Ana frankis dRiuri

— mismine, hari, Tu Sens bebias da babuas Cveni Sexvedra ar surT, Sen ar unda eurCebode maT!

— siyvaruls win veravin aRudgeba!

Cven wignebis maRazias gavcdiT da quCis kuTxesTan gavuxvieT, iq davinaxe peter veseli viRac or biWTan erTad. ardadegebis Semdeg ar menaxa da Zalze gamexarda. me da harim ramdenjerme SemoviareT mTeli kvartali. bolos SevTanxmdiT, xval saRamos Svids rom xuTi wuTi daakldeba, mis saxlTan davelodebi.

ana
paraskevi, 3 ivlisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

guSin CvenTan hari movida Cemi mSoblebis gasacnobad. viyide torti, keqsi da tkbileuloba. davlieT Cai, magram me da haris saxlSi jdoma mogvbezrda da saseirnod wavediT. cxris aT wuTze ukanve momacila. mama saSinlad gajavrda, gvian rom davbrundiT. ebraelTaTvis rva saaTis Semdeg Zalze saxifaToa quCaSi siaruli. piroba miveci, rva saaTisaTvis mudam saxlSi viqnebi-meTqi.

xval harisTan var dapatiJebuli. Cemi megobari iopi ganuwyvetliv damcinis haris gamo. me sruliadac ara var Seyvarebuli. nuTu ar SeiZleba megobari gyavdes. ra aris cudi imaSi, rom megobari, anu rogorc dedaCemi ambobs, kavaleri gyavdes. evam miambo: amas winaT hari yofila masTan da evas ukiTxavs, vin ufro mogwons, fani Tu aneo. mas upasuxia: es Seni saqme araao. am Temaze meti aRar usaubriaT, magram wasvlisas haris uTqvams: ra Tqma unda ana, magram nuravis etyvio da oTaxidan gavardnila.

me vamCnev, haris TavdaviwyebiT vuyvarvar da mravalferovnebisaTvis momwons kidec es ambavi. margom Tqva: `kargi ymawviliao~. mec ase mgonia. ara, kargze ufro metia. deda aRfrTovanebulia: `mSvenieri axalgazrdaa, sandomiani, zrdilio!~ mixaria, hari rom mTel ojaxs moewona, masac moswons yvela. mxolod esaa, rom Cemi megobari gogonebi bavSvebad miaCnia da amaSi marTalicaa.

ana
kvira, 5 ivlisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

paraskevs gimnaziis wliuri aqti Cinebulad Catarda. Cven Semdeg klasSi gadagviyvanes. cudi niSnebi ara maqvs. mxolod erTi `susti~ mirevia. xuTi myavs algebraSi, or sxva saganSi eqvsianebi, danarCenebSi Svidianebi da bolos ori rviani<sup>1</sup>. (<sup>1</sup> holandiis skolebSi aTbaliani sistemaa. 10 saukeTeso niSania.) Cvenebi kmayofilni darCnen. Tumca Cemi mSoblebi sxvebs ar hgvanan. maincdamainc did yuradRebas ar aqceven kargsa da cud niSnebs, upiratesobas `wesier~ qcevas, janmrTelobas da keTilganwyobilebas aniWeben. oRond aq iyos yvelaferi rigze, danarCeni TavisTavad mova. me ki piriqiT, guliT mindoda, kargi mowafe vyofiliyavi. me pirobiT mimiRes liceumSi, radgan montesoris skolis ukanaskneli klasi ar damimTavrebia. raki moxda ise, rom yvela ebraeli moswavle ebraelTa skolebSi unda gadasuliyo, direqtorma xangrZlivi molaparakebis Semdeg me da lisi pirobiT migviRo. ar minda imedi gavucruo. niSnebi Cemma dam, margomac moitana, rogorc yovelTvis, brwyinvale. jildo rom arsebobdes, uTuod miiRebda da Semdeg klasSi qebis sigeliT gadavidoda, iseTi Wkuis kolofia!

bolo dros mama xSiradaa saxlSi, kontoraSi veRar dadis.

