Ana frankis dRiuri

Tumca xSirad vyofilvar dadardianebuli, magram suliT ar davcemulvar. Cven TavSefarebas ise vuyurebT, rogorc saxifaTo Tavgadasavals — romantikulsa da sainteresos. me erTxel da samudamod gadavwyvite, rom sxvagvarad vicxovreb, vidre saerTod gogonebi cxovroben da ar SevizRudav Tavs diasaxlisis uferuli cxovrebiT. axlandeli cxovreba kargi dasawyisia da masSi bevri ramaa saintereso, yvelaze saxifaTo wuTebSic ki vamCnev sasacilo mxareebs da uneblied mecineba.

me axalgazrda var da, albaT, maqvs gamouaSkaravebeli Tvisebebi. me axalgazrda da Zlieri var. Segnebulad aRviqvam am uCveulo Tavgadasavals. ra saWiroa mTeli dRe wuwuni? RmerTs bevri ram moucia CemTvis: laRi xasiaTi, sicocxlisadmi trfiali, Zala. vgrZnob, rom yoveldRiurad vizrdebi sulierad, vgrZnob, rom Tavisufleba axloa, vxedav, ra lamazia buneba, ra kargi xalxi maxvevia irgvliv. ratom unda viyo imeddakarguli?

ana
paraskevi, 5 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

mama ukmayofiloa, egona, Cveni saubris Semdeg yovel saRamos zeviT aRar vivlidi. `xvevna-kocna~ ar gamagonoTo. ver vitan am sityvas! sakmarisia isic, rom, saerTod, am sakiTxze visaubreT. magram ara, aucileblad unda wabilwon yvelaferi. dResve movelaparakebi mamas. margom kargi rCeva momca. momismine, ai, ris Tqmas vapireb:

— mama, me mgoni axsna-ganmartebas eli da minda gulaxdilad gamovTqva Cemi azri. etyoba, imedi gagicruvda, Sen xom Cemgan met TavSekavebas moelodi. albaT, ginda, iseTive viyo, rogoric sxva ToTxmeti wlis gogonebi arian, an unda iyvnen. magram cdebi!

mas Semdeg, rac aq varT, 1942 wlis ivlisidan ukanasknel dromde Zalian miWirda. rom icode, ra xSirad vtirodi saRamoobiT, ra marto, ra ubeduri viyavi, maSin gaigebdi, ratom mimiwevs guli maRla. erT dReSi ar xerxdeba imis gakeTeba, rasac me mivaRwie, erTbaSad ver daiwyeb dedis an sxva adamianis dauxmareblad cxovrebas. Cemi axlandeli damoukidebloba Zvirad damijda — bevri brZola da cremli dasWirda. SegiZlia damcino, ar damijero, magram amiT araferi Seicvleba. me iseTi adamiani var, romelsac TviTon SeuZlia sakuTari Tavis dacva, xolo Tqvens winaSe araviTar pasuxismgeblobas ar vgrZnob. me mxolod imitom vambob amas, rom ar ifiqro, TiTqos raRac minda dagimalo. yovel Cems nabijze me TviTon vageb pasuxs.

roca ukiduresad miWirda, Tqven yvelam, maT Soris Senc, Tvalebi daxuWeT da arafris danaxva ar gindodaT. Sen me ar damxmarebixar, piriqiT, yovelTvis marigebdi, uxeSad nu iqcevio. diax, Zalze uxeSad viqceodi, radgan ar mindoda, Cemi ubedureba megrZno. wlinaxevris manZilze yoveldRiurad komedias vTamaSobdi, ar vwuwunebdi. nakisri rolisTvis ar miRalatia. da vZlie yvelafers. axla me suliTac da sxeuliTac damoukidebeli var. aRar mWirdeba deda. brZolam gamakaJa.

da axla, roca sawadels mivaRwie, roca Cemi gavitane, me minda, Cemi gziT viaro, im gziT, romelic sworad mimaCnia. ufleba ara gaqvs, ar unda meqceode rogorc ToTxmeti wlis gogonas. mZime gansacdelma xani Semmata. Cemi saqcieli arasodes gamixdeba sananeblad da ise moviqcevi, rogorc ufro sworad mimaCnia.

