iqiT gaveSure, erT-erT vagonSi Cav-jeqi da gaurkveveli mimarTulebiT gavemgzavre.
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simarTle Tu gindaT, yvelaze Ta-visuflad Tavs aq vgrZnob. aq aravin iniRbeba, aravin cdilobs, angelo-zad gaasaRos Tavi _ arc patimari da arc zedamxedveli. ubralod, azri ara aqvs. danarCenma sazogado-ebam CaTvala, rom misTvis ufro usafrTxo iqneboda, Tu me _ saxli-dan didi raodenobis fulis gamta-cebeli _ izolaciaSi veyolebodi. axla ukve aSkarad moaxerxa is, ra-sac adre mxolod magrZnobinebda. Tumca sulac ar mgonia, rom is Cemze naklebad dampali iyos.

didi xania, Cems netar Rameul xilvebsac gamoveTxove. xandaxan Cems wyvetil, SfoTian sizmrebSi be-bos kar-midamo amotivtivdeba xol-me, magram iSviaTad. aseT dros mkva-xe, moTuSuli pomidvris gemos vgrZnob pirSi da sevdiani vxdebi. ufro xSirad daCexil gvamebs vxe-dav. me am sisxlian cxedrebze vabijeb, maT sxeulebze viwmend fe-xebs da vnetareb.

axla kacobrioba Cem gareSe cxovrobs, Cem gareSe erToba, dros atarebs, tkbeba, xlarTavs intri-gebs, ibrZvis. aseve iarsebebs Cem Semdegac. Zalianac kargi! guli ma-inc ar damwydeba raimeze, roca am-qveynidan waval. verc veravin SeamC-nevs amas, _ me xom aravisTvis sain-tereso ara var, _ TviT Sahidebis-Tvisac ki, Cemi afeTqebiT veravis daswyveten guls. arc saiqios SiSi maqvs, _ amTaviTve vici, sadac movxv-debi. am mxriv iluziebi ar gamaCnia, _ adamianebs xom umetesad is aSi-nebT, rac gaurkvevelia. marTali giTxraT, naklebad mjera iseTi jo-joxeTis arsebobisa, rogorsac yov-lismcodne mamebi gvixataven. neta rogor axerxeben eSmakebi aduRebul kuprSi codvili sulebis Wyumpala-obas? an samTiTaze rogor ageben usxeulo sulebs? raRac Zalian adamianuri fantaziiT mowyobils hgavs es yvelaferi. milionobiT morwmune (qristiani, muslimi Tu iudeveli, TavianTi seqtebiT) araso-des dafiqrebula, Tu vis SeeZlo es enaxa da aRewera (yvela religia xom krZalavs kiTxvebis dasmas). Tumca es yvelaferi simarTlesac rom warmoadgendes, ara mgonia, am-qveyniur jojoxeTze uaresi iyos.

Tahere alavi
sadguri
bneloda. qmari Soridan xeliT maniSnebda, modio. samgzavro CanTa aviRe da misken gaviqeci. matarebeli ganuwyvetliv stvenda. mgzavrebi yo-vel dastvenaze ufro da ufro med-grad utevdnen matarebels. miwa msxvi-li qvebiT iyo mofenili. rac ufro did nabijebs vadgamdi, miT ufro nela miviwevdi win. swored im dros mivus-wari, kibeze rom adioda. CanTa Sevagde da sxeuli maRal kibeebze aviTrie. qmars arc Semouxedavs. ugunebod iyo. ratom? ra vici. albaT, xmauris an mgzavrebis mujlugunebis gamo. albaT kupeSi Sevida da kari xmauriT moija-xuna. CanTa derefnis kuTxeSi davde da ramdenime wuTiT iqve gavCerdi. Ramis sibneleSi meCeTisa da meisris jixu-ris naTurebi cimcimebda. ramdenime gzaabneuli mgzavri jerac aqeT-iqiT mirbod-morboda.

kvlav kupes gavxede. naTura Camqra-liyo. Cems qmars CasZineboda. Zili Zalian uyvarda. mec daRlili viyavi. dawola mominda. uxmaurod Sevedi kupeSi, kari davkete da fardebi Camo-vuSvi. mZime haeri idga. minis Camoweva davapire, rom gadabrunda da raRac Caiburtyuna. cxadia, Sescivda! Sevwux-di. xeliscecebiT mivageni sawolis bolos fuTasaviT dakecil pleds da mis qveS SevZveri.

Zalian miyvars matareblis dagadugi, iavnanad Camesmis. mere ra, rom RamiT ramdenjerme meRviZeba. Tvals rogorc ki vxuWav, isev viZineb.