saSineli grZnobaa, roca uecrad zedmeti aRmoCndebi. `travisi~ Caibara batonma koophoisma, xolo batonma kralerma firma `koleni da kompania~, romlis Tanamonawile mamac iyo. amas winaT, roca me da mama erTad vseirnobdiT, `TavSesafarze~ Camomigdo sityva. miTxra, rom cudi dRe dagvadgeba, Tu mTel qveyanas movwydebiT. vkiTxe, ratom ambob amas-meTqi. — Sen ici, — miTxra man, — rom ager erTi welia, rac tansacmeli, aveji da sursaT-sanovage nacnob-megobrebTan gadagvaqvs. ar gvinda, germanelebma miiTvison Cveni qoneba da miT umetes ar gvinda, Cven TviTon CavuvardeT maT xelSi. amitom Tavad gaveclebiT, sanam Segvipyrobdnen.

mamas iseTi seriozuli saxe hqonda, rom SemeSinda.

— rodis?

— es nu gawuxebs, Svilo, mova dro da gaigeb. manamde ki isargeble TavisuflebiT.

es iyo da es.

ah, neta Sors, Zalze Sors iyos is dRe!

ana

oTxSabaTi, 8 ivlisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

kvira dilidan dRemde TiTqos wlebma ganvlo. imdeni ram moxda, TiTqos dedamiwa ayiravda. magram, kiwi, jerjerobiT cocxali var da, rogorc mama ambobs, mTavari swored esaa. diax, me jer kidev varsebob, magram nu mkiTxav, sad da rogor. dRes, albaT, sruliad ar gesmis Cemi. amitom jer imas mogiyvebi, Tu ra moxda kviris Semdeg.

sam saaTze (is iyo hari wavida da mogvianebiT isev unda mobrunebuliyo) zari darekes. me araferi gamigonia, radgan aivanze nebivrad movikalaTe Sezlongze da wigns vkiTxulobdi. uecrad karebs SeSinebuli margo moadga. — ana, mamas gestapodan uwyeba mouvida, — miTxra man CurCuliT, — deda baton van daanTan gaiqca. me SiSma amitana. uwyeba... yvelam icis, ras niSnavs uwyebis miReba: sakoncentracio banaks... Tvalwin warmomidga cixis sakani — nuTu mama iq unda gavuSvaT! — ra Tqma unda, mama ar wava, Tqva margom mtkiced. Cven ukve sastumro oTaxSi visxediT da dedas velodebodiT. deda van daanebTan wavida, unda gadawyviton, gadavalT Tu ara xval `TavSesafarSi~. CvenTan erTad van daanebic wamovlen. sul Svidni viqnebiT... irgvliv siCume sufevda. laparaks ver vaxerxebdiT. vfiqrobdiT mamaze. is cuds arafers moelis, ebraelTa TavSesafarSia wasuli davrdomilebis sanaxavad, romelTac mfarvelobas uwevs. velodiT dedas... sicxem da sulierma daZabulobam sruliad dagvamunja.

uecrad zari darekes. `es haria~, wamoviZaxe me. `ar gaaRo~, SemaCera margom, magram SiSi amao aRmoCnda. Cvenamde moaRwia dedisa da baton van daanis xmam, romlebic haris elaparakebodnen. hari male wavida. deda da batoni van daani ki saxlSi Semovidnen da karebi gadarazes. zaris yovel darekvaze me da margo Cumad miviparebodiT dabla, rom gvenaxa, mama xom ar movida. gadavwyviteT, sxva aravin SemogveSva saxlSi. me da margo oTaxidan gagvistumres. van daans pirispir surda dedasTan saubari. rodesac oTaxSi marto davrCiT, margom miTxra, rom uwyeba mas mouvida da ara mamas. margo Teqvsmeti wlisaa. nuTu am xnis gogonebi marto unda gaasaxlon?.. sabednierod, Cven mas arsad gavuSvebT. ase Tqva dedam, mamac uTuod amas gulisxmobda, roca TavSesafarze melaparakeboda.