Sen ver damakaveb Seni Semwynarebluri gulkeTilobiT. an yvelaferi amikrZale, anda mende yvelaferSi, oRond momeSvi!~

ana
SabaTi, 6 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin, sanam vaxSmad davsxdebodiT, mamas jibeSi werili Cavude, romelSic yvelaferi ewera, rac guSin gagande. margom miTxra werilis wakiTxvis Semdeg mama mTeli saRamo ugunebod iyoo (me zeviT WurWels vrecxavdi). sabralo pimi, unda gameTvaliswinebina, ra Sedegs gamoiRebda es epistole! mama Zalze mgrZnobiarea! me maSinve gavafrTxile peteri, rom aRaraferi hkiTxos, pimsac CemTvis araferi uTqvams. sainteresoa, metyvis rames Tu ara?

TavSesafarSi yvelaferi Cveulebrivad mimdinareobs. Zneli dasajerebelia, rasac fasebze da gareT darCenil adamianebze gviamboben. naxevari girvanqa Cai 350 guldeni Rirs, erTi girvanqa yava — 80 guldeni, girvanqa karaqi — 35, kvercxi — 1 guldeni da 45 centi. 100 gram bulgarul TambaqoSi 14 guldens ixdian, visac xeli miuwvdeba, yvela spekulantobs, yvela raRaciT vaWrobs. Cvenma mepurem erTi koWi sakemsi Zafi 90 centad gviSova, merZeves moaqvs sasursaTo baraTebi, mekuboe yveliT vaWrobs. yoveldRe gvesmis, viRac gaZarcves, mokles, gaqurdes, da amas profesionali qurdebisa da avazakebis garda, zogjer policielebic da darajebic sCadian. yvela cdilobs, riTime gaivsos kuWi da, radgan xelfasis momateba akrZalulia, xalxi yovelgvar TaRliTobas mimarTavs.

policia Tavs ver arTmevs arasrulwlovanTa saqmeebs. yoveldRe ukvalod ikargebian TxuTmeti, Teqvsmeti, Cvidmeti wlis qaliSvilebi, zogjer ki ufro didebic.

naxvamdis! (kacma rom Tqvas, aseTi gamoTxoveba swori araa. inglisis radio mudam ase amTavrebs programas: Semdeg gadmocemamde, me ki unda vTqva: Semdeg werilamde!)

ana
kvira, 7 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin mama didxans melaparaka. me saSinlad vRrialebdi, isic tiroda da ici, ra miTxra?

`Cems cxovrebaSi bevri werili mimiRia, magram amisTana saZageli arasodes. Sen, ana, Sen, romelic ase uyvarxar Sens mSoblebs, yovelTvis mzad arian daxmareba gagiwion, mudam gicavdnen, Sen ambob, rom araviTar pasuxismgeblobas ar grZnob Cvens winaSe da mitovebuli, martoxela xar? ara, ana, Sens mxriv es didi usamarTlobaa. iqneb ase ar fiqrobdi, magram werilSi ase weria. Cven amgvari sayveduri ar dagvimsaxurebia, ana!~

saSinlad Sevcdi, me mgoni, amaze cudi araferi Camidenia cxovrebaSi. Cemi moTqma da cremlebi moCvenebiTi iyo, radgan mindoda mamasTvis Tavi Semebralebina. marTalia, me bevri mwuxareba gadavitane, magram pimis dadanaSauleba, romelmac amdeni ram gaakeTa CemTvis da axlac akeTebs, aramzadoba da aramzadobaze metia. kargi qnes, rom miuwvdomeli simaRlidan Camomagdes, Cems siamayes sila gaawnes. kargi qnes, radgan me adre Semeqmna didi warmodgena Cems Tavze, xolo yvelaferi is, rasac froilain ana akeTebs, sruliadac araa srulyofili. Tuki SegiZlia tkivili miayeno iseT adamians, romelzedac yovelTvis amboben, miyvarso, da isic Segnebulad, es imas niSnavs, rom sulmdabali, uaRresad sulmdabali xar! sircxviliT kinaRam movkvdi, roca mamam sulgrZelad mapatia Cemi danaSauli da miTxra: werils RumelSi Sevagdebo. ise alersianad, ise moridebiT meqceoda, TiTqos TviTon iyo raRacaSi damnaSave. diax, ana, Sen jer kidev bevri ram unda iswavlo da jobia, amiT daiwyo, vidre sxvebs zevidan dahyurebde an adanaSaulebde!