… axla matarebeli ufro metad irwe-oda da TandaTan svlas uklebda. saaTs Sevxede. dilis Svidis naxevars aCvenebda. Cems qmars pledi mWidrod Semoexvia da mecxre ZilSi iyo. gavedi, rom saxeze wyali Semesxa. roca dav-brundi, davinaxe, tansacmeli Caecva da fanjaras ejajgureboda gasaRebad. ka-ri rom mivxure, Tavi moabruna. ki mag-ram, es xom Cemi qmari ar iyo?! davibe-ni. Cqar-Cqara movubodiSe da kupedan gamovedi. kupe SemSlia. isev sapirfa-reSosken gamovbrundi da amjerad meti yuradRebiT gadavTvale:

_ sami, oTxi, xuTi.

Cveni kupe sapirfareSodan mexuTe iyo. kari gaeRoT, magram fardebi Camo-eSvaT. fardis gadaweva rom davapire, kupedan is kaci gamovida. CemTvis arc Semouxedavs, Tavi miabrun-moabruna da mzera derefans moavlo. mere, TiTqos sakuTar Tavs ebaasebao, Cailaparaka:

_ neta, es qali ra iqna?

matarebeli nel-nela sadgurs uax-lovdeboda. gvarianad vRelavdi. kupes ver vagnebdi. ki magram, rogor? isev sapirfareSosken wave-di. sapirfareSos kedelTan _ sasmeli wylis avzi, mis gverdiT _ gamcileblis kupe, iqidan mexuTe ki Cveni kupe iyo. karTan isev is kaci idga. mapatieT-meTqi, vuTxari da farda frTxilad gadavwie. kupes kuTxeSi Cemi qmris CanTa ido. gulze momeSva. cxadia, sapirfareSoSi wavi-doda. cota ki gamikvirda, radgan ise-Ti kaci ar iyo, CanTa ase bedis anaba-ra mietovebina. skamze Camovjeqi. sxva ra gza mqonda, unda davlodebodi. neta, male dabrundebodes!

derefani mgzavrebiT gaivso. yvela cdilobda, sxvebze adre Casuliyo matareblidan da, radgan amas ver axerxebda, drodadro kinklaobac CaR-deboda. kaci jerac karTan idga da Tavs ganuwyvetliv aqeT-iqiT atria-lebda. mere ucbad me momibrunda:

_ mapatieT, Cemi coli xom ar dagi-naxavT?

is iyo, pasuxi davapire, rom piri ibruna. sabralo, colze Relavda. mec xom qmarze vwuxdi. sad unda wasuli-yo? ra gamosavali mqonda, aqve unda davlodebodi. matarebeli gaCerda. karebi xrWialiT gaiRo da xalxi kaliasaviT moedo sadgurs. saaTi Svids aCvenebda. dabneul-aRelvebuli kaci derefnis erTi bolodan meoreSi mimodioda.

_ netav, ratom ar Cans, sad unda wasuliyo?

kupedan gareT gamovedi. sapirfare-Sos kari movsinje. daeketaT. arc gam-cileblis povna Canda ioli. ra unda meqna? mesame vagonis bolos restorani iyo. vifiqre, iqneb Cais dasalevad wavida-meTqi, magram restornis kari daketili damxvda. iqidan axalgazrda kacma maniSna, restorani ar muSaobso. daviZaxe:

_ Cemi qmari...

magram man yuradReba ar momaqcia da wavida.

ramdenime wams iqve videqi. guli gamalebiT micemda. kupesken gamovb-rundi. derefanSi kaci aRar Canda. albaT, coli ipova da wavida. gamci-lebelma garedan daiZaxa:

_ qalbatono, mand ras akeTeb? Camo-di.

matarebelSi veRar davrCebodi. qmris CanTis asaRebad kupeSi Sevedi, magram misi kvalic gamqraliyo. amovi-sunTqe. davmSviddi. davrwmundi, rom araferi damarTnia. cxadia, Cemi wasv-lis mere dabrunda, CanTa aiRo da axla gareT melodeba.

saswrafod Camovedi matareblidan. cota xans xalxSi veZebe, magram am aurzaurSi misi povna advili ar iyo. gadavwyvite, cota damecada, sanam xal-xi SeTxeldeboda. kuTxeSi mivdeqi. Tumca ramdenime wamSi iZulebuli gav-xdi, adgili Semecvala. azri ar hqon-da _ sadac ar unda davmdgariyavi, yvelgan uadgilod videqi. erTi meja-xeboda, meore ki braziT miyviroda:

_ gamatare, qalo!

bolo-bolo wavedi, sadguris kuT-xeSi, skamze, Camovjeqi. Tavbru mexveo-da. wamiT saxe xelebSi Cavrge da Tva-lebi davxuWe. ucbad viRacam Zlierad momqaCa saxelo da mkiTxa:

_ sada xar?!

wamovxti. vxedav, is kacia, coli rom daekarga.

_ mapatieT, qalbatono, SemeSala.

mere CanTa aiRo da wavida.

sparsulidan Targmna