TavSesafari! sadaa netav? qalaqSi, soflad, romelime SenobaSi Tu qoxSi, rodis wavalT, ra gziT, sad? ufleba ara mqonda am kiTxvebiT mimemarTa vinmesTvis, magram gamudmebiT miRrRnida tvins.

me da margo SevudeqiT saskolo CanTebSi yvelaze saWiro nivTebis Calagebas. pirveli, rac xelSi momxvda, es sqelydiani rveuli iyo. Semdeg yvelaferi uwesrigod airia erTmaneTSi: bigudi, cxvirsaxocebi, saxelmZRvaneloebi, savarcxeli, Zveli werilebi. vfiqrobdi, rogor davimalebodiT da, RmerTma icis, ras ar vyridi CanTaSi. magram ar vnanob, mogonebebi CemTvis kabebze ufro Zvirfasia.

xuT saaTze, rogorc iqna, mama dabrunda. mamam baton koophoiss daureka da sTxova saRamos Semoevlo CvenTan. batoni van daani mipis mosayvanad wavida. male mipi movida. fexsacmelebi, tansacmeli, paltoebi, cota TeTreuli da windebi CemodanSi Caalaga da Segvpirda, saRamos isev movalo. saxlSi siCume Camowva. arc erTs ar gvSioda. jer kidev Zalian cxeloda da yvelaferi metad ucnaurad gamoiyureboda.

Cvens zemoT didi oTaxi daqiravebuli aqvs vinme baton goudsmits. colTan gaSorebulia. ocdaaT wels iqneba mitanebuli. etyoba kvira dRes saqme ar hqonda da aT saaTamde ijda CvenTan. verafriT ver movicileT. TerTmet saaTze mipi da henk van santeni movidnen. mipi mamis kontoraSi 1933 wlidan muSaobs da igi da misi axladgamoCekili qmari, penki, Cveni erTguli megobrebi gaxdnen. mipis CemodanSi da penkis Rrma jibeebSi kvlav gauCinarda fexsacmelebi, windebi, wignebi da sacvlebi. Tormetis naxevarze mZimed datvirTulni gamogveTxoven. ise daviRale, rom arafris Tavi aRar mqonda. Tumca vicodi, rom ukanasknelad vwvebodi sakuTar sawolSi, mainc imwamsve CameZina. meore dRes, eqvsis naxevarze, dedam gamaRviZa. sabednierod, guSindeliviT aRar cxeloda. mTeli dRe Tbili wvima scrida. oTxivem ise Tbilad CavicviT, TiTqos macivarSi vapirebdiT Ramis gaTevas. magram Cven rac SeiZleba meti tansacmeli unda wagveRo Tan. Cvens mdgomareobaSi veravin gabeda, mZime CemodnebiT datvirTuli gamosuliyo gareT. mecva ori perangi, ori wyvili winda, sami qveda sacvali, kaba, zed gadacmuli qvedatani, Jaketi, sazafxulo palto, Cemi saukeTeso fexsacmeli, botebi, mexura qudi, zevidan kidev Sali da raRac-raRacebi. kinaRam saxlSive davixrCvi, magram CemTvis aravis scaloda.

margom saskolo CanTa saxelmZRvaneloebiT gatena, velosipedze dajda da mips CemTvis ucnob Soreul mxareSi gahyva. me jer kidev ar vicodi, romeli saidumloebiT aRvsili adgili Segvikedlebda... Svidis naxevarze Cvenc gamoviketeT kari. erTaderTi, visac gamovemSvidobe, Cemi sayvareli patara kata morheni iyo. igi axali kargi patronis, Cveni mezoblis, xelSi rCeboda. baton goudsmits amasTan dakavSirebiT baraTi davutoveT. samzareuloSi, magidaze, katisTvis erTi girvanqa xorci davdeT. WurWeli aulagebeli dagvrCa, sawolebi gausworebeli. yovelive es iseT STabeWdilebas tovebda, TiTqos Tavqudmoglejilni gaviqeciT. CvenTvis sul erTi iyo, ras ityodnen sxvebi. mxolod is gvindoda, droze gavclodiT aqaurobas, mSvidobianad migveRwia daniSnul adgilamde.

danarCens xval mogwer!