me bevri gaWirveba minaxavs, da gana yvela Cemi xnis bavSvsac igive ar ganucdia. me xSirad vfarisevlobdi, magram es Seugneblad momdioda. cxadia, martoobas yovelTvis vgrZnobdi, magram sasowarkveTilebamde arasodes mivsulvar. unda mrcxvenodes da marTlac Zalian mrcxvenia!

rac moxda, moxda. amieridan mainc unda vecado, rom aseTi ram aRar ganmeordes. daviwyeb cxovrebas Tavidan, albaT, ufro gamiadvildeba, radgan peteri myavs. misi mxardaWeriT yvelafers SevZleb! axla marto aRar var. me mas vuyvarvar, mec miyvars. maqvs wignebi, istoriuli naSromebi, dRiuri, gonji ara var, arc suleli, vetrfi cxovrebas da minda kargi adamiani viyo.

diax, ane, Sen adreve icodi, rom Seni werili sastiki da usamarTloa, magram mainc amayobdi amiT. dReidan ki isev mamis kvals unda gahyve da aucileblad gamosworde.

ana
orSabaTi, 8 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

miambnia rodisme SenTvis Cveni ojaxis istoria? me mgonia, ara. ase rom, mismine. mamaCems Zalian mdidari mSoblebi hyavda. babuaCemma TviTon gaikafa gza, bebiaCemi ki mdidari da warCinebuli ojaxidan iyo. axalgazrdobaSi mamac ise cxovrobda, rogorc yvela mdidris Svili. yovel kviras mejlisebi, stumrebi, dResaswaulebi, lamazi qalebi, nadimebi, wveulebebi... magram inflaciis dros, romelic pirvel imperialistur oms mohyva, mTeli qoneba dakarges. mamam brwyinvale aRzrda da ganaTleba miiRo da guSin bevri icina: 55 wlis manZilze pirvelad amofxika qvabidan narCenebi.

dedac mdidari ojaxidanaa. Cven pirdaRebulni vusmenT, roca gviyveba qorwilebze, sadac 250 kacisaTvis sufra iSleboda, mejlisebze, nadimebze. axla Cvenze ar iTqmis mdidrebi ariano, magram imedebs omis Semdgom droze vamyarebT. merwmune, me sruliad ar mainteresebs iseTi uferuli cxovreba, romelzedac deda da margo ocneboben. siamovnebiT wavidodi erTi wliT parizSi, erTi wliT londonSi, viswavlidi enebs, xelovnebis istorias. aba, miTxari, ra mosatania amasTan margos survili, palestinaSi wavides da mowyalebis da gaxdes. me mudam vocnebob lamaz kabebze, saintereso adamianebze. minda bevri ram vnaxo, bevri ganvicado. me Sen yovelTvis geubnebodi amas. garda amisa, arc isaa cudi, yvelaferTan erTad cota fulic Tu geqneba.

mipi qorwilSi iyo dapatiJebuli da am diliT yvelaferi mogviyva. axaldaqorwinebulebi mdidari ojaxidan yofilan da qorwilic mdidruli gadauxdiaT. Cven Suri aRgveZra, roca mipma gviambo, rogor gaumaspinZldnen: bostneulisa da xorcis wvniani, Semwvari, puri da yveli, kvercxiT Sekmazuli salaTa, rostbifi, namcxvari, Rvino, sigaretebi da amave dros yvelaferi blomad (cxadia, sanovage spekulantebis daxmarebiT iSoves). mipma aTi Wiqa Rvino dalia. erTi damixedeT am alkoholis mowinaaRmdeges. xolo Tu mipma amdeni dalia, raRa iTqmis mis qmarze. albaT, blomad ylapa. cxadia, bevri imxiarules. qorwilSi dapatiJebuli hyoliaT qalaqis policiis ori TanamSromeli, romelTac yvelas suraTi gadauRes. etyoba, mips arasodes ar aviwydeba `iatakqveSelebi~, orive policielis vinaoba da misamarTi Caiwera, im SemTxvevisaTvis, Tu raime moxda da patiosani holandielebi dasWirda. mipma agviwera gemrieli kerZebi. Cven, romelTac sauzmeze mxolod ramdenime kovzi fafa gvaqvs da mere aRar viciT, SimSils ra movuxerxoT, Cven, romlebic yoveldRe naxevrad mouxarSav ispanaxs (vitaminebis gulisTvis) da dampal kartofils vWamT, Cven, romlebic cariel kuWebs mxolod salaTiT, kolrabiT da ispanaxiT vivsebT; ispanaxi, mudam ispanaxi! iqneb amgvari kvebis Sedegad odesme iseTive Zlierni gavxdeT, rogorc popeie¹, (¹cnobili multiplikaciuri filmis gmiri.) Tumca raRac ar mjera.