ana
xuTSabaTi, 9 ivlisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

ase mivrbodiT TavsxmaSi mama, deda da me, xelSi TiToeuls piramde gatenili portfeli da xelCanTa gveWira. adrianad samuSaoze mimavali muSebi TanagrZnobiT gviyurebdnen. saxeze etyobodaT, rom wuxdnen da vebralebodiT, radgan amdeni tvirTi Tavad unda gvezida, transportiT sargeblobis ufleba ki ar gvqonda. yvelas TvalSi xvdeboda yviTeli varskvlavi, rac sakmarisad metyvelebda Cvens bedze. gzaSi mSoblebma dawvrilebiT miambes, rogor SeimuSaves gaqcevis gegma. Tveebis manZilze saimedo adgilas gadagvqonda Cveni aveji da tansacmlis nawili. axla yvelaferi mzad iyo da 16 ivliss TviTonve vapirebdiT gaqcevas, magram uwyeba aTi dRiT adre movida da unda SevrigebodiT im garemoebas, rom Senoba jer ar iyo saTanadod SekeTebuli. TavSesafari mamis kantoraSia mowyobili. gareSe pirTaTvis es Zneli gasagebia, amitom ufro dawvrilebiT agixsni. mamas mosamsaxureTa mcirericxovani Stati hyavda yovelTvis: batoni kraleri, batoni koophoisi, mipi da eli voseni, — ocdasami wlis stenografisti. Cveni adgilsamyofeli yvelam icis. saidumlo ar gavandeT mxolod elis mamas, romelic sawyobSi muSaobs da mis or xelqveiT muSas.

saxlis gegma aseTia: pirvel sarTulze didi sawyobia, aqvea saeqspedicioc. sawyobis karis gverdiT saxlSi Sesasvleli karia, romelic ormagia da patara kibemde miyavxar. Tu am kibes ahyvebi, miadgebi mqrqalminian kars, romelzedac odesRac Savi asoebiT ewera `kontora~. es mTavari kontoraa, Zalze didi da Zalian naTeli, mudam xalxiT gaWedili. dRisiT aq muSaoben mipi, eli da batoni koophoisi. gasasvleli oTaxis gavliT, sadac dgas sxvadasxva zomis karadebi, didi bufeti da seifi, moxvdebi naxevrad bnel ukana oTaxSi. aq adre baton kraleri da batoni van daani isxdnen, axla ki mxolod kraleri darCa. am oTaxSi derefnidanac SeiZleba Semosvla minis karis meSveobiT, romelic Signidan advilad iReba, garedan ki gaWirvebiT. kraleris oTaxidan derefans gahyvebi, oTxsafexurian kibes aivli da saukeTeso oTaxSi aRmoCndebi. esaa direqtoris kabineti muqi, didebuli avejiT, noxebiT mofenili linoleumgadakruli iataki, radiomimRebi, Zvirfasi, moxdenili lampebi, yvelaferi saukeTeso xarisxisa da iSviaTi naxelavia. kabinetis gverdiT, didi farTo samzareuloa, sadac dgas Tbili wylis rezervuari — `titani~ — da gazis ori qura. iqvea sapirfareSoc. aseTia pirveli sarTuli.

grZeli gasasvlelidan xis kibiT adixar wina oTaxSi, romelic derefanSi gadadis. marjvniv da marcxniv karebia. marcxena kari uerTdeba Senobis mTavar nawils, sadac sawyobis saTavsoebia, sakuWnao, mansarda da sxveni. meore mxridan Senobas aqvs kidev erTi grZeli, metismetad cicabo, namdvili holandiuri kisrismosatexi kibe, romelic quCis meore mxares gamavali karisken gagiyvans.

marjvena kari Cveni TavSesafrisaa. aravis mouva azrad, rom am ubralo, nacrisfrad SeRebili karis ukan amdeni oTaxia ganlagebuli. erT safexurs aivli da maSinve TavSesafarSi aRmoCndebi. am Sesasvlelis pirdapir cicabo kibea. marcxniv momcro derefniT Sedixar im oTaxSi, romelic frankebis ojaxis sasadilo da sawoli iqneba. gverdiT kidevaa erTi, SedarebiT patara oTaxi. frankebis ori norCi mandilosnis sawoli da samuSao oTaxi. kibidan mxarmarjvniv ufanjro oTaxia, sadac mowyobilia pirsabani da calke gamoyofili sapirfareSo. am oTaxsa da me da margos sawols Soris karia datanebuli. roca kibes zeviT ahyvebi da kars gaaReb, gakvirvebs is ambavi, rom am Zveli saxlis ukana nawilSi aseT did, lamaz da naTel oTaxs waawydi. am oTaxSi dgas gazis qura da WurWlis sarecxi magida (Cvens gadmosaxlebamde aq firmis laboratoria iyo). axla aq iqneba samzareulo, sasadilo da van daanebis kabineti da sawoli oTaxi. pawia, gasasvlel oTaxs peter van daani daeufleba. rogorc saxlis wina nawilSi, aqacaa sxveni da mansarda. ai, ukve gagacani mTeli Cveni TavSesafari.