mips rom Cven qorwilSi waveyvaneT, sxva stumrebs, albaT, araferi darCebodaT! rom icode, rogor SemovexvieT mips, rogor vugdebdiT yurs, TiTqos arasodes gvenaxos arc moxdenilad Cacmuli adamianebi da arc gemrieli kerZebi. da es Cven, milioneris SviliSvilebs. rogor airia yvelaferi am qveyanaze.

ana
samSabaTi, 9 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

davamTavre zRapari `feria elen~, karg qaRaldze gadavwere, saTauri wiTeli melniT gavaforme, koxtad avkinZe da axla mSvenieri sanaxavia. me minda, es zRapari dabadebis dReze mamas vaCuqo, magram iqneb umniSvnelo saCuqaria? ar vici. dedam da margom leqsebi daweres.

SuadRisas kraleri movida da gviTxra, rom orSabaTidan qalbatoni b., romelic firmis sareklamo ganyofilebas ganagebs, yoveldRe ivlis kontoraSi swored im dros, roca sxvebs Sesveneba aqvT. Tu marTlac ase moxda, maSin veRaravin amova CvenTan zeviT, kartofili sxva dros unda moitanon, eli CvenTan ver isauzmebs, sapirfareSoSi ver SevalT, ganZrevasac ki ver gavbedavT da a. S. da a. S.

yvelani vcdilobT gamovnaxoT raime sababi da qalbatoni Tavidan moviSoroT. van daanma aseTi azri gamoTqva: CauyareT yavaSi kuWis asaSleli fxvnili, iqneb aman gvixsnaso.

— ara, — wamoiZaxa koophoisma, — ara, Tu RmerTi gwamT, maSin aRar Camova taxtidan!

gamayruebeli xarxari atyda.

— taxtidan? — ikiTxa qalbatonma van daanma, — ki magram ras niSnavs es?

qalbatons auxsnes.

— gana ase amboben? — ikiTxa man gulubryvilod.

— warmogidgenia, — xiTxiTebda eli, bienkofSi¹ (¹univermaRia amsterdamSi.) rom ikiTxos, sadaa aq taxtio!

— Tu am moxdenil gamoTqmas vixmarT, duseli yovel dRe zustad pirvelis naxevarze jdeba taxtze.

dRes me Tamamad davwere qaRaldis naglejze:

sapirfareSoTi sargeblobis ganrigi batoni eqimisaTvis!

diliT: 7. 15-dan 7. 30-mde.

dRisiT: pirveli saaTis Semdeg.

mere: survilisamebr!

qaRaldi karze swored maSin davamagre, roca duseli Sig ijda. kargi iyo damematebina:

`kanonis darRvevis SemTxvevaSi kari daiketeba!~

Cveni sapirfareSos kari garedanac iketeba da Signidanac. oh, kiwi, ra SesaniSnavi amindia, gareT gasvla rom SemeZlos!

anea
oTxSabaTi, 10 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin nasadilevs zeviT visxediT da franguls vswavlobdiT, uecrad momeCvena, TiTqos Cems ukan wyali Cxrialebs. — ra aris es? — vkiTxe peters, magram man araferi mipasuxa, radgan mixvda, raSic iyo saqme da sxvenze avarda. sakmaod uxeSad daavlo xeli muSis, romelic jamis gverdiT Cacucquliyo da Tavis adgilas dasva. atyda xmauri, magram amasobaSi muSim Tavisi saqme moaTava da qveviT gaiqca. Turme muSi myudrod mokalaTebuliyo naxerxze, magram mis mier dayenebuli `tba~ ficrebs Soris CamoiRvara da kartofilian kasrs daesxa.

kartofilic da burbuSelac, romelic mamam guSin saRamos moitana, saSinlad yarda. sabralo muSi! aba saidan unda gcodnoda, rom torfi ar iSoveba.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 11 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

sasacilo ambavi moxda!

peters Tma hqonda SesakreWi, parikmaxeris roli, rogorc yovelTvis, dedamisma ikisra. peteri Tavis oTaxSi gavida da zustad rvis naxevarze TiTqmis SiSveli gamocxadda; trusisa da sasporto Custebis meti araferi ecva.

— didxans gelodo? — hkiTxa dedamiss.

— axlave, makratels veZeb!

peteric Seudga Zebnas da qalbaton van daanis magidis ujra gadaaqoTa.

— nu amirie yvelaferi, peter.

ver gavige, ra upasuxa peterma, magram pasuxi, albaT, ukmexi iyo, radgan dedamisma sajdomze Semohkra. peteric aseve moiqca, qalbatonma isev aRmarTa xeli, magram peteri siciliT gausxlta.

— kargi, wavideT, dedabero! — uTxra peterma, magram qalbatoni van daani adgilidan ar daZrula. maSin peterma Ronivrad CasWida xeli majebSi da oTaxidan TreviT gaiyvana. qalbatoni tiroda, icinoda, ilanZReboda, wixlebs isroda, magram araferi gauvida. peterma tyve qali kibemde miaTria, magram aq ukve iZulebuli gaxda xeli gaeSva. qalbatoni van daani isev oTaxSi dabrunda da xmamaRali oxvriT daeSva skamze.

— sakuTari dedis gataceba, — vixumre me.

— ki magram, xelebi matkina!

me davxede mis gawiTlebul majebs da civi wyliT davusvele. kibeze gaCerebulma peterma moTmineba dakarga da qamarmomarjvebuli mxecebis momTvinierebeliviT Semovida oTaxSi, magram qalbatoni van daani mainc ar gahyva. sawer magidasTan Camomjdari cxvirsaxocs eZebda.

— upirveles yovlisa, bodiSi unda moixado!

— keTili, bodiSs vixdi, radgan gviandeba.

dedamisma misdauneburad gaicina, fexze wamodga da karisaken wavida, magram uecrad Tavi valdebulad CaTvala, axsna-ganmarteba moeca CvenTvis, e. i. mamisaTvis, dedisaTvis da CemTvis. Cven am dros WurWels vrecxavdiT.

— Cven saxlSi aseTi ram ar moxdeboda, Tqva man — erTs ise Semovkravdi, rom kibeze davagorebdi (!); ase Tavxedurad arasodes moqceula, radgan xSirad vcemdi. ai, es aris Tanamedrove aRzrdis Sedegi, oh, es Tanamedrove bavSvebi! rogor gavbedavdi ase movqceodi dedas. Tqven, batono frank, ase epyrobodiT dedas?

qalbatoni van daani agznebuli darboda aqeT-iqiT, xan raRacas gvekiTxeboda, xan gvixsnida da zeviT asasvlelad ar ecala, magram bolos mainc mogvSorda. ar gasula xuTi wuTi da gaavebuli isev qveviT Camovarda. vkiTxe, morCiT-meTqi gakreWas, magram man mipasuxa, qveviT meCqarebao da Tavawyvetili daeSva kibeze. qveviT ki, albaT, Tavis puwis mklavebSi aRmoCnda. col-qmari mxolod rva saaTze dabrunda. peteri moixmes da daiwyo Cveulebrivi lanZRva-gineba. Cvenamde mxolod aseTi sityvebi aRwevda: `regveno, umecaro, uxeiro magaliTs... ana xom... margo ase~... meti veraferi gavigone. xval isev simSvide da siwynare Camovardeba.