ana
paraskevi, 10 ivlisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

iqneb saSinlad mogabezre Tavi Cveni TavSesafris gauTavebeli aRweriT, magram xom unda icode, sad gamomriya talRam! da radganac jer yvelaferi ar miambnia, ganvagrZob. mivaRwieT Tu ara prinsengraxtamde, mipma maSinve agviyvana zeviT, TavSesafarSi, kari mogviketa da martoni davrCiT. margo velosipediT gacilebiT adre mosuliyo da ukve gvelodeboda. ara marto Cveni, aramed sxva oTaxebic ZvelmanebiT movaWris sakuWnaos gavda. SeuZlebelia amis aRwera! mTeli muyaos yuTebi da Cemodnebi, romlebic Tveebis ganmavlobaSi aq gadmohqondaT, uwesrigod eyara irgvliv. patara oTaxi Weramde aevsoT sawolebiT da qveSagebliT. Tu saRamos wesierad gawyobil sawolebSi vapirebdiT Zils, axlave unda SevdgomodiT dalagebas. dedas da margos arafris Tavi ar hqondaT. gunebamowamlulni iyvnen da leibebze miwvnen. me da mamaCemi, Cveni ojaxis ori `damlagebeli~ maSinve SevudeqiT saqmes. bargi gavxseniT, mivalag-movalageT, vferTxeT, vwmindeT, vrecxeT da saRamos saSinlad daRlilebi mkvdrebiviT daveyareT sufTa sawolebze. mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi cxeli saWmeli ar Cagvsvlia pirSi. Tumca es arc iyo saWiro. dedas da margos zedmeti nervulobisagan Wama ar SeeZloT, me da mamas ki amisTvis ar gvecala. samSabaTs dilidan kvlav saqmes movkideT xeli. elim da mipma Cveni sasursaTo baraTebiT raRaca gviyides, mamam SuqSeniRbva moagvara, bolos jagrisiT movrecxeT samzareuloSi iataki, erTi sityviT, yvelani dilidan saRamomde vmuSaobdiT. oTxSabaTamde sruliad ar mqonda dro mefiqra im did gardatexaze, romelic Cems cxovrebaSi moxda. TavSesafarSi mosvlis droidan mxolod oTxSabaTs vcade pirvelad gavrkveuliyavi mTel am ambavSi, meambna SenTvis yvelaferi, rac SegvemTxva da rac SeiZleba SegvemTxvas amieridan.

ana
SabaTi, 11 ivlisi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

mama, deda da margo verafriT ver SeeCvivnen vesterturmis zaris rekvas, romelic yovel meoTxed saaTSi gaismis. me ki SeveCvie da momwons kidec, gansakuTrebiT RamRamobiT rogorRac mamSvidebs. albaT, Zalian ginda icode, rogor momwons Cveni TavSesafari. marTali rom giTxra, jer Tavadac ar vici, ase mgonia, aq verasodes ver vigrZnob Tavs ise, rogorc saxlSi. amiT imis Tqma ki ar minda, rom aqauroba Semzaravi da uRimRamoa. zogjer iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos raRac saocar pansionSi aRmovCndi. TavSesafris aseTi aRqma ucnauria, ara, Sen ras ityvi? Tumca saxlis is nawili, sadac Cven vimalebiT, idealuri TavSesafaria, ra vuyoT, rom nestiani da cota mibrecil-mobrecilia. aseT moxerxebul samalavs verc amsterdamSi ipovi da albaT verc mTel holandiaSi.