ana

P. S. samSabaTs da oTxSabaTs radioTi Cveni sayvareli dedoflis sityva movismineT. axla Turme isvenebs, rom ZalRone moikribos da kvlav holandiaSi dabrundes. imedi maqvs, es male moxdeba. sxvaTa Soris, aseTi ram Tqva: `roca me davbrundebi... axlovdeba ganTavisuflebis Jami... simamace da mZime gansacdeli...~

Semdeg movismineT ministris, gerbrandis sityva, bolos viRaca sasuliero piris locva, romelic RmerTs sTxovda daxmareboda ebraelebs, sakoncentracio banakebsa da cixeebSi gamoketil patimrebs da germaniaSi gandevnilebs.

ana
paraskevi, 12 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

uamravi saqme maqvs da, Tumca es sityvebi sasacilod JRers, dro ar myofnis Tavi gavarTva yvelafers. mogiyvebi mokled, ra maqvs gasakeTebeli: xvalamde unda wavikiTxo galileis biografiis pirveli nawili, radgan wigni biblioTekas unda daubrunon. daviwye guSin, magram rogorme moverevi. momaval kviras wasakiTxi maqvs `palestina gzajvaredinze~ da galileis biografiis meore nawili. guSin davamTavre karlos V pirveli nawili da saswrafod unda davamuSao yvela amowerili SeniSvnebi da qronologiuri TariRebi. garda amisa, sxvadasxva wignidan sam gverdze amoviwere ucxo sityvebi, da minda daviswavlo. punqti meoTxe: kinovarskvlavebis koleqcia sruliad areul-dareulia, rogorme unda movawesrigo, magram amas ramdenime dRe dasWirdeba, xolo profesor anas, rogorc vTqvi, samuSao axrCobs; ramdenime xans qaosi qaosad darCeba. amis Semdeg rigSi dganan Tezeusi, oidiposi, heleusi, orfeosi, iazoni da herkulesi. maTi sagmiro saqmeebi Wreli ZafebiviT gadaexlarTa erTmaneTs gonebaSi. kavSiri rom ar dairRves, arc mikenoisa da fidiasis daviwyeba SeiZleba. TiTqmis aseTive mdgomareobaSia Svidwliani da cxrawliani omebis istoria. yvelaferi erTmaneTSi ameria. ras izam, roca cudi mexsiereba gaqvs! warmoidgine, ra gulmaviwyi viqnebi oTxmoci wlis asakSi. marTla, biblia! kidev cota da mival im adgilamde, sadac susanas banaobaa aRwerili. ho, marTla, ra codva awva sodomsa da gomoras? jer kidev bevri ram unda gavigo da viswavlo! jerjerobiT lizelot pfalcelisaTvis sul ver movicale.

Tavad xedav, kiwi, lamisaa davixrCo!

da kidev erTi: Sen ici, Cemi didi xnis sanukvari ocnebaa, gavxde jer Jurnalisti, Semdeg ki mwerali. dro dagvanaxvebs, ganxorcieldeba odesme Cemi swrafva didebisaken, Tu es mxolod gandidebis maniaa. Tumca axlac bevri Tema maqvs. yovel SemTxvevaSi, omis Semdeg gamovcem wigns saTauriT: `TavSesafari~. ar vici, moxerxdeba es Tu ara, magram safuZvlad Cemi `dRiuri~ daedeba. garda am wignisa, kidev bevr rameze vfiqrob, magram am fiqrebs mxolod maSin gagacnob, roca garkveulad Camoyalibdeba.

ana
SabaTi, 13 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin mamas dabadebis dRe iyo. deda da mama 19 wlis win daqorwindnen. kontoridan yvela wavida, damlagebeli qalic ki. qveviT aravin iyo. wels jer ar yofila aseTi naTeli mze. Cveni wabli Ziridan kenweromde ayvavebulia da ufro lamazia, vidre gasul wels iyo.