aqamde Cveni oTaxis kedlebi sruliad SiSveli iyo. sabednierod, mamas mTeli Cemi kinovarskvlavebisa da peizaJebis koleqcia wamoeRo da funjisa da webos daxmarebiT kedlebi avaWrele. axla Cveni oTaxi Tvals axarebs. roca van daanebi movlen, sxvenze dawyobili ficrebisagan ganjinebsa da sxva saWiro nivTebs gavakeTebT.

margo da deda Tavs ukeT grZnoben. guSin dedam pirvelad gadawyvita, muxudosagan wvniani moemzadebina. magram qveviT Cavida, laparaks Sehyva da sadili sruliad gadaaviwyda. wveni amoSra, muxudo danaxSirda, verafriT ver amovfxikeT qvabidan. mwyins, rom Cvens maswavlebels, keplers, am ambavs ver vuambob... memkvidreobis Teoria!

guSin saRamos yvelani kabinetSi CavediT. gvindoda inglisis radiogadacema mogvesmina. me saSinelma SiSma amitana, megona romelime mezobeli SegvamCnevda da vemudarebodi mamas, isev zeviT avsuliyaviT. deda mimixvda da isic gamogvyva. saerTod, yvelas gvawuxebs is ambavi, rom SeiZleba vinmem dagvinaxos an Cven saubars mohkras yuri. pirvel dResve SevkereT fardebi. sinamdvileSi es mxolod sxvadasxva formisa da feris nakuwebia, romlebic me da mamam SevakowiweT. Cveni iSviaTi naxelavi knopebiT fanjrebis CarCoebze davamagreT da, sanam aq viqnebiT, ar CamovxsniT. Cveni saxlis gverdiT didi kontoraa. marcxniv avejis saxelosno. am SenobaSi samuSao dRis damTavrebis Semdeg aRaravin rCeba, magram xom SeiZleba xma gavides. margos, romelic saSinlad gaciebulia, Rame daxveleba avukrZaleT. sabralom dausruleblad kodeini unda ylapos.

maxarebs is ambavi, rom samSabaTs van daanebi gadmovlen. ufro myudrod viqnebiT, aRarc aseTi siCume iqneba. siCume Zalze manerviulebs, gansakuTrebiT saRamoobiT da RamiT. ras ar mivcemdi, erT-erTi Cveni mfarveli rom CvenTan aTevdes Rames. ver SevCvevivar im ambavs, rom sruliad ar SegviZlia quCaSi gasvla, meSinia. iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos aRmogvaCenen da dagvxvreten. amgvari fiqrebi guls miRrRnis. dRisiTac Zalian Cumad unda viyoT. ar SeiZleba bakuniT siaruli da Cveni xma rom dabla, sawyobSi ar gaigonon, TiTqmis CurCuliT gvixdeba laparaki. viRac meZaxis!

ana
paraskevi, 14 agvisto, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

erTi Tvea, xma ar gamicia SenTvis, magram raime axali da mniSvnelovani yoveldRe ar xdeba. camet ivliss van daanebi gadmovidnen. Tumca pirobis Tanaxmad ToTxmetSi velodiT, magram germanelebi im dReebSi sul ufro da ufro met ebraelebs iZaxebdnen. saerTod, didi areulobaa. amitom sabediswero dagvianebas amjobines erTi dRiT adre gadmosuliyvnen. diliT, aTis naxevarze, roca, Cven jer kidev vsauzmobdiT, peter van daani mogvadga. 16 wlis ymawvilia, sakmaod mosawyeni da morcxvi, romlis mezoblobisagan bevrs arafers veli. naxevari saaTis Semdeg gamocxaddnen col-qmari van daanebi: colma saqude yuTiT Ramis qoTani moitana, ramac saerTo mxiaruleba gamoiwvia. `ar SemiZlia am WurWlis gareSe arseboba~, ganacxada man da saWiro sagani maSinve sawolis qveS moaTavsa. marTalia, qmars Ramis qoTani ar moutania, magram iRliaSi dasakeci magida hqonda amoCrili. pirvel dRes yvelani erTad visxediT myudrod, sami dRis Semdeg ki iseTi grZnoba gvqonda, TiTqos mudam erT did ojaxad gvecxovros. TavisTavad cxadia, im erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi, romelic van daanebma adamianebs Soris gaatares, bevri ram ganicades da yvelaferi gviambes. Cven yvelaze metad gvainteresebda Cveni binisa da baton goudsmitis ambavi.