koophoisma mamas lineis biografia aCuqa, kralerma bunebismetyvelebis istoria, duselma — `amsterdami wyalze~, — van daanma ki iseTi kalaTa, rom saukeTeso dekoratoric ver gaakeTebda. kalaTaSi ido: sami kvercxi, erTi boTli ludi, erTi boTli kefiri da mwvane halstuxi. Cveni jemiT savse qila amasTan SedarebiT sacodavad gamoiyureboda, magram, Cemi vardebi mipisa da elis mosakiTxTan SedarebiT saocrad surnelovani iyo. mixakebs suni ara aqvs, Tumca Zalian lamazia. mama didad gaanebivra yvelam. moutanes 50 cali namcxvari. SesaniSnavia! mama yvelas Taflis kverebiT gagvimaspinZlda. garda amisa, mamakacebs ludi dausxa, Cven kefiri. didebulad vidResaswauleT!

ana
samSabaTi, 16 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

radgan am Temaze didixania ar gvisaubria, gadmogcem umniSvnelo davas, romelic guSin baton da qalbaton van daanebs Soris moxda.

qalbatoni van daani: — germanelebma Zlier gaamagres atlantikis sangrebi da yvelafers gaakeTeben imisaTvis, rom ingliselebi napirze ar gadmouSvan. germanelebi uaRresad Zlierni arian!

batoni van daani: — o, ra Tqma unda...

qalbatoni: — diax, diax!

batoni: — Tu germanelebi ase Zlierni arian, unda gaimarjvon kidec, ara?

qalbatoni: — SeiZleba asec moxdes, me sulac ara var darwmunebuli, rom piriqiT iqneba.

batoni: — jobia, dageTanxmo.

qalbatoni: — magram Sen yovelTvis medavebi, Tavs ver ikaveb!

batoni: — Cems laparaks araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs.

qalbatoni: — da mainc medavebi, ginda damimtkico, rom marTali xar. magram Seni winaswarmetyveleba arasodes ar marTldeba.

batoni: — aqamde yovelTvis marTldeboda!

qalbatoni: — ara, marTals ar ambob. Seni varaudiT jarebi gasul wels unda gadmoesxaT, fineTTan zavi unda daedoT, italias jer kidev zamTarSi moReboda bolo, xolo rusebs lvovi unda aeRoT, o, ara, Sens winaswarmetyvelebas arafrad vagdeb.

batoni: (dgeba) — aba, girCevnia ena Caiwyvito, me Sen dagimtkiceb, rom marTali var, rom Sen araferi gesmis. aRar SemiZlia amdeni bodvis mosmena. kacma cxviri unda Cagayofinos Sensave nabodvarSi!

farda eSveba

P. S. Tavi veRar Sevikave, vxarxarebdi TavdaviwyebiT. icinoda dedac. peteri Zlivs ikavebda sicils. ra sulelebi arian ufrosebi. jobia, jer TavianTi Tavi aRzardon da mere mosTxovon bavSvebs amdeni!

ana
paraskevi, 19 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin Zalze cudad vgrZnobdi Tavs. guli mereoda, muceli mtkioda, yovelgvari sisaZagle mWirda. erTi sityviT, uaresis warmodgena SeuZlebelia. saSinlad mSia, magram wiTeli lobios Wamas isev uWmeloba mirCevnia. me da peteri kargad vewyobiT erTmaneTs. sawyal biWs Cemze metad sWirdeba alersi. yovel saRamos, roca kocniT veTxovebiT erTmaneTs, saSinlad wiTldeba da memudareba, rom kidev erTi kocna gavimeto. iqneb me misTvis kata mofis magieri var? Tumca arc ase vgrZnob Tavs cudad. igi Zalze bednieria, mas Semdeg, rac icis, rom viRacas uyvars.

me didi gaWirvebiT movipove is, da axla mTlianad Cems xelSia. ar ifiqro, rom Cemi siyvaruli Sesustda. peteri SesaniSnavi ymawvilia, magram Cemi suli kvlav Caiketa da imisaTvis rom xelaxla gaiRos, Zlieri gasaRebia saWiro.

ana
SabaTi, 20 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin dabla Cavedi da davinaxe, rom mSvenieri larnaki mixakebianad iatakze egdo. muxlebze daCoqili deda iataks wmendda, margo ki Zirs dayril Cems qaRaldebs krefda. `ra moxda?~ vikiTxe SeSinebulma da guli SemekumSa. pasuxi saWiro ar iyo, isedac kargad vxedavdi, rac moxda. Cemi saqaRalde, romelSic mefeTa genealogias vinaxavdi, rveulebi, wignebi, yvelaferi wyalSi curavda. kinaRam avtirdi. ise vRelavdi, rom aRar maxsovs, ras vambobdi, magram Semdeg margom miambo, rogor vluRluRebdi: `o, ra aunazRaurebeli zaralia, ra saSinelebaa, yvelaferi moispo, yvelaferi daiRupa!~. da kidev raRac amdagvars. mamam, margom da dedam xmamaRla gadaixarxares. me ki tirilis gunebaze viyavi. ramdeni dro, ramdeni Sroma daiRupa. Tumca, roca davakvirdi, aunazRaurebeli `zarali~ arc ise didi aRmoCnda. iatakze damjdari miwebebul qaRaldebs erTmaneTs vacilebdi, vasworebdi, Semdeg ki gasaSrobad sarecxis Tokze davkide. sasacilo sanaxaobaa — karlos mexuTis gverdiT hkidia vilhelm oraneli, xolo mas gverds umSvenebs maria antuaneta.

`es aris Rassenschande~¹ moswrebulad Tqva van daanma. qaRaldebis meTvalyureoba peters davavale da qveviT Cavedi.

— romeli wigni gafuWda? — vkiTxe margos, romelic Cemi wignebis saganZuris gadaTvalierebas Sesdgomoda.

— algebris saxelmZRvanelo, — miTxra man, magram, Cemda samwuxarod, algebris saxelmZRvanelo didad ar dazianebula. vnanob, rom mTlianad ar dalba wyalSi. arasodes ar migrZvnia wignebisadmi iseTi siZulvili, rogorc algebris saxelmZRvanelosadmi. Tavfurcelze sul cota ocamde gogonas gvari aweria, uwin ,albaT, maTi sakuTreba iyo. wigni sruliad gayviTlebula, gacveTili da aWrelebulia uamravi SesworebiT. odesme cxel gulze nakuwebad vaqcev am sazizRrobas.

ana
orSabaTi, 22 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

20 maiss mamam qalbaton van daanTan sanaZleo waago — xuTi boTli kefiri. jarebis gadmosxma marTlac ar momxdara. Tamamad SemiZlia vTqva, rom mTeli amsterdami, mTeli holandia, evropis mTeli dasavleTi sanapiro vidre espaneTamde, dRe da Rame mxolod jarebis gadmosxmaze laparakobs, sanaZlos debs da imedovnebs.

daZabuloba matulobs da TiTqmis autanelia. bevr `karg~ holandielsac ki aRar swams ingliselebis. yvelas rodi miaCnia inglisuri `blefi~ nacad xerxad, ara, adamianebs surT dainaxon saqme, didi, sagmiro saqmeebi! sakuTari cxviris iqiT veravin verafers xedavs. aravin fiqrobs, rom ingliselebi ibrZvian sakuTari interesebisaTvis, Tavisi samSoblosaTvis. TiToeuls hgonia, rom ingliselebi valdebuli arian, rac SeiZleba male, rac SeiZleba ukeTesad ixsnan holandia. magram ra movaleni arian ingliselebi Cvens winaSe; riT daimsaxures holandielebma is sulgrZeli daxmareba, rasac ase mouTmenlad elian? o, nu ityueben Tavs holandielebi. miuxedavad `blefisa~, ingliselebs mainc ar dausxamT Tavslafi ise, rogorc amJamad okupirebulma didma da patara qveynebma. ingliselebs araferi ar sWirT CvenTan bodiSis mosaxdeli, radgan Tu imas vusayvedurebT, rom eZinaT, roca germania iaraRdeboda, iseve eZina sxva qveynebsac, gansakuTrebiT germaniis mosazRvre qveynebs. siraqlemis politikiT rom Sors ver wavalT, es inglissac esmis da mTel msofliosac. axla ki mokavSireebi da aseve inglisic iZulebulni arian yoveldRiurad msxverpli gaiRon. arc erTi qveyana ar moutans sakuTar xalxs msxverplad meore xalxis interesebs. amas arc inglisi gaakeTebs. jarebis gadmosxmas, ganTavisuflebas, Tavisuflebas odesme veRirsebiT, magram vadebs inglisi da amerika daaadgenen da ara okupirebuli qveynebis xalxebi.