batonma van daanma gviambo: — orSabaTs, dilis cxra saaTze, goudsmitma damireka da mTxova Semevlo masTan. maCvena baraTi, romelic Tqven dautoveT (werdiT, visTvis mieca kata). goudsmits Zalze eSinoda saxlis gaCxrekis, amitom magida avalageT da iqauroba odnav movasufTaveT. uecrad frau frankis saweri magidis kalendris furcelze raRac warweras movkari Tvali. maastrixtis misamarTi aRmoCnda. me imwamsve mivxvdi, rom es Segnebuli `daudevrobaa~, magram gakvirvebuli saxe miviRe da SeSinebuli vemudarebodi baton goudsmits sabediswero kalendris furceli daewva. sanam iq viyavi, mxolod imas vuCiCinebdi, rom araviTari warmodgena ar mqonda Tqvens ganzraxvaze. da uecrad, TiTqos es-esaa movisazre, raSia saqme, veubnebi: `batono goudsmit, mivxvdi, visicaa es misamarTi. daaxloebiT naxevari wlis winaT CvenTan kontoraSi Semovida gavleniani germaneli oficeri, romelic batoni frankis bavSvobis megobari aRmoCnda. dapirda, Tu aq SenTvis saxifaTo mdgomareoba Seiqmneba, dagexmarebio. am oficris samxedro nawili maastrixtSi idga. SeiZleba dapireba Seasrula da frankebis ojaxi belgiaSi gadaiyvana, iqidan ki maT naTesavebTan SveicariaSi. es ambavi SegiZliaT gaandoT frankebis yvela karg nacnobs, Tu maT moikiTxaven, oRond gTxovT, maastrixts nu axsenebT~. me male wamovedi. axla es ambavi Tqveni nacnobebis umravlesobam icis. am versiam Cemamdec bevrjer moaRwia sxvadasxvanairad.

van daanebis naambobma aRtacebaSi mogviyvana, gulianad vicineT, ras ar warmoidgens xalxi. Turme erTi ojaxi amtkicebda, TiTqos dagvinaxa, rogor mivqrodiT dilaadrian yvelani velosipedebiT. xolo viRac qalbatoni imasac ki yveboda, TiTqos SuaRamiT samxedro manqanam wagviyvana.

ana
paraskevi, 21 agvisto, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

Cveni TavSesafari namdvil samalavad iqca. baton kralers brwyinvale azri daebada, amogveqola kari, romelic Cveni saxlis ukana nawilSi gamodis da winidan rame migveSenebina. am bolo dros velosipedebs eZeben da xSirad Cxreken saxlebs. gegma batonma vosenma ganaxorciela: gaakeTa moZravi Taro, romelic erT mxares kariviT iReba. cxadia, amis gamo misTvisac unda gagvendo saidumlo da axla mzadaa, yvelaferSi dagvexmaros. roca qveviT Cadixar, jer unda daixaro da mere gadaxte, radgan safexuri moxsnilia. sami dRis Semdeg yvelas saSineli kopebi gvajda Sublze. daxra gvaviwydeboda da SubliT dabal kars vexeTqebodiT. bolos karis Tavze burbuSeliT gatenili baliSi mivaWedeT. vnaxoT, ra samsaxurs gagviwevs.

cotas vkiTxulob, jerjerobiT isic ki gadamaviwyda, rac skolaSi maswavles. cxovreba aq erTferovania. batoni van daani da me xSirad vCxubobT. misi azriT, margo Cemze ufro sandomiania. deda ise meqceva, rogorc patara bavSvs, me ki amas ver vitan. arc peteri uqnia RmerTs. baiyuSia, mTeli dRe usaqmurad goravs sawolze, Cxirkedelaobs, xandaxan raRacas Tlis da mere isev Tvlems. namdvili Zilis gudaa! amindebi Tbilia da sxvenze gatanil Sezlongebze vnebivrobT.

ana
oTxSabaTi, 2 seqtemberi, 1942

Zvirfaso kiwi!

batonma da qalbatonma van daanebma saSinlad iCxubes. aseTi ram jer ar minaxavs cxovrebaSi. deda da mama arafris gulisTvis ar Seuyvirebdnen ase erTmaneTs. Cxubis sababi imdenad umniSvnelo iyo, rom amaze laparakic ki ar Rirs. Tumca yvelas erTnairi xasiaTi rodi aqvs. peterisTvis or cecxls Sua dgoma saSinelebaa, magram mas angariSs aravin uwevs, radgan zarmaci da zlozniaa. guSin ena mTlianad gaulurjda, saSinlad aRelda, magram silurjem male gauara. dRes ki yelze sqeli Sali Semouxvevia da ambobs, Wvlebi maqvs, filtvebi, guli da Tirkmelebi mtkivao. ras ar moigonebs es biWi, namdvili ipoxondrikia (mgoni, amas ase hqvia, ara?).

qalbaton van daans verc deda ewyoba maincdamainc: saamisod uamravi mizezi aqvs. Tundac erTi magaliTi: TeTreulis saerTo karadaSi qalbatonma van daanma mxolod sami zewari Cado yovlad keTilSobiluri ganzraxviT, rom Cveni TeTreuli exmara da sakuTars gafrTxileboda. erTob gaukvirdeba, roca gaigebs, rom dedam mis karg magaliTs mibaZa. qalbatoni ganuwyvetliv javrobs imis gamo, rom mis WurWels vxmarobT da ara Cvensas, sul imis cdaSia, Cvens faifurs miagnos da warmodgena ara aqvs, ra axlos zis masTan! servizi sxvenze SevinaxeT sxvadasxva reklamebis qveS. da sanam aq viqnebiT, isic iq ideba. Zalze marcxiani xeli maqvs. guSin maTlafa gamivarda. gacofebulma qalbatonma iyvira: `o, frTxilad! meti araferi gamaCnia!~ magram batoni van daani ratomRac melaquceba.

am diliT deda Wkuas didxans marigebda. amas ver vitan. Cveni Sexedulebebi Zalze gansxvavdeba erTmaneTisagan. mama sul sxvanairia, Cemi esmis, maSinac ki, roca xuTiode wuTiT gamibrazdeba.

wina kviras erTi ambavi moxda. sababi qalebze dawerili wigni... da peteri iyo. saWiroa icode, kiwi, rom margos da peters ufleba aqvT waikiTxon yvela wigni, romelic baton koophoiss biblioTekidan moaqvs, magram am wignis wakiTxvis ufleba arc erTs ar misces.

cxadia, peters cnobismoyvareoba aReZra, albaT, fiqrobda, ra unda eweros wignSi, romlis wakiTxvasac ukrZalavdnen. wigni Cumad mopara dedamiss da nadavliTurT sxvenze daimala. or dRes simSvide sufevda. dedamisma yvelaferi gaigo, magram ar gasca. uecrad saqmeSi mamamisi Caeria. gabrazda, peters wigni waarTva da amiT sakiTxi amowurulad CaTvala. magram man ver gansazRvra, Tu rogorma cnobismoyvareobam Seipyro misi vaJi. peteris azriT, mamis energiuli moqmedeba sruliad ar niSnavda imas, rom sakuTar ganzraxvaze xeli aeRo. daiwyo fiqri, Tu rogor Caegdo kvlav xelSi `idumalebiT savse~ wigni. qalbatonma van daanma dedaCems rCeva hkiTxa. dedam uTxra, es wigni margosTvisac Seuferebelia, Tumca sxva wignebis sawinaaRmdego araferi maqvso.

— qalbatono van daan, margosa da peters Soris didi gansxvavebaa, — ganagrZo dedam, — jer erTi, gogonebi metwilad biWebze ufro adre mwifdebian, meorec, margo Zalian bevrs kiTxulobs da icnobs Rrma, seriozul nawarmoebebs, xolo mesame, margo peterze ufro ganaTlebuli da gonebagaxsnilia. margom TiTqmis daamTavra liceumi.

principSi qalbatoni van daani daeTanxma dedas, magram mainc ganacxada, rom araferi saWiroa, axalgazrdebs igive wignebi mivceT, romelTac ufrosebi kiTxulobeno.